29th February 2012

Appreciate 29th February because it only arrives 4 years once :) Nothing much happened to me during day time for my day is normal and smooth. Oh yes, if you consider coming home earlier and able to have dinner with my uncle and his family :) Simple dishes like curry, cabbage and luncheon meat sounds like a feast. I am blessed :) Better yet, there are laughters over the meal..... Praise God for it. 

PS: I know a lot of leaders with higher authority said, we ought to always thank God for greater things. But hey, those are the things which i don't want to forget. Even for the slightest happening in my life. 10 years later, i might not remember all these things. 

I'll continue blogging as long as i have the strength to do so..

DONG HAE <3 <3 

Once upon a time, oh well, actually not so long ago...somewhere around october 2010, my mind was being haunted by something. I remembered there's a process called "Renunciation" that has to be taken place before you go for water baptism. You know what is renunciation? You will be given a checklist that consists of basically every single sins that has been committed by a human before. Therefore, the process is simple. I was being accompanied by Wing and Stephy, both female leaders in our zone, and i have to confessed all my sins to them. I wasn't embarrassed or so, in fact i felt relieved. 

It wasn't until i came across the word "Fantasizing". I asked them what is it all about and Wing told me "Have you ever fantasize yourself with someone that you like? As in, dreaming that you are with him or anything?" I was like "Uhuh...of course!!!" She said "Then, it is a type of sin you have committed". 

Honestly speaking, i was haunted and bothered by it for quite a while before i decided to bring it up to Alph (the zone supervisor of our whole zone). How can i not fantasize when i have to submit a romance story every week? And how can i NOT fantasize when i have to take part in a novel competition and i need to have ideas and feelings? In the end, i confessed to Alph that i am troubled. For some reasons, he always appears at the right time. No wonder he was made the zone supervisor. He took care of us very well :) 

So i asked him, "Alph, tell me honestly, what is your definition of fantasizing and is it really a sin?" Being a smart guy, he ended up questioning me back "What do you think of it?" After so many hmms and harrr... i have to reveal how i felt to him. I told him my encounter with Wing and Steph during renunciation and added "I have to admit, this really bothers me. I can't just refrain myself from fantasizing! I just need to!" He was very understanding and wise. So he gave me quotes from bible stating all the sins of the World. In the end he said "Our God is a creative God. If he is not creative, there wouldn't be us and the World. As long as your fantasizing won't lead you to commit all these sins, you are fine :) " LOOK AT THAT!!! I felt so much better after my conversation with him. Like really!! All i need is a leader like this. Someone who is way wiser than me and can lead me. Oh man..i misses the zone and everyone there...

I am still working on my story though.. this time, i am using Dong Hae as the benchmark :) Enough of Kim Hyun Joong and Jae Joong. You both have been the male lead in my stories too many times. Time for a change.. Dong Hae, YOU ARE THE ONE!!!!

Coming to an end...

Time flies. Without realizing, the month of February is coming to an end. Oh well, in less than 8 mins time, it will be the last day of February. For those who were born on the 29th February (despite which year you were born), appreciate this day :) You only get to celebrate your birthday 4 years once :) But that makes them really special ...

 Funny Eric!!! He was being so sweet and nice. He wanted so badly to treat me after receiving his paid :) But in the end, i was too fast for him :) Try harder next time ...

I always loves it when connect group is fast and simple. We don't need anything but only the presence of God. It is amazing.

Yes..definitely... it is Your presence that i am seeking :)

Thoughts

Sometimes, when you are in a happy situation, there are unhappy stuffs happening to others at the same time. So please learn to considerate and understanding. Sometimes, i am really disappointed at the fact that humans could be so selfish. What did Jesus taught us? John 15:17 - Love one another. You are not created to choose who you want to show concern to and who you can show extra concerns. Everyone is equal!! SET THAT RIGHT people!! To my very own seeds, i pray that you will not and never will inherit this kind of attitude! I am so afraid that i'll fall into this category too....so pray for me and i'll pray for you... !ANTI-SELFISHNESS!!

It was suppose to be a happy day today but i have no idea why my ending to this day turns out to be gloomy. Manage to sway pass my mid-term smoothly with a poor 100% preparation. I am sorry Lord, but i promised you i will do my best for the coming paper and many more papers to come :) Spent my whole afternoon with Melissa and we went to watch "This means war". You really should watch it because Chris Pine is so amazingly hot!! Oh well, he is my type but Mel seems to like the other guy better :P

I guess...apart from human attitudes and all, what really makes me frustrated is waiting for "reply" from people. Hello, come on!! If you want someone to do things for you, please reply like ASAP okay? Honestly speaking, i am never patient at waiting for a person's reply UNLESS you have valid reasons for it. If you want people to make life easy for you, then goodness sake, make life easy for people too!!Arghhhh..i think i better go and sleep now!!Good night...

Things that kills me..

I am sleepy x10000000000 !!! *Dislike* studying but do i have a choice? In this realistic World, no education = dead. 

 I just want to burn all my notes after i am done with this freaking module. BUS 214, Why are you so irritating and annoying? :( It is literally testing my patient. Luckily for this coming mid-term, i only got to study like 8 chapters. I can't imagine i got to memorize like 24 chapters for final. Pathetic!!! You might as well just kill me...

I am trying my best to absorb and i have a feeling i'll most likely give up and use my common sense for tomorrow's paper :)

On the other hand, this cheers me up :) Another thing that kills me. Dong Hae is amazingly cute :) The amazing stylist, Sungin Park said it is very challenging to be Dong Hae's stylist. He needs to be creative and to create different feel for the Elfs all the time. I think he is doing a good job though. Yoshimi hageyo..

Blessed again..

What motivates me to come here again when i should be studying? Again, i am blessed by someone. I have no idea why i seems to be feeling sleepy ALL THE TIME for this whole week. I can't seem to concentrate in my lessons at all. Oh well, i thought it is always like that...so it not surprising.

Well, Tze Xin and i was so tired on our way back today. I was literally running down after getting my passport checked at the Singapore Immigration. Without thinking, i jumped on to the SJE bus with Tze Xin behind me. She was so shock and asked me "Eh.. we can take this bus meh? I thought we took the Causeway bus earlier on?" I was like "Sharks.. why am i so blur?" I apologized to that "trying-hard-not-to-laugh-at-us" uncle and got down quickly.

Causeway lane is so faraway T.T!!! I was gonna run all the way back there when that kind driver asked both of us to get on the bus. He said it is okay :) We were like "Oh my word...really?" and got up straight away. See? He was so kind :) And he successfully brought a smile onto my face :) You'll be blessed :)

My best friend...

People often define Viola = Noisy. Ever wonder what would i be doing if i am not talking? Right, when i am not talking, it means i am reading. (PS: Only apply to moments when i am awake) When i am too engrossed in reading, i would flare up if anyone disturbs me. So please don't disturb me when you see me reading. I am not kidding.. 

I've been spending a lot of money on Mitch Albom's books recently. I bought three of his books so far and i am reading the last book as shown in the picture above :( Don't really want to finish it that soon because it means i have to fork out money to import more books in.

While having a group discussion as usual today, i saw this guy jotting down notes in a small notebook which stated "La Petite Prince" aka The Little Prince. It was so unique that i couldn't help looking at it. And i have this urge to tell him "Hey Sam, look at what i just bought today XD!!" I read this story long long time before but it was a bilingual book. I was planning to look for a pure english version of "The Little Prince" but goodness know why i ended up buying a pure chinese version instead. It's okay... i believe i can hunt you down someday. ...

Exams' coming soon and i can't believe i am still reading books. I should be reading NOTES instead... oh goshhh..save me...

Lunchie with the beloved people

Wonderful Tuesday :) Before music lessons, i had an awesome lunch date with my two favorite people - Hui Xian and Eric. They have been really good and supportive during my undertaking as a Connect Group leader. I am thankful to have these people around. There goes the same for some other friends out there too..

 A very supportive friend :) He always said i am his inspiration but it should be the other way round. I am moved by your support and always-ready-to-help spirit :) Thanks for being so nice.. I am blessed!!

 And there goes the same for this girl :) For a girl in her age, i have to say, she is way more mature than i am :) I love talking to her even though she can be really straightforward at times..... in the least i knew she is not a hypocrite :) Come on, Nobody is perfect. This can be found in the book i am reading right now - Have a little faith by Mitch Albom..

GREAT  NEWS from Eric. Now ...why did i say i am moved by everything that he has done for me? Because he is really observant. I have no idea how on earth he finds out i wanted to go for a mission trip in Japan. I don't remember telling him. He told me the night before that he has a surprise for me. True enough, i am really surprised!! I feel it... that calling is so strong...

Should i? Or should i not? I think i will give it a try...

SUPER SHOW 4 - Running Into The Sun

Oh goshhh...the day i have been waiting and waiting and waiting for since last year has finally arrived. 18th February 2012 shall be my most significant day in my history. It seems like yesterday....again, after listening to their voices and watching them on TV screens for so long, i finally get to see them LIVE! Trust me, they are stunningly gorgeous....or i should say handsome!!

 I don't regret spending that huge amount of money just to see them. It is something that i like :) I'll rather spend my money doing things that i like rather than spending on unnecessary people. At least they won't hurt...

I can't describe my feeling the minute they appear on stage. Perhaps i totally went crazy....or perhaps i was totally in another planet. I only know i was shouting all the way. "Dong Hae" was my favorite name that night :) He is the reason why i am so in love with Super Junior.

Overall, i really enjoyed the whole concert. Their concert is way different from the many concerts i've been to (excluding those christians concerts). I was so amazed when Siwon started singing praise&worship songs. Hopefully God will use him as an inspiration to all his fans out there and to move their hearts. Teukkie is going to the army soon :( Super Junior wouldn't be complete for 2 years..... but we believe we will see them again :)

Sarangheyo Yeongwoni..

The "Voice" of peace...

I regretted for not updating my blog as often as i am suppose to. To update it at one shot is a hard task. Indeed, last week was a hectic and yet awesome week. Why is it so awesome??? You just got to find it out yourself...

 ISRAEL HOUGHTON!!!! Can you believe it? We are indeed so lucky to have him in Asia and so close to us. I was talking to Mel earlier that week saying that if possible, i want to listen to "Jesus be the center" live...because this song really lifts me up when i am down. And can you believe it? We actually received news saying that Israel Houghton is going to held his concert in Singapore. Without thinking, both of us were like "I AM GOING!!".

And so... here we are :) I can't believe i am actually listening LIVE to the voice of that person whose songs lifted me up :) The feeling is indescribable. We all almost cried for joy (or we are already in tears) the minute he sang "Jesus be the center". It was so good... and we just want more and more.....

I truly believe this is a blessing from God and for Christ's sake, i am definitely gonna drag myself to Hillsong conference next year XD It is a promise!!!!

From my heart to the heaven
Jesus be the center
It's all about you
Lord it's all about you.......

Sweet daddy :)

Now, this is really funny. When i came back in from Singapore on Valentine's day morning, i saw this rose on the mantel piece. I was thinking to myself "Daddy is so sweet. To think he will remembers to get Mommy a rose on Valentine's day :) " Again, i was laughing about it with Machi and we all agree that Daddy should get Mommy more than one rose :)

I am surprised when Daddy said "Hey, did you get my rose? The one on the mantel piece is for you, you know?" I am like "What???!!!!" And i confessed to him that i thought it was for Mommy and i thought he was so stingy to get her only one rose. I am just kidding...it is the thought that counts. 

I am really thankful that things went well between my parents and i :) Mommy is as nice and sweet as ever and Daddy is being really awesome too :) 

Roses are red

Violets are blue

Sugar is sweet

And so are you....

Thanks daddy :) You never fails to get me a rose every year :) I don't even need a Valentine to get me one... but you are more than enough for me .... by the grace of God... XD

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

A friend is someone whom you can get along with. And yet, being a friend doesn't mean that you have to be with each other day and night. In times of distress, the one who will appear by your side - They are friends :) 

3D picture again with Tze Xin and Nicole :) When i first knew them, i thought they were bold..but to think they'll feel awkward easily. Especially when we had to take this picture in front of so many people. I guess i am the boldest one :P

I wasn't on good terms with Mommy last week. Thank God, things are fine now :) What did i say? PSALM 71:20 is true :) I am glad i hang on to the truth and faith. My friends are cool too. Especially Nicole, who so actively helping me to find tuition students :) Thankiewwww so much. You guys are the bomb :)

A simple "Thank You"..

Hello World,

I realized i am getting lazier and lazier to update this blog. NOOOOOO way..i wanna hit 150 posts by this year end :) I have a lot of things to update actually. Sigh.. i guess i gotta find one day and update them all at one shot.

Anyway, what motivates me to come here today is because i didn't want to forget the slightest incident which brought a smile to my face. I was rushing off after the most wonderful and awesome concert with SJ Oppa. I knew for sure the train station would be packed and hence i squeezed myself in. Thank God for creating me as a short girl. I totally had no problem squeezing in :P

While doing transition in Bishan, the train was unexpectedly packed. I managed to squeeze in again but i saw this girl who was trying her best to squeeze in as well. She was halfway in and yet highly likely she has to get out to wait for the next train. She has this kind of awkward look on her face which is why, she caught my attention. What i did was simple, i just grabbed her hand and pull her right in. She was shock but thankful. I continued reading my all-time favorite "For one more day" by Mitch Albom :)

Just when i was so engrossed in my reading, i felt someone touching my hand. I looked up and saw that girl smiling while mouthing the word "Thank You" to me :) She alighted at that particular station. It should be Yishun if i am not wrong. I don't know why, but i felt a joy in my heart. I felt her sincerity and i didn't expect that :)

It is a wonderful ending to my wonderful night :) There are more things to thank God for and i don't want to update it now :) Good night people...

My heart has a spark in you

Happy belated Valentine's Day to the dearest people :) Every year, on this particular day (14th February), i'll definitely have a date. Who say your valentine must be a boy? I loved going out with girls... especially someone who knows me better. Last year, i had a great Valentine's celebration with Marie and this year, i am giving all credits to my one and only Machi - Zhi Xian :) 

 8 years of friendship is not a joke. Like what she said, people come and go... but one thing i know for sure, and that is, we will always be there for each other. Through thicks and thins, through hardships and easy life, i know that you will definitely have a special place in my heart that no one could replace :)

I found a great spot to do my devotional time. Gotta keep it as a secret because it is a secret hiding place for both Machi and me :) PSALM 71 :20 - God will show me severe and great troubles and yet He will also revive me from the depths of the Earth. I've been meditating on this verse for the past few days. Indeed, things are not getting better but i am still hanging on. I am leaving everything to God and i know this is the turning point. Satan can do whatever he wants to me but i am gonna let that faith to arise within me..

Voiceless

I highly don't understand how flu can lead to "Voiceless". Really dislike the fact that i can't talk and yet i am being disobedient by not consuming more water when i should. I loved the latest series - "Sun Stand Still". God did answered my prayer by changing the outreach date to a day when i can make it. I was so upset when i know i couldn't make it on the originally planned date as i am having some stupid professional communication exam. While preparing the connect group lesson 2 hours in advance before my class (i went to school earlier for i knew no one would be earlier than me :P) , i started praying out loud hoping that God will turn the situation around. And HE DID! Oh my word..i almost cried with joy!! And this allows me to see clearly the urge of Him to include us in all HIS plans for the kingdom.

Nicole's self written poem to me. I wrote one for her too. Can't blame us! It was bored sitting in class and having to absorb all those informations that sounds like greeks to me. I enjoyed my time with them. I enjoyed that one hour of bus ride even more...for i get to have my own quiet time. Sometimes, you don't need a lot of people to be with you. God's presence is more than enough.

Things don't seem to get better at home. Mom hasn't been talking to me and i have no idea how to break the ice. I am not weak and yet i can't say i am strong either. Aunty Anna spoke to me today in tears after seeing me broke down "Girl, sometimes, you just can't be too strong. I can't stand the devil attacking you knowing that you are too strong. Never show the strong side of yours and yet i am not asking you to be a weakling. I prayed for you just now." See that? You don't need to tell the whole World about the problems you are going through. All you need is just the love from God and the comfort knowing that God send a few special people to support me in this Earthly World. Someone whom you know you can absolutely trust them to keep you in prayers in times of distress.

Sometimes, it is not that i am afraid of the troubles i am going through. I am not afraid to command God to remove these mountains from my life. I am still hanging on. I am holding on to that faith that is found within me. I am not turning away from God. I am just being challenged by something which is totally beyond my capability. My soul is still trusting God for the impossible even if my physical body is against it. I am not giving in nor will i back out. I always believe that my salvation has been determined ever since the day i was born and i don't regret with the path that i chose - the awesome journey with God.

 Yet, i am not planning to run away. No...i'll never do that! I shall continue to believe God to do the impossibles for me in my life :)

Sick

Dearest Sore throat and flu and "whatever that is about to come",

Can you please leave me alone? Just because i've been sleeping late and not eating healthily, it doesn't mean that you can haunt me down so soon. I want my life and health back. Body, why you so weak? Please recover soon. I cannot take it when i sees that bottle of potato chips in front of me. It is too tempting. Plus i have a connect group to attend tonight. You are just nothing sickness. Hear that? I have a divine healer who would heal me.

Sincerely,
Viola

Blessed

Love the fact i've finally decided to remove all my cards from their envelops respectively. It is not that i don't read them at all, but it is just a feeling of "not-willing-to". I like to keep every single bits of what people have blessed me with. So it is kinda big deal for me to chuck all the written envelops away :( 

I love reading those cards over and over again :) Even if those messages are stuck in my head, i won't gets tired of reading them. It is cool :) And i really appreciate it :) Thanks to everyone who has a part in making my life even more meaningful. I just love things like this ....

The time has come..

The time has come and i never gonna live my life this way...
I don't wanna miss a single moment (with you)
Father, let your grace and mercy dwell in us today...

Dum dum di di da da dum dum ....

Sometimes, when i am in the mood, i can compose both lyrics and tunes at the same time. What's lack is that i don't know my chords which makes my life complicated. Instead of chords, i have to press from keys to keys in order to find the right tune. Sigh.... i think i got to add "Keyboard" into my "Waiting-to-be-mastered instruments list". Violin's getting tougher and sometimes the tune just don't sound right. It is okay, everything's tough at first.....

I've been paying full attention in both my modules today. *Clap clap* Actually no, i nearly dozed off. Now i know what kinda feeling i dislike most. Can you imagine that you are really sleepy and your eyes are literally closing, and you are halfway entering dreamy land? AND YET, you got to keep yourself awake. My goodness!! I am having such a big headache trying to stay awake. Oh well, in the end i did, for BOTH modules. At least my lecture slides is full of notes today. I understand what i learn. My favorite and workable method to stay awake - Stuff yourself with sweets and chocolates :)

Even though nothing much happened today, but i am still happy and peaceful :) Sometimes, you just need to get away from the World for a bit and have your own sweet and personal time with God. I have a great date with God today. Though it is a serious date because i am reading the book of "Revelation" and yet i get something out of it - The importance and urgency of being evangelistic.

The time has come and i see the need of saving as many lives as possible...

One for all and all for one...

Heyyyy World...as promised earlier on, i am back to post about my "awesome" afternoon with the musketeers :) We knew each other for 5 years plus. And the last time we really sees each other and had a great chat was 4 years ago. Nevertheless, i still thank God for keeping our friendship strong and firm :) 

 Let me introduce you to my buddies for life - Sufee and Shawn :) 4 years without seeing each other is not gonna ruin our friendship. We don't feel awkward and worry about lacking of topics. Instead, we talk about everything. I realized we have all grown up. Our mindset has changed. We no longer think like before and it is more like a future with promises thingy going on :) Look at that, even Shawn admits that he used to think and act like a little boy..but right now, he is not gonna be superstitious anymore. Therefore, we finally manage to take a decent picture together :)

 Sufee and I. Compared to the picture we took 4 years ago, not much of a change. The only thing that has changed is that he has slimmed and i have put on weight. Sigh!!That's fine. He is still the same. Still the same old buddy who always make fun of me and someone whom i can trust. I love the fact that he is open-minded. I met so many Malay friends in my life..but if you truly ask me, i would say he is the BEST malay friend i ever had. That's why our friendship remains... ! To him, i am like a memory keeper and according to him, it would be good if i remembers ONLY the good stuffs...but too bad, i remember EVERYTHING that we have been through together :P

Shawn and I. This guy... one smart boy! Came from a most arrogant and annoying boy school (to me it is.. because of those annoying boys) but he is totally different. Steady and cool at making friends. Trust him to bump into someone scary like me - "The girl who knows everything". According to him, i am like a "bomoh". Just give me a little clues and i could solve the whole puzzle. I love the fact that he is steady and open-minded as well. He don't even care if i am a girl or boy, but as long as we gets along well, we are friends :) Thanks for sharing and trusting us with everything..

You guys totally rock my day :) I've been looking forward to this day since don't know when. Lots of promises has been made too :) It seems as if i have lots of promises waiting to be fulfilled. Can't wait to see them being fulfilled.

The Three Musketeers shall always be a legend. I am gonna miss them very much when Shawn flew back to New Zealand whilst Sufee goes back to Shah Alam to carry on his studies. It would be another year before the musketeers will reunite once more. Still...it is worth waiting for i know our friendship still lies beneath. ONE FOR ALL AND ALL FOR ONE.....

Chin Hong's annual dinner 2012

Even though i have no slightest interest to take over this plastic factory, but i am glad it exists. If it weren't because of this company, i think i am not even in school now. Perhaps, i'll be working and perhaps, i'll be begging on streets. So, be thankful of what you have and who you are today :) 

 Mommy is a nice boss even though i do think she is fierce at times. She loves her workers very very much.  When the weather is hot, she'll brew some cooling herbal drinks or make desserts for them. She'll always make sure she buys them dinner whenever the workers are working late at night. Such a nice boss isn't she? Well, this year is no different. She decided to give them a treat at Pekin Sutera. It was great!! Lots of laughters over those delicious dishes..

Not to be forgotten - MY MACHI!!! You can say there is telepathy between us. We always know what each other's thoughts. No difference!!! Whenever there is an event, i won't forget to drag her along. She is like a family to me :) And i do appreciate the fact that she is always there and never ditch me alone if possible :) Thanks Machi for coming. I believe we can create more memories :))

PS: This is not the end yet :) I have yet another awesome post to update tonight :) My awesome afternoon with the musketeers XD Loving my life to the max!!!

Blessed 25th Alvin

Still wearing that smile on my face, i arrived JB for another big event and that is to prepare for the Legendary Birthday Surprise for the awesome Alvin :) I met up with Mel all the time in Singapore just because we have to plan and get done with the banner. I am not tired of seeing her, in fact, i loved talking to her :) She's nice and awesome.

 Thanks to all who work with me to make this thing successful. I love celebrating people's birthdays and doing something for them. It is like a sign to show that someone appreciate you for who you are :) Thanks guys :) Love you all to the max...

He said he never enjoyed a birthday as much as this :) Oh come on, as long as we are here, you are gonna love every single birthdays of yours.

PS: I do love the collage and thought of just keeping it to myself. But in the end, i decided to make my own collage and pinning all the cards given to me on it. Will show you one day :)

Blessed 25th ALVIN :) Have a blast!!

Best afternoon

Hey people, i had a super hectic week. Was planning with Mel SECRETLY for Alvin's birthday and i was gonna spend time with my fellow Murdochians from Perth :) It was so good, so good..but you also can see that i haven't been putting my concentration in my studies because as soon as i arrived home, i literally dozed off. Anyway, i still enjoyed my week. Been missing a lot of posts, so i am gonna update them one shot today.

 Simon came to stay in Singapore for less than 2 days. He is gonna fly back to Perth but he needs to do his transition of flight in Singapore. Therefore, we met up :) Yes, together with Dee and Mr Ju Cheong Cannot Make It. Awwwwww.. i really really misses those times when i was "Ms Cannot Make It". It is an inside joke...but nonetheless, i still cannot make it :)

 We have no idea where to take Simon around for the weather is kinda cloudy and dark. So Dee suggested that since he never been to Singapore before, so why not we take him around Sentosa for some sight-seeing and photo-shooting. A really good plan!!!

 We enjoyed taking pictures and walking around. I enjoyed the whole thing myself and treat it as if it is my vacation :) I can never go to this kinda place alone without FRIENDS.

Though it was only a few hours, but i enjoyed every single minutes and seconds. Lots of promises were made and we are gonna see it fulfilled it one by one :) Legs were sore and we were tired.... but the smile still stuck on my face all the way back to JB :)

I will miss you all :) And of course i'll keep the promise. Making a trip back to the memory lane is a MUST for me this year :)

Feeling

Hey World,

I know i should be sleeping since the time is showing 1.24am. But if i don't trash all these feelings out, i don't think i can sleep. It was suppose to be a nice day.... but after the incident with one of the group member, i lost all my happy mood. Sigh.....

I know it is my fault but can't she be understanding a bit :( Maybe it is me being sensitive. Sigh..i really don't know. Won't the World be peaceful if everyone could be understanding? I am still learning to take things easily without affecting my mood. Yet, at this very moment, i failed to do so. Sigh...

I am just so sick and tired of everything. I want a good long sleep...

O Happy day ...happy day...

Great time out with the unruly family members from the Murdoch zone!! Met up with Dee, Ju and bestie Justina on Wednesday night. Truly i say, you can never slim down when you are with any of them from Murdoch zone. It is a good thing for me because i love to eat and i don't have to worry if i am overweight or what. Why? Because EVERYONE will gets fat :) 

 Laughters, silly jokes, voicing out opinions and UNITY is what i love about this zone. I am proud of the fact that we don't usually say we will be there for each others or something like "I'll keep you in prayers". Whenever you are in troubles, WE WILL DEFINITELY BE THERE without you telling us. I am comfortable with these people because i don't have to build a wall or cover myself with a veil to become another person. I can be who i am - crazy, happy, sad and etc.

My shopping bestie!!! We have lots of things to share. I can't walk down the memory lane again. All those promises that we have made. I am just so glad that i am not being excluded. In the least, we are actually serving God in the same kingdom but of different ministries. Everything is perfect and wonderful and i am loving every single bits of it. Can't wait to go back..can't wait to go back :) I am excited!!!!!