My heart has a spark in you

Happy belated Valentine's Day to the dearest people :) Every year, on this particular day (14th February), i'll definitely have a date. Who say your valentine must be a boy? I loved going out with girls... especially someone who knows me better. Last year, i had a great Valentine's celebration with Marie and this year, i am giving all credits to my one and only Machi - Zhi Xian :) 

 8 years of friendship is not a joke. Like what she said, people come and go... but one thing i know for sure, and that is, we will always be there for each other. Through thicks and thins, through hardships and easy life, i know that you will definitely have a special place in my heart that no one could replace :)

I found a great spot to do my devotional time. Gotta keep it as a secret because it is a secret hiding place for both Machi and me :) PSALM 71 :20 - God will show me severe and great troubles and yet He will also revive me from the depths of the Earth. I've been meditating on this verse for the past few days. Indeed, things are not getting better but i am still hanging on. I am leaving everything to God and i know this is the turning point. Satan can do whatever he wants to me but i am gonna let that faith to arise within me..

Voiceless

I highly don't understand how flu can lead to "Voiceless". Really dislike the fact that i can't talk and yet i am being disobedient by not consuming more water when i should. I loved the latest series - "Sun Stand Still". God did answered my prayer by changing the outreach date to a day when i can make it. I was so upset when i know i couldn't make it on the originally planned date as i am having some stupid professional communication exam. While preparing the connect group lesson 2 hours in advance before my class (i went to school earlier for i knew no one would be earlier than me :P) , i started praying out loud hoping that God will turn the situation around. And HE DID! Oh my word..i almost cried with joy!! And this allows me to see clearly the urge of Him to include us in all HIS plans for the kingdom.

Nicole's self written poem to me. I wrote one for her too. Can't blame us! It was bored sitting in class and having to absorb all those informations that sounds like greeks to me. I enjoyed my time with them. I enjoyed that one hour of bus ride even more...for i get to have my own quiet time. Sometimes, you don't need a lot of people to be with you. God's presence is more than enough.

Things don't seem to get better at home. Mom hasn't been talking to me and i have no idea how to break the ice. I am not weak and yet i can't say i am strong either. Aunty Anna spoke to me today in tears after seeing me broke down "Girl, sometimes, you just can't be too strong. I can't stand the devil attacking you knowing that you are too strong. Never show the strong side of yours and yet i am not asking you to be a weakling. I prayed for you just now." See that? You don't need to tell the whole World about the problems you are going through. All you need is just the love from God and the comfort knowing that God send a few special people to support me in this Earthly World. Someone whom you know you can absolutely trust them to keep you in prayers in times of distress.

Sometimes, it is not that i am afraid of the troubles i am going through. I am not afraid to command God to remove these mountains from my life. I am still hanging on. I am holding on to that faith that is found within me. I am not turning away from God. I am just being challenged by something which is totally beyond my capability. My soul is still trusting God for the impossible even if my physical body is against it. I am not giving in nor will i back out. I always believe that my salvation has been determined ever since the day i was born and i don't regret with the path that i chose - the awesome journey with God.

 Yet, i am not planning to run away. No...i'll never do that! I shall continue to believe God to do the impossibles for me in my life :)

Sick

Dearest Sore throat and flu and "whatever that is about to come",

Can you please leave me alone? Just because i've been sleeping late and not eating healthily, it doesn't mean that you can haunt me down so soon. I want my life and health back. Body, why you so weak? Please recover soon. I cannot take it when i sees that bottle of potato chips in front of me. It is too tempting. Plus i have a connect group to attend tonight. You are just nothing sickness. Hear that? I have a divine healer who would heal me.

Sincerely,
Viola

Blessed

Love the fact i've finally decided to remove all my cards from their envelops respectively. It is not that i don't read them at all, but it is just a feeling of "not-willing-to". I like to keep every single bits of what people have blessed me with. So it is kinda big deal for me to chuck all the written envelops away :( 

I love reading those cards over and over again :) Even if those messages are stuck in my head, i won't gets tired of reading them. It is cool :) And i really appreciate it :) Thanks to everyone who has a part in making my life even more meaningful. I just love things like this ....

The time has come..

The time has come and i never gonna live my life this way...
I don't wanna miss a single moment (with you)
Father, let your grace and mercy dwell in us today...

Dum dum di di da da dum dum ....

Sometimes, when i am in the mood, i can compose both lyrics and tunes at the same time. What's lack is that i don't know my chords which makes my life complicated. Instead of chords, i have to press from keys to keys in order to find the right tune. Sigh.... i think i got to add "Keyboard" into my "Waiting-to-be-mastered instruments list". Violin's getting tougher and sometimes the tune just don't sound right. It is okay, everything's tough at first.....

I've been paying full attention in both my modules today. *Clap clap* Actually no, i nearly dozed off. Now i know what kinda feeling i dislike most. Can you imagine that you are really sleepy and your eyes are literally closing, and you are halfway entering dreamy land? AND YET, you got to keep yourself awake. My goodness!! I am having such a big headache trying to stay awake. Oh well, in the end i did, for BOTH modules. At least my lecture slides is full of notes today. I understand what i learn. My favorite and workable method to stay awake - Stuff yourself with sweets and chocolates :)

Even though nothing much happened today, but i am still happy and peaceful :) Sometimes, you just need to get away from the World for a bit and have your own sweet and personal time with God. I have a great date with God today. Though it is a serious date because i am reading the book of "Revelation" and yet i get something out of it - The importance and urgency of being evangelistic.

The time has come and i see the need of saving as many lives as possible...

One for all and all for one...

Heyyyy World...as promised earlier on, i am back to post about my "awesome" afternoon with the musketeers :) We knew each other for 5 years plus. And the last time we really sees each other and had a great chat was 4 years ago. Nevertheless, i still thank God for keeping our friendship strong and firm :) 

 Let me introduce you to my buddies for life - Sufee and Shawn :) 4 years without seeing each other is not gonna ruin our friendship. We don't feel awkward and worry about lacking of topics. Instead, we talk about everything. I realized we have all grown up. Our mindset has changed. We no longer think like before and it is more like a future with promises thingy going on :) Look at that, even Shawn admits that he used to think and act like a little boy..but right now, he is not gonna be superstitious anymore. Therefore, we finally manage to take a decent picture together :)

 Sufee and I. Compared to the picture we took 4 years ago, not much of a change. The only thing that has changed is that he has slimmed and i have put on weight. Sigh!!That's fine. He is still the same. Still the same old buddy who always make fun of me and someone whom i can trust. I love the fact that he is open-minded. I met so many Malay friends in my life..but if you truly ask me, i would say he is the BEST malay friend i ever had. That's why our friendship remains... ! To him, i am like a memory keeper and according to him, it would be good if i remembers ONLY the good stuffs...but too bad, i remember EVERYTHING that we have been through together :P

Shawn and I. This guy... one smart boy! Came from a most arrogant and annoying boy school (to me it is.. because of those annoying boys) but he is totally different. Steady and cool at making friends. Trust him to bump into someone scary like me - "The girl who knows everything". According to him, i am like a "bomoh". Just give me a little clues and i could solve the whole puzzle. I love the fact that he is steady and open-minded as well. He don't even care if i am a girl or boy, but as long as we gets along well, we are friends :) Thanks for sharing and trusting us with everything..

You guys totally rock my day :) I've been looking forward to this day since don't know when. Lots of promises has been made too :) It seems as if i have lots of promises waiting to be fulfilled. Can't wait to see them being fulfilled.

The Three Musketeers shall always be a legend. I am gonna miss them very much when Shawn flew back to New Zealand whilst Sufee goes back to Shah Alam to carry on his studies. It would be another year before the musketeers will reunite once more. Still...it is worth waiting for i know our friendship still lies beneath. ONE FOR ALL AND ALL FOR ONE.....

Chin Hong's annual dinner 2012

Even though i have no slightest interest to take over this plastic factory, but i am glad it exists. If it weren't because of this company, i think i am not even in school now. Perhaps, i'll be working and perhaps, i'll be begging on streets. So, be thankful of what you have and who you are today :) 

 Mommy is a nice boss even though i do think she is fierce at times. She loves her workers very very much.  When the weather is hot, she'll brew some cooling herbal drinks or make desserts for them. She'll always make sure she buys them dinner whenever the workers are working late at night. Such a nice boss isn't she? Well, this year is no different. She decided to give them a treat at Pekin Sutera. It was great!! Lots of laughters over those delicious dishes..

Not to be forgotten - MY MACHI!!! You can say there is telepathy between us. We always know what each other's thoughts. No difference!!! Whenever there is an event, i won't forget to drag her along. She is like a family to me :) And i do appreciate the fact that she is always there and never ditch me alone if possible :) Thanks Machi for coming. I believe we can create more memories :))

PS: This is not the end yet :) I have yet another awesome post to update tonight :) My awesome afternoon with the musketeers XD Loving my life to the max!!!