Heartwarming

I always wanted to be in a place where there are lots of children. That's why I agreed to join kids ministry when Wing first invited me to the Mother's Day event back in 2010. She hugged me before I leave Perth and whispered to my ears with tears, "I can see that you have passion in kids. Promise me that you'll join kids ministry okay?" I've been striving for it but I am sorry Wing, I can't seem to fulfill that promise yet because there's no opportunity to serve in kids ministry here :( 

Nonetheless, I found something similar to replace my passion - working in a childcare centre. It is not as easy as serving kids once a week. You have got to face them everyday and it is not easy to make them focus. Yet, I am blessed to have students who will fuss me around and they gave me hope to continue. I came back because of these children :) And God did do something great in order for me to make a come back to this job.

I have a student who always bring breakfast to the centre. And everyday I will disturb about me wanting to grab his food if he never finish it on time. One day, I realized he left his food behind and I questioned him the next day. With an impatient tone, he told me "I thought you said you haven't had breakfast?? So that's for you!!" It was heartwarming :) He was sharing his food with the other kids that day and I asked him "Where's mine?" Then he looked at his hand and said "Err...no more. Can I use these donuts to replace it?" I told him I was just joking with him but he insisted that I should take those donuts with me :)

Look at that!!! A child is always sincere and he touches my heart. Thank you so much. I will be sad when you leave the centre during August but I'll still bless you and wish you all the best in future :)

JPO

I've given my first time to BB - Trip to JPO. I told her I haven't been there before she decided to drag me along with her. She's nice and so do I :P 

Had fun shopping around but too bad, you are only allow to see but you can't buy anything. It is too expensive for normal student like me :(

Miracles do happened!! And I thank God for it :) You are a blessing to me and I do love you....

Awesome Tuesday

It was the 2nd day I refused to turn up for work. I went in to Singapore early just to shop around and happened to receive a text from Tze Xin asking me to join her and her Campaign group for  lunch. We went to Ashton. The portion is big.... 

Daniel likes to shoot me because I laughed at him so hard when he got 72% for his plagiarism rate :) But it turns out I was the champion T.T!! It was fun after all.....and lesson was fun when there's laughter and jokes. Kudos to my team mates as well...

Reaching the top

After a most enjoyable night, BB and I decided to accept the challenge by waking up early to join the beloved ones for hiking. I climbed that mountain many years back and I know it takes a lot of huffing and pantings  to reach the peak. Nonetheless, we made it!!!!

I am on the top of the World looking
Down on creation
And the only expectation I can find
Is the love that I found
Ever since you been around
Your love put me at the top of the World...

PS: Missing those days when I went for tuition at Mrs Yong's house. She is the reason why I love English and stories. Used to listen to her children tape whenever she took me home in her white car :)

My Darling

On my way to MACO, BB whatsapped me :) She wants to date me out and I am the only person that she informed the minute she step onto JB land. <3 her to the max!!!

We wanted to go Tebrau City initially. But due to my strong craving for Blackball, she gave in to me and I had my fair share :)

I love talking to her and truly, she knows me best!!!

MACO

Again, my power of procrastinating has resulted in me having to write a lot of overdue posts. *Clap clap* I don't even remember how many things I have to recall now..

Went to factory with Mommy last Saturday and Aunt AJ brought me to MACO, located at Sutera area. The cakes are nice but slightly costly. It was a good experience though. 

PS: Excited to meet BB and getting ready for our so-called outreach. 

Smiley...

Random XD

I love to act silly and he loves to smile XD Life is meant to be happy and full of treasures if you care to seek for it. If you never seek, you'll never find.... 

Korean Lifestyle...

Annyeong haseyo :) My mommy simple loves korean cuisine and hence, whenever she is free, she will drag us along with her... 

 Since Machi missed the first round of "Korean Day", she is fortunate enough to join us this time. We had lots of food and we enjoyed it to the max. I had a bad day due to the long hours of work. Hence, this really cheers me up :)

MA SI SO YO

I love everything about Korea :) 

PS: Updated so many posts within one day because I am afraid that I will forgets everything.... 

Hello Kitty :)

Presentation + Re-editing both my essays + going to school = Annoying + Moody 

Went in to Singapore with Tze Xin and decided to buy Maccas for lunch. I saw this cute Hello Kitty and the first though that came across my mind is "I MUST buy it for Godpa Robert!!". There you go, and I had it :) Who knows Godpa tagged me in his picture the very same night to show that he has it as well. Dangggggg... but I am still gonna give this to him because I bought it for him.

PS: Godpa Robert works with Ronald Mcdonald. Therefore, his house has one full set of Ronald Mcdonald's collection.

The Awesome Date

It is not easy to date my Machi. And likewise, that's what she said about me :) That's why we are "M.A.C.H.I.s" *Big grins* 

Went to pick her up and decided to chill at "T-Blogger". 

I don't know about her but I enjoyed my Yakult Smoothie with pearls. We had a long long chat. We talked about everything and anything. 

Dinner at Poh Pai with the family and Machi. I always wanted a nice dinner and there you go, I had my fair share. Longing for more still......

It was indeed a nice date:)

Bits and pieces

Writing overdue post is not a nice thing to do. I should learn to not procrastinate all the time. There are lots of happenings for both the month of May and the month of June :) I am enjoying every single bits of my life. 

 Kelnice and myself. I enjoyed bombing her with my lame jokes and annoys the crap out of her. As we gets older, our topics move on to another level. Yet, I can still act funny and silly with the kids.

 DURIAN <3 For some reasons, durian is very hot among us nowadays. We can have durians for five days straight and it is awesome. Now, why did I dislike durian in the first place? Initially, I think durian is a very troublesome so-called "fruit". I prefers to be Snow White and stays loyal to my red apples. And also because the guy I used to crush back then during my primary school time dislike durian as well, and so I dislike it. But now, I think it is stupid to reject durian because it is simply awesome :) I don't care whether my boyfie dislike durian or what, but I am so gonna love it XDDDDD

Met up with dear Sharon when she wanted someone to accompany her down town. We had a long chat and had lots of nice food. Due to the whole "Turnitin" thingy, I lost my mood completely. Nonetheless, we shall meet up soon alright? I love Black Ball and Maccas :)

18th May

20 plus years ago, I was born :) Father Jesus held my little hand and brought me onto this World. Till this very day, I am thankful for all that I've been through. Be it challenging, sad, happy or painful encounters, it is part of my growing up memories. 

 My birthday was simple and meaningful. I was suppose to attend night class but my friends succeed in counseling me to skip it and I did :P I am Sorry Jacinta! Thanks for the effort people. I appreciate all that you have done for me.

Thanks for the love and blessings people. You guys shouldn't have spent it on me. I appreciate it.. really and truly :)

I enjoyed the time spent with these people. Simple and yet, meaningful!!

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Had a long and nice chat with Aunt AJ just now. I am just hoping that things will turn the other way round. After all, time can change a person and time has the tendency to understand how valuable everything is.

Lord, I won't ask you to give me a time machine to take me back to either the future or the past. I won't even ask you to be here and there because You are Immanuel and I know You are with me.

Will be back real soon for more updates...

Significant moment (9th of May)

Again, this is an overdue post...but it is worth jotting down :) After the incident of "5th of May" (2012), I realized I gets cranky and flares up almost all the time and unexpectedly. I am becoming weirder and weirder. "It must be serious than what I thought!" I said to myself....

After beating around the bushes for so long... and after contradicting myself for so long, I am defeated by my own true feelings. I am glad I am being honest to myself and I am glad he is being honest to himself too. I wouldn't know where God will lead us to and what will happen in future, but all I know is that I am obeying and accepting whatever that He has planned for me.

I love you till I die
Deep as sea
Wide as sky
The beauty of our love's paint rainbow
Everywhere we go
Need you all my life
You're my hope
You're my pride
In your arms I find my heaven
In your eyes my sea's and sky
May life be our love paradise...

Historical day - The 5th of May 2012

I know this post is overdid but I still want to include it in my "Blog of Life" so that my "Future" will know how my "Past" is like. On this fine day (5th May 2012), we had a church outing to Desaru. The starting was fine. There were a mixture of fun, excitement, sad, angry, impatient, pissed off and etc. I am referring to me though. Why would I react like that, I don't even know...or rather, I don't wanna tell *winks*

I won't record what has happened to us because I believe it is an encounter that the 5 of us will never ever forget. Not in my entire life :) Jesus always taught us "Things are perfect and fine even though it didn't seems to be in that way!". He told me that last year when I was attending a Methodist Church in Singapore :) And He reminded me all the time whenever I am despair.

True enough, we were landed into a lot of bad and awful situations, but He never fails to revive us from it.... Thank You Father for keeping us safe and sound. I would have felt so bad if something were to happen to anyone of us.

I Stand....with arms high and heart abandoned
In awe of the one who gave it all
I Stand....my soul Lord to You surrender
All I am is Yours.....

Hellooo...

Hey World, I thought I would just spare a few minutes to come here to show that I am still alive. I was suppose to go in early but Tze Xin said she will come slightly later, so I just chill out here in Starbucks :) PS: I miss having you here to chill with me :(

Cried this morning because I was so angry and pissed. I know I should learn to not fight back and just let it go because she's my Mom. But recently her weird behavior has caused my life to be miserable and I really don't like that. She's getting more and more paranoid. Or maybe I need to change myself too. Either way, Lord, please come in! I know You are always here but please do something more obvious like revealing Yourself to her so that she could see how much she needs you. 

Really and truly, I have tremendously lots of stuffs to update but I just couldn't find time to settle down. NO EXCUSE!!! I shall update it tonight. The month of May has been awesome. June should be even better I hope. I am hoping for a miracle still. My two essays almost cost me my life. But I have an awesome God, and hence, everything I asked, He did it for me :)

Leaving for school soon...and hopefully as I leave this country and goes into another, all those nasty and unbearable feelings will be left behind. I don't want to bring them along with me....

So long...

Ouch..I have been neglecting my blog for quite a while. It is time for me to come back :) Bear with me for a while. I am 30 mins prior to the starting of my night class. Hopefully Jacinta can be kind and end the lecture fast. I am planning to leave at break time :)

Life has been good for me. Lots of things to update and yet, I don't know where I should start. Perhaps I should just finish off my essays first before I do anything. Hopefully this lecture will keeps me awake. It is just another 1 hour plus zzZZZ. Stay awake Viola!!!