Thursday, December 30, 2010

My "Last" blogpost for the year 2010 =DD

Hi World....before year 2010 ends officially, i think i better type out my last blogpost for the year. Year 2010 has been a great year for me. Despite all difficulties and all the tears that i have shed, i thanked God for the homeworks and lessons that He wants me to learn throughout all the circumstances. It was a tear-shedding year for me for i never knew i was such a cry-baby (or maybe i am). And then, i wanna thank that mystery person who told me that "It is not wrong to cry for TEARS MAKES YOU STRONGER!" Year 2010 will forever be a historical year for me for it is also the year when i manage to find my way back to God. There are so much to write and yet i know, i can't list down every single person here. So sorry guys, if i couldn't thank you in this blogpost. There might be a part 2 for it =DD


                                             
 Ms Chong Ms Chong. How did i meet you? I talked to your Dad in the bus-stop? Or i met you when you were crying infront of Hill Lecture Theatre? When i walked towards you??That is not important. The most important part is, thanks for being part of my life throughout Year 2010. The memories that we shared when it lefts the four of us. The food that we cooked. The endless topics that we shared..........making fun of one another. I have seen the wearker side of you. Though i did not help you much but your family members are very good to me. Our characters and living styles are totally the opposite of one another, but surprisingly, we are quite clicked. I wanna thank you for all the sound scoldings and your support towards what i want to pursue. Without your help, i know i will definitely regret for the rest of my life. Thanks for being so supportive in the WC's case. Without you scolding me, i will never be able to pluck up my courage. And thus it let me witnessed the brave side of yours. Thanks for everything ok? I pray that things will go smoothly for you. You are sincere in the way you treat your friend and i am sure people will want to be friend with you sincerely. Forget about all the betraying thingy. Your life won't be like this forever =))) I just wanna say, thanks for being my friend. And i am glad i met you at the bus-stop or even see you crying infront of Hill Lecture Theatre..
 IN THE HOOD. I don't know why? I simply loved this name - IN THE HOOD. I met this bunch of people when i studied in Taylors during year 2008. I met each and every single one of them in different situations. I have to admit, i don't have the confident that our friendship will maintain for our personalities varies tremendously from one another. I am the crazy type whilst Chloe and Xuan were both the study type. There are also a few who joined us and left us in the end. I don't know when Kon decided to came in.....but yea, we hitted off really well and thank God, we managed to maintain a strong friendship till today even though we only get to meet each other like once a year??I missed chatting with you girls. I missed those days when we always have to argue over assignments. I missed those lunching sessions where we always have to trouble over where to go for lunch (SS15 isn't that big). I missed rushing all over the places with you girls.Talk about the sense of fashions...you girls were great!!!Even though i seldom contact you guys, but trust me, i will stalk you from time to time (PS: Please don't run away =P) Friends Forever yea?? See you girls soon.....

 WAWA PIG!!This girl is like my biological sister. Ever since young, she has been tagging along behind me wherever i go. Plus she does looked like me in physical.We were both short and plump. She doesn't even look like her real biological sister who is tall and slender. People said we shared the same personality. To be honest, i am glad to have her as my sister. I always wanted one and hence, even though she is not my real sister, but we are like one. There is always a heart-to-heart talk session between us. But that doesn't mean we don't fight. I remembered our worst quarrel was in year 2009??We totally ignored each other for quite a long time. I don't know how we made up but yea...i am glad we are back to normal! Trust me, you'll be the next SETALEO's president for you are to follow my step *winks* I'll be watching you.......

PS:I am glad she don't have the access to my blog =P for i don't know how she will react when she read this. I love her as a sister and we'll be sisters for life.

                                      
Awwwhhh....another two little girls who are like my sisters. My Official poser and my first travelling partner. If it weren't because of the security problem, i wouldn't have known you girls. You girls are like my loyal fans. Whatever i do, you girls will follow. Whatever i said, you girls will believe and listen to it. So young and innocent. What if the things i said weren't true? It started off when you girls wanna follow to everywhere i go. Whenever i said i wanna go shopping, you girls will follow. Whenever i had leo events, you girls will take part in it. It is like you are more like my leo members as compared to the rest of my members. You girls were naughty. You girls tend NOT to listen to what your Mummy tells you. I almost laughed till death when your Mummy came to my house one night to ask me to talk to you girls. She said to me "Girl, please try to talk to the kids. Ask them not to be so naughty. For they treat you like Superstar now and they won't listen to me!" We are the same. Though i am a few years older than you, but that doesn't mean you girls have to call me "sister". I prefer to be your friend. Remember how we cried together? Remember how we used to talk and play? Now that you girls have grown up,, but i can still see the innocent side of yours. Continue to keep up that spirit for no one can be as unique as the both of you. Love you girls to the max...
 
Since Hebe Ting is not back from Switzerland yet, so both of us recruit another 3 new members to take over Hebe's place. I am just kidding =P No one can replace you Hebe Ting. Hello, we are Selina Bear, Hebe Ting and Ella Hong. And together we make a perfect JB S.H.E!!I enjoyed my journey with you girls. With these girls around, there won't be any hidden secrets or any awkward moments. I am free to share all my things with you girls. It is like, there are ZERO secrets. Well, at least for me, i know i shared everything =))) I am just kidding. I know you girls will share everything too. That's why we are SHE. I simply loved hanging out with you girls. I always thought distance will pull us apart but it did not. I am glad we are who we are. I am glad we did not change even after so many years. Whenever anyone one of us faces difficulties, there won't be any Qs and As session, instead, just some simple words of encouragement will cheer you up. "I have you to be with.....Everything will be easy..."True enough we are far apart and we can never live in each other's World, but one thing i am certain of is, our friendship will never break. Cheers to the JB S.H.E!!

My babes and i during last year's countdown (2010)!! Once a Leo, Forever a Leo......juniors they were but they are definitely mature enough to walk on the same line as me. I know i have wrote about you girls N-less times in my blog but trust me, every year, i will rewind the same memories, the same words, the same thing again. You girls were awesome!!!You really carried our club flag high. Without you girls, Setaleo wouldn't maintain its legend. I am glad we worked together as one. Continue to strive for it.......i am sure we will always be the legend. I have so much to say about you girls but when it comes to your part, i don't know what to write. All the time i feel as if i owe you girls a lot....seeing you girls had fun makes me feel envy. I want to be part of it but that era has ended for me. I have got to move on =(( I will always treasure the "Pistachios" gang. I ve learnt a lot from you girls. Though things has change and we can never go back to the past, but i urge you girls to look forward to the future. Obstacles cannot bring you down for you are who you are. I don't know what you girls think but the memories that you girls gave me has always been an encouragement for me to move on. All the time....... So yea, year 2011 will be a great year for you all...continue to fight on....HWAITING...

My Mummy and Daddy. Though my situation isn't the least like some other people, but i am blessed to be born in this family. Though i don't have siblings like most people do, but i am blessed to have relatives and friends who surrounded my life. And hence, i don't feel lonely. My Mummy is a strong and ambitious woman. The Woman who looks hard on the surface but deep inside, she is a lonely person. Stop denying!!You think the whole World can't see through you is it? She is my superhero. If it weren't because of her, i wouldn't be who i am today. I know i can't repay her in this lifetime for i owe her too much. What i can do is, i am willing to give up my dreams just to come back home for your sake =D Future is uncertainty but i know wherever i am, there you'll be!! My Daddy is an ambitious businessman too. Sometimes i don't know whether is due to the family situation or what, i always find it hard to keep my cool. Maybe it is just the way we communicate. I know i should change myself and i must. Daddy is very patient to me for he never scold me for even once throughout my life. Though you couldn't support me with my education financial for you have too many childrens to support, but i am glad that you witness every stages of me "Growing up". I am far more luckier than many people. My parent's provide the best for me..... !I don't want to make this into a 3000 words essay, so in conclusion, i love you both very very much though i don't say it often.
Bestfriend? If you ask me, who is the bestfriend of mine? I would have answer, NO ONE. Why? Because to me, everyone is my bestfriend, and i'll share the same thing with everyone. Let's put it this way, there are many different kinds of friends in my life. Each of them knows certain parts of me. And it is rare for me to find someone who knows the whole of me. There are only a FEW in my life. Well, not ONE but a FEW. So yea, let's welcome my Machi Zhi Xian. What can i say of her? She talks a LOT!!Yes..you can always hear her voice with her never-ending topics. Yet, it is good to hear her chatterings all the way. She may be optimistic but i have seen the weaker sides of her. Thanks for bringing me to Christ though i did not practise the right way from the start. Thanks for taking the initiative to keep in touch with me even though i have graduated from high school. Thanks for teaching me all lessons. You are a mature friend and i know you will live for your dreams. So let us continue to encourage each other and to live beneath our dreams. Remember the dreams of our life =))) Jia you Machi....it has been great knowing you and you are certainly in the category of "BESTFRIENDS".

There you go, my life has been awesome because i am blessed to have all these people around me. These are not all. There are more to come. I don't want my Sweet 2010 to end this way so let me continue thanking my awesome people in my first 2011 post kay? Life goes on isn't it? I am looking forward to year 2011. I can't predict future though but i believe God will give me an awesome 2011 =DD Life is interesting and yet mystery. We can never predict what will happen in the future. I don't know what will come next. I am still praying and seeking for something.


PS: To the "You" who makes me pluck up my courage to tell you how i feel, i pray that you'll seek the courage to go pursue what you want. I don't know why all these are happenings but i believe God sent you in my life for a reason. Maybe it is not in the aspect of love...but for other purposes. I am sorry to say, i won't give up still until the day when i am finally able to. Or else, i'll be hanging on. Do not be afraid of me...for i won't cause you any troubles. Just let things maintain the way it is. I won't go near you or do anything which will make you feel uncomfortable for that's not my style. I will give you my blessings in every single thing. Maybe it might hurts a little, but at least i ve tried pursuing. There won't be any regrets in my life, knowing that i did try to pursue something using my own strength for ONCE =)) Thanks a lot....you've made an exciting ending to my Year 2010, leaving me a direction to walk towards to.....


For now, i wanna bid an official "GOOD BYE" to year 2010. Good bye my sweet year 2010. I am taking another step closer to the future. I know it will be an exciting one for i have lots of dreams to achieve. Another step closer to my "New World"..........Stay tuned....=)))


 WELCOME TO YEAR 2011!!!!!!!

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