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Hey people, i am super sleepy after a most fulfilling weekend. It is the beginning of another brand new week and i am using God's strength to help me to last throughout this week :) Cute Dawn don't allow me to sleep on Saturday's night so i had to bring along with me a pair of "Panda eyes" to attend church service on Sunday. I thought i won't be able to last throughout the whole service. Trust me..i am super duper sleepy. Yet, by the grace of God, He blessed me with twice the energy level i used to have.

I was so sad when the twins has to go back to their formal connect group. I felt like a Mummy having to send my daughters away :( I enjoyed being in the same group with them and i enjoyed talking with them. Still, PRAISE THE LORD!! I have been praying and praying for Yvonne eversince the day when she decided not to come to church. It wasn't easy. I confessed that i am not a very patient person. The more visions i received, the more i wanted to achieve it. Hence, i was discouraged because i don't see any results at all. In the midst of waiting, i have learnt the power of "Patience". I need to learn to follow God's pace. No matter how much i wanted a thing to happen, i will have to lie in wait for God's timing. I forgot to say, connect group was awesome to the max. Everyone had fun....thanks for sharing and trusting in me :)

Random thoughts again. Oh well, i don't know how to put it in words but what i wanna say is, "We will never learn to appreciate something until we lost it". I used to work so hard on my stories until one day, when i decided to take a break. I never get back to my stories and i will never remember to continue writing until recently. My laptop died and i lost all my documents :( I don't even have a back up copy for my stories. See? When i had it, i don't appreciate it..but when i lost it forever, i'll think and think about it. I felt so lost and sad. I know i can always rewrite it..but things will never be the same again :( All my hard works are gone. The amount of tears, effort and time i invested in it, it is gone forever. Will i be able to turn impossible into possible? To rewrite all my stories again..Lord, help me!!

Okay, since i am that emo now (which i don't know why am i so emo all of a sudden), i shall just turn this into another meaningless post. Why am i so timid? Why can't i be more confident? Why can't i pluck up my courage? I don't know. Due to sin, woman's sorrows are multiply. Maybe that's the reason why i tend to think too much and make myself emo. I DISLIKE!!! I want to change my destiny. To turn all impossibles' to possibles' I can do it...definitely i can...