Saturday, December 20, 2008
last event in JB before i go back...
Sunday, December 14, 2008
leaving home soon..
BEST FRIEND FOREVER...
Saturday, November 8, 2008
Giving up?
and yet......to struggle for this whole week is not a nice thing to do so because........i am not well-prepared.NOW...back to my memories long ago....i hate to hear people saying" hey i am so damn scare because i didn't study at all!die lar..i don't know anything.or Oh my god...i fail for sure this time" AGAIN........i think of it as fiddlestick. Those who says that are definitely well-prepared and confident. Ishhhh...it really gets on my nerve to hear people say that. For in my opinion, those who dare to say that are definitely confident and comfirm they can score well if nothing goes wrong. Why can't they just be honest?aiks........it really does spoil my mood. For i can't stand people saying those thing infront of me then they score excellent results.Ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhh................and i don't think it is all due to lucks. for i don't believe in that.
back to me,..........i admit i did not make full use of the time i have. i didn't study much. and yet......i do not feel afraid.for me, i do not care whether i can get a High distinction or not as long as i do not fail in my subjects. That is enough for me. But the thing is...i am honest. if i did not study means i did not study. it is up to you whether you want to believe in it or not. fail or pass...is just another matter. if i fail..means all i have to do is just to re-take the subject and to work hard all over again. but there is another opinion or thinking occurs to me. won't it be a waste of time? won't it be a waste of money?
and i feel like giving up too. why don't i just choose not to study in the first place?i know it will break my parent's heart. But what is the use of studying if my aim is just to pass my subject? then i might as well choose the route of just give up all my sudies and be just a sweeper and a toilet cleaner? this is my DREAM....which i used to answer my friends whenever they asked me of my dream. i don't know...............i don't know....
i just feel so hopeless. it is really a stress to see other people catching up so fast whilst i have to struggle behind them. it makes me feel as if i am very stupid. but i can't blame anyone. it is my fault for being lazy........but aiks........speechless. no comment.....
all i can do now..is just to do final touch-up and pray hard before i enter the exam hall(place of life and death). i am a bit too exaggerting i guess. but nevermind...........there is still chances for me to ammend. i have such a long way to go........and i don't believe i am forever a failure. it doesn't matter how the other look at me...whether i am a successful person or a failure...as long as i follow my quote "i am who i am"..............
to baobei, vonny and so-called friend, Star aka Yong sin, and all the form 5 candidates, all the best for the coming SPM. finally, at last, you guys made it to this day. how was form 5 life?great?good? haha........i am sure you guys enjoyed damn lots. although exam is coming soon, but i guess you guys are well-prepared.don't do last minute work like me. good lucks and add oil..........you guys can do it........jia you jia you jia you...................
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
it is haunting me again...................
After staying here for quite a period, i found out that, i still hasn't adapt much to the life here. Oh fiddlestick! i admit i have already adapt to the life here...whether i am busy with schoolwork, assignments or even those lousy, unnecessary problems as well as friendship and personal problems. despite all of these, i have actually getting used to the life here. still....in conclusion...it can't be deny that this place DOESN'T suits me at all. i really don't like this place for it is like sucking all my happiness away. i misses JB like shit......!Li Xuan has written at her personal message that "JB people misses their home easily". I totally agree with this sentence.
But have you ever wonder why do we misses our home? the answer is easy...that's because we don't like this place...and that we can hardly find happiness here. In this monstrous place, all we can do is just to study, browse through the net reading blogs to blogs, wasting time and as well as sleeping. If we seriously enjoyed ourselves in the first place, we wouldn't have misses our home damn much!!friends?i have plenty. it is just a real, heart-bonded friend is extremely hard to find. I can never get someone whom i can pour out my real feeling to.aiks....forget about those reasons and explanations...overall..i still wanna say...i have no fate with this place and therefore i can never be happy here.
Words can bring millions of meanings. And your words meant a lot to me!Everything you say, i assumed it is all true. And every promises you made, i assumed you will fulfill it. But now...you are twisting your words. And i am not afraid to say...it hurts!!i feel as if i can never smile again...........!but again...sorry...it is not your fault!perhaps it is mine....!You turned me into who i am today. You turned me into someone who always want to rely on others.You turned me into such a crazy person who gets worry unnecessary. You turned me into a person who can hardly rest my brain. You turned me into a person who is willing to give all my laughters and happiness away. You turned me into such a weakling.Have you ever wonder where does all these great imagination comes from? and why do i have such ridiculous thinking? it all comes from YOU.........but i doubt you will understand all these...for you can't even answer such a simple question from me...!tell me...in this monstrous place, who i can rely on?Do you really know what i want? Have you actually care about what i want from the bottom of my heart?
This lyrics kept on ringing on my mind....and i can't help humming the tunes and starts singing along with it. the song sang by Westlife..."If your heart's not in it for real, please don't try to fake what you don't feel. If love's already gone...its not fair to lead me on. Cause i would give the whole world for you.......Everything you ask of me, i do. But i won't ask you to stay, i rather walk away....If your heart's not in it................." Deeper and deeper i sank....all those strugglings and yearnings are making me to lose my control....!when can i ever find the way out? To the "You" out there, i doubt you will read this blog.......although i have promises to respect your decision, to return you all your freedom, would not suspect you, but still...i wanna say "I miss you"...............
I have been wearing a mask eversince the first day i come here. all i want is just to be myself. but why does it seem so hard? I can't seem to please anyone here.....everyone was like having their own styles and personalities. You can never satisfy any of them. I just wanna be myself.......
Baobei and Vonny....i misses you guys!i can only be my real, true self whenever i am with you guys. For in this world, excluding my closest kins, you guys are the only one who can accept the real me. And i am afraid of losing the spirit of "The Pistachio's"!and also my SHE's members....girls...i missed you....!whenever i am hopeless, you are the one that always pop out of my mind..........
Do not fret.....above are just something which popped out of my mind...which i feel i should jot it down since i was in a writing mood and that i have no one whom i could share my story to. Phone bill is much too expensive...so i can't call Baobei they all.........!but anyway....bloggie is ending soon..so everything will be alright. There will always be a better tomorrow for me..........wish me lucks!ciaozzz...
Saturday, October 11, 2008
vexed?boring?wasting time?...old memories?
My baobei and vonny were sick too. Baobei was kept under observant for there is possibility for her to get dengue. i hope she will recover soon.and vonny too. for their SPM is coming real soon. what a funny thing!!both three of us gets sick at the same time. Who are we? "THE PISTACHIO'S" of course.
aiks.....so what can i do? my roommate, Huay Kee's went out early in the morning.i thought my housemates they all will boom the house early in the morning but surprisingly, they were not at home. this is the quietest weekend i ever had since i come here.to have the whole house to my own is such a rare opportunity. you might have think that i can do lots of things....but sadly...i can't even study. all i can do is just listen to songs, surfing the net and sleep.T.T...it is really a waste of time. but i can sort out my thinkings. recalling back my long long ago memories. flipping through those stories that i have written, it really brings back lots of feelings. no matter it is bitter or sweet, it is all past tense.
my most treasured memories is of course the memories of LEO. the phrase "i am who i am" is true. but what makes me become who i am today is all due to leo. a few years back, before i enter the world of leo, i was so NOT outstanding. always hide myself in the house, don't even want to follow my parents, don't even want to step out anywhere. my life is as boring as anything years before. my daily routines were school, back home, then stay in the house. everyday is the same for me. until the day when i entered the world of LEO(year 2005). and eversince i stepped into it, my life began to change.what is the meaning of LEO? Leadership, Experience and Opportunity. I simply loved leo. it blossomed my life tremendously. i am a most active members among my batch.I joined in all sorts of activities. from the orphanage, to old folks home, from dedication to leo installations, and even multiple district leo forum. i attended YES camps and always request permissions to go out. there was once, when i arrived home 2am in the morning. my mummy was damn worried and even threatened me to quit leo. but i object. sadly, leo affected my PMR results. which i feel i could easily score well if i weren't too active. But the post makes me lose my desire to study. and i want is just to carry out my duty well just like the phrase stated " With Love, We Serve". i can never ever forget this phrase. and also "Leading to Serve, Serving to Lead". As my post gets higher each time, it makes me learned more and more new things and to gain many priceless memories which you guys can never ever taste it unless you are a leo. Leo makes me gained friendship too. if it isn't for leo, i wouldn't have the chance to know Baobei and Vonny well. we created many silly jokes and encountered many shameful events. but who cares? we are who we are.If it weren't because of Leo, i wouldn't even have the courage to approach any strangers. If it weren't because of Leo, i wouldn't know the real meaning of love. If it weren't because of Leo, i wouln't realized how fortunate i was compare to the others. If it weren't because of Leo, i wouldn't have the chance to create happiness and to see the smile of others. I realized how stupid i was to work so hard last time just to gain those Alpha Top Awards. I realized that Award is not important as long as we served with sincere heart. It is the process and results that is meaningful and priceless to me.So long, i still wanna say "Thank you Leo club..!i am glad to be able to serve for leo. you makes me into what i am today. i am FOREVER IN YOUR DEBT!!" Once a leo, forever a leo...........together we achieve more...
memories ended. NOW, back to real life....it is more or less the same...except that my headache is slightly better. sweet memories really can heal something.i might even have the mood to revise later. fiddlestick!i know i won't study until the last minute. haha.....the due dates for presentations and assignments is coming soon. although hateful, but i am not panic and tense up. for i believe.....this is LIFE. every events is an add on to our life. if not..how can our life be colourful? thanks to all those memories..i start to know....nothing remains perfect. so long as we are able to think positively, i believe it is the best solution for us to face each days with a broad smile. with the spirit of leo in me, i believe i will face each days with courages and full determination. afterall, it only lefts a month before i can go back home again. all the best to me.....gambateh...........
Friday, September 26, 2008
I need strength....
SHE REUNION....all thanks to xiao hong...
You guys are my soul......thanks a lot.....
Anyway..my holiday is awesome. I get to meet my SHE members, my baobei, my dearest gua gua, my relatives, my cousins, and most of all...my daddy and mummy. i missed them sooooooo much. What did i during that whole week? Well...i stick to my parents for most of the time. Followed them to factory...played with Barry(my cousin), and sat infront of my computer chatting with dar dar. I can even play with my neighbours, Ah Mei, Ah Shuan, Wawa and Ying Ying. They were such cuties and also my sisters. We grew up together and we shared so much memories together. I love them.Besides that, i also did hang out with Selina Bear and Hebe Ting. We did had an enjoyable time. Baobei too, came to my house. I missed you baobei....i only didn't see you for such a short while..and you grew so many white hairs. hahax...anyway...don't be so stress up baobei.....SPM will be fine for you. I have faith in you and Vonny. And i am sure you guys will get through it....gambateh.....
Now...back to this monstrous place, i don't feel happy at all. There were so much problems waiting for me. Schoolwork? Assignments? Exams? Personal problems? PLEASE do leave me!! I had enough of you. I seem to lose my fighting spirit! Recalling back, i used to be so strong. And i won't be pulled down. But why do i feel like giving up now? I need strength. Where is my courages and strength? I need them back...
Honestly....i am lacked of happiness in this monstrous place. Maybe i am not a 100% saddist. I don't even want to be a saddist. Again...although i have gotten something really precious and priceless here, but this surrounding really doesn't suits me. If possible...i hope to be a child forever. But i know i can't go back to the memories that has passed long long ago.......!I missed the laughters i once heard, that sounds so gay. I missed the happiness and memories i once had.I missed JB. I missed the place where i grew up from. I missed the smell of it. I missed everything i had there.......
Once again.....i missed all of you in JB........"I Have You To Be With...Everything Will Be Easy"......
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
I am who i am......
Sorry Mummy...you have given me everything and pins really high hopes and expectation from me. But i let you down almost everytime. you once said to me that the only thing you can give me is "Education". whether to make full use of it or not, it all depends on me. Sorry to say that i didn't make full use of it. I even thought of quiting everything. But never fret..this is my last chance now.....and it is the only part that can lead me to my future. I'll make sure...i finish my part.
Sorry Baobei and Vonny....i am not as strong as you think. And i can't be strong without you guys around...maybe i ve given all my powers and strength to you both. I am left with nothing now. Forgive me for letting you guys down......but no matter what happens, i'll still hang on. You guys once said to me "You are my hope, You are my pride". I am sorry for not doing a good job here. The spirit of "The Pistachio's" shall never fade. Like Vonny said...as long as we are bonded together...it will become our strongest will power. Please provide me the strength to carry on....
Seriously, this piece of blog is not about friends. It is all about me!!......Who am i? A failure? A half-successful girl? A wild girl? Uncivilised? Hateful? .......etc. WHO AM I ?....I just can't understand myself. I don't know the real side of myself. It does gets on my nerves....i hate myself for this.......or maybe....i hate to be myself actually...
In one situation, i can be friendly, happy go lucky, talkative, quick-witted, excited......and etc.but in another situation, i can be silent, angry, emo-ing, serious, very low mood,....etc..
Overall, what i really know about myself is that i am short,round, ugly,rough, fierce, not gentle,wild, tomboy, half-called "Lala",both noisy and silent, can goes into very deep and far thinking, day and night dreamer, an expert in jealousy, very hot-tempered, and extremely sensitive. People might run away if they know all these except for those who really and truly understand me. Thanks ya...baobei and vonny...now only i realized how terrible i am.but you guys never leave me for even a step. Thanks soooooooo much. And my besty Jennifer too....for being there for me whenever i need you. We are heart-bonded friends and buddies....and always will be.And so do my SHE's members, Hebe Ting and Selina Bear.
If you asked me who am i,i really don't know who am i. I hate the real side of myself. I hate the weak side of myself. The real side of me...i think should be in the category of the silent part. Or i should say i actually have dozens of side?Where i don't know which is the real side of me.Now only i realized how weak i am. I may be tough by appearance, but deep inside, i am not. I still need the supports of others. I may be relaxed and steady..but you'll never know my desire to win is as high as anybody. I may be friendly..but only to those who deserves it. I am fierce...but only to those who gets on my nerves. I can be wild especially to people who knows me well. I hate those who is uncivilized. I hate those who steps on my tail for no reason. I set high goals but I am half a failure in my 2nd stage of life. Sometimes,i wondered how i passed through my whole journey of Secondary school life. The answer is simple. I have met good friends who are willing to give me full support and lend me their shoulders when i am down. I'll remembered all the tears and pain that we went through all along our journey.
So long...i am always myself. From my sense of dressing, my characters, my ways of speaking, my hot-tempered, my jealousy, my heart, my bad side, my weak side, and my everything.....i am always being myself. Nobody can change the way i am. Nobody can change what i am. Why did i say so? For even me, myself couldn't change all the negative parts of me...so how could you?Eventhough people might not like me for who i am, or can't accept the real side of me(i can't accept it myself), but what is so wrong for being myself? Can i tell my parents that it is their fault for giving birth to me? Can i blame god for creating who i am? Can i request God to create me as the most perfect person in this World? NO..totally impossible.There are no perfect person in this world. I am just being myself..so long i wanna say "I AM WHO I AM"....nothing ever change...
Monday, September 15, 2008
Tagged?
How is your Mooncake Festival celebration?
I am having a quiet day.Went to mamak stall with Huay Kee in the morning.ate lots of food(roti canai,mee goreng,rojak + 1 glass of ice milo). spent my whole day infront of the computer. went out with dar dar in the evening.had dinner...then chatted nicely inside the car.wanna find a quiet place but took the wrong route and we ended up going KL.hahaha...chatted for an hour with Baobei through the phone.sweetest time..
Got tagged by Tan Wei Ting
1. What is the relationship of you and her/him?
- Buddy in NS
2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
-smart,cute,funky,serious,and cool
3. The most memorable things she/he had done for you.
- enjoying the snacks with me
4. The most memorable things she/he have said to you.
- open that packet of snacks please...
5. If she/he become your lover, you will..
- i am not a lesbian
6. If she/he become your enemy, you will..
- don't ask silly question...totally IMPOSSIBLE..
7. If she/he become your lover, she has to improve on..
- eating(ps:she is a small eater compare to me)
8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is..
- she don't allow me to eat.
9. The most desirable thing to do on her/him is?
- feed her with more junk food
10. The overall impression of her/him is..
- fantastic
11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
- don't know.....noisy?laughing non-stop?
12. The character of you for yourself is?
- friendly but can be very bad-tempered
13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
- the true-self of me
14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
- myself
15. For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them.
- thanks for supporting me...haha
Ten people to tag :
1. Selina Bear
2. Hebe Ting
3. Baobei Kelly
4. Vonny
5. Sook Koon
6. Samuel
7. Yong Sin
8. Kent(Zi Qin)
9.Soo Hui
10. Li Xuan
Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
- with me?
No.3 a male or a female?
- sweat!!can't you tell it by her name?
If no.7 and no.10 were together, would it be a good thing?
- of coz...both are goody-goody type..
How about no.5 and 8?
- very good!both are from penang..
What is no.1 studying about?
- music...
Is no.4 single?
- of coz not.she has got me and baobei kelly
Say something about no.6.
- he is awesome...
the end.........finally...
Saturday, August 30, 2008
I am back..to my most familiar place..........
sorry guys for not posting up my 5th week in Taylor's.and i know 6th week is coming up.
aiyo...sorry lor...to my loyal readers.at the most i update 2 at once.
i PROMISED!!I really will update this time.i won't delay it again.i learnt my lesson.it is going to be a tough job for me to update everything at one time.T.T....................
ps: To Star aka Yong sin...sorry ya......for this late update!!to think we are friends....but that time you didn't even bother to drop by here also...then kept on complaining that my blog is very long.haha...sorry lor...i was wrong.thanks for dropping by.you are a great friend.at least you are better than my baobei.she is worst than you.leave me alone somemore.hahahaa.....she better watch out.i am coming to haunt her every now and seconds.....hahaha...a real gangster..
and to Doraemon, Khen Pey, Tee Tee ,Li Xuan,and the rest.........SORRY lorr.....to keep you guys waiting for soooooo long.but really lazy sial....!!so long...so many details.T.T!!!!!!!!!!!!anyway...i promised you guys...i sure will update my 5th week and 6th week!!don't worry.
meanwhile..i am having a most enjoyable time in JB.although the time is short...but at least i am back to my HOME SWEET HOME!!.yeah........oh my god...my bed smell so familiar.
erhem...for your information guys,my dearest mummy hides all my dolls away.maybe not hide but kept them away.i was shock when i entered my room and couldn't find any bear bear,dolphins and piggies that i used to hug.so sad........for a while..i felt like turning my house upside down.my room has changed a lot.mummy has done something to it.i gonna take some pictures of it soon.hahahaha...
anyway....my Aunt Baby is getting married today.i am at her house now.hope to have fun.and may happiness fell upon her.....!!CONGRATULATION!!!!!!hahahaha...........ciaozz..
ps:i will update my blog real soon. BE PATIENT......
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
4th week in Taylor's
Raymond and Tee Tee...friends for life??
Khen Pey and Me...in our childhood memories..
ps:Baobei aka Kelly and Vonny aka Yvonne...first of all...CONGRATULATION....for both of you got National Service ya.i felt so proud of you guys.hahaha.aduh........please lar...you guys won't meet any WUWU(ghost).i know Vonny is very very scare of it.and maybe Baobei also.trust me okay??you guys will enjoy it damn lot.later don't show off to me that you meet a lot of handsomes inside.maybe you can find a NS PRINCE there.but be sure to show it to me ya.for HE still have to pass my test.who asked you guys are my Baobei's?haha..so of cause..i will have to control everything.hehehehehe...don't worry baobei and Vonny..i still have can midnigh talk with you guys while you are inside...just like how you guys used to accompany me when i was in JAIL.gambateh.......missing you guys lots!!love you guys always ...muackzz..^.^
anyway......my 4th week!!!!!!!!hohohoho....once again...i have to type out in DETAILS about my fabulous week in Taylor's again.hope i remembers everything.aiks....for the sake of Baobei,i got to type out this REPORT every week.and on time too.i don't care Baobei...you owe me chocolates and lollipops.please make sure you prepare all these for me when i go back next time..if not..you are DOOM and i meant it.haha....sorry sorry...i am a bit brutal!!if not how did i get the name "VIOLENT"!!anyway...i won't type out so so so detail this time.sorry ya...Baobei..for i know your eyes will becomes "Flower" after reading it.haha...
hohohohohoho....well well...back to my 4th week...we,"In The Hood" had had a most satisfactory week.this is what i think only..........don't know if they really enjoy it or not.but for me....i did have a most craziest time.dying of laughter....!!but you'll never know when problems will occurs?aiks...i hope it won't comes to me.don't know why....i simply love this name..."IN THE HOOD"...
on monday(11th August 2008),meet up Chloe at computer lab.tired man....for i slept late the previous night before.as usual....print out my notes and enter class.boring as usual,for i was rather worried about my assignment for economics.don't know if my so-called nice members will help me out or not?i don't wanna do things all by my own.T.T!!anyway...after economics,all the members of"In The Hood" (all except Yee Sin) gathered at Mezzanine floor.we chatted for some times.then decided where to go for lunch.our usual question is none other than "what's for lunch?" or "what's for dinner?" after so much bickerings,we decided to go "Station 1" for lunch.although rather far...but what we have is "time".hahax....so we walked there.oh my god....all the prices for each meal is so damn beautiful.and yet..i say i wanna save money.sorry..mummy!!hahax....anyway...while having our lunch...we won't forget to campwhoring again.Chloe wanna go shopping.so we follow her to the boutique that she wants to go...but unfortunately..it was closed.we walked back to school then.on our way..we passed by many yummy food stalls and restaurants.haix....nevermind...we SURE got chance to go to each and every one of it.the weather is too hot.so Doraemon aka Raymond suggested that we should go get some drinks at H2O(Ice blended chocolates).it has become our favourite drinks.especially when you mixed "strawberry" with "chocolates".the feeling and taste is like WHOAA...!love it sooooo damn much!!Tee Tee paid for us.How dare you Tee Tee??...as i say..if you dare to treat us again,then why don't you just give me all your money?hahax..it is not that we don't like to be treat....but the fact is that Tee Tee and Raymond are both too nice already.and we will feel bad if you guys kept on treating us.so don't do this so often.once a while is alright....but too many times might scare us off.haha........
on tuesday(12th August 2008),surprisingly i walked to school with Hui Qi.she is having her lecture at 8.00am.as usual...our tutorials ended at 12.00pm(3 subjects).felt so damn hungry..so we called up Khen Pey they all.aiks........but once again...Raymond is absent.every tuesdays is his blue day.haha...i don't really understand the reason.but all i can say is that we are "In The Hood"..so i really don't wish any of us having cold wars or hard feelings towards each other.T.T!!!anyway...Raymond is BACK in a short while.he is having a headache.we are relieve then........!!we had lunch at Asia Cafe.oh my god...we had a hard time waiting for our food to be serve.Tee Tee is also absent that day...for he don't wanna eat.ishh....!!went for our BMA lecture.had a hard and interesting time.we nearly gets Ms Harpaljit going crazy due to our maths level.haha....but i like her.after BMA....once again we had our pass session for accounts!!interesting and fun...but i felt sorry for that senior.for we are far too noisy.who cares??we are "In The Hood".and we are who we are.after pass,we went up to Mezzanine floor.and that is when Khen Pey,Tee Tee and Raymond are having meetings.they were as busy as anything.Tee Tee is not feeling very well..but still he wants to rush out all his work.we stayed there until 6.00pm...then decided to go to the library as Mezzanine close at 6.00pm.so we hang out in the library until 7.00pm.then decided to go for our dinner as all of us felt so hungry.so all six of us packed into Tee Tee's and Raymond's car.me and Khen Pey got up onto Tee Tee's car.whoaa...you should have seen his car.it is full of soft toys.actually not a lot.only a tortoise and an octopus.hehe...so cute!and so nice to hug.reminds me of my bear bear at home...T.T!!anyway...don't mind me.i always goes crazy and extremely excited whenever i see soft toys.we reach Submit or is it Summit??whatever is it....don't know how to spell.we decided to have Steamboat for dinner.cheers for everyone.i really salute every single one of us.for all of us haven't even finish our accounting tutorials.and we got to hand in due the next day.but no choice.....having fun is always better than studying.so all of us really enjoyed ourselves that night.Long live "In The Hood"................may our spirits never grow less.
on wednesday(13th August),had accounting lecture.everyone looks tired.maybe it is due to the fact that we slept late the previous night before.okay okay...i am not going to critisize our lovely Ms Tham again.but seriously....i don't feel really sleepy during her lectures and her 2 hours tutorial that day.how i hope i won't feel sleepy for her coming lessons.anyway...lunch time again.i don't know who suggested "Secret Recipe"........but we all agreed anyway.hehe...cakes!!!oh my god!i love it.but surprisingly i only had one piece of cakes.normally i can tuck in 3 to 4 pieces.how i wish my mummy is here!!then i wouldn't have to worry about my financial.haiz..........but we did have a great time laughing and cracking jokes.we are the most noisiest and craziest gang.and it reminds me of "The Pistachios" which consist of me,Baobei and Vonny.too bad Yee Sin can't join us.T.T!! the worst member of "In the Hood"...
on thursday(14th August 2008),decided to skip our Study Skills again.early in the morning,once again..got up early to meet Chloe.then we hang out at Mezzanine Floor.Yeng comes later on...together with Raymond and Tee Tee.Tee Tee looks unwell...but due to his so-called "Determination",he still comes to school.felt like stranggling him.isshhhhhhh.......began to do our accounts.but as usual....our discussion will lead to juicy craps.once again...we put down our pen and campwhoring begans.Doraemon aka Raymond kept on recording our video.and took many "NICE" pictures of us.fine....you,Doraemon...i'll settle with you some day.we forbid Tee Tee to do his homework.you know why?cause...a sick person cannot use his brain too much..or else it is hard to get well.so you better be good...Tee Tee!!and listen to our advise.hehe.....but we decided to go KFC for lunch.long time didn't go there already.kinda missed it....and again..it reminded me of my days with Baobei and Vonny.anyway..."In The Hood" rawkz too.except that Yee Sin always can't join us.haha..but she is also known as the worst member of "In The Hood"...!!but still i like them.........may our shadow never grow less.erm........i have a talk with someone.....and gets to know all forbidden secrets.for those who knows and understand me....i said before..."i'll never rest until i find a way to solve all those problems"....this is me...
on friday(15th August 2008),meet up Chloe at Mezzanine Floor.had a short meeting with Teguh.really short.just less than 5 minutes.isshhh.....i woke up early just for this 5 minutes meeting.ishhh....then again...me,Chloe and Yeng chatted while waiting for Li Xuan.she comes late again.haha......!we attended our Moral Educational lessons.our teacher rawkzz.she is cute...yes..honestly..she is really CUTE!!we felt bad of cause..for she treat us all for breakfast.we walked over to main campus to attend our lectures.erhem...something happened there...but i won't type it out.sorry ya..Baobei...for i promised to type out everything.anyway....because of that particular happening,i lost all my mood in learning.i wasn't in the mood to attend lectures....and yet..i regretted it.for i felt it was unnecessary for me to do so.aiks...anyway......what's done is done.but still...me,khen ppey,Li Xuan and Tee Tee did not attend pass session.sorry again..Yeng and Raymond...for leaving you guys alone.sorry sorry!anyway...all four of us(me,Li Xuan,Khen Pey and Tee Tee)hang out at Mezzanine floor for such long hours.we did have a nice time chatting.we are just like heart-bonded friend.sharing our stories...!!again..we visited H2O....!then Tee Tee took us to Sunway Pyramid.we had sushi for dinner.then surprisingly....wanna go for a movie.but..........................we bought the wrong tickets...and ended up watching cartoons.STARWARS indeed.nevermind...it was our first experience though.and we will never ever forget it....!!.............
saturday comes....and 5 all of us(me,Li Xuan,Khen Pey,Raymond and Tee Tee) decided to form a study group.our poor driver,Tee Tee have to come over to fetch us.and brought us to PJ.we had lunch first cause Doraemon they all were hungry.i am not sure which shop they enter...all i know is that Tee Tee and me is not eating.but Doraemon say he feel so weird if we did not eat.so he ordered mee,rice and so on.we(me, Tee Tee and Raymond) ordered ice blended though..of different flavours.yam,strawberry and honey lime.for your information..i thought honey lime will taste nice..but i was wrong.for it sucks.ewwwwwwwwwwwwww....but luckily Li Xuan likes it.so i exchange with her.she ordered soya bean.yam and strawberry taste nice though.Tee Tee and Raymond have good sense in ordering.haha.then we decided to go Starbuck.but it is packed with people!so we walked back to that don't know what place.we managed to find a cafe that has WiFi.Raymond odered ICE CHOCOLATE drinks.it was priceless.so damn yummy.....you can really fly after you take the first sip of it.everyone have different expression after taking the first sip.haha..with just one glass of ice chocolate(shared by 5 people)and we sat there for hours.but due to the soothing environment,we are in no mood for study.and i must add to it that...MUSIC IS MY LIFE..... !then.....we ordered one more glass of ice chocolate.but Doraemon ordered BROWNIE which can set us flying off to the next Earth.so you can really guess how delicious it was?i was thinking of licking the plate.but Tee Tee threatened to take video of me.haha.....of cause..i would't do it.we were satisfied then.campwhoring again.had a short walk around the place.then we went for dinner.that restaurant is somewhere around PJ too.we had a most simple and satisfactory dinner.then we headed home.Raymond's house is damn huge and enormous.later on,Tee Tee send us back to hostel."In The Hood" rawkzz...
ps:baobei...i am not your little english teacher aka english genius okay?i just help you in whatever you don't know.the word that you are looking for is "VEXED".anyway...i read both yours and Vonny's blog.about those "genius and idiot" thingy.....,i just wanna say...both are very touching.and is it related to you both??i really missed you both like hell.....life is weird without both of you......... whenever i am down...i will always think of you both...
anyway...life is great too...with "In The Hood" members around!!my life is never dull with them around.love them lots too..and they rawkzz....!!i believe we can turn the world upside down.once again...i hope troubles will leave us...and may our brother-hood spirit never grow less.one for all and all for one...
have a great day people..and ciaozz..
Friday, August 8, 2008
3rd week in Taylor's
my most terrible hostel.....
can you see how small this toilet is??
do you think it is comfortable??
my housemate is the cause of all these??messy isn't it??
i don't even have the chance to use this stupid kitchen at all..
hey people..i promised to upload my terrible hostel.and this is it??how was it??hahahaha......
hehe...my weekends (2th August and 3rd August)
i love this Italian Restaurant......
hey hey people......although i say i shouldn't tell you guys about my weekends,but still i feel that i should record all these memorable moments.hehe....i did mentioned that my mummy and daddy came to visit me right??hahaha...yeah...they did.and they brought Aunt A.J, cutie Barry and Kakak Yani along.so happy and whooooshhh.......
i went shopping with them.met Guan Tee, Khen Pey and Raymond.i didn't notice them at all.but they did see me.haha..and Chuan smsed me the previous day before.we had a nice chat for nearly 4 hours.he is a great friend.my dearest Ah Mei smsed me too.haha...missed her soooooooooooo much.but she is rather busybody....haha.she wants to know everything and asked me lots and lots of questions.still....i misses her...
haha....we had a good time.shopping and spending time together.i really misses mummy and daddy a lot.and of cause...i misses everything in JB.my most familiar place.when can i ever go back home???
Monday, August 4, 2008
I Miss Mummy...T.T
(ignore the fact that i look bad, my mummy looks great here:D)
"MAMA I LOVE YOU, MAMA, I CARE
MAMA, I LOVE YOU, MAMA , My Friend, You're my Friend
MAMA, I LOVE YOU, MAMA, I CARE
MAMA, I LOVE YOU, MAMA, My Friend, You're my Friend"
i really truly missed my mummy like hell.....!!Thanks for always being there for me.i wanna go home.................really hope i can go home soon.T.T!!!!
Thursday, July 31, 2008
2nd week at Taylor's
ps:Baobei!!you really miss me??you are being surrounded by lots and lots of friends.so i doubt you will have the chance to miss me.but i do missed all of you.at least you guys are still very near to each other.you and vonny are still around the same area.and you are 2 AGAINST 1.sob sob..T.T!!anyway....my 3rd stage aka college life sucks okay.it isn't as LUXURIOUS as you mentioned before.it really sucks.well..i will explain to you later on.once again..i do missed you okay.and Vonny also.hehe..
well..people...tis is my 2nd week in Taylor's.so..it means school/lessons has officially started on monday.i should have felt happy for i don't need to attend all those silly workshops and orientation again.but obviously..after i have a glimpse at the timetable,obviously...i feel like running away.not because of the time...for the time is too short for someone who has no basic like me.that's because.....the gap of time is too big.it means like you have a 2 hours tutorial from 8.00am until 10.00am.then you have 4 hours break before you continue your next 2 hours class from 2.00pm until 4.00pm.it is like wasting time.so pissed of.actually we can go back a bit earlier for many days...but because of this gap,we got to stay back until 4pm plus.the latest is 5.00pm of cause.but what if we got to do our assignment?we got to stay back late until very very late then.isshh...i couldn't upload my timetable here for you guys to see of course.but i will tell you of my days from monday to friday.so you guys can at least have a picture of what my life will be for this whole semester.
on monday(28th of july 2008),woke up at 6.30am.i got to meet up Chloe at 7.00am.aiks..i got to wake up early everyday then eventhough my lessons at he most starts at 8.00pm.cause Chloe will always reach here about 7.00am.she lives in Cheras so Taylor's provides only one bus for them.so i got to get up early to accompany her.well...meet her up at TBS(Taylor's Business School).then went to buy my HL Milk.it is already part of my morning routine.our Economics tutorial will starts at 8.00am.so we went up to 4.9 early.for your information,4.9 means fourth floor and room number 9.haha.....tutorial is rather boring.in college life,teacher won't bother to help us to photostat all the notes and questions.we got to download it from Taylor's website/Blackboard 7.then print out those lectures notes and tutorials questions.wasting our money and time.so our economics Lecturer,Ms Marina,who is also our tutorial teacher for economics,asked us to discuss her questions in a group of four people.our group consist of me,Chloe,Li Xuan and Hsien Yeng.we are still not that close with our classmates.so we stick together almost everytime.of cause our group answered her questions perfectly and almost outstanding.actually Ms Marina agree to let us decide our own group.but because Samuel,one of our class laziest fellow protest,so Ms Marina decided to split us up.oh my god.......!she say she gonna decide our group.then another itchy fellow,Azrin suggest that i should become the group leader.and Ms Marina insisted that i become one.so in the end...i got to give in.T.T!!but i don't want Azrin to be in my group.he is a pure malay...but seriously..he looks like a Japanese or a Korean.he is very naughty.after that....we ve got 3 hours break.haha...because the malay's have their Islamic class.we decided to hang around elsewhere.we went to Mezzanine floor to hang round for a bit,joked around with Raymond and his gang.then me, Yee Sin, Chloe and Hsien Yeng decided to go for our early lunch at Foh Foh Restaurant again.met one of my tuition friend.time is so hard to pass.after lunch,we went back to Mezzanine floor.what we can do??chit chat again.this time..Raymond they all have come back from their lunch.so once again,we had a great time laughing and chatting.finally,it is time for our Moral Educational lesson.but much to our disappointment,the class is cancelled.so once again,we had another free hour to spend.i met Jia Hui.she is one of my friend whom i met during the time when i learnt driving.never though i can see her here.hahax.so tiring.so this time,we decided to go to the computer lab which is on the 2nd floor.we added each other on friendster.then,we had our library session at 2.00pm.went up to the library which is at another building next to our TBS building.It is also part of Taylor's American Degree Transfer building.the library is situated on the 11th floor.so we got to rush back to TBS building at 3.00pm for our Business Mathematics tutorial.our classroom is at 3.5.but we need to wait for the lift.we are a bit late and Ms Harpaljit is not very please with us.but no choice.....the distance is a bit too far.business maths is quite tough for someone like me and very stressed too.for you got to be quick in Ms Harpaljit's lesson or else you will be the one that she will attack.luckily i still can managed myself.my day ended like this.bought my dinner,hang around with Chloe in the computer lab until 6.00plus...then i go back to my hostel.the backdoor is locked of cause.so i have to walk one big round.bad luck......it is really damn tiring.
2nd day(29th july 2008).as usual...meet up Chloe,bought my milk....then went up to class 3.5 for our economics tutorial.we had our lesson at 8.00am.but our class bumps into class1.4 who will also be using class 3.5.we we waited outside for a while.then Ms Marina told us to enter class 3.4.and we did.so we had our tutorial there.answered the question.then Ms Marina reminded us to check out for Blackboard 7 to find out our group for economics assignment.isshhh.....then we rushed to the next class,3.5 at 9.00am for our Business Mathematics tutorial.dearest Ms Harpaljit's class.we don't dare to be late again eversince our wonderful experience the day before.did our maths pretty quick.and she let us leave 15minutes earlier.so we walked slowly up to class 4.9 for our English for College Studies tutorial by Ms Chen,a 2 hours lesson.we even have time to visit the relief point(toilet) and to decide our group for Business Mathematics assignment.Jonathan is the leader for our group.our group consist of me,Hsien Yeng, Kon, Matthew and of cause Jonathan.Ms Chen's lesson is rather interesting.she asked us to write her an essay in half an hour time.and we did.then we just do some reading and answering.then it was time for lunch.meet up Yee Sin at the ground floor.then meet Khen Pey and Raymond they all.actually those guys wanna go to "Lisa's Spaghetti" for lunch.but we object.cause the food there is really awful.in the end,we decided to go "Salmon Steak" for lunch.the gang consists of me,Hsien Yeng,Yee Sin, Chloe,Li Xuan, Khen Pey, Raymond, Guan Tee, George and Her(a korean boy).the food there is rather cheap.mostly sold at RM5.so i had spaghetti for lunch.yummy yummy.after lunch...we got to rush over to the Main Campus(Taylor's University College) for our Business Mathematics lectures at LT 1.for your information,each lectures at least takes 2 hours.we thought we will have to sit in that big and freezing room for 2 whole hours,but to our surprise,the lectures ended fast.so we were allowed to leave at 1.30pm.yippee...so we decided to check it out at the ECA fair.to find out more about clubs.we were being led by Chen An,a talkative guy.he is our tour guide.but we couldn't make up our mind.for there were too many interesting clubs.in the end,we decided to join V-Travelling club.don't really know what is that....but at least we(the whole gang) did join a club.
3rd day(30th july 2008).first of all..."Happy 18th Birthday to my dearest besty,Jennifer.i didn't forget your birthday!!and i do missed you like hell!!" woke up feeling quite unwell.maybe because my throat sore.and i felt myself having running nose.all the same,met up Chloe and bought my milk.then get ready for my accounting lecture at 8.00am,KT 1.i didn't bring my jacket and of cause the room is as cold as ever.so i ended up sneezing all the time.i couldn't concentrate of cause...for i was feeling unwell.the 2 hours lecture is damn hard to pass...and Ms Tham's voice can really send me into my dream.all the same...it passed!but that isn't a good thing too.for after our lecture,we had yet another 2 hours of accounting tutorials with Ms Tham at class 3.3.oh my god.have to face her for the whole 4 hours.her tutorial class is just as bad as her lecture.she is like telling her own grandmother story.we had a hard time.but it is finally over.so the five of us, me,Chloe, Yeng, Li Xuan, and Khen Pey went for lunch at Gui Sheng.Yee Sin can't have lunch with us for she have a class an hour earlier.too bad.and Raymond and Guan Tee were so hungry.so they went for their lunch long before we come down.met Rainbow again at Gui Sheng.she reminded me to take care of myself. i didn't have any lunch of cause for i don't have appetite to eat at all.so i bought bread and biscuit.we went back to TBS,Class 4.11 for our English for College Studies Tutorial.it was fun actually...but i was feeling sick..so i don't enjoy the lesson at all.class ended at 3.00pm.bought some panadol pills.accompany Yeng to buy dinner.then i went back to my hostel.
4th day(31st july 2008).it is the worst worst day among my Taylor's life.today i woke up feeling horribly sick.but no choice...you can't skip class as often as you did before in secondary school life.so i got to go to school all the same.our Study Skills lesson starts at 9.00am.so we decided to meet up for breakfast at Mcdonald which is rather near to Main Campus.i meet up Chloe at the Main Campus.then together we walked over to Mcdonald. i ordered hotcakes though whilst Chloe ordered a McEgg Muffins.just as we finished our breakfast,Yeng arrived.then Raymond and Guan Tee also arrived.they said we never contact them.issh...how are we gonna contact you guys if we do not have your contacts?cause..normally we will meet at TBS.but we exchange contacts all the same.Chen An decided not to join us at the last minute.maybe he is too tired of Mcdonald.haha...Li Xuan and Khen Pey are the last ones to arrive.and yet they lived so near.they ordered their breakfast and we fooled around.Raymond asked us what we like to eat.as Yeng kept on wanting to eat Harshbrown.so Raymond kept on calling her Harshbrown.then calls me Hotcake.Li Xuan is Mushroom.Guan Tee is Don't Have.Khen Pey and Chloe are both Spice girls.hahax..then we walked to TBS.met Yee Sin and together we went up to KT 1,level 3.i was shivering the minute i entered KT 1.i quickly wear my jacket.the workshop starts.oh my god..it was damn boring.i was feeling so damn unwell..and i really couldn't stand it anymore.Guan Tee asked me to flee outside with him.for he also can't stand it also.actually,all of us can't stand it.we decided that this is the first and last time we will attend this stupid Study Skills thingy.it is a 2 hours session actually...but luckily that so-called Mr Name is smart enough to let us leave at 10.00am.which means an hour earlier.so we decided to hang out at Mezzanine floor again.the sofa's there are so so so comfortable.i nearly fell asleep.Li Xuan too.but we decided not to.for that Doraemon fellow(Raymond) kept on teasing us.so we stayed awake and the whole 5 of us, me, Chloe, Li Xuan, Yeng and Yee Sin decided to do our accounts.but i really don't have the mood to do.for my mind is all blurred.and i had a bad headache.we chatted for a bit.then Raymond they all wanna go for LUNCH.it is only 11.30am.my hotcakes breakfast haven't even digest.but no choice...for we have decided early before that we wanna go to "Uncle Seng" for lunch. Uncle Seng is a very famous shop that sold nice and delicious noodles.and often we have to que up and waited a long time for it.so we decided to go early.so the 8 of us, me,Yeng,Raymond, Guan Tee, Yee Sin, Chloe, Khen Pey and Li Xuan sat together at one table.another four girls, who wanna join us,i think Pauline and her gang have to sit at another table.for there is not enough place for them to sit.i ordered Wontan Noodles.the rest ordered too.Raymond ordered a large plate.we joked and fooled around.Raymond is telling jokes about us in a different world that makes me and Yeng laughed non-stop.but Yeng is better than me.for she at least can still controls herself.but i can't.for i ordered a can of 100plus and put salt in it.it is good for sorethroat what.then that Doraemon fellow kept on teasing me.say i am a "salty girl" then asked "why can't you just stop laughing?" but didn't he know that he is the one that kept on making us laugh?the food is served.Yee Sin ate it first then Raymond but maybe because Uncle Seng served rather large plate.so she was arguing about that the plate that she was eating belongs to Raymond.then they were arguing like anything.so in the end,Yee Sin gave some noodles to Raymond.but the thing is that,neither Yee Sin nor Raymond's plate is the large order.the large order is the last to be serve.so poor Guan Tee have to eat up Raymond's share.and he was complaining that he is already fulled the minute he saw that plate.so damn funny.i really can't stand it.and for the FIRST time,i wasted my food.because i laughed too much...and i was fulled.i really can't stuff anymore noodles in and yet the noodles was delicious.Guan Tee asked me to stop laughing if not..i couldn't eat my noodles anymore.but i really can't help it.finally,we decided to foot the bill.really a terrible experience having lunch at Uncle Seng.i wasn't well at all.but still got to attend tutorial for English and College Studies.by the time,i finished that one hour tutorial,my voice is all gone.i could hardly make a sound.so pity....but we have got one hour more to spend before our next accounting tutorial which starts at 3.00pm.so my friends, Li Xuan, Yeng, Chloe and Felicia, being really helpful bring me to 7-11 to buy some medicine.by the time i was in accounting class, i felt like fainting.so sad.........but time is really hard to pass.that accouting tutorial is so boring and Ms Tham's voice is like singing "Lullaby" to me.an hour is up.and I quickly went to buy my bread,photostated my notes,then i rushed back to my hostel. i slept like rocks that night.i meant i slept from 5.00pm till 7.00am the next day.Chen An send smses of concern.Yeng told him i was sick though.funny guy......
5th day(1st of August 2008)..i felt quite better already excluded the facts that my voice is still as croaked as ever.i can hardly speak.at least i don't feel like fainting and less energetic.met up Chloe at Mcdonald again.then Yeng comes by.then Chen An and lastly Li Xuan.we had a nice chat at Mcdonald.then we walked back to TBS for our Moral Education.our class 1.2 combined with class 1.5 for this subject.and that is Khen Pey, Raymond and Guan Tee's class.DIE!!!!i will die of laughter.haha.....true enough.Raymond and the gang comes in and make lots of noise.then kept on making us laugh laugh and laugh non-stop.we were making fun of our lecturer, Ms Sofie.haha...she was cool.she allows us to eat in the class.we had a nice time with her.she was kind enough to let us out an hour earlier.haha...then me, Chloe and Yeng went up to the library...whilst Guan Tee and Raymond went to the Mezzanine Floor. Guan Tee called me up for lunch.but we are in the library.so they went to Lisa's Spaghetti for lunch.we find our books and hurried back to TBS to send the email that Ms Tham wanted.had a great time.then meet up with Guan Tee, Raymond and Yee Sin and together we walked over to the main campus for our Economics lectures.we sat together at one row.....then laughed at anything Ms Marina said.so funny........Ms Marina is superb.she took only 50 minutes to finish a 2 hours lectures.cheers for her.we can go back early. as Raymond and Guan Tee just had lunch.so they decided not to join us for lunch.George wanna join us actually.but due to some gossipings, so we decided to leave him out.so me, Chloe, Yeng, Li Xuan and Khen Pey went for lunch at a bread shop near Uncle Seng.we had a good chat.then i rushed back to my hostel.had a nice chat with my roomate,Hui Qi.then i realized a new tenant has just move in.but she is even worst than Dianne.so sad...
nd anyway......i am now at Aunt Yvonne's house.my mummy and daddy is coming tp visit me.hip hip hurray.although voiceless,but at least i can still see them.yippeee........
erhem....about you..Baobei aka Kelly,......i missed you and Vonny a lot a lot and a lot.and about your blog,i promised to give you comment about it.well...all i can say is that "Let Nature Take Place".i know you are eager to further your studies abroad.and i know you don't want to stay in Malaysia forever.but trust me.you will REGRET it.and you are sure to say "Malaysia is still the best".i am already suffering in Subang here..for i misses my home and everything in JB.and yet i am only about five hundreds miles away from you guys.so how do you think i will feel if i am at Melbourne or Newzealand or England??i can't even go back twice a year.and i can't even go back whenever i like.so i really know how you felt.it was my dream to to fly off abroad.and my passion for it will never die too.but RIGHT now,it isn't the right time.maybe i will have to wait until i have a more mature thinking.then only i consider to go abroad.for i knew...life there is totally different from here.and we might not have the mood to study there.i know you will say "No.i will really study there!"...but you'll never know what will influence you.trust me......!!still i hope you can fulfill your dream...achieve what you want!!no matter what you do or decide, i just wanna say, "You will have my support Forever!" just choose rightly and everything will be PERFECT!!gambateh.......my dear!!as well as Vonny too.this passage was meant for both of you.....
till here...shouldn't update more about my weekends.just in case you guys say my life is LUXURIOUS again.hehee..you should know what i meant.....haha....take care...see ya soon...
Friday, July 25, 2008
Life in Taylor's....that's when the journey to my future has officially started......
well well...i ve arrived in Subang on the 18th of July 2008.can get to meet up Baobei aka Kelly.why can i meet her?haha...it is a long long story.manage to pass her the diary of our story.i rushed that thing out the previous night before.you guys should appreciate it.haha....and also..thanks to Vonny.i received her superb belated birthday present for me.thanks a lot dear..i loved it.it was a cute yellow guardian angel though(part of her soul)..and a box of our favourite chocolates,ANDES...and some lollipops.yea...you are right,Vonny.that chocolates is part of the Pistachio's memories.we ate that during Valentine Day while singing our Malaysia's most popular song aka Chinese New Year Song.haha..those are priceless memories.
okay...i arrived at Subang around 1pm plus.registered myself at the main campus then.....get ready to move my stuff into the hostel.i am staying at Pangsapuri though.when i first entered the appartment,i was shocked.i meant both my parent's and i were shocked.the fan was switched on,the balcony and the main door is wide open,water tap was left running.......but there is nobody inside.and the place is so horribly dirty.and it looks as if a burglar has just entered the house.luckily a boy brought us in.if not it is highly possible for us to be accuse of being a burglar.ewwwwww.........i have a horrible feeling.i can't imagine myself staying there for the rest of my studies year.so both my mummy and i spent two priceless day cleaning up the whole appartment.and yea...it is finally cleaned.i stayed with them at hotels though.i don't wanna stay there.mummy spent quite a lot of money getting me stuffs for my hostel.but the funny thing is that....i have been walking in and out of the appartment for 2 days...but still i didn't meet a soul.suppose i am the only one staying at the appartment.ewww..horrible,terrible and vegetable.2 days passes very quickly.....and soon,mummy and daddy is going back to JB.T.T!!!!!!i managed to meet one of my housemate(Dianne) on the 20th of July 2008,that's when mummy and daddy is going home after having lunch with me.she is from Sarawak though.from her looks and the way she talks,i can feel that she is playful...and seldom stays at home.yes...and she is irresponsible too.from the way..she leaves the door wide open and leaving the water tap running.nevermind...we have our own life as long as she don't interfere with my life.she spends a lot too.imagine her spending exactly RM1500 every month.horrible!!!she asked me to go with her to Carrefour....and you guys should see how she spend her money.i hope i am not like that.we had dinner.then i was being left alone in the appartment as Dianne wants to go over her friend's place.so i was flipping over the newspaper and watching tv until 7pm plus.then my room-mate,Hui Qi comes back from her holidays.she is from JB too.a year older than me.i don't know much about her.we seldom talk.both of us just lead our own life and that's all.the first night is always lonely and quiet.i missed everything in JB... luckily i brought along MuMu-San(christmas deer)with me.and also the companion of the yellow guardian angel.
i ve officially started my journey in Taylor's on the 21st of July 2008.i woke up early for brother Shawn reminded me to be punctual as he will reach school early.but due to the misunderstanding of our smses,i was LATE.hahaa...i did woke up early.but still i was late...so i couldn't meet him of cause.i nearly lost my way...as i only know the route to Taylor's Bussiness School and didn't know the way to Taylor's University College(Main Campus).our orientation will be held at the Main Camous of cause.but i manage to find my way at last.i got up to Lecturer 1.i can see quite a number of people standing outside.the teacher then announced that our orientation will start at 9am.then asked us to hang around.what the hell.....why did they asked us to arrive there sharp at 8.15am.So pissed off.then i saw a girl standing beside me.i approached her and we made friends.she is Chloe from KL.so we hang around and sat together.before the orientation starts,i received sms from Shawn.he was asking why i haven't call him.and i told him i was waiting for his call too.haha...but nevermind..i'll see him around.orientation starts.and we got our timetable for the week.oh my god.....this orientation will lasted for one whole week.we sat for our English Placement Test to determine the division of classes.the duration is 45 minutes though for 100 questions.crazy.we finished that and continues our orientation.Rainbow meet me up for lunch.and i brought Chloe along.we had a nice chat.i met Ji Ken,one of my primary schoolmates.he asked for my contacts and asked me to meet him up for lunch one day.i agreed.then we went back to Taylor's Bussiness School to continue our buddies session.it was boring though.for our group is so quiet and cold.but first day are like that.we get to know one more friend,Yee Sin.she is from Petaling Jaya.another KL girl.haha.i hang around with Chloe after school..for her bus only will arrive at 4pm.poor her...she have to reach school at 7am everyday.i went back to hostel later on.......and had instant noodles for dinner.mummy called me.
2nd day is boring.our theme is TUC's T-Shirt Day.so everyone got to wear Taylor's shirt on that day.we had accounting Lecture by Ms Tham.she will be our accounting lecturer.although boring,but she is alright.maybe i can sleep in her lectures for a few times.haha....but i sat in the front row though.oh ya....we do have tutorials and lectures.lectures will mostly be at Main Campus,LT1...which is damn freezing cold.whilst tutorials will be at TBS.and hey people....forgot to mention that...that room is damn freezing cold.i was shivering from head to toe whether i am in LT1 or KT1.both are damn cold.again...me and Chloe and this time,plus Yee Sin,our new friend went for lunch again.we had lunch at Asia Cafe.then we went back to school to continue our buddies sessions and workshops.it was boring though.i meant our group is boring.but not as boring as the day before.our group mostly consists of malays.they looks like international students..but in reality,they were pure malays.haha.....and there is one guy,Gary,who is from Yaa Man(Middle East).he is funny....!i hang around with Chloe and Yee Sin after school.went for tea...buy dinner.bought my accounting text book.it is sold at RM135.damn expensive man.i withdraw money to buy it.haix...then went back to my hostel.mummy called me and i chatted with her.
3rd day is alright.but i hate it.the theme is bussiness wear.so everyone got to wear formal.ewww..i hate that.meet up with Chloe again at the Main Campus.then together..we walked over to our TBS, and observed the rest.wowww... a lot of people dressed as if they were enrolling for best-dressed awards.we had bussiness mathematics lectures by Ms Harpaljit too.freezing cold again.couldn't wait for lunch time to arrive.then have all those silly workshops again.after school...hang around with my buddies again.buy dinner and we were stopped by a guy just when we were crossing the road.he is telling us about the BigFatLife programme.something like amazing race.i was not interested so i didn't listen much to it.but Yee Sin seems to be interested.so i have to follow her all the same.those guys insisted that we write down our contacts.after much persuading...we did.but i won't join it also.i quickly rushed back to my hostel and i manage to get there before the backdoor is lock.haha...when i got home..my room-mate,Hui Qi has gone back to JB as she didn't have any classes for the rest of the week.i was like damn happy.hehe...because it is really uncomfortable sleeping with a stranger.and you guys should know that,both of us have different lifestyle.suppose she doesn't like my style and i am not used to her style too.so i was relieved.i was hoping that Dianne is not in too.but surprisingly,she comes back with a shocking news saying that she will bring 3 friends home to stay over for the night the next day.and there were BOYS.oh my god.didn't she know the rules that boys are strictly not allow in our appartment??suppose we get caught?then won't she be leading me into deep shit??i called my mummy after that.she is furious.and kept on pressing me for Dianne's number.she wants to confront her.is there any way to solve all these???
4th day is not that bad.the theme is team wear.so our group chose GREY as our team colour.so everyone gotta wear grey.luckily i brought along with me a little grey vest...if not..where on earth can i get grey colour stuff.haha......met Chloe..and together we went to 7-11 to get my HL Milk.yes...that will be my breakfast.it is rather the same as it is in JB.walked over to Taylor's Bussiness School and up to KT 1.we will have our English for College Studies lectures.the lecturer,Ms Chen is rather an interesting woman.she is sporting and funky.haha....we had fun.again......lunch time is here.so the 3 of us decided to go for lunch at Foh Foh Restaurant which sold nice economics dishes.to save money of cause.Yee Sin suggested that.but maybe because she saw me buying take-away the day before...and she was smitten by those yummy dishes.i had noodles though.just as i finished my noodles,i thought i saw someone familiar....it was brother Shawn of cause.haha....he wants to save money too.we exchange news for a while.he say he is not going to "Streetfest party" which is on Friday's night.and he is skipping church.i leave to buy ice-cream after that.and say i'll see him around again.had our buddies session again but this time it was fun.the class list is out.i am in class 1.2.not bad.at least i am not in the 1st or last class.but the people in my class looks weird.maybe i shouldn't use weird to describe them.but i simply can't think of any other word.manage to know the names of the people in my class.haha......went back to hostel after hanging around with my buddies.as i entered my appartment,aiks...that careless girl has left the water tap opened again.and she was out.i shut myself in the room.then i heard Dianne coming home bringing her so-called guy friends home.earlier that day,mummy has given me Aunt Yvonne's(one of Aunt AJ great friend in Subang) phone number asking me to contact her if anything goes wrong.just as i was lazing around,reading newspaper,Aunt Yvonne called me.she asked me to stay over at her place.i declined her offer politely as i feel that i can manage myself alright.she seems unsecured and asked for my hostel's address.she said she will drop by after work.she did come over just as Dianne and her friends goes out.she insisted that i go over her place as she say my horrible hostel is damn dangerous.so i go along with her.i feel bad of course.for i might be disturbing others.and also they have to send me to school and fetch me back.but everyone assured me that it is alright and safety comes first.mummy and daddy has been so worried about me these few days.mummy called me at least 2 times per day.so now....she is relieve after knowing that i will be in safe-hand.
5th day is the day i enjoyed the most eversince i started my journey in Taylor's.early in the morning,Uncle Daniel sent me to school.it was drizzling though.so the weather is rather cold.met up with Chloe at TBS.then together we headed to 7-11 to get my HL Milk.we go back to TBS and up to KT 1.Yee Sin arrive later on.we had our Economics lectures by Ms Marina.she is the mentor for our class 1.2. i loved economics though.don't know why!!after workshops,it was time for lunch.this time..we are not the usual threesome.but there are 2 girls joining us.one of them is Li Xuan,a girl from JB,SSI.and the other one is Khen Pey from Pahang.we had lunch at Little Taiwan.after lunch......it is time for our "Talentime Show".as all the malays went for praying session,so our group lefts only me,Chloe,Yee Sin and Chin Kang.how to perform??so we decided to join Li Xuan's group for their singing.it was fun though.many people flee away..so there weren't many people.after chatting....i realized that there were many people who has just come back from National Service,NS.there were Li Xuan,Khen Pey,Yee Sin and Raymond.altogether,there left 3 groups performing.so we sang "First Love".Utada Hikaru's song and ended it with "Tepuk-tepuk Terima Kasih"..which we learned from NS.haha...George took video of us..and threaten to post it up on Youtube.we had fun.the other 2 groups sang "Twinkle twinkle little star"and "Rasa Sayang".it was damn funny.our group got champion of cause.so we were forced to sing it again.we did...and we enjoyed it.after school.........we hang around again.both Chloe and Yee Sin helped me to do survey for the cheapest calculater.after walking from shops to shops,we manage to find one which sold at RM39.T.T!!!!i have to buy economics text book too.so people..it is really hard to save money here.i kept on withdrawing my money.then went back to my hostel to wait for Aunt Yvonne.i am staying over at her place for the weekends.Chuan did smsed me.he is worried about me staying with such nice and responsible house-mate.he kept on asking me to change hostel.and asked to me report to him if anything goes wrong.haha...i won't report to him unless he ask me himself.throughout the whole conversation,i am only interested in the 100 cups of ice-cream that he promise to treat me.i will be waiting patiently for it........
so here i am still at Aunt Yvonne's place.feeling bad of cause...but no choice.safety comes first.i am glad that mummy and daddy will be coming over next week.and maybe Aunt AJ will be bringing my cutie cousin,Barry Ong too.i missed him like hell.can't wait to see him.and also i misses all my friends,buddies and gua gua's in JB.hope they are doing ok.i will try to update my blog every week.cause my timetable is out...and i will be really busy starting next week as both my lectures and tutorials is starting soon.
ps:to anyone who asked me about if there is any handsome guys in Taylor's,i am sorry to say "NOPE".i still can't spot any handsome guys in Taylor's.but i will try to observe and see.so...to Selina Bear and Hebe Ting,don't worry..there won't be any TAYLOR'S PRINCE.i will inform you guys if there is one.haha......
well..people..don't worry.i am as fine as anything.no serious harm will come to me.don't worry! to my Baobei aka Kelly,Vonny aka Yvonne and Star aka Yong Sin,hehe..i hope you guys are studying hard now.SPM is coming soon.wish you lucks for it...hehe...
Do take care everyone.i didn't bring my camera along.so i cán't upload any pictures for you guys to see.but i will upload it as soon as i can.you guys really must have a view of my horrible hostel and cool school.i believe i will be doing fine in Taylor's.meanwhile...do stay tune for my coming blogs.Miss you guys.....muackss...Love ya...