Sometimes I wish I have good news to tell buddy instead of having to assume that everything is gonna be alright. Whenever being asked how's my relationship, I always have to put on a brave front and say I don't know how long it is gonna last but I am hoping that it will be fine. 

Whereas, couple like them is already planning what they are going to do in the future. And yet I am still struggling to see if we are stable or not. 

This is now how a couple should be! Too carefree and lack of commitment…