2 weeks from now

Hello World, i know i am lazy but it is really hard for me to update my blogpost here as i have less privacy of my own. I won't be able to concentrate if there are people walking in and out of the room. Wow, time flies! Exactly 2 weeks from now, same time, i should be back in JB Town once more. Oh no..which means i am saying Good bye to Perth soon =( I don't want to but do i have any choice? It is all for the sake of Him and them. If God opens door for me, i should be able to come back to fulfill my dream XD

 Today (27/2/2011) is my last day serving in kids ministry. NOOOOOOOOOOOOO....how i will missed the kids =( I will miss Daylan. I will miss Christopher. I will miss Qi Qi and the rest of the kids. I don't wanna say goodbye to them. I love the kids. Daylan was so cute today. He sat next to me throughout the whole lessons, as dreamy as usual. Although he is a naughty little boy, but he is super cute. Poor boy! I finally found a way to make him finish his food. And that is to play "aeroplane" with him. It really works. This is the first time i manage to make him finish all his food XD I will miss you little Daylan. You never fails to bombard me with your words......

During refreshment time
Me : Daylan, would you like to do arts and craft?
Daylan: Yes...but i would like to finish my food first.

Several minutes later.......
Me: Day day, don't you want to design your own angels like Chris (His brother)?
Daylan: I don't want to already
Me: Why? You said you wanna do arts and craft and i am saving your little boy angel for you.
Daylan: I can't make angel now.
Me: Why?
Daylan: Because i haven't finish my food (Pointing to his whole bowl of hardly eaten pasta)
Me: Then faster finish your food ...i'll wait for you
Daylan: No, i don't want to eat at all
Me:...........................SPEECHLESS.........

Kids are quick at learning but as time goes by they'll forget certain people. I don't know if you little kids will still remember "Teacher Viola" in the near future, but i really appreciate the time when i was given the opportunity to serve you all. Remember all, sometimes, little kids will teach you more than you can teach them. They'll remind you of the things which you have long forgotten XD

Continue to invest in young children to build up a generation who loves God....

All of a sudden, i miss you girls!!Congratulation Hebe Ting ...for you have graduated from Poly. CONGRATULATION!! JB S.H.E RAWKKZ!!I really don't know where future will leads me to. But the thought of having you guys to support me all the way along the journey, will give me enough strength to carry on. Future is so uncertain. I really don't know where i'll be in the coming 5 years time.

Awwwhhhh...i don't wanna end this post. I miss the kids. I miss the kids. I really miss the kids. I miss hanging out with some of my friends too. Thank you guys for keeping me company today for you know i don't really wanna go back to where i am staying right now. Although things may not be as easy as it seems, but i believe i can get over all these.

Choir choir choir....finally i had the chance to join choir. But unfortunately, i don't think i have the chance to even try to audition for the vocalz. It is my first and also my last. I mean for the timebeing of course. Who knows, i may wanna come back again? We'll never know what will happen next....

Patience

Hello World.....arghh..I know I am bad. But please, let me vent my anger in this little space of mine where I know there won't be much people reading. I need patience. Seriously this is the only thing which I can't mastered and I always failed terribly in this aspect.

Why? What have I done wrong? Why must you always throw tantrums at me? You weren't like that when She hasn't come back. I did not abandon you when people dislike you for who you are. I don't remember treating you badly. I don't expect any kindness in return but just hoping that you won't always be cranky with me. I am a human too. I have my own feelings. I don't see the reason why I have to tolerate all your tempers. But because I treat you as friend, I don't wanna have any bad encounters with you. Please respect me as well...

I know for sure this person won't read this. But I really cannot stand it when people gets cranky with me for no reason. Hey, it is not even my fault! I don't see the reason why I have to put up with her. Still, it is all for the sake of HIM! Necause HE wants us to love every single of His creation.

Till then...good luck to me :) I need a private space of my own....

My Sweet Valentine XD

Hi folks, sorry for the procrastinating. After all those packings and moving stuffs, i finally settled down and manage to squeeze time to update this post of mine - My Sweet Valentine XD I was thinking of meeting Allister on that day but in the end, i chose to go out with my good buddy, Marie. For according to us, Valentine's Day were meant for friendship and we don't want to spend it alone. We both agreed to make each other a card plus buying a rose for each other.

 Happy Belated Valentine's Day to all. I hope you had a great day.....just like mine. We walked all the way from the city to Hay Street just to find roses for each other.

PS: Marie, i found the flower stalls. It is actually located in the Carillion City XD. To think we walked all the way down Hay Street. But it was a good exercise though..burn all our fats away...

We actually considered for a very long time before we decided to buy an eternal rose for each other. We saw lots of girls carried big bouquet of roses everywhere. But so what? See...our roses lasted forever. Thanks for the handmade card Marie. I simply loved it =)

Beside making me a card, Marie gave me some photo cards of Tohoshinki too. For she knew i loved them =) So thoughtful of you Marie. Awhhh..i am so crazy over Hero Jae Joong.

Despite all the sweatings and walking, my day was good!! We did photoshoot. I specially love this picture of Marie reading my handmade card for her. I'll definitely make you more cards!!!!

Photoshoots with Marie is a very exciting experience. We both couldn't camwhore with DSLR. She looks good in every pictures =) I am really glad that you are my friend Marie. And i don't regret for calling you in our commercial law classes. We had every single reasons to hang out together. And i just wanna say that hanging out with you never fails to make my day.

Looking forward to our date later XD

Lots of stuffs to update...

Hi peeps, finally...like really Finally, i managed to find a proper and stable line to update my blogposts with pictures. All thanks to Shermaine and Theodore for giving me their wireless password. Well, before i forgets, HAPPY BELATED VALENTINE'S DAY to all. I had another special post for Valentine's Day. I had a sweet valentine with someone. Hey.....who said Valetine's Day were only meant for couples? I had an awesome day with my best buddy XD

 Roses from Raymond and Lok Man. Thanks guys........(although i half-forced you guys to buy it from me for our fund raising because there were so many left over roses). I heard from others that each colours has different definition for roses. And i was told that yellow roses defines friendship. Yet, some other people said yellow means jealousy. Well, whatever it is, thank you guys for the roses and money XD

 I no longer felt emo nemo because my friends are back. Since the day i came back, i never really hang out much with my church mates. Instead, i took this opportunity to hang out with those whom i seldom spend time with. Like what Marie said, every outings can bring us closer for we get to know each other more. Sorry friends, i can be really straightforward at times, but because i really treat you as friend, so i have to be honest with you in everything.

PS: Although you never fails to annoy me. Although you never fails to get on my nerves. Although you are not perfect. Although people never praise you for anything, but i can swear that i ve seen good sides of you. You were real. You wouldn't ditch me for who i am. You are sincere. I really thank you for spending time with me. Thanks for bringing joy to me and even making me smile. Thanks for coming to my rescue just when i thought i would have broke down.....all these "gratefulness".....i really don't know how to put them in words. I know you wouldn't read this but i guess i just had to write it down in remembrance that i had a friend like you.

I know YoYo is very keen on going travelling. Sometimes i really admire her for who she is. She is not afraid of travelling alone. Well, i don't think i can ever do that. I still need someone to go with me. She brought me to Mandurah last friday. I struggled for quite a while before i decided to reject Jack's request for helping him to tend his stall. I guess it would be a better choice for me anyway. We had fun. It was like the only day when i am free from all stress =))

Overall, life here has been good. I will certainly miss everything here. My only troubles are how am i going to move all my stuffs back home? And how can i settle all my rental fees and phone bills?

See you in my next post guys. I promised Marie that i will write that post - My Sweet Valentine XD

Don't know how to cry....

Hello people, obviously I am in Perth right now. This is exactly my fifth day in perth. If you ask me, do I enjoy it? I would have to say, I do. It is orientation week. Everyone is busy with their stuffs, so I pretty much spent most of my time alone. It is not a bad thing to be honest for I can get rid of all tense and awkward moments. I kinda hated myself for spending too much time on useless things that I ve completely forgotten that I am still in the middle of my novel competition and that I have yet written half of the story.

Serve me right for wasting my time. Well, I can't say I am feeling very happy either. Nothing feels right! Although I am back to the same place, seeing the same faces and doing the same stuffs, but the feeling is not right anymore. I don't wish to become like that. I wanna be happy and help out like before. I am sick of all dramas and having to pretend to be someone which is not me. Now only I realized how pathetic I am. All along these whiles, I am just pretending to be someone else. But now, who cares? I am just being ME! I won't stand all these nonsenses anymore. It is okay if you can't accept who I am. I will try to stay as far away as possible for I no longer feels belong anymore.

Life is always like this. Just when I am getting used to something, then you'll have to adjust yourself to something new. What else can I do? And what can I say? I don't know what I want either. All I can say is "Thanks for the memories"!I'll be strong! Please continue to act this way, for the more you guys treat me better, the harder for me to say good bye! I don't wanna leave with a complicated heart. This is good enough! At least I know that I used to be part of the gang. Really!!I am fine....

PS: Arghhh..I don't meant it to be an all emo nemo poost! But there is no one I could talk to. BB is too far away. And I can't even online. What I have is this one and only Blackberry which is durable enough for me to access to what I want! I want internet....

30 days more to go, and I will be back!!!! Can't wait. I kinda regret for going back so late :((( I just wanna leave....

Going back

Hello World....Happy Rabbit Year to all!

Just a short update today. I am flying back to Perth in less than 12 hours.

Don't know why, i don't really feel like going back now =( I hate to leave all my beloved ones here even if it is only for a short one month. And yet, i know i will think differently once i landed my foot on Perth's land. So complicated huh?

Anyway, i hope i can continue to seek for what i want and fulfill my dreams =)

GOOD BYE JB. I will miss you dearly. See you in a month's time. To all my dearest ones, please do take good care of yourself k? Don't fall sick and be sure to love one another. I'll see you soon. Have a great time people!!

HELLO PERTH..........HERE I COMEEEEEEEEE....

I love you, You Love me, we are HAPPY FAMILY XD

Hello dearest peeps, wishing you all a very HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR in advance. The starting of Year 2011 has been a great challenge for me. I always think that our heavenly Father is very naughty at times XD for He never fails to put me in all sort of tests and challenges. Sometimes i passed His tests for me and yet, sometimes, i failed to do so. No matter what, thank you Lord for showering me with your grace and mercy all the time. I am sure this year will be great. People, some of you may have already know that i am coming back to Singapore to continue my studies. Yes, people, i am giving up my life in Perth and to come back here for good. There are many reasons which i have to consider before making this decision. I am sure, this is the best route for me. Not only for the sake of my future but also for the sake of my responsibility and beloved ones here =))

 I had a marvellous reunion with my beloved JB S.H.E!! Thanks for waking me up at 7am this morning Hebe Ting. Awww man, it was such a good memories to me when i recalled back how Hebe Ting used to wake me up around 6.30am last time for she wanted to come to my house. SHE always had unusual gathering. We broke our record this time for we did not hang out at Lavender but my home. It has been great chatting with you girls today. And oh my, i am not looking for a sissy boyfriend so stop finding one for me =) I have my dreams to fulfill. Thank you girls for being so supportive over my decision to come back here. Finally, SHE don't have to meet once every year. We can be together once more =))

Baby阿姨问我“你为什么那么不舍得澳洲的生活呢？回来不好吗？我们大家都在。也200%赞成你回来！”我想了一下便回她“我舍不得那里的朋友和教会！我怕我再也交不到像他们一样好的朋友了！”可是她却告诉我，“不管怎么说，最了解你的好姐妹朋友们都在这里。好朋友是不用天天在一起的。当你有事情时，那个会出现的就叫做朋友！！！”

仔细想想，她说的也并非没道理。我虽然很喜欢很喜欢那边的生活，但如果我是因为朋友而放弃了自己的亲人和好姐妹们，那我真的是“大烂人"！我不能那么自私而只想到我自己。我知道我的家人需要我。我也知道这是上帝的安排。回来了，我才发现，原来这里有很多人需要帮助。

Even if it is only one soul, i am willing to give up anything to save that soul =))

Chatting with dearest Hebe Ting and Selina Bear can really made my day. Remember, no matter what happen, 我们都要把自己陪养成一位秀气的人！！梦想永远是我们的第一！