" Hi, 我是Selina!我是 Hebe!我是 Ella !我们是 -S.H.E" This is one of our most favourite phrase. We are CRAZY over S.H.E (a taiwanese band) We adore their songs. We adore their looks. We adore everything of their's. Yea...i don't know how we became JB S.H.E. Maybe because we lived quite near to each others, so we tend to take the same bus. Alright, let me give you a quick update about my girls. I knew SELINA BEAR first. I knew her when i was 6 years old, in Tadiki Pelita. We were young......so didn't really know what is the meaning of friendship. We are just playmates. Remember how silly we were to play "Ice-cream". Selina Bear loves that =)) It is like we both take turns to be the ice-cream seller. All of a sudden, she will asked me "Hey, which ice-cream flavor do you want?" And my answer will forever be "ORANGE". You know in olden days, there is a type of icy ice-cream of lemon flavor, orange flavor and etc??Yea...and hey..i was 6 years old at that time and that was the only ice-cream i ever tried before. I was amazed when it was my turn to be the ice-cream seller. She was like "My turn my turn...come on..ask me which flavor i want?" I was like "Oh..which ice cream flavor do you want?" Then she answered "I want strawberry with cones, and i want to add 5 strawberries in my ice-cream, and some choco. Oh ya..and add some biscuits to it!" Wowww.....childhood...how i miss my childhood period! And yea..we graduated from Tadika Pelita in year 1996. We never met each other for 6 years. 6 YEARS!!!YES..THE WHOLE 6 YEARS. But surprisingly, when it was time for me to step into that unknown, and mysterious Secondary school life, i can still recognize her right at the first sight. I meant the minute she stepped onto bus 2627, i knew she was Yip Bei Bei. It was during one of the sunny days in year 2003. She was shocked when i walked up to her and asked "Are you Yip Bei Bei?I am sure you forgotten me but i was in the same kindergarten as you." We both smiled...........and we are FRIENDS again!!!=) Friendship does exist!!I strongly believed in FATE.....!And i believe we will be friends forever....With that i ended our situation with S.H.E's song-不想长大
我不想我不想不想长大
长大后世界就没有童话
我不想我不想不想长大
我宁愿永远都笨又傻
我不想我不想不想长大
长大后我就会失去他
我深爱的他 深爱我的他
已经变得不像他
我不想我不想不想长大
长大后世界就没有童话
我不想我不想不想长大
我宁愿永远都笨又傻
我不想我不想不想长大
长大后我就会失去他
我深爱的他 深爱我的他
怎麽会爱上别嗰他
Everyone will believe in the existence of something.....just like i believe in the existence of fairy tales and all those demons and angels thingy. Likewise, i also believe in the existence of "FRIENDSHIP". Why?Look at us....Selina Bear stayed so near to me, but we never met each other for ONCE during the whole 6 years. Fate brought us together again......Thank you "FATE"........!Even though you can be a bit nasty at times, but still, i want you =))))) I'll define more on you later...to show you how nasty you are. Have you ever thought of not growing up just because you are afraid to lose what you have curently?Well...I DO!!I don't want to grow up... Look at the picture above!That was during our graduation day in year 2007!!I realized, we didn't take any pictures at all since 2003 till 20o6. We started keeping track of our memories when after we graduate. Can i say the 3 of us were never in the same class before for the whole 5 years? Yes....we were never in the same class before. People said our friendship will change...but i prove them wrong. We are still as good as anything and we have strong bond between us. Let's talk about Hebe Ting. She is an extremely smart girl who always say she is not smart. Can i say she is a genius?Yes..to me, i think she is way too smart!!Plus, she is a year younger than us. I knew her because we were in the same bus. She always invented some strange sound. For example, Rabakkkkkkk, frog sound, and etc. I find her a bit weird initially for she seldom talk. Maybe she thinks i am crazy too....!!Well, no matter what, despite the major differences in both our characters, we are still good friends =))))))))) Young as she was, but she is really mature in her thinking. I SALUTE HER!!And because she is mature, i always called her Grandmother. And yea..she is my Ah Ma. We had a really good time We used to bicker everyday....we created lame jokes, we did many stupid things together, we made fun of those E.C Boy's, we created lame songs for them, we backed up one another, we cried together, we attended tuition classes together, we hanged out at City Square, we laughed like lunatic, we worked together at Grace Yeoh & Associates........!!We did so many things together..........!Although i know she is quiet(basically because she doesn't know how to express herself), but i know you are sincere. I just wanna thank God for sending me a friend like her. Although we seldom contact, but i can assure you that we will be friends for life. S.H.E rawkzz!!!Those were the tears we shed.........the happy moments.......!Don't worry, there are more to come. I miss those songs that we created. For example, our Banana song for the BLACK SHOES.......
总是要流一些滚烫热泪
才能换来对于爱的体会你看
世界没有毁灭 心也没有碎
其他的就交给时间解决
S.H.E - 爱就对了
Did i ever tell you that tears can make you stronger? Hmm...this is what someone told me when i cried!!I was so inspired by his words that i know it is not wrong to cry. People, never give up when you are facing tonnes and tonnes of troubles. Whenever you feel like crying, just cry =))) Tears can really make you stronger. But hey, you must have an optimistic mindset when you cry ok?Don't cry as if this is the End of the World. Remember, no matter what happened, be sure to choose "Joy" over anything else. Life is short....live it to the fullest!! I missed the time when we are together. We did a lot of crazy stuffs. Whenever people hear noises around them, they will know it is the "SETAREANS". Yes..we are from SETA, and i am proud to be a SETA Girl. But i know my S.H.E's gang is not as crazy as my dearest Leo gang. So i am glad that i have many different sort of gangs that gave me different perspectives. You can learnt a lot from them actually. Bestfriends do quarrel also right?Yes...i had my first and last quarrel with Selina Bear in year 2004. I don't know what happened at that time, but she started ignoring me for no reasons. I remembered everyone started ignoring me too but time proved my innocent. People started realizing they were wrong, and they apologized to me. Selina Bear felt bad too.......for we are on a Cold War for more than one month. With zero contact and not even a "hi" or "smile". I don't want to lose this friend at all. Really!!I don't want to lose any of my friends but there is nothing i could do. I was crying the minute she said "Sorry" to me. I don't know how to describe the feeling of it. You have to experience it yourself. At the same time, Hebe Ting has some misunderstandings towards me...and hence, we didn't talk for a few days. Yes, just a few days!!We solved things between us. During that time, i found myself another group of friends. Even though i still don't understand the reason why all these takes place at the same time...but in another way, i kind a feeling grateful that all these happened. Why?Because it makes me realized that there are more people outside who really appreciate me as their friend. Thanks to Jennifer and Machi Zhi Xian and Tomoyo who always stood by me during that awful period. I know i couldn't thank each and everyone here...but i remember you all....
SHE-天灰
如果你不再出现我的世界
还有什么可贵
可惜不够时间让我们试验 什么叫永远
想念变成怀念心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切你最后属于谁
我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯 早已经全都熄灭
Yes...what will happen if i never met these people at all in my life? People will say "Good!!There won't be anymore bickerings and unhappiness around!" But i don't think so. If i never met all these people, i don't think my life will be happy either. World, appreciate all the people who came into your life. Even though some of them may only appear for just a short while, but the memories are more than enough to last you for a life time. Right, although we are miles and miles apart, but the thought of them will always makes me stronger. After comparing all our past pictures to our latest pictures, i realized we ve all grown up. Not in the sense that there is major changes in our appearance but our thoughts changes. We faces many obstacles in our life but i never thought of giving up just because i know they are always there to give me the best comfort. “慢慢的才知道,不要把自己想得有多高,没有绝对性的胜利,也没有绝对性的失败”(Slowly, you will realized that, a person should not think too highly of themselves because there is no success or failure) Everyone is equal!!I am glad that JB S.H.E is always in their most natural form. People said, "Hey, why don't you dress up or put some make up on your face. Look at all your friends...they are so mature and beautiful. " I hate to say this, but sorry, you have spoken to the wrong person. I am someone who minds inner beauty terribly. As i said, i don't care if you are the prettiest or the most famous girl in this world, but as long as your characters are not good, then to me, you are most ugliest girl ever. I hate to say this, but i hate it when people compare me with another girl. I hate to be compared. Everyone is different innerly and outerly. I am just myself. Why can't you just compare both side?Why must you compare only the outlook? Grrrr.........i hate all these!Anyway, yea...i just wanna say "THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU" to Selina Bear and Hebe Ting. Both of them were there for me whenever i need them. Whenever they know i am down, they will take me to MCD, and together we attacked all the fries and burgers. Then we will crap crap crap non-stop. Thanks girls......!You know, you guys always make me strong. And with that, i would like to introuduce you to our most favourite song. OUR SONG
SHE-魔力
I have you to be with
Everything will be easy
晒的阳光
淋的雨滴都
值得回忆
I have you to be with
懂心不够近才怕距离
心电感应绝不断讯
会如影随形
曾灰心以为
我来错了世界
太多想法很另
类找不到人了解
当我说的感觉
牵动着你的脸
互动的泪
让我们变得特别
你是我的魔力
想要勇敢就想你
一眨眼睛
把不如意都变成流星
你是我的魔力
心情不好我就想你
删除忧郁
复制甜蜜
笑容不结冰
幸福是间电影院
没有单人的座位
要肩并肩
This is one of the best moment we had. It was during the time when Aya, the japanese girl is around. We had lots of fun with her. I used to think that life is so unfair. Why?Because some people were born smart, and some weren't that smart. Some were born pretty whilst some were not. See?How unfair life can be. But now, i get rid of that thought. So what if they were born smart or pretty or rich? Are they really happy? I am glad with my life....!!Yes, i prefer my own simple and meaningful life. “慢慢的才知道,生活是有很多不公平的,你一定要正视,相信实力和群终的眼睛”(Slowly you will realized that life is really unfair. You must learn to accept the ability and the truth in people's eyes) I don't really want to agree with this phrase because i don't want to side the reality. I hate reality because they are cruel. And yet, sometimes, it is hard to avoid reality. What can we do??Be strong!!I said we can cry but i also did added that "Tears make you stronger" Let us all create our own legend. World...are you with me??SHE-S.H.E.R.O
先转身 先自由
先说再见 先解脱
世界在 他背后
原来这么 的辽阔
也坚强 也温柔
也有紧握 的拳头去敲奏
全新生活的节奏
那是谁说 女孩没有ROCK'N ROLL我对我说 当最后只剩下我谁是我英雄? Thanks for being with me during my sweetest 17th. As you know, i don't like birthdays, because i don't want to grow old. But my friends are always there for me. Picture can speak thousand words. So, i won't define more on it!!I can only say, i really enjoyed the time i had with you girls.
SHE一起开始的旅程
一起作半,一起游玩,一起分享,青春的宝藏
一起前进,一起转弯,一起想下一个梦想....
We all had dreams!!We had big dreams. Selina Bear's biggest dream is to buy a house and get her family to stay with her. Hebe Ting's biggest dream is to quickly finish off her Polytechnique and to get a job to live a simple life. Hehe..but i think she would rather settle down with her "Anata". I am happy for you girl. As long as it is your own choice and decision, you will always have our blessings. What about my dreams??Shhhhhhh.....i'll keep it private and confidential...... Vandalism!!!Hebe Ting sort of too free with nothing to do and she tend to draw all of us on her table. I am glad i took a picture of it. I am the pig. They always called me a pig. You wanna know why? All my friends will know that i have a strange habit of asking them questions. But all my questions are stupid and meaningless. All of a sudden, i will pointed out to one friend and say "Hey i ask you a question!" Then they will say "Yes?" I will continue "If you were a pig,.........i meant what will you do if you were a pig?" And they will go "JI JA BOOOOOOMMMMMMM" Hahaha...those were the days. Don't worry girls...i will bomb you guys with my most favourite question again when i am back. "IF YOU WERE A PIG..............." Sometimes, when i am crazy, i will just shout out loud " I am a pig!!" Then they will say "Yea..we knew that!!But why you wanna become a pig?" And i will say "Because a pig can eat eat eat all day long and sleep sleep sleep all day long. Plus they are so cute." Again they will go "JI JA BOOOOOOOOOMMM!" Anyway, i am always known as a devil. Especially when i am suddenly quiet and don't feel like talking. The rest will be so scare.....!Sorry girls...because i am the Demon Princess so i am always emo. But trust me, i don't hate all of you!!I am just being myself...=)) You guys are great!!
七朵花-My Dear Friend
My dear friend
不管刮风下雨
你有什么事情
陪你一起等风雨过天晴
My dear friend
世界如此拥挤
我们能够相遇
是这个世纪最biang最炫的奇蹟 Monkey trio!!Who are we? Did i ever mention that i hate death? I hate the fact that there are people leaving this World each day. And i hate it most when my own kins or someone whom i knew left me. Eversince i had my own memory, the first death i encountered is the loss of my uncle. Well, based on the rank and identity all, he should be my uncle but he is younger than me. He had gotten this stupid leukemia disease and he left the world at the age of 8. I was 10 at that time. My grandfather left us in the early 2007 and my grandmother and my friend, James,left us last year. Everyday, every moment, every seconds, there are bound to be people leaving us. I just hope that there won't be any more people leaving me. Yes, especially the ones i knew. Please please please...take good care of yourself. Don't fall sick and be very very careful!!Life is so unpredictable. We can never predict what will happen tomorrow. But if someone has to leave, i rather that person would be me....so that i don't have to endure all painful sights and feelings. I know i am selfish. Why??I don't have to feel the pain but it doesn't mean the rest won't feel pain at all. Anyway...i pray that everyone will be safe and sound!!Mum told me that granny(Father's side) is getting weaker and weaker. I just hope that she will be fine.....!I will always live beneath the fact that, if a person has to leave the World, it means that "God wants him/her more!God wants to stop them from pain and i believe they will lead a better life in Heaven!" I want to stress on it one more time....World, Life is short!!!Try to make some changes in your life so that you won't live with regrets.
“只怕我生命太短,来不及陪你笑笑,画在我手上,属于我们的天堂,避开所有别人眼光,自由飞翔。。。。。。。。。。。。。”
Selina Bear's sister, Xiao Hong's birthday party celebration at MCD!And hence, S.H.E reunion once more. World, did i ever ever tell you that i love reading fantasy? Especially angels and magic power stuffs? And basically, i love reading children books. My official poser, Ah Mei, lent me a lot of books before i came to Perth and i really really enjoyed reading it. I specially loved the books of one author who named herself as the "Guardian God". We are all her Angels. Based on her name, you can actually guess what kind of books she will write. Yes, all her books are either angels, guardian god, moon city, sun city, and guardian angels. After reading all her books, "Angel of Memoirs"(记忆天使) left the greatest impression to me. I am not going to tell you the story. Go and read it yourself. Guardian God has written a new book...=(( I hope the book is still available when i go back to Malaysia this coming December.
Everyone has got something which is important to them and they MUST carry it with them everyday. To Xiang Xiang, one of the main character in the "Angel of Memoirs", the angel necklace is her life. What is important to me? Clover? Treble Clef? Yes, they are important!!They represented my lucks, love, dreams, and friendship. But my BLACK and WHITE bangles represent ME...!!Check out my bangles below....! I love black and white. And hence, my bangles are both in black and white. I had this with me 3 years back before i went to NS, and even before i went up to KL. It has been me for the whole 3 years and it never once leave me. These bangles has went through all ups and downs with me. I am used to the "cling cling" noise of my bangles. It represents ME!! Remember how Chen An, my taylor's daddy used to say "If it weren't because of these bangles, i wouldn't have know where you are!I can recognize your sound!" and "Without these bangles, you don't feel like VIOLA!" All my friends can recognize the sound of my bangles. If you can't, then you are not my friend. Haha..joking joking!!I felt so uncomfortable without it. There is a story behind this bangles but i am not going to say it =)) All i can say is these 2 bangles are important to me. No wonder i felt so unlucky and weird these 2 weeks, because i miss the sound of my bangles T.T T.T T.T!!
Guardian Angel 能不能,让我再见你一面。。。。 "Even though we've changed and we're still finding our own place in the World, we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spread across our face, we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point that we are not friends"
“慢慢的才知道,现实和想法的差踞,必须要随机应变,跟上步代。。。”(Slowly we will realized that there is a great difference between reality and thoughts. We need to be alert and quick in order to follow up.......) A lot of people might think it is hard to do so....!Yes, having to move on fast when you haven't even enjoy the beauty of something is a hard task. You get what i meant? It is like we have achieve certain stages, but in order to catch up with reality, we have to move on. Isn't it tiring? But again for me..i meant FOR ME, i won't!!Life is like a journey.I will just stop whenever i am tired.......because i used to be like that too. I am just rushing and hurrying without knowing what happen. I don't even know what am i doing or what i have done. What did i gain in the end?NOTHING. I don't care if reality or someone in front is willing to wait for me or not...because i don't think the World is gonna stop to wait for me when i am tired of walking on. I learnt to treat myself better by just "stop" when you don't feel like walking on. We are just a bit slower than the others..but eventually, we will reach the same destination as them =)
心墙 - 郭静
心墙 - 郭静
一个人
眺望碧海和蓝天
在心里面 那抹灰就淡一些
海豚从眼前飞越
我看见了最阳光的笑脸
好时光都该被宝贝
I loved Tarot cards. I should say i am interested in Tarot. Remember there was a time when Popular bookstores were having hot sales for Tarot Cards. I regretted for not buying it. It was so beautiful. Anyway, guess where we are in the above picture?? Johorians....you guys should know. This is TAROT CAFE. Yes...S.H.E reunion by the fate of tarot. Believe in fate?? Well i do. Fate can come in many ways. It can be good sometimes but not ALWAYS. Fate can be unexpected too. For example, i never thought i could meet Shan-Mei in Korea and to realize she is staying in Perth. I never thought i could meet Sean in Perth. I never thought i could meet Han Na during one of the Leo Activities. I never thought i could meet my new Godma during my my Korea Trip.For the chances for us to meet are totally impossible. Thank god for all these. FATE...i love you for once...just because you create surprises for me once in a while. But i do hate you too....you are really mean and nasty to me at times. Why do you create chances for me to meet certain people but took the "Fate" away from us? Sometimes i don't know if i should hate you or love you =((( But no matter what happen, i'll always appreciate every happenings around me. I believe everything happens for a reason =)) Look on a brighter side..and everything will be fine. I will be happy....for i have a contract with "Fate" and "Happiness"....
SHE-我和幸福有约定
不害怕 不担心
我和幸福有约定
就算是寂寞也不理
因为思念让爱零距离
为了你 我愿意
多用心照顾自己
也请你千万别忘记
我们曾和幸福有约定 The picture above was taken in year 2008 when we celebrated Selina Bear's birthday. I like to celebrate people's birthday but hate to celebrate mine. Funny right? But if possible, i want to keep track of all our memories!!I may not remember everything that happens in my life, but i can assure you that, if i know you, i will never ever forgets your name =) “慢慢的才知道,很多东西是可遇而不可求的,很多东西只能拥有一次”(Slowly we will realize that, a lot of things are meant to be seen but cannot be owned. A lot of things can only be owned ONCE) If life is really like what this phrase says, then i really have to remember everything that happens in my life. So i think i gotta get Mrs Cammie soon. I want her to be part of my life. Can you hear the voice of Mr Cammie?He is calling for you from afar...!!
SHE-北欧神话
被遗忘的神话里有谁的曾经
我们的泪变成故事里的风景
故事里的北欧有海盗在盛行
那是我们熟悉亲切的族群被
遗忘的神话里有谁的曾经
我们的命运被改写成了作品
那誓言跟那时间比要怎么赢
你说永远等我的话 在飘零 Yummy right??JB S.H.E will gather only at one place. And that is Lavender. Why? Because our dearest Selina Bear loves Lavender plus she randomly just said one of the waiter is good looking...and we assumed that is her Prince. So eversince then, Lavender Prince becomes our hot topic. But did i ever tell you about the encounter between me and Lavender Prince? That was the past anyway...!Nothing special.....but i'll never forget that day!!I love Yam cake. Honestly, i love all cakes....but Yam cake is something which i MUST order whenever i go there. I still remember a time when the Queen (my mummy) had a fight with Daddy. She was in bad mood and didn't want to to talk to Daddy at all. So when Daddy came and took us out to dinner at Lavender, Mummy was angry and she started scolding me and blaming me for everything. To cut the story short, she basically just used me as an excuse to scold Daddy. Poor me!!I was like "Why are you scolding me?It is not even my fault!" Then i kept quiet and didn't want to talk to her. The Queen realized she was wrong..and i think she actually felt guilty. So she bought me a yam cake. I think that was her way of saying "Sorry" to me. I felt like crying at that moment...!Seriously, next time don't scold me for no reason =(
别说对不起
别让我伤了心才说
不是故意我却无法怪你
别说对不起
别让我的爱情变成
廉价物品我却只能爱
Look at that. These two pictures are our latest pictures!!How i miss my girls!!We still looked the same physically. Well, maybe they have grown taller but i certainly did not grow an inch. So pathetic!! Anyway, i finally arrive at my heart diaries session. Wanna know what time is it now? It showed 3.42am. I ve been spending my last 8 hours on this post. Selina Bear...you better read every single words of it!I thought i will never be able to finish this post but i WON'T GIVE UP!Since i have the urge to write, so why don't i just finish it? Dare to Dream, Dare to Accept!! My topic for today's Heart diaries session will be "So Near Yet So Far". You know the feeling is like, you see something which you very much wanted to own but you can't. This kind of feeling can seriously drives me crazy. Just when i have made up my mind to give up, something unexpected will happens. Why? Tell me why........!Whenever i tell BB i wanna give up, she will be like "No way man, you can't!!I fully support you" I am seriously tired. You might be able to lie to yourself, thinking that there is always hope. But, your heart knows that you are actually having zero hope. So why am i still holding on? Why do i wanna trouble myself for nothing. And yet, i really don't know what am i doing so far. What should i do? Or rather, what can i do? BB, I don't how long can it last but if one day, i meant IF one day, “当我流下放弃的泪水时,那就表示我是真的累了!!”Okay...i don't want to blabber too much on this for i can feel my head spinning. Sorry World, my mind went blank all of a sudden. Maybe i'll make up to you guys by continuing this topic in my next post. Keep you in suspense first =P
World, finally.......after struggling for 8 hours, i am DONE with this post!Yayy....i hope i won't come crawling to my blog after 2 days to update again!I received A LOT of comments saying that my posts were too long. Sorry guys, but i have to!!I try my best to make it short ok?Please don't give up on me!! My so-called friend, Star, suggested something about heaven and hell. Maybe i could include that in my next short story. Thanks Star, for once you decided to be a visible reader. So i shall praise you a bit here to prove that i am a good friend. Meanwhile, to keep you update, i am working on a new story. I suddenly have the inspiration and ideas to start working on a new short stories...but, this time, i can't assure you that i have the energy to translate it into English again. Yet, everything is possible!!I am feeling happy now because i ve fulfilled my promise. Hehe....Good night World...See you in the next post =)))))))))))))))))))
“爱情是一首美好的歌,但是它不容易谱写!”
Love is like a beautiful lyrics, but writing a song lyric is not an easy task"
3 comments:
I love you!!!haha^^
辛苦你了=)
JB S.H.E rocks~
I love you ...
You love me ...
We are happy family ~~~
yayy...girls!!I love you You love me...we are happy family!~!I strongly believe that the "anonymous" person is HEBE TING!!hehehehe....JB S.H.E RAWKZZ...
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