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I always thought I don't need the whole world to understand me as long as God understands me and that's enough. In fact, I still think the same!!! Why try so hard to get someone to understand you? In the end, there will only be lots and lots of misunderstandings. People will think you are an asshole even when your intention is good.

Father Lord, I only need You to understand me and all else don't matter anymore. I am sorry if I chose to give up. You taught me in Your words that serving You and coming to Your house would be the most joyous thing ever...but I don't feel that way anymore. Perhaps this is not the right place You intended for me. Even so, if it is Your plan, You will definitely create a path for me.