Sunday, January 23, 2011

Airplanes...

"Can we pretend that's airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now ,wish right now)"

Hi people, i have been lazy i know but i seriously could not find the mood to update. Many things happened recently...and i believe i will have to face yet another challenge in my life. Sometimes things might not turn out to be what i think. Sometimes i really don't know what God wants me to do. Sometimes,i really don't know what He has on His mind for me. I know He promised us an eternal life but He does not provide us a calm passage. This is what i learnt from this situation. I wanna blame people, i wanna be angry, i cried endless time...but towards the end, i am just following what He wants for me and i know i can't escape from all these. If this is what He wants, i shouldn't that stubborn as in to defy His order. Accept it and face it bravely =)
My beloved primary school classmates. Time flies and we have all changed (In the sense of characters whilst some changed in their looks) but Thank God for the strong friendship bonding. I love you guys!! I never thought my life will vary that soon. I never thought i will have to make decision which will change my life completely. Have you ever come accross a situation where you finds it hard to make decision? It is like both side are equally important to you but in the end, you can only choose one? I hate this kind of situation.

I guess i have already made my decision. I know it is a sudden decision. I can't get over it myself...but believe me, this is God's order for me. I will miss you guys super lot!I know i will.....T.T!! Singapore will be equally good to me. No matter where i am, you guys are always on my mind because you are the one who brought me back to God. And you have taught me how to grow spiritually and be strong. Don't remind me of the fact that i am leaving Perth when you see me on the 6th ok? Let me enjoy the one month's time with you guys before i bid my official good bye to you all =( My only regret is the fact that i couldn't continue fighting the battle with you all. Murdoch zone is a great one........you guys have put in endless amount of efforts. God will bless you all =)) Thank you guys for being alongside with me all these while. I guess i shall not write too much because it does makes me feel sad...

To the "You", i don't know if you can read this or not but i don't care anymore. Since this is the only place where i can tell out my own feelings, so i shall. i know i am being stubborn by saying that i will not give up on you until the day when i officially announced defeated! But this time,i promised you, i will have to force myself to let go. I guess this is God's answer for me...that i stand no chance at all. Not only have i lost the path to go closer to you but i also lost the chance to know you more. I guess this is what they called - No fate!!Please do go and pursue the thing that you want!!I am just going back to where i belong. I guess you and i are from a very different World. I can never catch up your steps nor being able to step into your World. Even if i am willing to sacrifice my own World and to join you, but i guess your World will never have the space to fit me in. I am glad that you exist in my life no matter whatever outcome it is. It will be hard in the beginning, but i gradually get used to it as time goes by.

People, i know this is super emo. I don't regret with the decision that i have made..but i seriously hate to leave the people there..especially when i have already made up my mind to invest all my strength in order to fight the battle with them. What can i do?? Believe that this is God's will for me. Will i be able to accept it?? Will i be able to feel grateful towards Him for all these? People, i am leaving all the memories in Perth and to come back to the place where i belong!For the sake of Him and the beloved ones, i have to give up the life which i grew to love....=(( I hope i can be strong......

Monday, January 17, 2011

Broken pieces of Miracle (奇迹的碎片)

Aloha folks, i actually do feel like sleeping now but Nope, instead of spending my day doing nothing, i think i better write my blog. It makes me feel better (I am lying to myself ain't i?) Anyway, Secret time!!This time i am really sharing my secret with you people. Shhh...don't give me away ok? For i know who my readers are XD I know you guys won't give me away. Won't expose too much but i guess for my besties, you'll get what i mean later on =)
 Went with Wawa Pig to Harris Popular last Sunday. We spend the whole day sitting in the bookshop because according to her, the books are Free of charge. I could read as long as i like. 娃娃猪说,“既然你那么喜欢看书,那我们就每个星期都来这里看书吧。我们要陪养气质!!” 哈哈。。。我就这样和她废了很久。不过,我想我的心情是快乐的。我很久没有像这样和娃娃猪出门了。我很庆幸她还是原来的她。她是我的邻居+朋友+妹妹+学妹!!!
                                               
 最近的我,都把钱花在书本上。虽然贵,但,我已经很久没有好好的阅读华语小说了。快要加入二十一岁的我仍然爱看青少年小说。我现在才发现,在澳洲过着没有华语的那一年是多么的痛苦。

我很感谢妈咪在我十四岁的夏天硬逼我去补习华文。当时的我,认识的字少得可怜!就连发音都很有问题。老师还要逼我把笔画都背起来!久而久之,我迷上了唱歌,也开始迷恋那些台湾明星。我当然会想去多了解我的偶像呀。因为喜欢唱歌,我就慢慢开始背歌词。我也学会了汉语拼音的技巧。字看得多,我就自然的会认得它。从此,我就爱上了华文,也爱上了看华语小说 (从小到大,我只看英文书)
                                              
 娃娃猪要我好好的陪养气质!当然,我是不可能办得到!因为,我就是我嘛!!!哈哈。。以前的我,无论是看报纸还是文章,我最多只会读 10% - 20% 的字。就连我读的第一本小说(遇见王子的那一刻),我也只明白50%而已。现在已经好很多了啦。。。。虽然我还是需要字典和汉语拼音的功能。它们都我的好朋友。没有它们的话,我更本打不出字嘛。再告诉你一个密秘,我不会用笔写华语字!只能用电脑!!很差对吧??
我最大的梦想就是能做自己喜欢做的事!我喜欢幻想。从小就喜爱凭自己的想像力和感觉来写出一堆文章!无论是英语作文或马来语作文,我都很容易和它们打成一片。也就是因为这样,所以我其它科目都考得很差吧??哈哈。。没有啦!!我是想说,没有人是完美的。每一个人都有他们自己的喜爱和强项。上帝是公平的!!

我要当个梦想家!!我要继续写故事,继续用文字来创造我的人生(虽然我从来都没有想过我会以华文为主!) 其实,我们大马也是有很多人才的。就是因为读了他们的书,才激发了我“敢梦敢接受”的念头。谢谢你们!!
这是我目前最喜爱的小说。我喜欢音乐。就像Selina Bear所说的,音乐乐器都是我们的情人。只是我没有她那么多情人啦。 我的一号情人是我的小提琴。二号当然是我的刚琴咯。我还没找到我的三号情人。也许,我会考虑寻找下一个情人吧。音乐万岁!!!!让我们一起加油吧。

每当一有新的灵感时,我就会烦恼 + 头痛很久。到底该怎么写呢?我很想把我身边所有喜爱人物 + 喜爱的东西和回忆都写进故事里。但,我总不能每一本小说都把同样的事物全部加进去吧?以前的我,只会写爱情故事。只喜欢幻想这些浪漫事物。也会把文章寄到某某周刊。看戏看太多也不好啦!!可是,当我写出来时,我发现文张好像都少了些什么。于是,我开始寻找另一段奇迹。由于,我喜欢童年,所以我决定停止写那些关于爱情的。我决定介入孩子们的内心,用和他们一样的心态来观看这个世界!!虽然听起来像是发梦,但是,我想信这世上是真的有奇迹的。我做得到!!对于奇迹,我是抱着一种 “If you never seek, you'll never find ” 的观念。奇迹会在不知不觉中发生,但,有时候,我们得好好把握它。去寻找 “奇迹的碎片”吧!在世界各地都散落着奇迹的碎片!请不要错过它哦!!没错!!《奇迹的碎片》就是我最新文章的标题。我把它分成两个故事。一个当然少不了爱情啦。。而另一外个是属于孩子们的奇迹。故事还没有终结,相信我很快就可以完成了。加油!加油!加油!

对不起,我亲爱的朋友们!请原谅我的《非你不可,就是爱你》一直停留在“第四章”。因为我没带字典过去澳洲,所以很多字我都不会写。对不起!!我答应你们,我一定会努力完成它的。请不要忘了这个故事哦,因为“它”是属于我们的回忆。。。。

虽然我一直都在追着时间跑,但,我过得很充实。我喜欢这样的生活。 加油吧,未来就在前方。。。。

Friday, January 14, 2011

Finally, i have HER back to myself XD

Helloooooooooooooooooooooo peeps, i know it has been while since i last updated (Well, it is less than a week only =X) I have so much to update that i don't know where to start. Hmmm....my brain is not working at all. Did i overused my brain? Nonsense!!!! We used to say that our brain is full of knowledge that it can't absorb mroe of it. I remembered vividly, when i was in Primary 6, which was 9 years ago, Mr Lim (My science teacher) askes us, "Do you think Albert Einstein is very clever? " All of us nodded our little heads. Then he continued, "You see, he was so clever and he knew a lot of things. When he died, people took his brain out to be experimented. And they found out that he only used less than 10% of his brain!!" All of us were shocked with our mouths opened wide. "You see, he was so clever and yet he didn't overuse his brain. So, you all shouldn't say that your brain is bursting and that you can't absorb more knowledge!!" said Mr Lim.

Now, what should i say? CONTINUE WRITING OF COURSE....my brain is not bursting yet...
 Went for a 3 days 2 nights trip to Singapore with my Perth besties. It was fun. Now, i always believed that God has homeworks for us to do in every situation. From this trip, i ve learnt the power of tolerance. Sometimes, there are things which you don't really feel like doing it but you just can't say "No" . No matter how much i wanna shout, how much i don't wanna do it, but in the end, i have got to do it. I remembered there's a pastor telling us that we got to obey what God has planned for us. If HE asked us to do something, JUST DO IT!! Even if we don't like it, JUST DO IT! For sure, HE has his reasons for everything. I am glad i obeyed HIM. And hence, i am happy XD

PS: Saw this bear bear when i went to the Universal Studio with my dearest Mummy-san and Daddy-san two weeks ago. I fell in love with him the first time i saw him but Mummy-san asked me not to buy it. When she saw how sad i am, she said "Okay lah...if you like it, then go ahead and buy it!"  I was rather sore at that time so i say "NO thanks!!" But this time, when i go there with my besties, i saw the bears again. And i told Ms Foh "Hey look, the bear is smiling at me again. I really must buy it this time!!" XD...and i did!!

Say Hello...to CELLO!!! I named it Cello because i am Viola. I will meet my Cello one day =))
 And now, let's welcome my dearest sister, THE VIOLIN!!!! T.T T.T T.T T.T!!!!!!!!FINALLY................. after waiting for so long, i have her back to myself again. I manage to sell my super tiny and beloved Violin to Aunt AJ for cute little Barry is going to learn Violin soon.  Yayy...another cool guy joining The String's family. Welcome welcome....
So far, i am super pleased with my beloved Sister. I will never leave her alone again T.T!!Once again, i can continue to pursue my dreams. I have unfulfilled dreams and i did mentioned before that i wanna build up characters like Monkey D. Luffy - My favourite anime character from ONE PIECE. He is the one who inspired me to not give up on my dreams. And so, i am so not gonna give up. I won't mention what kind of dreams i will pursue..shhh...it's a secret!!I will share it if i fulfilled them all.

To be honest, i haven't give up on you. You can't change feelings right? Right now, i chose to entrust everything back to God. If this is what He wants for me, then i'll wait for it. If it is not, then i'll let it go gradually. I am not gonna make myself miserable for i know i haven't done anything at all. Maybe i am not the initiative type of person or maybe i am just lack of confident. Straightforward i can be but when it comes to action, i need to think twice. Nonetheless, after sorting everything out, i realized, my dreams are much more important than you. I meant, after much thoughts, i realized he is not on the top of my list. Which is a good thing too, for all along these while, i have been emo-ing too much and thinking too much of something which is not even R.E.A.L!!I better get on with my dreams..............only dreams can bring me back onto my road track again. Once again, my journey continues.......

Believe in miracles??? Well, i do!! I shall continue this in the next post. See you XD

Friday, January 7, 2011

I am thinking of you,,,我有你真好。。。

Hey Folks, i am back to continue my "Thanking the beloved ones" post again. I ve spend the whole day reading novels to get ideas to continue writing my novel. And hence, i wasted another day =(( Anyway, i am sure i will get it done soon. There isn't such word as "Failure" in Viola Ng Lee Hong's dictionary. I am here to tell you about my bestfriend since Form 2. When i say bestfriend, it means she is really really close to me XD
 Let's welcome my bestfriend - JENNIFER NG RONG AN. 中一同班时,我们读 1 Disiplin, 我并不会主动去认识她。再怎么说,我也是个新生嘛!!虽然读的是女校,但女孩子也有分友善和不友善的嘛。对不起啦,你给我的第一个印象是真的真的很不友善。而且我看你好像一直愁媚苦脸的,每天都生气,真想一拳打下去。不过,就在你说你要转去Convent时,我会觉得很伤心,虽然我都没有跟你说很多话,但我就是不喜欢别人要离开我的实事。
 就这样,我说了一句“你肯定转不到的!”你果然没有转校。而且,上中二时,你还是跟我读同一班。都说了,我们刚开始并没有很熟。你是个非常安静的人。从来都不多话。至到有一天,你突然打来跟我说,你在班上唯一的好友就快要搬去吉隆坡了。之后,你都会天天打来跟我讲心事,我们也渐渐变得有话谈了。你很喜爱台湾的李威而那时的我,很迷Toro。我们也变得无话不谈。我也很放心的跟你分享我的秘密。我们两原本就有一群特别好的朋友。每当下课或上下学,我们都会贴在一起。中二那年,可算是我最黑暗的一年,因为这也是我和我的JB S.H.E成员吵架超得最利害的一次。我们在没有理由的情况下,竟冷战了一个月的时间。不只这样,当年的我,让很多人都很容易误解我。明明就不是我做的,别人却硬要说成我就是那个幕后的“黑色老大”。也许是我很情绪化吧,所以容易让人误解。当全世界的人都视我伪敌,你却站在我这一边,从不让我感到寂寞。我不想让别人认为,我跟你变得很好,只因为我在利用你。你并没有理会别人怎样想,我们依旧那么好。你是一位让我最感动的朋友。你从来就没有怀疑过我的真假。我们之间有很多快乐与悲伤的回忆。
我把安静的 "Jennifer" 改造成一个让人感到出绮的“Talkative Jennifer"。有我在,你就会变得很多话。但,若我一请假没来上学,你就会变回以前那个又安静,话不多的你。 我不知道该拿你怎样?你是一个非常了解我的格性的人。也感谢你,愿意接受全部的我。你很会看我的脸色。知道我一不开口,就代表我当天心情不好。 对不起,在我的过度期间,我常对你发脾气,也常常无意间说话伤害到你。我是无心的,只怪我当时不会控制自己的情绪。

让我来告诉你一个我对你隐藏了多年的秘密吧。从我认识你的开始,我都是以一种“天不怕,地不怕”的格性和泼辣的外表来跟你相处。让人觉得,其是都是我在保护你。这也许会让你觉得没自信,常常要依赖我。你并不知道,现实中的我,其实是一位又胆小又没自信的人吧?你可不要被我的穿着和凶狠的外表给骗去。因为,真正的我并没有你想像得那么勇敢。(PS:这是我非常不愿意承认的事,不过这也没办法,我的软弱是个事实。我可以骗得了全世界,但我骗不了自己!!)可能你没察觉到,但你其实是个很坚强的女孩。不知从何时开始,我已经很少见你为某某事情而流泪了。或者是,我们其实都在对方面前装勇敢,不让对方担心。2005年尾,你告诉我你真的真的要转校了,我们在那一天的倒数,很有默契的一起哭了。我想你并不是想转校,只是没办法而已。我们流的是真心的泪水。。。。。。。

谢谢你愿意承认我是你最好最好的朋友。不管我骂你多少次,多生气你让男生伤害你,你却没有恨过我!虽然,在爱情方面,你我都佷愚蠢。我不得不承认,我真的很蠢。最新的事件你还不知道吧??放心。。。我会告诉你的。。=)我只想说,谢谢你到现在依然没有变。也没有忘记过我这位“朋友”。你还是那位我再也熟悉不过的“傻大姐”。这是我们之间的承诺,要当一辈子的好朋友,。。。谢谢你,My Dear Friend....

My dear Friend 不管颳風下雨
你有什麼事情 陪你一起等風雨過天晴
My dear Friend 世界如此擁擠
我們能夠相遇 是這個世紀最ㄅㄧㄤˋ最炫的奇跡

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

My first blogpost for 2011

Hello hello hi....hi hi hello....WORLD!(PS: This is what our Commander used to trick us while we are serving in National Service 3 years ago) Welcome to year 2011. Since future is uncertainty and i really can't predict what will happen throughout this year. But at least, i know i can entrust everything to God. He will handle the rest. Our Father will be so busy this year XD. Since this is my first post, let me start the year by continuing from my previous blogspot - Thanking those awesome people in my life.
 This two lads above are non other than leos from Leo Club of Chung Ling High School (CLHS). They were Shaw Jhee (President) and James (With specs, the Secretary). Both of them were the motivators for our club for they did really well. We had lots of memories with these people while we went to visit them in Penang =) Unfortunately, James passed away last year (Tragic of the waterfall in Kampar). It has been a great shock for all of us. Till now, i still can't believe you have already left us. I am sure you will always be remembered forever because it is just so hard to get rid of this name - JAMES KHOR WAN KHAI from my head. And as well as those funny, lame, sweet, and sad memories that we all shared. I will never forget January 3rd because it is your birthday. I promised you, i will visit you one day.....really i will....Please do take good care of yourself wherever you are. I do miss you...
 I always loved the picture above because it does looked like a family portrait. Even though we did not receive the Alpha Top Awards for fiscal year 2005/2006, but the success of the three of you really motivates us to strive harder. Thank you Shaw Jhee, James and Chee Hoe for all the jokes and wonderful moments. I wanna thank Judy too (The girl in black beside me) for all the undertaking and for building me up. Thank you for planting the fruit of confident in me. Thanks for giving me the chance to take up the role of President and to let me experience the World outside. We don't call the position President but we named it SUPERSTAR. So, you are lucky if you are chosen to be the future Superstar =) Thanks for all the encouragements and supports and hence, we succeeded XD
 Next, my two very very very awesome "TUITION" buddies - Sufee and Shawn. Together, we are the 3 Musketeers. (PS: Serve you right Shawn for being so superstitious about three person being in a photo and hence only Sufee and I gets to take picture together. But i am not that bad so i decided to include you inside the picture too XD And don't worry, i chose a nice one) I knew these 2 guys during my high school period where all the "Kiasu" students tend to enrol in nearly all subjects. I knew Sufee while i was 16, in Miss Fam's physic class. I must add to it that, i am really grateful to this Omega Tuition Centre even though i have to spend a large amount of tuition fees there. Why? Because without this tuition centre, i wouldn't be able to meet these two guys. I won't tell you in detail how we became buddies but apparently, it started off when i was laughing at what Sufee wrote in his Friendster profile about him wanting to enrol in Harvard University. Eversince that day, we talked lots of craps. Shawn came in a year after that when he enrolled in Mr Cham's physics class. Many things happened right? Between you and my girls. I am not going to mention it but serve you right for not telling us you were from EC in the first place. You know how EC boys hate SETA girls. Both Shawn and Sufee were genius!!Their results were super good. Goodness gracious...i felt so stupid whenever i am with you guys. Thanks for saving a seat for me every week. I know i am always late. Every Friday has become my favourite day of the week because it is the only day when i can get to see you both. And together, we cracked jokes and made fun of poor Mr Cham with his "Ah ah..hmm..yaaaa.." You guys always laughed at me for being selected to go National Service. That's very very mean of you both. but i'll forgive you both knowing the fact that i don't have to worry about me coming in late for i know there will be a seat for me XD . Plus, NS has turned me into an even more manly girl.

Though we don't get to see each other often after graduating from high school but, i am glad we still keep in touch. I am glad we still have endless topics to blabber about. Even though you guys decided to treat me like a brother (A boy in exact), but i am thankful that both of you always include me in your topics and never once leave me alone in tuition class. I am always afraid that i might be super lonely, for all my girls came in pairs. Surprisingly, i enjoyed sitting with you guys even if it means the spreading of rumours. I don't care about rumours and neither do you. Hence, we are still buddies =DD Sufee is like one of the most open-minded Malay's that i have ever met. He likes to test my trust for him in certain situations. I am proud to say, i always passed your test with flying colors huh? I will always remember what you wrote in your long long ago posts that in 10 years time, the 3 of us will be sitting in a coffee house with our spouses, laughing at how we used to argue in our tuition classes back then. I am really glad that you are my friend. As for Shawn, hmm...all the EC boys i met hated us because according to them, we are all super busybodies, super crazy, super ugly, super not ladylike, super cheap and all nasty names. But you are totally different. You wouldn't care where i am from. You wouldn't even mind if your friends spoke ill of us. And you are super super friendly and talkative. Goshh...another crazy friend i met. Though you almost scare Sufee off by saying how pretty you looked and will Sufee chase you if you were a girl? Now, don't try to say you have forgotten all these because we hadn't. I know you are the active one and likes to meet more new friends. Though we seldom contact, but once we talk, there will be endless topics. Thanks for giving me such nice memories guys....!Can't wait for the next meet up. As usual, whoever is late, lunch or whatsoever is on YOU!!But before that, you will have to receive torment from us. Shawn, remember how you search high and low for Baby Donuts in CS? Make sure you come early this time if you don't wanna experience the same thing again? See you guys soon. One for all and all for one =D
                                    
 MY GIRLS!!Never thought i could find a bunch of people whom i can confide my problems to. Even though i couldn't really 100% be myself in front of them, but i do appreciate the fact that they are always there whenever i need help. I wonder why is it so hard to be myself? Maybe because i don't feel belong or there are some other reasons. I wanna thank these girls for always listening to my blabberings. You girls made my first year in Perth an exciting and memorable ones. Everything started naturally and innocently. Food was the only topic we are concerned of. I meant both Dione and i can't have our tummy's empty. So it all started when we are always craving for food. That's when i gradually got closer to Edwina and Sophia. We are always craving for Maccas, Green and Cos, San Churros, Ramen, Ciao Italia, and etc. Besides that, we often do something crazy. Whenever we longed to do something, we will do it on the spot. That's why i loved these girls. We can even go for car rides in the middle of the night, with the GPS switched off. We drove as long as we like until we feel like going home. I specially missed our ELLY night. When can we have it again? In front of these girls, i can be confident like before. I can be as crazy as i like. Maybe because i feel as ease with them? There are not many people in Perth whom i can truly reveal myself to. You girls are exceptional. It is my pleasure to know you girls...thanks for everything. We shall grow stronger together this year =))
 And this bunch of people - The unruly Murdoch Zone. I shan't say much for i did talked about them in my previous posts. Through these people, i see determination, i see unity, i see manpower, i see sacrificial, i see great faith, i see optimistic, i see hardwork, i see A LOT!!In these people, i find myself wanting to fight alongside with them. They showed me how real God is and how blessed i am to be able to saved by Him. They taught me to love all people sincerely. They taught me to walk faithfully in God and believe that He has the best arrangements for me in life. They taught me to learn to entrust all that i am to God. They taught me A LOT! What would i become if i never met these people? What would i become if i chose to run away from Alph during orientation? What would i become if i don't agree to join them for their orientation activities? What would i become if i don't step out of my comfort zone? The answer is simple, and that is, i would never be able to find my way back home. Thank you people with all my heart......!Though i might complain, though i might feel weird, though i might even feel out of place sometimes, but in the end, my decision is still the same, and that is, i am willing to put on the armor prepared by God and to fight this battle alongside with this zone =D Murdoch Zone rawkz...
 Somewhere around year 2007, i received a text from Yvonne saying that "Lee Hong, you have been selected to go National Service". I was like " What??? Why me?" Even though selected or not being selected does not make any difference to me, but still, i have so much to do. Instead of spending my 3 months time in NS, i would rather find a job to do ...which i did, but i have to quite after working for 2 months because of this whole NS thingy. I am glad i followed God's will. I went to serve in NS. Three months passes really quickly. I met many friends during NS. I thought my NS life was like a beautiful dream and there will be no trace of me serving in NS before. But thankfully, i have these two wonderful friends who always keep track of me and never once lost contact with me. And hence, the beautiful memories of serving in the camp will forever be part of my life. All thanks to Sister Lam and Ting (from the picture above). Because of them, my life in NS became interesting and exciting. Because of them, i got rid of the thoughts of leaving camp early. Because of them, i know i can't trust people easily. Because of them, i can see clearly who are my true friends. I know i am always having mood swing and you guys are mostly the victims. I am so so so sorry but i do enjoyed my whole journey with you both. Now that we are in different states or rather, different countries, but i can assure you that, you girls are forever my friends. Remember our plan? To go Japan at the age of 25, which is in 5 years time. Make sure we fulfilled this dream ya.....Love you girls.....Though our characters are so much different from each other,but we can hit off well. So yea, continue to maintain this little friendship of ours ok? You guys are the best memories that i had throughout the whole service.
 COUNTDOWN FOR 2011 WITH MY BABES...!!I pray to be with you through rain and shiny days. Same people, same feeling, same style, same laughters, same appearance, same characters, same status, same craziness, same spirit and same preferences. And even the SAME PROBLEMs. We are looking for Chuck Bass (At least both me and BB are checking for someone like him.......) You know you love us, XOXO
You are learning fast. Don't give me that look Wawa Pig!! We celebrated her 16th birthday earlier at De Ba Li. Happy 16th birthday in advance. You are getting older..and so do i =P I would never never step into that kind of place if it weren't because i was going there with my beloved ones. Thank goodness we booked the karaoke room. Through this event, i get to see Christians who took Jesus's grace and mercy for granted. I know drinking is not wrong and i am in no position to hinder with people's lifestyle. They like to smoke or get drunk, or even tattoo-ing is their business. I can only thank God that none of my beloved ones does any of these. I can't imagine there are Christians out there who tend to commit sins 6 out of 7 days a week. They know God is forgiving. So, they said, they commit sins from Monday to Saturday, and on Sunday, they will apologize to God and God will forgive them. Now i understand why my parent's and beloved ones oppose to my decision to get baptized in the first place. So it is due to the things they heard and see which makes them think that this is how a Christian behaves. Let's try to change their view by making a difference =) I believe we can do it as long as we are one..

Hmm.......i guess that's all for today. I felt much more confident when i am back home but i don't know if i will be when i goes back to Perth again? Should i or should i not transfer back to Singapore? Future is uncertainty. I can never predict or foresee anything. What can i do? Pray hard.....God will be super busy for i have so many things to seek him for. I don't know.....As much as i want to entrust everything to Him, but the devils in me kept on reminding me how impatient i am. Please go away devils. I am not going to be ruined by you....=P

Till here....Good night World...