Love is blind

My head is bursting
My body is in pain
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I can hardly breathe
My throat hurts
All I wanna do is to run away and never coming back again
Used to think JB is a sweet place and I can find true love. Now only I know I am such a failure. The scar is too deep.
Instead of love, I decided to add some hatreds in it, so I can feel less pain.
Been blinded by love and thought it will last. And the person will stand by me and help me to turn into a better person.
I am gone
That girl is gone
What lefts in me is the desire to die and completely get lost from this World
Good bye