do you know........where you going to?

haha...seriously people, i am running out of blog titles! perhaps i should write something which at least reflects 10% of this blog title. do you know....where you going to? alright alright..it is a song that i loved actually. i was listening to this song when i was half asleep during last year's july, in a lonely night when i first came up here to Subang. i was staying at Aunt Yvonne's place back then. i couldn't find this song later on for there were more than 1000 plus songs in Aunt Yvonne's ipod. i was then told by chloe this song was sang by Janice. pheww...finally. but then recently i fell in love with "If it's alright..." It was rather nice.

back then, last week was a hectic week for me. my timetable was packed. we were asked to do distribute questionnaires for english. got rejected by so many people due to our wonderful topic "Cloning in the treatment of Alzheimer's". it would be best if we could get a doctor's opinion. we even travelled the whole SS15 just to find clinics and pharmacies. but...the results was disappointing. no doctors and pharmacists would even want to look at our questionnaires. even lecturers at the Main Campus are like that. haiz...what to do? we are not even a science students.
okay...nevermind. spss is also another problem. there is only one miserable computer lab with spss programme. and there are time limit for us. hope i can finish off all the assignments on time.

okay....for YED thingy...most things are settled. thank god. i have to pay a total rm100++ just to buy the stuffs. i hope i was able to get back my money. don't wanna waste any money for this event. it is not even fair if only the few of us are paying for the stuffs whilst the rest don't care a damn for it. decorations are alright for i have Li Xuan and Kon to help me. they really put in so much effort by staying up till 3am this morning just to decorate the stuffs for me. thanks a lot guy..

i am sooo much in love with Bar B.Q Plaza nowadays. i love BBQ......!first, i love the sauce. second, i love the cabbages. third, i love the atmosphera there. the waiters and waitresses are kind and most importantly, they were both handsome and cute. but there were more leng lui's there. and that is the only place which makes me feel like eating rice. hahahaha....so much excuses. in conclusion, i love BBQ. i wanna get that free supreme set soon. haha..went to eat BBQ with Li Xuan, Bibi and Kon yesterday. so damn funny and enjoyable. ate a lot though...oh dear...gaining weight....

yes...i certainly know where i am going to. i wanna finish off my foundation soon.

ps: Dearest Selina Bear..great to see u here. missed you sooo much. thanks for the belated birthday present and card. it certainly made my day to see your hand-made card. felt so touched. great to know that you are starting your journey here this august end. but unfortunately i am going back soon. nevermind..you will always be the best Selina Bear. i make sure i do the same to you. thanks a lot babe.......SHE rawkzz.....i am waiting for the day when SHE can reunion once more.

all sorts of mixed feelings revolves around me. i wanna leave this college soon but then i missed my friends. i never loved subang but i have been staying here for the past 9 months. i want to go back to johor bahru, but afraid i might be alone there. i missed the time when i rush in and out of Omega Tuition centre. i misses the time when i was being called "Wang LeeHom" by Mr Lim instead of my real name "Ng Lee Hong" because the pronunciation is exactly the same. i missed hearing Mr Cham saying "arr arr huh...hmmm" when he was reading out all the physics answers. and that is when my two beloved buddies, Sufee Yusli and Shawn Tan and i will laughed our ass off. i missed the time when i was crying and both Sufee and Shawn will consoled me and gave me a packet of "Tender Soft" tissue paper. although time were short, but we manged to be firm friends. till now, i still missed all the past when we fooled around, cracking jokes and gossipping. hahaha......missed ya all buddies.....all the best for your future. remember us saying wanna open a company under the name of L.S.S(Lee Hong, Sufee and Shawn)? hahaha....we crap more during our next meeting.

to all my friends, i missed every single one of you no matter where you are. although apart, but i know our hearts will always be together as one. i love you all....!i think i better stop here.for the more i carry on, the sadder i felt. haha....till here....i will update a more happier blog next time. perhaps i will show you guys the birthday presents i got for my 19th birthday...haha...ciaoz....

everything seems to ROAFT............

people..i am back!okay okay..you must have been wondering what the heck is ROAFT. well i don't know. i remembered myself watching "Barbie and the Magic Diaries" and i actually heard Ken saying the word "Roaft". it sounds bad of course. and i know it actually meant something bad. for Barbie was rehearsing for her Formal Night and she actually sang badly. so Ken made up the word 'Roaft"! creative and cute. do check out for the barbie series....for i loved it.

well...many things happened lately. my blog was being spam? i was being hate once more?i gained more enemies? i lost several so-called friends? narhh..who cares!this is my personal diary. i am FREE to write anything regarding my thoughts and feelings. anyway, that is the past!looking forward to future. i sincerely hoped i was able to clear all the misunderstoods between US (you know yourself). well...i admit!i am always the childish one. for i always drown myself in the world of Fairy Tales. my own wonderland. i don't wish to grow out of it. i am ill-tempered, extremely bossy and kinda little girl who hadn't grown out of mummy's womb. at least, i am honest. i always showed out my true feelings so that i woudn't be labelled as SARCASTIC and HYPOCRITE. haiz...seriously, being a human is rather tough. i made myself clear, "I DO respect my beloved ones" so stop making all idiotic conclusion if you can't even open your eyes big to look around. you are not the one to judge me. only my mummy and daddy can.

haiz..i don't know what happen recently. everything seems boring and time is going slower. seriously hoped this semester can ends faster. i am longing for a holiday and real long break. wanna meet up all my buddies and friends. missed them like hell. i let lessons gets the better of me. i don't seem to understand lessons nowadays. everything seems soooo hard. i wasn't in the mood to study at all. all i know is that i HAVE to go college, sat there, listen to all blabberings and go home. assignments are pouring too.

ps: people, i didn't do well in my mid-semester. too easy i suppose...until i made all those nonsense and ridiculous mistakes. how can i mistook 30% as o.03. i lost a total 9 miserable marks for my Statistic. and thus makes me drop straight to only 36 marks. Ms Harpal was rather sad i suppose. sorry Ms Harpaljit. i promised to be a good girl next time. haha....for my accounting, that was horrible. i practised sooooo much on adjustments and YET, those mistakes are unforgivable. serve me right for losing those marks. didn't read properly i suppose. econs was okay. phewwwwwwwwww...english sucks. i already knew that would be my worst subject. luckily i score well for my essays if not i seriously gonna fail.

you know what? i seriously think i deserve to lose those marks and yet i felt something. Nonono...don't get me wrong. i don't feel angry or sad. just felt "arghh". why am i so careless?that's all. all i know is that i have to put in extra effort so that i won't FAIL for my final. i really don't want to repeat any of my subjects. a waste of time. sometimes i wonder, have i chosen the wrong course? honestly i chose business because i have no other choice. i am not interested in science. i am not talented enough to take arts. i loved singing and always fall into my own wishful thinking. but i know mummy will never let me learn singing. i am interested in Mass Com. seriously...i am!i wanted to be a reporter but daddy said "NO". in the end...i chose business. but i regretted. i am still in love with Mass Com. in the end...what will be my course in degree. yes..you are right! Marketing and the Media. huu huuu.............and where shall i go? Curtin? Murdoch. sorry Bibi...my FINAL answer is Murdoch University. so no matter where you want to go, my final answer will always be Murdoch. why?because there are more local there than Asians. i go there to learn english and not to speak chinese. this is it.........

i want to go back to my HOME SWEET HOME. be mummy's little girl....

i can't believe mummy actually learned how to sms. haha..that was cute. she smsed me recently.not bad for a beginner like her. hoped Daddy can learn too. so that he can sms me. arghh..missed them so much.

Happy Birthday to Me.....

Yeah right? 18 of May 2009 is officially the day when i grow yet another year older. haha....alright!having to be in the day where the timetable is all packed. didn't expect much from my buddies as they were so tensed up and busy with their assignments. yet..i know they are secretly planning. so i just sat there waiting for the surprise they are going to give me. greatest thanks to all who wished me on the 16th, 17th, 18th and even now. a little bit disappointed as my best friend since primary school seems to have forgotten this day. but nevermind, at least someone does remember. it started off when i went to school, met Chloe first of course. i wasn't surprise when she didn't wish me or mention anything as i know they are working out the plan. haha.....but she flunk a little in her acting as the usual-wanna-keep-fit girl, actually said she wants to have breakfast as she was sooo terribly hungry. little did we know that Take-A-Break had not even open. so we gotto change our destination to Subang Square where we had Nasi Lemak for breakfast. just then, Vanice and the gang walked in..and they started wishing me "Happy Birthday". Chloe was shocked and she started asking me the date. haha..funny....i wanna laughed..but i didn't want to expose her. the rest seems weird too. we went for lecture then. and they still insisted that they wanna have lunch at Take A Break. while i was telling horror stories, the cake arrived.......

Can you spot the violin?

thanks for the prezzies, my dear friend. never expected prezzies from you all. this is the only surprise i had. thanks..............................LOVE YOU GUYS SOOO MUCH.

there you all...this time no more "Women's Right" but " CLONING" is coming real soon.

dearest shumin......thanks for your handmade card. love your Paul Frank monkey. haha..that was cute.

i had soo much surprise. happy to receive dad's call and mum's sms. of course thanks to the earliest top 3....Kelsey , Sister Lam and WeiTing. thanks babe. you guys rawkzz.

and to my bibi too...thanks for your surprises. i love it.....

to all my friends who send me smses, and messages through facebook, thanks a lot.

to pei pei, i just received your parcel today. thanks a lot..i love your dolphin.

once again, happy birthday to meeeeee........i missed my family.....and friends..

hello people, glad to see me updating so frequently?well,i just can't wait to share my fabulous weekend with all of you. mum and dad came up here to find me!!isn't it great? we celebrated Mother's Day together. it was great!! they came up here with Aunt Ching. Bibi drove me to meet them at Selayang. and i actually decided to join them for the night at Dorsett Hotel. we went shopping at Sungai Wang and had actually bought lots of stuff.hehehe...enjoy them...

my lovely blazer from ROMP. i bought it because it cost RM49.90 only.haha..i won't buy it,if it was more than that.

bought some clothes from Sungai Wang and mum bought me a shirt from Nichii, Pavillion.

i LOVEEEEEEE them. these are the clothes given to me by my Baobei Kelly and Baobei Vonny. Baobei Kelly decided to give me a surprise. and i can actually guessed what surprise she is trying to give me. The surprise it Baobei Vonny is coming all the way down from JB. haha..Vonny pretent to be very shock when she saw me. great acting skills ya...hehe....but i did had a shock + surprise after all because Vonny looks different. even more girlish.hehe..they knew i love clothes. thanks a lot my dearest one. muackzz...can't wait to fool around with you all again.just like how we did last time.

Continuation of my parent's story. just now i was taken away......haha!after shopping at Sungai Wang, we went to have dinner at what "Hai Wai Tian" or Overseas Restaurant. quite yummy though but i was feeling so full and pack because we had a sumptuous lunch of Pau's, Dim Sum, noodles, carrot cake and egg tarts. so i ate a little. at night, we went to karaoke.Aunt Ching's friend had actually booked a deluxe room for us. can't believe it. this is the first time i ever seen such big room.fully equipped somemore.hehe....you can dance, eat, sleep, sing, watch tv and even play pool. it was enjoyable.

me playing pool. mind you, i was being laughed at. but somebody was kind enough to teach me the right way of playing pool.thanks a lot ^.^ winks*

mum wants to join too

i never know daddy was a pro at pool too.

and that was the end of my fabulous weekend. how sad....assignment is such a bored.who cares?7 weeks more to go and i am free.wish me lucks peep..

FASHIONISTA

li xuan and me.i simply love a pinkabella dress from this shop.

my fishy look with bibi

peopleeeeeeeeeeee.....Viola is back to her sweetie bloggie. haha...Viola can be jackal and high sometimes. goodness know why! anyway..i guess it is due to the facts that mid-sem is over. so i am as high as anything. but then...it isn't final...i meant i only reached half of my journey. final is yet to come. haiz....who cares?

honestly, mid-sem are not as scary as i thought it would. i am NOT saying that i did well..but average is what i would name it. not too hard and not too easy. i made lots of stupid and careless mistakes. sooooooo careless of me :( narhh...it's all overrrrrrr............!walk towards future because there is no turning back in your life. it reminds me of "Secret", movie directed by Jay Chou. it goes like this..

" Follow the note upon the journey

The first sight met one destiny

Once the voyage has come to an end,

The return way hide within hasty keys "

i simply loved this idiom or quote or whatever is it. i watched this movie twice in the cinema JUST because i don't understand it for the first time. haha. there you are....told you there is no turning back. a mistake is a mistake. when i was in my younger days, i used to mourn, cried and getting pissed off just because i made some stupid mistakes. eventhough i didn't get rid of this habit 100%, still i think i have grown up for a little perhaps.

alright...you guys must have wonder what the hell does "fashionista" gets connect to all this stupid secret thingy. haha..actually i was running out of ideas. i don't know what to put as my title. i went Sunway Pyramid with my buddies right after exam. oh noooooo....right after their hair-cut. i am glad that Khen Pey headed my advice and cut off that hair of hers in the way that i styled. she received compliments too....and i was proud definitely. i was thinking of dyeing my hair again. light brown this time?? narh...we'll talk about it later. we went for BBQ after that.

i don't know what's wrong with me. i ve been spending tremendously lot this few months. what the hell did i spent on? clothing of course. all those fashion thingy. i am a real SHOPAHOLIC. a fashionista wanna be...but i realized i don't have enough money for spending. ishhh....i should have belong to a millionaire's daughter. i have been shopping at the Shopaholic's online. and today, i saw a pinkabella dress which i loved damn much. and i am sure i gonna get it within these few days. PINKABELLA DRESS, you better wait for me. you are MINE for sureeeeeeeee.

ps: i did have a good time shopping today. with my buddies of course. and a really full tummy all stuffed with cabbages, bbq chicken, and noodles. i got a new bbq voucher again.hurray...

Mother's Day is coming.too bad i can't celebrate with my mum AGAIN this year. but..she received the present i got for her. hehe..she called me today and asked why did i chose a CD that sings lullaby to her? she doesn't know how to appreciate music huh? haha...anyway, i know she love it.

Mama, I love You, Mama I care

Mama, I love You, Mama, My friend You are my friend...

An early Happy Mother's Day to all Mother's out there. Have a great and enjoyable day! Remember to celebrate with your dearest mum at home.

i will be meeting Baobei soon. gambateh in THE ONE. i am sure you will be glad that you headed my advice and took up design.that is your gift. be proud of it...muackzz. love ya everyone, and thanks for reading my blog. have a great day.ciaoz...

the month of May....

Hey people..it is the month of May already. Don't know why this feels like the center of the Year to me. Anyway, i finally realized that i was a serious home-sicko. i hate Subang Jaya. i hate everything here whether it is college, or hostel or even this stupid place. i just can't find myself getting adapt to here. and so...it resulted in "The more i Hate this place, the more i missed home"

There are also other reasons that caused me to missed my home tremendously but i will not mention any of it here. In fact i felt so at eased at JB. mum called me and ask me to go back during Labour Day. and automatically, my heart is far back at home. it is like 300++ miles way back. i am certainly having a hard time to persuade Bibi's to drive me back. it cost me 2days of tears just to plead him to drive me back.for travelling by bus is amazingly slower than you think and i can't wait to be home. i know my mid-sem is coming real soon but honestly, a lot of people are feeling envy that i could go home. yeah....that's the best part of all. i enjoyed my 2 days at home. it was rather rush for Bibi insisted to drive back on Saturday's night.

i reached home on thursday's evening(30th April 2009). mum took us to dinner at "Modern Relevation" where we had BBQ for dinner. seriously damn full and Yummy. then, my neighbour lure me to be in this singing mood. and so we ended up chilling at "Kiss You" or is it "Kiss Me" karaoke lounge until 3am in the morning. the place is awesome apart from the facts that the VIP room we had sucks. for a lot of strangers kept on peeping into our room and constantly open our door. i had my fair share of singing. i still love singing and music...........!i only know i ate throughout the night. eg. Lok Lok, Cookies, Snacks, cups of Coke. i fell in love with the "Pig Ear" cookies. i created the name making Wawa and Bibi laughed like hell.but its okay.....i know i will only gain weight in JB.
the next day, woke up at 11++am and then started preparing to go Kulai. for mummy said, my uncles and aunts will be there. i was excited though. had breakfast and the day is gone. went to Aunt AJ's house to see my cutie pie cousins. both were damn cute but Xiao Bi is damn fat and chubby. have a look at the picture and you will know. his face is even more bubbly than his brother. we headed straight to kulai then. my uncle is back from singapore and my Da Jiu is there. we had dinner at night at "Xin Guo Tai". the food was nice but salty. mum, as usual, ordered a lot. Aunt Baby joined us too. we had a good and warm dinner. with the Lee's family. it has been a month eversince i last when back and that is when grandma passed away. Old House is getting quieter but least, my cousins all will go there to make the house lively.

these are my handsome and cute cousins. Barry Ong and Rynn Ong.

In kulai, another aunt of mine who is working in Singapore brought me lots of snacks and instant noodles. let me tell you, the snacks were all selling at their lowest price from MeiJi. idiot......whenever i wanted to get those snacks here at Subang or One Utama, i will have to think twice because they were sold at F**king high price. shitttttttt.....haha...but then i got what i wanted anyway. my aunt certainly gave me lots of things. she even cooked spaghetti for me where i was being forced to eat more than what i thought without realizing. that was funny though..............i certainly missed my family very very much.............

the next day, which was the 2nd of May, mummy actually wanted to bring us to Kluang or Batu Pahat, but then i would rather stay for a longer time with my family, so we ended up shopping at the newly opened Tesco. haha....the best advantage of going shopping with mummy is that i don't have to pay for anything. but then who say so? i have to fork out the first RM80 of new clothes and short pants. i chuck so many boxes of ice cream, snacks and fruit juices into the trolley while we were in Tesco.

mum cooked her best sambal and red bean soup for me to bring back to Subang. i was happy when i finally got my rice cooker from mum. and i can cooked everyday like the rest of my housemates. my rice cooker is bigger than the rest though....!

ps:the red bean soup and sambal is awesome. don't feel jealous people..!if you were my friend, i might let you try a bit.hahaha....that's when i make my own bento to college.

i don't know why Da Jiu stuff lots of fruits for me. two possible reasons. first is either he thought fruits sold in KL is expensive. or second, he merely cannot finish the fruits so he chuck everything to me. but anyway, that would mean i don't have to buy any more fruits. thanks everyone. all my stuffs has certainly filled up the entire of Bibi's car. i felt sad when i had to leave...as usual i don't want to talk to Bibi for i certainly hate him at the moment for forcing me to go back. T.T.....i missed home.

Hng...who cares? i am having my mid-sem tomorrow, and i still blog here. don't care don't care.i am still thinking what should i get for mummy for Mother's Day. and i am happily counting down for the day when i officially graduate from Taylor's Business Foundation. the month of May is certainly a most emo month for me. for the more i am near to 19th years old, the more i dread for it is another year where my family is not with me during my birthday. last year is exception for i was in NS. but this year......!haiz...can't believe that i actually gave up Singapore to come to this montrous place. regretting.....!but then what should i do if i have to go overseas next year? won't i be a home sicko as well? oh my god...................what should i do? anyway, 7 or 8 MORE WEEKS TO GO. and i can actually come back to my HOME SWEET HOME. gambateh to everyone as well as for me......dude....ciaozz...