i am back from NS....permanently.....this time

Here are some pictures which i would like to share...



HEBE TING IS SO DAMN SHY.....

SHE REUNION ON THE 8TH OF JUNE
SHE REUNION ON THE 8TH OF JUNE

OUR COMPANY FLAG(CHARLIE)

LAO DA AND ME....LAST DAY

AH HAN AND ME

ALL THE SPORTING GUYS FROM CHARLIE 6

THIS IS OF CAUSE SELINA BEAR'S JOB AGAIN!!


hey guys....yahoo..i am back!!!this time permanently.i don't have to go back to GREENFIELD RESORT anymore.what lucks!!!HOME SWEET HOME.i misses my bed.i misses mum's cooking.i misses my friends and buddies.i misses baobei aka kelly and vonny aka yvonne.and i misses lots of things and stuffs around me.home smells better than ever....!haha...too exaggerting i guess.no choice......i misses my home damn much.glad to be back once more.

anyway....our service time is only 2 months plus.not even reaches 3 months.although i am glad to be released from "JAIL" but still i misses that place.that place contained lots of my memories.or i should say...OUR memories.surprisingly i misses the food there.and of course.....i misses my friends.although we are from different states but we were like one big family.it is really great to be in CHARLIE company eventhough we are not the best.CHARLIE RAWKZZ...

well well...many things do happened in camp eversince i went back on the previous 13th May 2008.First of all.....i celebrated my birthday in that "JAIL"....!it was a most unforgettable memories for me.thanks to dorm Charlie 13 and Charlie 14!!!And thanks to all my friends and buddies who sang and wishes me.although the all the buddhists went home for holiday...but still i am glad that Sister Lam stayed back to accompany me.we visited "Kem Teluk Sari"....eww...what a lousy camp.our GREENFIELD RESORT is the best among the very best.yeah....long live GREEN FIELD.

next excitement is of cause COLT M16.oh my god.that gun was superb heavy.we were coached first for the first day about the function and the ways to hold the gun and everything.went to padang sasar the next day by company.the soldiers made demo.oh my god...you should have hear the sound..."damn loud" but i was so damn excited.we were given 30 bullets.10 bullets were for testing while 20 bullets will be counted points.i had my 10 bullets.all hit the board...but at the bottom.hmm...the next 20 bullets...hit the board also..but sadly..i don't know my points.cause the teacher didn't tell out everyone's points.so sad!!!but it is the experience that matter.time goes very fast when you start shooting.haven't even got time to count......then the bullet finished.still..it was damn exciting.and i am proud to say....CHARLIE company got number 2 in shooting.and of cause DELTA company got the first.

NEXT....we ve got a 3 days class(Program Penghayatan Sastera & Budaya).sounds boring right?but still it is enjoyable.we were divided according dorm(boys and girls),and unfortunately,we(Charlie 14) was combined with Charlie 6.why did i mentioned the word "unfortunately"?and that is because.......most of HIS friends are there.as usual...you can hear the name "Chuan Chuan and Chuan".....ishh.....but netherless...it didn't affect my mood to enjoy this programme.we are doing a poem regarding death(TANAH INI AKAN MENCINTAIKU)....although it sounds weird...but still we manage it alright.we got Number 3 for that.haha...so proud nia....although my job is just to sing or i should say hummed some tune.hahac.....

the next excitement is none other than WIRAJAYA....and that is when we have to enter the forest.first we have jalan lasak.and that is when four company will have to compete.we gotta walk for at least 3km with the heavy bag on your shoulder.of course girls will compete with girls while boys compete with boys.there were altogether 8 groups(4 wira and 4 wirawati).mind you....the road are not easy to walk.suddenly you have to walk up the hill.and suddenly the path might be muddy and slippery.if not.....you will have to cross a big drain.i was one of the first firl to reach the destination.but Ting was counted first.so i was the 2nd girl.hahax...still not bad what.then the other 33 people arrived.my gosh....CHARLIE company won.yeah!!!there goes the same for WIRA.for they were running all along the way.so energetic huh!!!haha....but still the main thing is CHARLIE WON.go charlie go charlie go go go...win charlie win charlie win win win......!!next....after our morning tea.....we gotta find direction using compass.we have to walk for another 3km...isshh.so damn tiring man.the path is still the same.muddy and slippery.we arrived last this time because teachers kept on giving us wrong information to make us confused.we had our lunch there...eww..there were so many flies.damn disgusting.just as we were about to lie down and rest...it started raining.what lucks!!!again..we gotta start walking.this time...wearing our so-called raincoat.i thought the route they were taking looks familiar.of cause it is damn familiar...for it led us back to GREENFIELD RESORT.i never thought we could still bathe and rest.so i enjoyed myself thoroughly.we continued or activity when the rain stopped.this time..we entered the forest.built up our tent.to build a tent...you gotta find sticks or wood by yourselve.the sky is getting darker but still our tent is not even built up yet.miraculously.....Staff Halim helped us.thanks a lot.he is damn quick.....felt so stress standing beside him while watching.we had our dinner......!then surprisingly fell asleep.there weren't any night activities for us..much to my disappointment.we slept.

woke up the next day.i can't stand it anymore...i need the toilet.the toilet sucks though.ewww...i can't describe it...if not i will puke.all i can say is that..i went in only ONCE!!enough....it is more than enough for me.the next activity is "MENCARI".and that is it needed 10 campers to find FOOD. we were given direction and a compass.we need to find that direction to meet up with our agent.it wasn't an easy task.for we need to find the right agent together with our code number.our agent is of cause the coaches in disguise.we can't call them "JURULATIH"...for they will deduct our points.they will disguise as anything....orang asli,bread-seller,a mute guy and anything.unfortunately...we kept on finding the wrong agent and they wasted so much of our time.we found our agent at last.we have to sing is suara sengau.haha...and they took a video of us.so MALU.....my gosh!!we found our FOOD at last.and we rushed back.we are not the last of cause.then we cooked.and after our lunch...we headed back to our camp.hip hip hurray.although tired...but it was an exciting experience.to sleep in the forest.without bathing.without forks and spoons for you to eat.no water and electric supply.

days passes so quickly..we had our last community service visiting.and soon we were asked to prepare for the closing ceremony.which means ....we can go home soon.yeah!!!our closing ceremony is on the 6th of june...and that is a day before we go back.and together..the whole gang of us wore Baju Kurung for the last time.i was involved in choir.sang patriotic songs.aiks...although embarassing...but still i enjoyed every moment of it.i was being laughed by Chen....he said he only can see my mouth moving but no voice coming out.hahax...of cause....i purposely does that just to save my voice.we took pictures.and i was busy signing autographs and asking people to write my book.can't bear to leave my friends of cause....but surprisingly..nobody shed any tears that night.everything is like normal.i slept at 4am that morning and woke up at 6.30am.why?because i was so busy clearing up my stuffs and setting my bag/luggage.i had my midnight feast.then busy writing people's books.so busy.woke up.....bathed and i walked out of my room for the final last time.a lot of people cried of cause.we took leave of one another.....took pictures and everything comes to an end.i sincerely hope we all still can remember each other and stay in contact.

reached HOME.HOME SWEET HOME!!my life is back to normal.gotta learn car...gotta apply school.haha...can spent time with my family.Hahax.....come back on the 7th of june.went to kulai on the 8th.met up with my dearest sister's (HEBE TING AND SELINA BEAR).then went to REDBOX with mum and dad ONLY.such an enjoyable moment.i hope everything can lasted till the end. but HE called me halfway..

ps:forgot to mention that...HE enrolled himself in a basketball competition.in his school i think.and the competition is on that day itself(8th of june 2008).HE called to say that their team lost.but i asked him not to give up.gambateh..there is always hope.and HE told me he lost the match and his relationship too.i was like....BANGGG.............!!how could things happened all at once?in a day too!!then HE is like...trying not to spoil my mood.so HE say he will tell me later on then we hang up.but honestly...HE has already spoilt my mood.so i think it is better for him to carry on.and furthermore......i think HE needed someone to chat.so i message him...and HE immediately called back.we chatted for a while.and again...i advised HIM not to give up.for i think HE will regret about it.but HE gave me lots of reasons.so...our conversation carry on for about 10 minutes plus.then HE thanked me for listening to him.we hang up after that.i sincerely hope HE is alright.and i know HE is strong enough to do so.Loads of lucks for HIM....

ps:to baobei aka kelly and vonny aka yvonne and as well as all SETALEOs.congratulations!!you guys have achieved the very best and i am really really and truly proud of you.i know the outcomes is rather unusual and disappointing especially to vonny.but who cares?i know you have did your very very best!!and i know you deserved it.but we can never predict what will happen.so...i won't say anything about what i think.let it be bygone.for as i said...you guys will forever be the TOP + OUTSTANDING to me.what did i always say?nevermind about the outcomes.what matters most is the process.the most important thing is that you enjoyed the whole process and you served with sincere and passion heart.do not shed tears anymore!!although i am not by your side...but i will forever observe the happenings around you.so do take care ad enjoyed till the end.love you all...muacks..

ps:to my so-called good good good friend,star aka yong sin.haha...thanks for all your comments.and i ve updated my blog la.don't worry.i upload a few pictures for you to see too.i am sure you did well in your exams ya.with my blessings la.congratulations to your club.HE has achieved what he wants.i sincerely congrats him.as well as you too.so now..keep on striving.spm is the only thing you can worry about now!!and thanks for helping me to observe them and send me those info.thanks a lot..you are really a nice friend excluding the facts that you are always bickering with me.so.....continue to reach for the highest star!!!!!but....keep on visiting my blog also la...

to all my friends and buddies and everyone....I AM BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!misses you guys like hell!!stay tune.......