Things that i longed to say...to Baobei and Vonny...

as i haven't receive those pictures yet,so i won't write about the stuffs that i meant to write.sorry ya...but please wait PATIENTLY.for there are more coming.on the way.well well...i somehow realized that i still got so much wanna tell Baobei aka Kelly and Vonny aka Yvonne......!

i know i know...i ve actually written something about them during last year december(2007) with the title "I MISS YOU".but that is to describe their characters and how we met each other.but this piece will be all about the things which i longed to say to them..so here is it...i said it once and last...after this,i don't wanna hear anything about Leo forum of 2008.

dearest Baobei aka Kelly and Vonny aka Yvonne,first of all.....thanks for entering the world of LEO.without the existing of Leo Club of SMK SETA,we won't be able to know each other.i mean SMK SETA is not that big.....and of cause we will know/meet each other.but the feeling will not be like now.the friendship we used to share....those happy and sorrow events that we been through.only REAL friend can understand all these.throughout my whole year of undertaking for fiscal year 2006/2007 as a president of Leo club of SMK SETA, it is you both who always stand by me,and gave me all your supports.you guys never ONCE turn your back against me.true enough, we will bicker and quarrel each time.just like you say "Bey song"here and there.but i can see the strong friendship bond between us three. i know i am bad-tempered and my words may be harsh during that time......sorry for everything that i said,and that it accidentally hurt your feelings.i apologize for that. but i know...it won't affect our friendship. we are the "PISTACHIOS"!

just like you guys said.....without the "SUPPORTS" of both of you(Baobei aka kelly and Vonny aka Yvonne), Leo Club of SMK SETA won't achieve TOP.yeah....i totally agree.so here am i...typing this with full gratefulness towards both of you.thanks for attending most of my leo activities and thanks for supporting Leo club so much.for eg....events and money problems.whenever there is any problem occur...it is always us 3 who will vexed around whilst the others stays at home,shaking legs and lazing about.we always shed tears unnecessary.over stupid problems.all these are part of our sweetest memories.and once again......thanks for helping me to achieve TOP.i am sorry that i,as your club Immediate Past President(I.P.P), couldn't do anything to help you guys during your undertaking.for all these has to be done by you,yourselves as well as the other Leo members.i can only gave you supports and ideas.

i know you guys have done all the best that you could.and i am proud of the results.for it is those Sub-district that is important.results has proven that our club is strong.i know we were all sad that we are just a step lack in reaching the word "PERFECT".but to me, you guys are already the best among the best.i don't know what to say....but i am really proud of you guys. as you know...the word "FAIR" is not in the dictionary of Lion Dr Ben C.Ng. those that don't deserve it has gotten what they want....but at least we know...we deserves it.it is just that our luck isn't too good.that's all we can think of.LET BY GONE BE BYGONE.........it is time to move on.there are still heaps of chance for us.

Baobei...you did say that...after this year..no one will care who achieve TOP or OUTSTANDING.and no one will even remember all the faces of SETALEO's.since you have this thoughts,then i think you are strong enough to think positively.and about Vonny, can you please don't cry anymore?and don't be afraid of me okay?i am not that scary.i was shocked when you cried immediately you saw me.sweat!!!!!i won't blame you okay!!i ve already make my word clear to you.nevermind about those stupid TOP or EVERYTHING or whatever hell is it.it is not important. what matters most is the PROCESS?did you guys enjoy throughout the whole process?did you guys serve with sincerity?you guys enjoyed being a LEO?and the one and only answer i wanna hear from you is none other than "YES"........

i know....you guys will say "Put yourself in our shoe...and think.if you were us,will you feel like this?you will cry too"....i know this is what you guys will say.yeah...true enough..i can't exactly..understand how you guys felt.but....in certain sequences, i can understand.Stop blaming yourself,Vonny.i did not chose the wrong president.and i won't regret with my deicision.you are always the best,the TOP + OUTSTANDING.i am just stating the truth.have a little confident in yourself.you are not doing these for me but for yourself.don't keep on having thoughts as if you are lettting both me and the club down.nevermind............!there are still chances.past the chance to our juniors.let them fight for themselves.we have already done all we could.it is true that we did not get top.but take a look at those.....sub-district awards that we achieve.it shows clearly that we do deserves TOP.but...we are lacked of LUCKs......

and once again..........put yourself in my SHOE.how would you feel...if you achieve the same SPM results as me?only you guys can understand how i felt right?other people might think "eleh...her results is so damn poor" nobody will care whether my results is good in school or not.for the real SPM says the final right?didn't you guys asked me to be strong?didn't you guys believe in me?idn't you guys consoled me and stood up for me,saying that the results is fake?didn't you guys forced me to appeal my results?so i am doing the same thing for YOU both.just be strong okay??

i know you guys are getting on well now.and i wanna say...thanks for carrying SETALEO's flag high.stay happy always.....and enjoy life just like before.....gambateh!!!now just set your mind towards the coming SPM.strive hard for it.fight for it.nevermind about the results!even if you fail,but at least you can smile to yourself saying that "although i fail,but at least i ve tried my best!!" i will be proud of you still.....!always work hard before you say you fail.there isn't any failure in this world...not now and not ever....!and obviously,you guys will not be a failure.i'll make sure you guys success..!!once again..congratulations in your success.thanks for all those sweet memories.at least i know i will remember both of you for the rest of my life.......~i am forver in your debt...thanks a lot my dearest ones....love you guys lots...muackzz.....yours truly...