Need a real break....

Hi World...sorry for the long wait. I meant to update something about "Life in Perth", yea...seriously, something about Perth which BB and my buddies had been pestering me to talk about. But now...Gomenasai...Mi An Hamnida, Desole, I am sorry....and etc...i really have no mood to update anything except to vent out my anger.
Seeing the blue skies or the sea always makes me feel better. So i am uploading these two pictures in order to cheer me up. For your information, these pictures were taken in Perth. Yes..the true blue sky and sea of Victoria Street. That is where i have been staying with my family during the first four days of our arrival.

Alright, back to my title. The main point of me writing this is to vent out my anger. But no worries, you won't see any strong rude or vulgar words that you ve seen in my so long long ago post. I received a call from Mummy today and i was suppose to be happy. And yet, right after she touches that topic, i totally lost my mood in everything. Yes.i think i ve told mummy before that i am not really happy in this relationship. She say nothing at first, only hoped that i know what am i doing.

I admit i am a strong girl, and i am the one who likes to pursue freedom. I don't like to be tied down and i don't like to rely on people. I am not tolerant enough to tolerate a person's fault or whatsoever. What's more, it is really a big offence to me if i found out my mate is controlling me and make me felt uncomfortable. I should have thought of these consequences before i officially step into the world of relationship but who knows. Feeling comes and go okay?It is not something which i can control. I might be the wild and unconsiderate party but AT LEAST i am honest to my own feelings. It is not my policy to stick to that person whom i had already lost feelings for. Won't it hurt that person more??You can't control feelings anyway...it is not something which we can control. So please don't force me anymore.....

I like freedom. Freedom is my policy. It is one of the most important thing in my life.There is no way i could settle down when i have not achieve all my dreams. This is me. I ve vowed that i MUST achieve all my dreams. 我要创造一个属于我自己的“新世界”。

And so, this is how i argued with my mum. I am sorry if the way i talked is too harsh but i am really pissed off. Don't ever ever brought up this topic again. I know what am i doing and i know how to settle my own things. Although i know the route will be tough for me, but what the heck..it is my own decision. I don't need some third parties to give me suggestions and all. This is not something that can be settle through lots of advices and dozens of holy stories. As long as i did not create troubles for you guys, just LET ME BE. I am a girl with great dreams and not a guinue pig in a hole.

But then, way back to yesterday i am glad i did stayed up last night to counsel a few people. Yayy...i sincerely hope everyone is happy. Right...this is what i am gonna say for i don't want to recall so much of what happened just now. Just to remind you guys that, i most probably will not be in my best mood for today but then...i will forget everything in just a blink. I need a real break.............................


PS: I promised i will update something about Perth. So ....be patient with me please...Love ya all..muackzz

Fly away......

Hey folks, i am finally back again after so long??Hey...i did re-type that miserable post again like 4 days ago??So i have not been slacking afterall. Anyway, BB....here is the post which i promised to update "centuries" ago. Mi An Hamnida....for taking so long to update it!!I am really lazy to even upload the pictures onto my computer.

People, i repeat, this was suppose to be a long long ago post. But due to my laziness, i have been delaying it from time to time. I know i know..you don't have to scold me. I am a real procrastinator. ^.^....Enough craps..let's get to the real topic. Why did i chose "Fly away" as my topic?For sure it must have something to do with going away, boarding a plane, flying off to somewhere and etc.

A day before i came to Aussie, i received a nice present from Ah Mei, my cute and adorable neighbour.She is a freaking cute girl and i really thank god for blessing me with such cute neighbour.

Thanks Ah Mei. Whenever i see the cow, it'll reminds me of you.
Another thing that touches my heart deeply.

Who is the sender?? Thanks Kelnice. You are my bestfriend forever. I really enjoyed my Korea trip with you and of course i will always remember that Doraemon is your favourite.

On that fateful day itself, who would have come all the way to Singapore to send me off? There is none other than my BB and Machi Fishy. Thanks sweetie. I love you guys. You know what, it wasn't easy to find ways to get to the Budget Terminal. You will have to take LRT and buses for N times in order to get there. So ...i am glad that you guys manage to find your ways here. And yes, you guys are in time to see me off. Machi Fishy. Hey..my precious story is in your hand. Please make sure you keep it safetly. That is the ONE AND ONLY copy i have.Love you Fishy. I know about your initial planning. You don't want me to know that you are coming to the airport and hence you lied to me. But then, your acting skills are really "GOOD".Anyway, thanks for going through all the troubles and actings all. I'll meet you when i am back....muackzAnd THIS...is my dearest dearest and forever BB aka Baobei Kelly. Love her to bits. BB treat me the best of all. She never ever break her promise. Whatever she said, she will do it. Yes, she is faithful to me. Thanks for coming to see me off. I know you actually have something on. Something that benefits you in your future career. But because she wants to see me off, she decided to reject the offer. What lucks...hey BB, if i was being told earlier that you had such nice offer, i will not even let you come to the airport T.T!!Anyway, thanks for everything. You are always there for me whenever i need you. Thanks for chatting with me through msn for almost everyday and hence, i am not that homesick. We are LEOS. Yes..SETALEOs. Remember what i always taught you, WITH LOVE, WE SERVE. You must be strong too BB. Together we achieve more.....let's work hard to achieve our dreams. Will miss you always...muackzz..love you!!

PICTURES TIME!

Session 1-With Dearest BB

I love BB. Please come and visit me soon.

Session 2-With Machi Fishy
Love you Fishy. Thanks for coming!!

Session 3-MiscellaneousThanks for lending me this DARREN SHAN's book. It really helps to reduce my boredom in Aussie. Mumu and Mimi. Too bad MOMO is not here. Nevermind Vonny, next time please bring your Momo along.Thanks for the hug. I ve received it from BB We are saying "BLAH"...

Life here is okay!But then i am still new to this strange place. Still, i am alright people. Take good care of yourself. I know there are lots of silent readers here.....thanks for visiting anyway.

PS: For those who send me wishes and greetings on the day i flew to Aussie, THANKS. With my best wish and thanks to everyone. Selina Bear, Machi Zhi Xian, Buddy Sufee, BB, Zi Yang, Chuan and those who wished me at Facebook(Sorry if i did not mention your name), i really appreciate it. Thanks..

Okiez..i shall ended this post by saying "I LOVE YOU BB!!".

Good Bye Malaysia..................

Hey people, i am so sorry for this short post. I ve already written a really long and nice post. And i really meant to share with you guys on how i celebrated my last few days before flying to Aussie. BUt then, the post is GONE right after i clicked on the publish button. ARGHHHHHH...i am so frustrated.

Anyway, i will update on that AGAIN as soon as i have settle down in Perth. I really will. Sorry ya, Machi Zhi Xian and Baobei Kelly. I know i did promised that i will update but then who knows this stupid thing will happened. Aiks....Please be patient with me. I really will re-type that miserable post again.

I will be leaving in less than 24 hours time. Time flies ya....without realizing, the day for me to fly has arrive....!I don't know why, but i really had all sorts of complicated feelings buzzing around me. I felt really unbearable. I know i do............but then, this is my dream. I always wanted to experiece life out there. BUt i promised, I WILL BE BACK. At least right after i ve achieve what i want.....

Meanwhile, do take care people!!Being at a place called "HOME" is the best thing ever. Please appreciate it...especially when you have kins around you. Appreciate what you have in life......!!Wish me lucks people, please wait for me to say HELLO MALAYSIA...in another 10 months time..

Currently, allow me to say BYE BYE MALAYSIA. I can't believe that i will be out from this Country for more than 3 months. I will be missing and missing everything and everyone i knew here......Love ya all....please do be patient with me....i will be back soon. Won't keep you guys waiting for so long.......

Good Bye Malaysia (Edited)

Hey Folks...i am back to update!!I am in Perth/Aussie right now. And i know i should update this post ages ago. Well..not ages but a week ago. As i mentioned in the last post, i have already type out this post nicely and neatly. It was gone right after i clicked the "publish" button. Eww...i hate that. So nevermind, as i wanted to share this with you..so i shall update it. Right BB??I promised you that i will update this post..and i shall. Don't worry, the next post will be all about you and PERTH.

Alright people, did i ever mention or talk about on how i celebrated my last few days in Malaysia before i step on the plane that took me to Perth?I guess i did.Haha..
I hadn't been buying Epop for like months ago...but when i coincidentally pick up one while i was roaming around with Kai Ma Lucy and Godpa Robert in the Border's, i saw something really familiar that caught my attention.You wanna know what it is?? Yayy,i saw my very own self-written story. Hehehe..i was very happy then for i ve waited for so long. Hmm..i thought it was never ever gonna be publish. But yeah..it did. And i am glad..but when i read it for the second time, it sounded so weird. Well..there are rooms for me to improve.

Oh dear...i am really tired and lazy to update this for the 2nd time, so yeah..i guess i just have to type it as brieftly as i can. So sorry for not giving you guys such detailed explanations I ve been hanging out a lot with these 2 people in the pictures above. Who are they?They were Sharon (My primary school mate) and her boyfriend, Thomas. We' ve been seeing a lot of each other recently. So, we often met up for dinners and desserts. Thanks for treating me cakes often. They knew i love cakes, so very often, right after dinner, they will automatically take me to Secret Recipe and ordered at least 4 pieces of cakes for me. Thanks dude!But i guess you guys just wanna see how much i can eat!^.^

ps:They think i am an alien with big appetite. Next, on the 29th January, i had a gathering with my SETA'S Buddies. All thanks to Hue Li who organised this gathering.I didn't really wanna attend this but i am glad i did. Fang and Shu Yi join us later on. Surprisingly we still have lots of topics to blabber about. That's really nice. I want to meet them again in future. Mum and Dad was in KL. And Mum bought me a really nice chocolate from Belgium. I ate the whole bar and i just can't help craving for more. I need more chocolates right now.

PS: Not to be forgotten, i drove to City Square on that day.ALONE!!But you know what, due to my very short hand, i couldn't reach for the tickets...so i had to drive a bit closer to that miserable machine and unfortunately i scratched my car. So very very bad..but yet i was punished by having to stuck in the jam. The next night (30/1/10), i had a gathering with Machi Zhi Xian and Machi Fishy. They came to my house and initially, we thought of having taiwanese food for dinner. I was kinda lazy at that time and at last we decided to order "Take Away" food from Tai Son. Such a rare and special gathering. But then it was heart-warming and i loved it. Yuan Ling called me halfway to ask which kind of cake do i want?Secret Recipe or Lavender??I chose Lavender for Secret Recipe is quite costly. Anyway, as you can predict, they bought me a whole Chocolate cake. Yes..it belongs to me. Thanks a lot Wawa and Yuan Ling. Hey..i did share it with everyone though. Yea..Aunt AJ and her family came to visit me and i did share it with them.I didn't really like the powder on top of the cake though We are Machi's forever. They always take the initiative to date me and to come all the way to my house just to meet me. Thanks!!I promised i will meet up with you guys for sure when i am back. Love you guys.. Uncle Kevin invited me and Kelnice to his house the next day (31/1/10). They took us out to lunch at Sushi King and we had Lao Sheng. That was the best Lao Sheng i ever had for the salmon was awesome. I liked it... Here they are. Aunty Bee San and Uncle Kevin. Two really nice people whom i met during my Korea Trip. I don't regret for going alone to Korea for i did have my reward by gaining all nice friends. Little Kylie is so cute. I always wanted a brother or sister and right now, i ve got many godbrother's or sister's.I am very happy... My love letter and presents from Kylie and her family. Thanks a lot. I loved it. And i'll bring it to Perth with me. Wanna know what is it?CHeck out my facebook. I am not going to reveal it here. On the very night itself, Aunt Swee Fern decided to treat me a nice dinner. And we had an awesome one at Taman Sentosa. We had seafood for dinner. I don't like the food but then i like the happy atmosphere there. You know....where everyone gathers together. We are like one big family. I am a lucky girl after all.. We are bestfriends. Yes. we are...!!She is the only one who dare to sit in my car. Hahaha...and to endure all those scary and frightful experiences of me driving fast.Poor you..Kelnice My happy family. It was the 31st. And Baskin Robbin's always offers a 30% discount for every bucket you purchased. And so, mummy bought three bucket and together we shared it among us This little doggy looked so pathetic. He had a little collar around his neck and i wonder why the owner were "kind" enough to leave their dog strolling outside?Another surprise for me....i was back from Uncle Kevin's and i found mummy sleeping soundly on the sofa. She woke up and ask me to check out the top of our TV. You know what i saw?Yes..i saw my beloved Luffy and Ace. Yahoo..so mummy knows i am so madly In love with ONE PIECE and she got my one from Giant. Thanks mummy. Luffy and Ace is standing infront of me right now. Yes...right infront of me On the 1/2/10, i woke up early for i have a gathering with my dearest besties-Shi Hui and Kai Lyn. Yea..Shi Hui will be going back to KL soon and she wants to meet me before i fly to Aussie. So...she came to fetch me around 9am in the morning and we headed to Taman Gaya. We wanted to to Moonlight but it was closed. So we headed to the Tea Garden where we had our fulfilled breakfast Datin Sri Kai Lyn Me and dearest Shi Hui. You know..she is so skinny right now. Make sure you eat a lot ya.....don't you dare to lose weights again..!Aunt Aj joined us in a while.... Not to be forgotten, Aunt AJ bought me a new flavor cake from Moonlight the night before(31/1/10). It was awesome..i repeat..IT WAS AWESOME. i simply loved the taste of it. You might think this cake is small enough to be gobble up by me but i'll prove you wrong. I am generous enough to take it to factory and to be shared among all of us. HEHEHEEH...please say i am a good girl! ME...with the cake.

On that very night itself, i had a gathering with Sharon, Thomas, Tan Sri Chuan Long and Datin Sri Kai Lyn. We went to the Yew's cafe and obviously to Secret Recipe after that. I had a great night out with Kai Lyn they all. (PS:We all know what is happening anyhow)

On the 2/2/10(the fateful last day of me in Malaysia), i had pizza's for lunch and my favourite volcanic chocolate

Thanks for the shirt Kai Lyn. I love it...we shall meet in Perth then.

So till here people, this is how i celebrated my last few days in Malaysia!!There are more posts to come. The next post will be all about BB. Thanks sweetie for coming all the way to singapore just to see me off.....*appreciate* muackz..love ya people..