the story of her life....

Once,there is a girl who has just entered her secondary life.She used to be in an Over-protected school,where everything is done for her.There goes the same at home.She does not have to bother herself about house chores,school projects not done,homeworks not done,or having no transport back home or whatever is it that most human will usually bother about.She lead a happy life and spent a happy 6 years during her primary school time where she met her friends,her crush and everything.Though she met problems like quarrelling with friends,fighting over silly matters............but all these problems are consider silly and minor if we compare it with other school's students who are not that fortunate.This girl has hard tempered too.That is the only worst point of her for she is not the one who can controls her temper.She will flare up unnecessary..and she is an easily jealous person.She can be mean...!she can be kind and good too...if she wants to.Nobody knows the real side of her.Not even her real good friends and family.She doesnt want anyone to know the real HER.Overall,she did gained a good and sweet childhood memories,during her primary school time......!she treasured friendships..too....!And it can't be deny that she is really having a good time in her primary school life.The spirit of harmonious can be found in students.And no matter whatever problems or conflict occurs,a word of "SORRY" can solved everything.
She is just a girl of age 13,the one who has a straightforward and naive thinking.She was naived to think that secondary school life will be just the same as her primary school!And thus she wasnt prepare for all the things that might occurs.She lefted all her primary school friends and came into a world which is totally strange and unknown to her.And then she realised that in this monstrous school,everything has to be done by herself.She has to have courages to defend for herself when troubles falls on her.For friends in secondary school is totally different from friends in primary school."SORRY " and "IT IS OK" is not the solution to those problems any longer.Friends in secondary school are definitely less friendly.She is not having comfortable school life like before.For once,she has to take school bus to school,that she has never try before in her life.Of course the feeling is not as comfortable as her high class van that used to be her only transport to school.Slowly,she has got used to her secondary life.Her characters has changed.She becomes stronger and even more independent.Then she began to notice the things around her.
Her eyes wandered off....and it met a pair of eyes....the one which she will never ever forgets.She met his eyes.It was such a beautiful one........................!!She got to know this guy.......!And she knows that her life has started to change.Did she run away from it?Nope.She fight this war herself.She has met lots of people and faces conflict.Still..life is going on.She is not falling down just because of this.It can't be deny that she is happy to have met him...but she admitted the pain that she has gone through.
HE??He is a guy of cause..!!He is a popular guy and extremely smart.He has good look.An angel outside if you do not know the inner part of him.He too...is similar like her....where nobody knows the real and true side of them.She does not know him well...for he seldom talk about his stuffs.He wanted her help to chase a friend of "hers".That is how they got to know each other.She can feel his sincerity towards her friend.This is why she agrees to help him.But she doesn't know that being kind in this aspect doesn't bring her good.Infact,she tortured herself by falling for him.It pierced her heart when she sees the pain in his eyes after being rejected by her friend.But all she can do is just to console him and advice him to move on.She doesn't know if it this method works or not.All i know is that she has never tell him how she feels towards him.She has kept this forbidden feeling for long.Nobody knows it.She has hope to tell him.But her heart doesn't allow her to.
A year passes quickly.A new year begins again..!She is entering her 2nd year of her secondary life.She met him again.This time,he is like a total stranger to her.She doesn't know him at all...!!She is even sadder when she finds him changing into another person.The usual him is no longer there...........!!He has turn into a play boy.!!Chasing nearly every single girls that he could get hold of.He is turning into a beast too.......!It breaks her heart.But what can she do?......He totally ignore her....forgetting that she has been the one that is willing to help him...and the one who trusted in him although many people are against him.She was leading her own life while he was leading his own life....................!They both go separate ways.....just like they had never met each other before.She tries to forget all about him.........but how can this be done so easily?He has changed completely.He broke the heart of many girls.But he always gave her a sorry look.....
It was until a day when the boy finally confessed to her.It was a day which she has been secretly hoping for long.She hesitated for a while.And then she finally accepted him.It could have be a happy ending.But this doesn't last for long.For she can see his characters even clearer.Everything goes well at first.He cares for er.After a few weeks,she found out that He is still a play boy after all...........!But she,being stupid,didn't want to admit it at all.She trusted him too much.And tends to cover all his mistakes.She believes whole-heartedly that she still meant something to him.She finally broke down when she received a message from him asking her to hide their relationship....saying that he doesn't want so many GIRLS to know it.Now,she knew that she doens't mean a damn in his heart.And yet,she was still as stupid as ever.........hugging her hp while waiting for his messages each day and night.His messages are getting lesser and lesser each day.Sometimes it was once in a week...and sometimes even worst,once a few months,and then none at all.She finally accepted the facts that it was time for her to move on.It isn't worth lingering over someone who doesn't care a damn for you.She has almost recover from her wounds when she received a shocking and hurting news from her friends that HE told them that it was HER who has been pestering him for long.And that he doesn't care a damn about her at all...!What a news..!!!It broke her heart for long........!!
But all the same,this has taught her a lesson.She won't trust boys that easily now.She is getting stronger and yet she does feel stupid whenever she thought of how she has been fooled by him before....!SHe is leading a happy life now as a new person............


The story has come to an end.....and i am not ashamed to admit that I am the stupid "SHE" mentioned above.
This experience has taught me a lesson.And you will be glad to know that i ve gotten over this long ago.And i am leading a satisfactory life now....full of happiness and friends....!It is just the kind of life that i want..