life is really cruel...!

many things can happen in just one day.......................!!to me,i always tries hard to think positively in whatever condition!!but recently,i feels tat life is getting worst!!people were asked to relax and be optimistic ..
but sometimes,in certain condition,you just can't do it.this is how tears are formed...................!

sometimes,,i wonder if...GOD really do keep on watch over us??why must misfortune falls on someone who is kind and innocent?it is really too bad.such tragic should never ever happen to someone like that.HEAVEN is so unfair...........!!i know i should look on the bright side that GOD wants her more......!but still i really cant accept the fact.Yu Min is always one of my greatest buddy.she is one of the most gentle and sweetest girl.always wore a smile on her face........and is nice to everyone.I know her since form 2...and got closed with her in form3,where we were both librarians.she is really a good friend.never involved in any misunderstandings and quarrellings.i know that she had a strong bond between her and her mum.she used to say that she can't bear to leave her mum even for one night,whenever we asked her to stay overnight for a late gatherings.it is getting near SPM...all of us have planned to go for a trip together.surprisingly,yu min has agreed too.but why?why must all these happened?i know i can't change the outcomes..........but it really hurts me to think that yu min will be alone without her mum beside her.she is still a child to her mum.she hasn't really grown....................!!i know she will be hit very hard.i really want to help her.but what can i do?

Dearest,Honourable Lord Jesus,
ive come to pray upon you sincerely with all my heart.please say that you will listen to my prayer.before i go on,i thank you whole-heartedly for sacrificing yourself for all the sins that we've done.
Honourable Lord,believe in GOD will grant us an eternal life.i am sure you have a good reason for everything decision and arrangement that you ve made.i am willing to trust you......................
Yu min's mum,aunty chua,is a nice lady.she is as cheerful as yu min.always wore a smile on her face.she is a nice lady to chat with.i met her during form 3 time.it was raining season..................and heavy rain falls just before we can go pass the school gate.and there was aunty chua,who was a helpful lady,said to me"oh my..aunty really can't bear to see you walking in the rain.come on up...i can at least send you to the bus-stop,"..
i was really touched.and so i gladly got onto the car.but still,heavy rain pours outside........!!all along the way,i realised that aunty chua is really a nice person to chat with.without realising,she has sent me back to my home eventhough she lived so far away.i was feeling grateful............!and so,she has always left me a great impression..and i always known her as a"kind and cheerful" lady.
i never thought that wednesday,26th september 2007,was the last time i can see her.tragic falls upon her.i can hardly believe thats such a nice lady will leave just like that.
Please...Lord....if you are listening,,,........please grant her an eternal life.i know you have a good reason for all these arrangement......!!please grant that she wil lead a real,happy life in heaven.what's more,please do say you will watch over her family...and may they stay strong for their future life.....from now and always.....

this was a prayer said by the name of Lord Jesus....AMEN....