A cup of Orange Tea

I was so sick for the past few days. After the movie of "Pitch Perfect" with Mommy, Daddy and Barry, I was sneezing like anything. I knew something wasn't right anymore. And I was right! I took two days off work. Yet, I didn't commit enough time to the Lord :) 

I had a long long talk with Jeremy yesterday over a cup of Orange Tea at My Liberica :) I am sure of where I am heading to and I knew this is gonna be serious. I was given a greater challenge and I really want to do it. God, you ask me to go higher and I knew I will not regret it.

Do show me the way you want me to. I am sure I don't want to wait at the border line again. I want my life to pursue you and I want to claim all these blessings from now onwards. Hallelujah!!!

When we get together..

Hello Selina...

You are back!!!

We chatted for almost everything and at long hours too. Although we haven't come up with a conclusion about my future, but I enjoyed talking to her. It is just a whole day of girls' hang out and nothing else. I wish the day would last longer but sadly I gotta go tuition which is a pain....

Have a good trip to Taiwan Selina and be safe!!! :D

Happy birthday Twinnie :)

I knew the twins back in the beginning of year 2011. And now it is almost the end of 2012. Well, consider it two years then. We been through a lot. From just their elder sister's friend, I became their friend. From just a church member, we became good friends. Sometimes we ranted about stuffs, and sometimes we just want to hang out. It is all good.

I haven't really put in a lot of effort in this whole connect group thingy. I was so busy focusing on other stuffs. But now, I think it is time for me to get back.. really.. time for me to pursue on.. 

Wait for me Lord. Help me to walk in your timing and space

30th November

Again... Today is the day... time really flies. It is almost three years and this is the 3rd time I will be writing about it.

Everything has come to an end now. Basing on the current situations, I don't think we will ever have chance to cross paths into each others life's again. I wish you the best of lucks. Stay happy and blissful with your current partner.

I definitely have my life to lead on with different callings. How I shall enjoy it :)

The end

After dragging Mommy to watch Twilight in the year 2008, we have never missed a single show since then. 

Finally, everything comes to an end. Awesome ending!! I was touched!I cried at the flash back... I can't believe I have been a fanatic of Twilight for so many years.

A thousand years - Christina Perri

Heart beats fastColors and promisesHow to be braveHow can I love when I'm afraidTo fallBut watching you stand aloneAll of my doubtSuddenly goes away somehow
One step closer

I have died everydaywaiting for youDarlin' don't be afraidI have loved you for aThousand yearsI'll love you for aThousand more

Time stands stillbeauty in all she isI will be braveI will not let anythingTake awayWhat's standing in front of meEvery breath,Every hour has come to this
One step closer....

The best church ever..

All these whiles, I know God has a plan for me. I know sometimes I haven't been obedient and lots of times, I sort of dies down and back slided. Again, He never fails to bring me back to Him.

I have a vision
I have a calling
I have dreams
I have desires
I have things I wanna do
I have needs
I have lots of impossible cravings
All these are possible if only....I have GOD!!

I am so so so alive now just because I know God is able...

Meet up :)

Meet up with See Ting, one of my favorite friend :) 

Why did God put me in all kind of situations? I won't ask Him why now because I know He has a perfect plan for me.

Hello :)

Connect Group was awesome last Friday and I know it would still be great :) 

Hi Tyng Liang :) Long time no see. We miss you and I think you grow slightly fatter. No offence but you still look good... Welcome back after one year??!!

Baby sitting

I love children!!! I don't mind taking care of them even when I am not working...but if it brings trouble to my family, I would rather not do it...

To me, I think it is absolutely alright to look after them...but on the other hand, I think I am real selfish because it is Mommy's money that I am spending so I feel it is alright. Dumb of me to not think twice before I promised others.... Sigh..

I am sorry Lord...

Little Princess Sherry

Enjoyed Public Holiday because I get to spend quality time with my family. On the note, the bad side of it is that I will spend their money every time we goes out. 

Always can't help going to the toys' department. I was browsing through and I saw this little dress which I thought it would look nice on my little princess. I calls her princess because I have given seven of my princesses away and she is all that I have.

Sherry asked me not to call this doll Princess Viola so I named it after her.

Say Hello to Princess Sherry :)

Blessed

Life is getting more challenging :) I have lots of new things to challenge and each is getting tougher.

2 more weeks to go and exactly one more month to end all my exams and stuffs. Then, I AM FREE :) I can really focus on working and serving God. 

I don't like scolding my students though sometimes they can really make me goes mad.  I just cannot accept them doing something extreme like stealing, playing truants, insulting people and using vulgarities. I don't understand why is it "Overboard" to talk or chat with my students after work? To me, they are NOT only my students but friends too. I don't give a "rat" of what the boss thinks as long as I am not doing anything illegal. They are too precious and I love them all :) I want to know more about them and to give them whatever that is within my capabilities. Sometimes, things may not be as perfect as what we think. To the World, they may seem fine and good, but who knows behind the scenes, they are broken-hearted, lonely and needed someone to be there for them? That's why sometimes, please look beyond the situations first before one starts making judgement.

On the other hand, teaching life is getting more and more interesting and yet a bit annoying at the same time. All of a sudden, I have a lot of sons and daughters clinging on to me. Holiday starts, and a lot of kids are staying back for the child care service and hence, my one and only hour of free time is gone. I can never be lonely because they are always there to make me laugh, make me mad, make me goes crazy and make me goes insane. Should I call myself lucky? I used to target my students and calls them my "Precious", my "Darlings", my "Lover", my "Boyfie" and etc. Now, it seems to be the other way round. I would receive texts from students saying how much I am loved and all. Perhaps, I were never a "Teacher" to them but a friend? A sister? Somebody precious? Well, I don't know. If I really want to be somebody, I hope to be somebody inspiring just like how Christ inspires me.

Father Lord, I have my life to thank You for but if there is something that I could ask of You, I want to know what is Your calling for me? What exactly do You want me to be? I want my life to be praising You and my actions to be pleasing in Your eyes. Give me specific answers please Lord :)