Can those happy + sweetest moments last FOREVER.??..........

hey hey....as you know...i was back for quite sometimes.throughout my days in camp,i misses tones of people outside.truly there were real lots of people whom i missed.my sister's,my friends and buddies, brother's....and lots more.so i felt real grateful that i am able to meet some of them before i goes to school next month. 2 to 3 months are no big deal...for time flies.but this time......it will take me a few years time.can our friendship ever maintains?i am not sure...and i really don't know.don't know why...but i do have these thoughts troubling me.maybe i think too much. the first person/people whom i first met is of cause my PARENTS.hahax......!next...i ve met my dearest dearest sisters.....yeah...SHE reunion!!i really do missed them like hell.normally...either Selina Bear will hang out with Hebe Ting...or i will hang out with Selina Bear.we seldom have the opportunity to hang out in 3.aiks......so i really appreciate the 2 hours(8/6/08) for us to hang out.
i knew we would be SISTER'S FOREVER.....and sister's for life too.LONG LIVE SHE.....may our shadows never grow less.
LONG LIVE SHE......WE BELONGS TOGETHER

THE PISTACHIO'S....at Senai Airport(16/3/08)

Next excitement....is none other than meeting my dearest juniors, Baobei aka Kelly and Vonny aka Yvonne.i will usually met them more than ONCE and for the longest time.hahax..we really did have a great time.every days i spent with them are just so memorable and precious. but the time i spent with them is always too short and not enough for me.of course i wouldn't write it so detail for i ve already describe everything about them!!but all i can say is that.....they will forever be my dearest juniors, my sister's,best buddies, and best among the best of all.as i say, happy and sweetest moments may not lasted forever...and my chances of meeting them is getting lesser and lesser.so i really hope we will treasure every moment that we spent.i may not be the first person who is always there for you when you guys are in trouble...but i promised that i will always be the best listener to your problems.!!!...may our frienship last forever and ever....

Reunion!!!on the 16th of march 2008

2nd time REUNION of this month...(15/6/08)

3rd excitement is of cause i was able to meet one of my camp mates Hui Sien(Pig Girl) on 14th of june 2008.we had a great time shopping around,talking while refreshing back all our sweetest memories in camp.we had a great time looking at PIGS.hahax...cause she loves pig very much.honestly, eventhough i always longed to come home while i was in camp...but i really and truly misses all my friends there. Charlie rawkzz....Dorm Charlie 14 rawkzz too.everyone of my friends rawkzz okay?hehe..eh..wait..i will write about them in the coming pieces la...with pictures somemore.hehe....be Patient...

4th excitement...is of cause meeting up with my best brother's,Sufee and Shawn today(19/6/08).they were both my best tuition mates last year.i knew Sufee longer..but we 3 hit out well allright.well...actually i ve lost contact with them eversince we ended our tuition class(October 2007). but don't know how...we actually manage to contact each other again recently.thank god!!they were really my brother's for life.for i am usually the odd one without partner's in tuition class...but these 2 boys always chopped place for me and shared all their news with me!honestly...they really treat me as a "brother"(boy) cause at that time, i really looked like a boy with my spiky hair.but who cares?we gets along well...and chatted nicely.although Shawn is being warned by his girlfriend not to talk to me....but..still he ignored her words...and talk to me all the same.thanks a lot ya..brothers.if it is not for both of you...i would have been so lonely in class.overall..we did have fun today. a threesome date of cause.i arrived first,then Sufee.as the time is still early..we had drinks somewhere.Shawn is late of cause....but i can see him rushing here as soon as possible.cause we threatened him that if he is LATE,then lunch will be on him.hahax.we had lunch at MCD.just as brother Sufee hopes to.of cause we couldn't catch a movie cause...brother Shawn is wearing his wonderful school uniform.we shopped,joked and chatted until 4pm.then we say "Good bye". but no worries...we SURE can meet each other again.Sufee is going to UITM (Segamat) next week whilst Shawn and me will be going up to Taylor's (Subang) next month.Sufee has promised to come up to KL to meet me and Shawn because we are 2 against 1.hehe......Long live our threesome friendship. and may our brother-hood spirit never grow less.ONE FOR ALL AND ALL FOR ONE........

to my ssu mates--Shi hui, Sophia, Kai Lyn, Irene, Christine, Siew Wen ,Paul, Ji ken, Yue Jing, Bernard, Victor, Andrew and all!i know some of you are in Aussie or all over the countries.but nevermind...as we agreed....every year,there will always be a DAY for us to gather.i am looking forward to it.miss you guys lots.LONG LIVE SSU..........

and to all my friends all over the place....SETA's friends of cause..and those that i didn't mention lar...like Soo Hui,Fang, Yng,Sultan, Yvonne, Khai Ping, Shi Xuan,Yu Min,Jasmine, Cousin Brother,and all lar...(PS:can't list down lar...too much already).i didn't forget you guys...and i WON'T forget you guys also.so stay happy and enjoy life......i am sure we will meet ONE DAY.as well as all my buddies and friends outside.......i'll remembered each and everyone of you......forever.....

Can those happy + sweetest moments last FOREVER??.....i really don't want it to end so soon.if only i can get hold of TIME MACHINE........i'll make sure the time will remains there forever....if only i can....

Things that i longed to say...to Baobei and Vonny...

as i haven't receive those pictures yet,so i won't write about the stuffs that i meant to write.sorry ya...but please wait PATIENTLY.for there are more coming.on the way.well well...i somehow realized that i still got so much wanna tell Baobei aka Kelly and Vonny aka Yvonne......!

i know i know...i ve actually written something about them during last year december(2007) with the title "I MISS YOU".but that is to describe their characters and how we met each other.but this piece will be all about the things which i longed to say to them..so here is it...i said it once and last...after this,i don't wanna hear anything about Leo forum of 2008.

dearest Baobei aka Kelly and Vonny aka Yvonne,first of all.....thanks for entering the world of LEO.without the existing of Leo Club of SMK SETA,we won't be able to know each other.i mean SMK SETA is not that big.....and of cause we will know/meet each other.but the feeling will not be like now.the friendship we used to share....those happy and sorrow events that we been through.only REAL friend can understand all these.throughout my whole year of undertaking for fiscal year 2006/2007 as a president of Leo club of SMK SETA, it is you both who always stand by me,and gave me all your supports.you guys never ONCE turn your back against me.true enough, we will bicker and quarrel each time.just like you say "Bey song"here and there.but i can see the strong friendship bond between us three. i know i am bad-tempered and my words may be harsh during that time......sorry for everything that i said,and that it accidentally hurt your feelings.i apologize for that. but i know...it won't affect our friendship. we are the "PISTACHIOS"!

just like you guys said.....without the "SUPPORTS" of both of you(Baobei aka kelly and Vonny aka Yvonne), Leo Club of SMK SETA won't achieve TOP.yeah....i totally agree.so here am i...typing this with full gratefulness towards both of you.thanks for attending most of my leo activities and thanks for supporting Leo club so much.for eg....events and money problems.whenever there is any problem occur...it is always us 3 who will vexed around whilst the others stays at home,shaking legs and lazing about.we always shed tears unnecessary.over stupid problems.all these are part of our sweetest memories.and once again......thanks for helping me to achieve TOP.i am sorry that i,as your club Immediate Past President(I.P.P), couldn't do anything to help you guys during your undertaking.for all these has to be done by you,yourselves as well as the other Leo members.i can only gave you supports and ideas.

i know you guys have done all the best that you could.and i am proud of the results.for it is those Sub-district that is important.results has proven that our club is strong.i know we were all sad that we are just a step lack in reaching the word "PERFECT".but to me, you guys are already the best among the best.i don't know what to say....but i am really proud of you guys. as you know...the word "FAIR" is not in the dictionary of Lion Dr Ben C.Ng. those that don't deserve it has gotten what they want....but at least we know...we deserves it.it is just that our luck isn't too good.that's all we can think of.LET BY GONE BE BYGONE.........it is time to move on.there are still heaps of chance for us.

Baobei...you did say that...after this year..no one will care who achieve TOP or OUTSTANDING.and no one will even remember all the faces of SETALEO's.since you have this thoughts,then i think you are strong enough to think positively.and about Vonny, can you please don't cry anymore?and don't be afraid of me okay?i am not that scary.i was shocked when you cried immediately you saw me.sweat!!!!!i won't blame you okay!!i ve already make my word clear to you.nevermind about those stupid TOP or EVERYTHING or whatever hell is it.it is not important. what matters most is the PROCESS?did you guys enjoy throughout the whole process?did you guys serve with sincerity?you guys enjoyed being a LEO?and the one and only answer i wanna hear from you is none other than "YES"........

i know....you guys will say "Put yourself in our shoe...and think.if you were us,will you feel like this?you will cry too"....i know this is what you guys will say.yeah...true enough..i can't exactly..understand how you guys felt.but....in certain sequences, i can understand.Stop blaming yourself,Vonny.i did not chose the wrong president.and i won't regret with my deicision.you are always the best,the TOP + OUTSTANDING.i am just stating the truth.have a little confident in yourself.you are not doing these for me but for yourself.don't keep on having thoughts as if you are lettting both me and the club down.nevermind............!there are still chances.past the chance to our juniors.let them fight for themselves.we have already done all we could.it is true that we did not get top.but take a look at those.....sub-district awards that we achieve.it shows clearly that we do deserves TOP.but...we are lacked of LUCKs......

and once again..........put yourself in my SHOE.how would you feel...if you achieve the same SPM results as me?only you guys can understand how i felt right?other people might think "eleh...her results is so damn poor" nobody will care whether my results is good in school or not.for the real SPM says the final right?didn't you guys asked me to be strong?didn't you guys believe in me?idn't you guys consoled me and stood up for me,saying that the results is fake?didn't you guys forced me to appeal my results?so i am doing the same thing for YOU both.just be strong okay??

i know you guys are getting on well now.and i wanna say...thanks for carrying SETALEO's flag high.stay happy always.....and enjoy life just like before.....gambateh!!!now just set your mind towards the coming SPM.strive hard for it.fight for it.nevermind about the results!even if you fail,but at least you can smile to yourself saying that "although i fail,but at least i ve tried my best!!" i will be proud of you still.....!always work hard before you say you fail.there isn't any failure in this world...not now and not ever....!and obviously,you guys will not be a failure.i'll make sure you guys success..!!once again..congratulations in your success.thanks for all those sweet memories.at least i know i will remember both of you for the rest of my life.......~i am forver in your debt...thanks a lot my dearest ones....love you guys lots...muackzz.....yours truly...

Unlocked the enclosed piece of my diary....(Secretly Loving You)

hey hey...well..don't know why?maybe because my days in GreenField Resort are so damn boring,so i am so so so in love in drafting or writing nowadays!but i won't write about NS stuffs anymore.cause i ve got something better to share with you guys.well...during my days in camp,i ve brought along with me this piece of diary.and goodness know where did i get such a big courage to show this piece to my friends and buddies there.i thought i will be laugh by them...but surprisingly,they enjoyed reading it and has given me good comments.thanks Sister Lam and Rainbow as well as my other camp friends. And thanks a lot too...Ting...for reading my stories each time.well well...as i have permitted the others to read it...so why not i post it up to share with you guys. actually i did written about this person in my wretch blog...but i didn't mean to tell anyone who is it...and i just used the word "HE".many has tried to guess this person but failed.ENCLOSED piece of my diary.and now i am UNLOCKING it.!!enjoy it...

Secretly Loving You....................

It started on the 29th of December 2006, Friday,2.30pm,in Mr Charm's physics tuition class in Omega. I don't really remmeber or know how i started my conversation with you. All i know is that i had never seen you before in my life until that day.

You sat in front of me...and next to a malay good friend/buddy of mine, Sufee!You are quiet at first. You talk softly to Sufee.I don't find you interesting or handsome. Just know that you have a pair of beautiful eyes. You turn out to be extremely smart. Answering every single questions that Mr Charm asked. I was impressed. I remembered my friend, Li Fang kept on praising you. But we don't know where you come from. It was until Mr Charm took the attendance, then i knew your name is "Shawn". You did talk to me. But mostly because of tuition work.

The 2 hours in class passes quickly. Don't know why, but i felt so unbearable when 4.30pm comes and i have to say Goodbye.That's because i realized you are taking the next chemistry class too. Due to the late registeration, i can't get to enter Mr Lim's class. So i have to say Goodbye somehow.

In school, according to Li Fang, you were still excellent in that Chemistry class. It makes me feel like wanting to know you more. Mostly because i don't want to be left out. So in the second week, that's when school has started, i don't know that my other friend, Wey Yng will come into the same class as us. So i was left sitting alone behind. Soon i got fed up,so i moved infront of them and sat just behind you and Sufee. I get to know you more and found out that you are actually from English College (EC). Oh my god!!!I can't believe it. As usual, Fang began to change her behaviour towards you after knowing you are from that school. You seem uncomfortable seeing our reaction. But was still friendly towards me.You are always laughing at my terrible drawing of graphs. Because of you...Sufee tends to make fun of me too.You are ready to share all news with me. We did have a good time that day.

Then miracle comes, for i manage to enter the next Chemistry class. HURRAY!!!I can stay together with my friends without being left alone and most importantly, i can get closer to you. I don't know what's wrong with me. But i hate anyone to be close to you. I even asked my friend about you.He is just getting annoyed. Maybe because there is a reason for me to do so. I admit that there were motives for me to get close to you. And that is to find out why EC guys hates SETA girls so much.And why must EC guys talks so badly of SETA girls. But...i never know that....one thing will lead to another. I get to know you more and realized that you are actually a friendly and talkative person. I realized that we gets along well...especially when it lefts the 3 of us (Sufee, You and Me). We did have a good time together. But i knew you already had a girlfriend.

I don't even know when did i start having special feelings towards you. I don't even know if it is a feeling of admire or friendlike or that i really like you? Maybe this feeling comes naturally without knowing it.It is until Valentine's season, i forced you to buy dedication from my club. You hesitate but i won in the end. You were troubling whether to let me know your secret or not. But you did in the end. And i am the only one who knows it.You asked me not to tell anyone....and of cause i won't.Do you know how happy i am to be able to earn your trust?Even Sufee also don't know anything.And because of this, we were able to exchange phone numbers. I was like damn happy.Then slowly, i realized i do like you. Not because of your look.Your personalities makes me like you. Shu Jun is really lucky to have you. I envied her without feeling jealous of her.

Our friendship has blossomed tremendously. We becomes good friend,buddies and brother.But Fang and Yng still dislike you. And of cause i can't tell them about my feeling towards you.I ignored them and befriended you all the same.You are very understanding.Remembered vividly during a day,somewhere around march 2007......i cried because of I.U Day's stuffs.Too much problems occurred that time. You did not question me any further but handed me a packet of tissue. You tried not to question and asked Sufee not to disturb me. I was touched at that moment. Thanks a lot Shawn!You are a great friend.Tell me...how can i bear myself to hate you?How can i bear myself to ignore you?

I am always hoping to see you. Every Friday has becomes my favourite day of the week. The usual lazy me has suddenly became so hardworking. And it is all because of YOU!Really hope to tell you my feeling.But i care too much of our unexpected brotherly-friendship already.I believe friendship's are rare to find.So i rather sacrifies my special feelings towards you.

SHAWN!!!!Can you promise me one thing?If one day, i mean if one day, you found out my feelings for you, can you promise me that you will not avoid me? Can you promise me that you will still be my FRIEND?I really don't want to lose our friendly. I hope you can understand. If my confession means the loss of our friendship,i would rather sacrifies all these.I know i can only maintained this "Secretly Loving You" feeling...and i believe i can get use to it. Soon.....this feeling will fade....just like it comes naturally and face naturally...!!But promise me......that you will never avoid me!!Please say that you will be my friend forever.....and ever..........

THE END.....OF MY DIARY....................

haha...i don't think it is "Secretly Loving You" anymore.....for i ve unlocked it!!since there are not much people who knows about this blog...so i am relieved.for i know my loyal readers won't betray me...hahax..

ps: to Baobei aka kelly.......narhhh...this is what you would want to know.still remembered how you shout out his name last year?at omega??you make me felt so embarassed.didn't you know there were 2 person with the name SHAWN??and you ve called the wrong person.ishh.......it is SHAWN TAN that i admire...not SHAWN CHNG!aiyerr....a lot of SSI students thought i like SHAWN CHNG lor...eversince you shout that time.whack you arr....ANGRY-ING...!!!anyway...i will show you the real S.T if got chance.so that you won't call out the wrong person again.haha...

ps: to Star aka Yong Sin...for your information...i did update my blog.and twice too eversince i comes back.of cause you would like me to come back faster...so that you won't have to leave me so many comments right?haha....well well..thanks for your comment lar...you are really a nice friend.and thanks for your concern towards SETALEO.we are forever in your debt.will pay you back nicely.thanks for taking care of baobei and vonny during the time when i was away.haha...i know you guys enjoyed it.!!add oil......

i am back from NS....permanently.....this time

Here are some pictures which i would like to share...



HEBE TING IS SO DAMN SHY.....

SHE REUNION ON THE 8TH OF JUNE
SHE REUNION ON THE 8TH OF JUNE

OUR COMPANY FLAG(CHARLIE)

LAO DA AND ME....LAST DAY

AH HAN AND ME

ALL THE SPORTING GUYS FROM CHARLIE 6

THIS IS OF CAUSE SELINA BEAR'S JOB AGAIN!!


hey guys....yahoo..i am back!!!this time permanently.i don't have to go back to GREENFIELD RESORT anymore.what lucks!!!HOME SWEET HOME.i misses my bed.i misses mum's cooking.i misses my friends and buddies.i misses baobei aka kelly and vonny aka yvonne.and i misses lots of things and stuffs around me.home smells better than ever....!haha...too exaggerting i guess.no choice......i misses my home damn much.glad to be back once more.

anyway....our service time is only 2 months plus.not even reaches 3 months.although i am glad to be released from "JAIL" but still i misses that place.that place contained lots of my memories.or i should say...OUR memories.surprisingly i misses the food there.and of course.....i misses my friends.although we are from different states but we were like one big family.it is really great to be in CHARLIE company eventhough we are not the best.CHARLIE RAWKZZ...

well well...many things do happened in camp eversince i went back on the previous 13th May 2008.First of all.....i celebrated my birthday in that "JAIL"....!it was a most unforgettable memories for me.thanks to dorm Charlie 13 and Charlie 14!!!And thanks to all my friends and buddies who sang and wishes me.although the all the buddhists went home for holiday...but still i am glad that Sister Lam stayed back to accompany me.we visited "Kem Teluk Sari"....eww...what a lousy camp.our GREENFIELD RESORT is the best among the very best.yeah....long live GREEN FIELD.

next excitement is of cause COLT M16.oh my god.that gun was superb heavy.we were coached first for the first day about the function and the ways to hold the gun and everything.went to padang sasar the next day by company.the soldiers made demo.oh my god...you should have hear the sound..."damn loud" but i was so damn excited.we were given 30 bullets.10 bullets were for testing while 20 bullets will be counted points.i had my 10 bullets.all hit the board...but at the bottom.hmm...the next 20 bullets...hit the board also..but sadly..i don't know my points.cause the teacher didn't tell out everyone's points.so sad!!!but it is the experience that matter.time goes very fast when you start shooting.haven't even got time to count......then the bullet finished.still..it was damn exciting.and i am proud to say....CHARLIE company got number 2 in shooting.and of cause DELTA company got the first.

NEXT....we ve got a 3 days class(Program Penghayatan Sastera & Budaya).sounds boring right?but still it is enjoyable.we were divided according dorm(boys and girls),and unfortunately,we(Charlie 14) was combined with Charlie 6.why did i mentioned the word "unfortunately"?and that is because.......most of HIS friends are there.as usual...you can hear the name "Chuan Chuan and Chuan".....ishh.....but netherless...it didn't affect my mood to enjoy this programme.we are doing a poem regarding death(TANAH INI AKAN MENCINTAIKU)....although it sounds weird...but still we manage it alright.we got Number 3 for that.haha...so proud nia....although my job is just to sing or i should say hummed some tune.hahac.....

the next excitement is none other than WIRAJAYA....and that is when we have to enter the forest.first we have jalan lasak.and that is when four company will have to compete.we gotta walk for at least 3km with the heavy bag on your shoulder.of course girls will compete with girls while boys compete with boys.there were altogether 8 groups(4 wira and 4 wirawati).mind you....the road are not easy to walk.suddenly you have to walk up the hill.and suddenly the path might be muddy and slippery.if not.....you will have to cross a big drain.i was one of the first firl to reach the destination.but Ting was counted first.so i was the 2nd girl.hahax...still not bad what.then the other 33 people arrived.my gosh....CHARLIE company won.yeah!!!there goes the same for WIRA.for they were running all along the way.so energetic huh!!!haha....but still the main thing is CHARLIE WON.go charlie go charlie go go go...win charlie win charlie win win win......!!next....after our morning tea.....we gotta find direction using compass.we have to walk for another 3km...isshh.so damn tiring man.the path is still the same.muddy and slippery.we arrived last this time because teachers kept on giving us wrong information to make us confused.we had our lunch there...eww..there were so many flies.damn disgusting.just as we were about to lie down and rest...it started raining.what lucks!!!again..we gotta start walking.this time...wearing our so-called raincoat.i thought the route they were taking looks familiar.of cause it is damn familiar...for it led us back to GREENFIELD RESORT.i never thought we could still bathe and rest.so i enjoyed myself thoroughly.we continued or activity when the rain stopped.this time..we entered the forest.built up our tent.to build a tent...you gotta find sticks or wood by yourselve.the sky is getting darker but still our tent is not even built up yet.miraculously.....Staff Halim helped us.thanks a lot.he is damn quick.....felt so stress standing beside him while watching.we had our dinner......!then surprisingly fell asleep.there weren't any night activities for us..much to my disappointment.we slept.

woke up the next day.i can't stand it anymore...i need the toilet.the toilet sucks though.ewww...i can't describe it...if not i will puke.all i can say is that..i went in only ONCE!!enough....it is more than enough for me.the next activity is "MENCARI".and that is it needed 10 campers to find FOOD. we were given direction and a compass.we need to find that direction to meet up with our agent.it wasn't an easy task.for we need to find the right agent together with our code number.our agent is of cause the coaches in disguise.we can't call them "JURULATIH"...for they will deduct our points.they will disguise as anything....orang asli,bread-seller,a mute guy and anything.unfortunately...we kept on finding the wrong agent and they wasted so much of our time.we found our agent at last.we have to sing is suara sengau.haha...and they took a video of us.so MALU.....my gosh!!we found our FOOD at last.and we rushed back.we are not the last of cause.then we cooked.and after our lunch...we headed back to our camp.hip hip hurray.although tired...but it was an exciting experience.to sleep in the forest.without bathing.without forks and spoons for you to eat.no water and electric supply.

days passes so quickly..we had our last community service visiting.and soon we were asked to prepare for the closing ceremony.which means ....we can go home soon.yeah!!!our closing ceremony is on the 6th of june...and that is a day before we go back.and together..the whole gang of us wore Baju Kurung for the last time.i was involved in choir.sang patriotic songs.aiks...although embarassing...but still i enjoyed every moment of it.i was being laughed by Chen....he said he only can see my mouth moving but no voice coming out.hahax...of cause....i purposely does that just to save my voice.we took pictures.and i was busy signing autographs and asking people to write my book.can't bear to leave my friends of cause....but surprisingly..nobody shed any tears that night.everything is like normal.i slept at 4am that morning and woke up at 6.30am.why?because i was so busy clearing up my stuffs and setting my bag/luggage.i had my midnight feast.then busy writing people's books.so busy.woke up.....bathed and i walked out of my room for the final last time.a lot of people cried of cause.we took leave of one another.....took pictures and everything comes to an end.i sincerely hope we all still can remember each other and stay in contact.

reached HOME.HOME SWEET HOME!!my life is back to normal.gotta learn car...gotta apply school.haha...can spent time with my family.Hahax.....come back on the 7th of june.went to kulai on the 8th.met up with my dearest sister's (HEBE TING AND SELINA BEAR).then went to REDBOX with mum and dad ONLY.such an enjoyable moment.i hope everything can lasted till the end. but HE called me halfway..

ps:forgot to mention that...HE enrolled himself in a basketball competition.in his school i think.and the competition is on that day itself(8th of june 2008).HE called to say that their team lost.but i asked him not to give up.gambateh..there is always hope.and HE told me he lost the match and his relationship too.i was like....BANGGG.............!!how could things happened all at once?in a day too!!then HE is like...trying not to spoil my mood.so HE say he will tell me later on then we hang up.but honestly...HE has already spoilt my mood.so i think it is better for him to carry on.and furthermore......i think HE needed someone to chat.so i message him...and HE immediately called back.we chatted for a while.and again...i advised HIM not to give up.for i think HE will regret about it.but HE gave me lots of reasons.so...our conversation carry on for about 10 minutes plus.then HE thanked me for listening to him.we hang up after that.i sincerely hope HE is alright.and i know HE is strong enough to do so.Loads of lucks for HIM....

ps:to baobei aka kelly and vonny aka yvonne and as well as all SETALEOs.congratulations!!you guys have achieved the very best and i am really really and truly proud of you.i know the outcomes is rather unusual and disappointing especially to vonny.but who cares?i know you have did your very very best!!and i know you deserved it.but we can never predict what will happen.so...i won't say anything about what i think.let it be bygone.for as i said...you guys will forever be the TOP + OUTSTANDING to me.what did i always say?nevermind about the outcomes.what matters most is the process.the most important thing is that you enjoyed the whole process and you served with sincere and passion heart.do not shed tears anymore!!although i am not by your side...but i will forever observe the happenings around you.so do take care ad enjoyed till the end.love you all...muacks..

ps:to my so-called good good good friend,star aka yong sin.haha...thanks for all your comments.and i ve updated my blog la.don't worry.i upload a few pictures for you to see too.i am sure you did well in your exams ya.with my blessings la.congratulations to your club.HE has achieved what he wants.i sincerely congrats him.as well as you too.so now..keep on striving.spm is the only thing you can worry about now!!and thanks for helping me to observe them and send me those info.thanks a lot..you are really a nice friend excluding the facts that you are always bickering with me.so.....continue to reach for the highest star!!!!!but....keep on visiting my blog also la...

to all my friends and buddies and everyone....I AM BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!misses you guys like hell!!stay tune.......