i miss you...............

baobei,me and vonny during our last day in sch

hehe...i just say mentioned on the previous blog that i ought to be hardworking and update my blog everyday.but...i was simply far too lazy.no choice....this is ME!!

based on the title above,of cause this will be a piece of blog about missing somebody.yeah...that's true....i can't believe that i had actually graduated for nearly one month.time really flies...and without realizing,i had wasted one whole month.really don't know what can i do?alright..back to the topic above,"i miss you....." hmm....i really misses my all friends.it is like...we lost touch of each other ever since we leave school.i hate this kind of feeling.eventhough some live very near,but still...it was like far away.anyway..this wasn't what i meant to write about.i want to write about me two goody-goody and most treasured juniors......Kelly Ong aka Baobei and Vonny Tan aka Yvonne Tan as i have promised to write in the previous blog.

the word "junior" definitely means that they are younger than me without judging on their looks and all.yup...true enough..both of them were a form lower than me.they were climbing up to form 5 next year while i have already graduated.loads of lucks for you...my dears..!anyway...why are they so special?haha...that is because they were soooooooooooo cute.true enough they were plump and rather big size.but so what??people might laugh and make fun of their appearance..but i do not.in fact what so big deal about having a slim and perfect figure when deep down inside you weren't a perfect person.anyway...i wasn't trying to spite other people.it is juzt that i can't stand it when people were making fun of their appearance.it simply get on my nerves.i am sure you guys out there knows how hurt it is to make fun and look down on other people.appearance were cause by nature...whether you are pretty or ugly.so...don't judge people by appearance.

yup..indeed they were cute.they have the best personalities that i can ever imagine.i say like this maybe because their personalities were same like me.i enjoyed being noisy don't even care what kind of event or condition it is.we can even shout out loud and laugh like mad in cinema whenever we like.and most importantly....we acted natural......!we don't like to fake round while trying to please others.NO WAY!!that is not our character.

of cause...they were LEOs.thank god for sending them to me.they were the best leos.now..i knew kelly aka baobei while i was in form 2.that is when she first entered SMK SETA.she was in the same bus as i am.again...i knew she will be in trouble.for people like to make fun of her....mocking her...laughing at her for her big size and appearance.i don't really remember if i did help her out or not?but i really hope that she can stand on her own feet and stand up for herself.in secondary life...unless you really have a sincere and loyal friend,if not....you gotta stand up to defend yourself in every aspect.i wasn't really close to kelly aka baobei eversince i transfer to morning session.i know i will join leo.i had always wanted to join in that club eversince i was in form 1.but they only accept morning girls.so.................i was a leo then.doing great there.so active that it affected my studies.i have to admit that because of LEO...that i couldn't score well for PMR.who cares?that is already the past.

kelly went to YES camp too.during year 2005.that is the first time she joined leo activities.of cause i knew it was like a new surrounding.for everything is new to her.netherless....it was a whole new experience for her.i,myself was like a helpless white mouse....when i first joined in leo forum in penang...together with seniors...and no one else.everything is like a dream.

i get to know baobei more during my undertaking as the president of fiscal year 2006/2007.

it was then..our journey starts....!

about vonny aka yvonne,i always known her as one of the prefects.although she is as plump as baobei...but she was pretty.she has a sweet look with two rosy cheeks.don't really know her well at first until she entered leo too.she too..went to YES camp.i remembered vividly that she once said to me "goodness..i don't even know you are from our school until i saw you personally in school."hahaha...what a joke.to think i have been in the same school with her for nearly two years.and she had never seen me before.

both vonny and baobei were firm friends.they stood up for each other....cried together.,consoling each other.sometimes it really touches me.i envied them of their everlasting friendship.anyway...both of them were of different characters too.baobei is strong and has hard temper.it will be hard to push her down unless you say words that really hurts her.but i knew she has weak side too.she is rather soft actually.you have to be soft with her...for she,like me,will never never take the hard side.if you are hard to us, we will definitely fight back.and i don't think i will lose.haha..

for vonny...she is a real,soft hearted person......!!she might say "NO NO NO!" to you at first.but after a while of persuading,she will gradually say " okay la..."...hahaha.but soft hearted is also one of the weakest side of her.i am not saying that this is a negative character.but sometimes,in certain circumstance,you gotta back up yourself.you can't always rely on others.so...be strong,vonny.no more shedding tears easily.i believe you can do it well.that is why i choose you...the president of fiscal year 2007/2008.and with the guiding of boabei...i am sure TOP will be yours.i have great confidence in you all....gambateh.

juniors as they were...but to me..they were great friends.friends for life i think.sometimes i really wish to go down to a form lower to join them.for they really stood by me whenever i am down or whenever i faces troubles.i am not saying my friends and buddies are bad.it is just that sometimes they were inconsiderate and they do not understand me.whenever i wanna find them and talk...they will just say "Aiya...you Leo is none of my concern.i am not a leo also"...!so i rather just kept quiet and keep everything to myself.it has become a habit of mine.and i must add to it...."NO ONE UNDERSTAND ME!" nobody will know the real me.

as you know...being a president is a real nuisance.i nearly crash my brain because of it.full of troubles and troubles.and one thing lead to another too.when this trouble is gone,the next one will arrive.but they stood by me when everyone is against me.sometimes i really feel that all form 5 students are childish.jealousy is always about.when you achieve higher post,then rumours will goes round talking bad about you.really ridiculous and childish i called.what is it so great about having higher post????so now...you can guess what great pressure you have while holding on to the post.but thank god...both of them stood by me.i trust them.they did not back stab me like other people do.even my best best friend ever does that.but they did not.i am sorry that i wasn't always nice to you both.for sometimes i can't control my bad tempered..so i flared up easily.but still you guys tolerate me.thanks and sorry for everything.memories shall last ever........as long as we remember it.

we enjoyed our time together.went shopping,went YUM CHA,having meetings.have been sharing all ups and downs.it was really great.the last trip we shared was the trip to penang.we attended leo forum.and that is when we achieve TOP.such great fun....all these unforgettable memories will last forever..!25 August 2007 is not a day to be forget of cause.it was the day that i officially retired from my post.and the new BOD were installed.baobei and vonny cried.don't cry.i have yet to say "congratulation" to both of you!!!promise me that you will do our club proud.SETA LEO SPIRIT shall last until the end.

time flies.it was until the last day that we spent in school.i was touched.vonny starts to cry.baobei was having a sad look.i wanna cry too.but i held back.no..it wasn't right to cry like this.there will always be a time that we gotta say "good bye!".but sadly my time comes first.

thanks for the great outing that day.really appreciate it.

i will miss you guys lots.no matter where you are.....my greetings and blessings for you guys will always be there.don't worry.....true enough i have leave you guys.but the joyful feelings and happiness will always be there for you all.it will not leave you like i do.so cheer up and enjoy what there is for you.YES camp rawkzz this year.i am sure you guys will have an everlasting memories.cheer up and don't feel sad anymore.i pray that you guys will always be blessed with joys and happiness....

to baobei....do not be lazy next year.gaining award is an honour.but studies determine your life time.so study hard even if you don't like it.don't give yourself too much pressure.serve your president well...just like you guys serve me.thanks a lot.i wanna hear good news from you all.gambateh..

to vonny...do not give yourself too much pressure.study hard too.do not be too soft.gotta stood up for yourself.no one can lead you in the near future life.i wanna hear good news from you too.gambateh...

once again....SETA LEO spirit shall last forever..

SETA ROAR!

SETA ROAR!

SETA SETA SETA

ROAR ROAR ROAR!!!!

S.E.T.A...SETA LEOs A PERFECT CLUB!WE'RE PERFECT~YEAH YEAH!!WE'RE PREFECT!

with love,we serve....

singing When you're gone...by Avril Lavinge..

song of the day.