My MacBook finally died.
Sigh, having to spend unnecessary money. Money in my account is decreasing each day. Mission Faith Pledge and sponsored child fare are my commitments.
Hopefully things will be fine :( Aiks. Having lots of mixed feelings. Can't seems to be happy.
Lunch time come, and it is odd to not have someone to eat with me. Should start getting used to this kinda life for the time being. Way to go...
Thursday, August 28, 2014
Monday, August 25, 2014
Time Machine
Looking at my evil self through the mirror, I just can't bear the sight of it.
What has gone wrong with me? I done all the things which I am so afraid that the other person will do.
Feelings are hard to express. To say I don't feel anything, that's a lie. To say I don't miss those times, that's a lie too. To say I am not grateful, that's a lie too.
Recalling back to the past, I was the one who fought so hard for this. If I could turn the time back, perhaps things would be better.
The same scenario has taken place again. Just that this time, I don't have to right to beg for a second chance. I am sorry..
What has gone wrong with me? I done all the things which I am so afraid that the other person will do.
Feelings are hard to express. To say I don't feel anything, that's a lie. To say I don't miss those times, that's a lie too. To say I am not grateful, that's a lie too.
Recalling back to the past, I was the one who fought so hard for this. If I could turn the time back, perhaps things would be better.
The same scenario has taken place again. Just that this time, I don't have to right to beg for a second chance. I am sorry..
Tuesday, August 5, 2014
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