Random thought

If two people who are of different Worlds, are there possibilities for them to get together? I know this thought is nothing new, I posted, argued and thought about it occasionally. Yet, every time it pops out, it is total fresh to me :) 

Feeling is a very dangerous concept. We don't make commitments base on feelings. There can be arouse of insecurities, hurts, rejections, and pains. Even though we sort of knew it, but why do people still repeat the same mistake? Oh well, this is just a very human theological! Humans are complicated, and so does feeling. When someone is far away, we will miss him/her very much, but as soon as that person is near, we take things for granted. Why on Earth am I being made a human? I just don't get it.

All in all, I just wanna say, I hope I can get rid of this horrible feeling and of course, to not sink any deeper. I am the queen of "Insecure" and I don't think I wanna be this hurt ever again. To my future partner, by all means, please do not ever make me insecure. And whoever and wherever you come from, I just wanna say I really like the way you like me :)

PS: Baby Kelly gave me this phrase back in year 2010. She inspires me to chase after my love.

So, my answer to the random thought I wrote above is "YES". I do believe two people of different Worlds can be together. The only way is just to sacrifice. One of them has just got to leave their own World and join the other. As simple as that... just like how James Cameron thinks so :)

The "Thing"

So, "What is the thing?" outreach was over and now, what's next? 

Took us a while to realize we actually had similar outfit on :) I love it. People do change via experiences, phases and stages in life. The fancy clothing that I used to adore is now seemingly annoying to me. From "Who cares?", I've transformed myself into "I care". Like seriously, what has come over me? Let me be selfish just for once. I do want to treat myself a little tad bit better than usual :)

Me-time

Arrived at Penang around 10am plus in the morning and having nothing to do. Caught sight of Starbucks and decided to just sit there and devoted myself to my one and only lover - book/novel

Had a great time reading and really enjoying the ambience there. As much as I misses home, but once in a while, this kind of lifestyle is not that bad either :) I just need some time alone!!!

Ronald Kitty

Little brother Tyng Wei was sweet enough to get me a Ronald Kitty. Pity that he needs to buy four sets of Maccas' set meals and ate it all by himself. 

Check out my Kitty. Godpa Robert is a fanatic of MCD merchandizes. And I like it too :) I used to be a fanatic of Hello Kitty when I was young. There is nothing in my room which is not of Hello Kitty. Oh well..I grew out of it already...

CHANCE

As much as I am a perfume fanatic, I still have my own favorite brand. Of all perfumes that I used before, my first choice will still goes to Chanel Chance.

Alain used to scold me by saying "You are using Chance but I don't remember seeing you giving anyone a chance". Okay, that was our inside joke. I don't think you'll get it :) It has been three years since I last had it and now my Chance is back :) 

Away!!!! Don't know what else to say after procrastinating for so long. Maybe I'll update some day..

Simple satisfaction

So are we cool? Simple words but it carried lots of meaning.

Life is short. So keep it sweet and simple :) As easy as that...not too hard to understand I suppose. Many a time, we always worry about this and that, getting ourselves all tenses up, emotional over certain stuffs, finds it hard to take a break, wanting to break down and etcetera. Do you know that you could actually surpass all these with just finding the right key? The key is not too hard to find. BE COOL :)

Bad bunch of friends ;)

Thankful that I get the chance to meet this bunch of crazy mates. If it weren't for God and fate, I don't even think there are possibilities for us to cross paths into each others' lives. 

These mates make my life livelier and jovial! With them, I can never stop laughing and I never feel so much at ease before. They are cool!! Glad that whenever I am down, I have people like them to joke, fool around and to find joy in. Though we don't always meet, but I am thankful that there is no "awkwardness" in our dictionaries.

:)

Picnic

Decided to be give the kids a treat by taking them out for some sunlight. We prepared lots of food but the kids are not impress by it. All they want is just to run around and "playground". 

You don't appreciate food? Never mind, I will eat it up!! I just felt so happy when the kids are around. Pictures can speak thousands word, but at the same time, pictures can also hide thousand lies. True enough we had fun, but you can't deny the fact that I was shouting at them to keep them calm and steady. It was a good experience for me :) I know I will miss them..

That woman!!!

It is good to have someone whom I can pour my nonsenses to. Even though I don't need her to be my listener, but by just being there is good enough.

Known her since 7 years old. We weren't close at all until 20. You may tell me every negative stuffs about her but I trust her personality. There is no "Perfect" friend in this World. "Sincere" friend is what I am looking for..

V.I.O.L.A

I don't understand Viola at times. She could be positive and she could be negative at the same time. So complicated that I believe no one would ever know her, accept her or understand her at all. I know God will understand. I am just talking about people around me. 

PS: My lovely Qi Zong plucked all these tiny flower petals and spelled my name for me :) So sweet of him.

I can't find the right person to talk to. I couldn't bother the person that I wanna share with. It is just kinda frustrating at times. I understand that it is all about unconditional love but there are times when I needed someone to do the same for me as well. Oh well.. just let it be. Time will heal..

Bon Voyage Chee Wei :)

So Chee Wei is finally on her way to fight the battle. So happy and so proud of this girl :) 

When Jovan first gave me the "Reach the World" wrist band, he told me to treat it as his strength for me to walk with Father Lord. I always felt comforted and confident whenever I had it with me. That thing is important to him and yet he is willing to pass it on to me just for the sake that I won't give up or walk away. I asked him why would he do that? I could never imagine myself parting with something which is of value and is important to me. He only answered me with "When you truly love someone, you will be able to understand how I felt and gradually, you are willing to sacrifice anything to save that person".

Yes!! REACH THE WORLD!! It is important to him and as well as to me. It has become my ONLY encouragement for the past 3 years.  As much I don't want to part with it, but I would rather lend my strength to Chee Wei :) Thanks for teaching me such a valuable lesson of "Love".

Rachel

People has been telling me that my page is full of kids' pictures. No choice, I just love them too much. Everyone has their own ways to express. I just love being compassionate over everything. And hence, I am not ashamed to present my cute kids. 

Rachel is just like a little daughter to me. Mani and I love to call her Tasmania Devil because she is really one active girl. She has a really loud voice and she is not afraid of anybody. It makes me laugh when she calls me Mommy or Aunty. She has good sense of musics and she is really adorable. Sad to think that I couldn't spend more time with her anymore but the past few days has been really great for me. It was a good experience for me and no amount of money can ever buys that.

Greatest achievement!

Hello World :) 

After struggling for so long, I have graduated! Can't say I love studying and yet I don't hate it either. It is a mixture of feelings. After all, it is not about how many high distinctions I have gotten. Aunty Kok told me, it is expensive because those memories that I experienced are something that cannot be bought. I truly agreed with it.

If it wasn't for this certificate, I wouldn't even have chance to step onto Perth and met all those life-long mates. If it wasn't for this certificate, I wouldn't even be in Singapore, meeting Nicole and Tze Xin and get to be really independent. If it wasn't for this certificate, I wouldn't even be here!!

All in all, I am grateful :)

The Masquerade babies :)

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