light-hearted..................

narhh..lazy to update.just let you guys know that i enjoyed myself damn much....on the 15th because it is my dearest cousin,barry ong's 2 years old birthday.yeah...happy birthday to you.and happy birthday to Aunty Yeow too.haha........Barry's birthday party was great.me,ah shuan,ah mei,Aunt Nicole and her boyfriend,Yu Tang had a most romantic time.having our dinner in the darkness,in an isolated house.no choice.....it was drizzling.and we can't bear the others to sit in that isolated house.so being great,we sacrifiesd ourselves.but it was real romantic.haha...we can't see our food.

next...after Barry's party.we headed straight to Redbox.we gonna sang till 3am.whooosh...what lucks.we had a great time.and for the first time....i sang so heartily.....!my voice is a bit sore.but i admit......my singing is getting better than ever.haha.....paiseh paiseh....!cause my dream is to be a singer ....ONCE UPON A TIME.but now..nope....i kicked that thought out of my mind.

well.....came back around 3am plus.slept at 4am.cause i gotta get up early...the next day for i had promised fang,vonny and baobei that i will join them for their activity at Senai Airport.i don't really know what kind of event is that.but i promised them all the same.
get up at 7am...but slept late.i had a quick shower.get ready.surprisingly....Peng Yee and Andy Lau came back from Alor Setar.and came round my house to fetch their car.hehe...what lucks.thank god.....i don't have to walk up to the bus-stop.i can get a free ride.yippee...
hohohohohohohohoho.....

meet up baobei...and her sister,karen.took a bus to Pelangi Plaza.had time to Yum-cha.then...Lion Beryl came together with fang..and all five of us packed into the car.we chit-chat all along the way.had lots of fun.

reached Senai Airport.meet up all those childrens again.honestly...i was so touched.for i really felt sorry for those orphans.they were good kids actually.and....i love them.so cute.so sweet.some of them were rather smart.they were eager and excited to watch aeroplans landing.....and taking off.we had a hard time chasing them.haha...but overall....i had fun.and for the first time..i realised...i do love being a leo.and for the first time....i realised that...i am sorry to leave Leo.and for the first time....i had a thought that "i wanna be a leo forever.................."and serve till the end.
although joinng leo makes me lose a great deal of stuffs...but still if we could spill a little happiness into those orphan's life....so why not we serve all we could?

ps :to baobei and vonny......what did i always tell you guys?serve with passion and kind-heart.serve sincerely.i noticed there are certain things which you guys still can't carried out properly.i deduct a few points from what i see inside you guys.......when you are carrying out this duty.but overall....i know you guys has done a great job.i am proud to see that.keep up that good work.i don't care a damn of what outsiders say about you guys...but what i believed is what i see with my own bare eyes.you guys are great.TRUST ME!!.once again...gaining award is an honour.but that does not prove that you are perfect.serve sincerely is what i mind dreadfully.good or bad...i want to be the first person to know your result.......!always remember what i say.don't judge one look by appearance.with love,we serve............

went to cs.had a great chat with fang and baobei.karen is a bit too quiet.so she just sat there and listen to all over conversation.i really misses those time.when can i ever get hold of time machine.time flies.i am getting near to future.

future?what the hell is that?i don't know.i really don't know.i am not giving up just like that.but i really cannot imagine what is my future...and how does it looks like?

i'll be going away for some period.i won't tell where am i going...and won't say anything about it.all i hint is that...i won't be at HOME...for all these periods.

ps:for anyone who knows where am i going,just don't BREATH a word about it.let it be a mystery till i am back.thanks for cooperation.

if you guys miss me,just drop by my blog.read every single pieces of mine and you'll know how i felt.so long...do take care everyone.i will miss you guys lot.i hope to hear good news from you guys when i am back.must keep me update....good news or bad news...i hope to hear it straight from you.till here...love you guys...muackzz.........

greatest day for Peng Yee...

we are "sister's"..let us have some of your happiness

sweet couple

Ah mei and me

Ah Mei and Me..



haha....Peng Yee and Andy Lau has just held their wedding dinner on 1st March 2008(great day for them). But....Peng Yee's real wedding day was on 9th March 2oo8.i don't really know how to put my words together.but it was just a day she officially married off her house.who cares...i do understand.and that is enough...haha.Peng Yee stayed at my house last friday.so that she can save time not to travel through and fro singapore.

And so...on 8th of March 2008(day for election)....mum took me,Peng Yee,Aunt AJ,Ah Shuan and Ah Mei out for breakfast.after breakfast....i packed my bag. we are going to stay overnight at Peng Yee's place for tommorow's event cause we ve promised to become her "Sister's).Mummy they all will have to go back to Kulai for election(voting). So all 3 of us..decided to went CS for shopping while waiting for Aunt Baby,Aunt Anne and Peng Yee. we reached CS around 12pm sharp. shopped very quickly indeed. we got rather bored. CS is still as boring as ever. soon...we were mourning around...hoping and hoping that time will pass quickly. My dearest aunts reaches CS around 5pm. wow....what a long wait.we went over to singapore. take a cab...and headed to Jurong West(Peng yee's home) to put our belongings while meeting up Aunt Nicole.

Later on...all 9 of us..including Gu Po and Gu Ye...took the bus and headed to Jurong Point.we had KFC for dinner.yummy yummy...but damn full.after dinner..it was shopping time.wow..you guys should have seen us shopping.we are craving and picking out some nice and cheap clothes and dresses. what lucks.....all were sold at very cheap price.i managed to get hold of 3 dresses.Ah Shuan and Ah Mei bought some too.it was really a nice day...!we shopped until the whole building closed.haha....poor Gu Po and Gu Ye to have awaited us for such a long time.we went back to Peng Yee's home. bathed....and then...MODEL SHOW starts.all of us tried on our clothes.took tonnes of pics. get our nail painted......and we slept around 2am plus.haha.......all of us slept in the living room.really like army's training.

the next day..we were awaken by the make-up lady.haix......so reluctantly..we gotta get up.bathed and dressed up.aiks...before7.30am,all our relatives has arrived.my gosh...do you guys need to come in so early.the event haven't even start.then it was time for make-up.everything was done hurriedly.sharp at 8.30am.....we could hear the hooting of the bride's car.luckily we stayed at the 4th floor.so they needed some times to climb up.we quickly locked the door.all the "brother's" and Andy Lau came shouting all the way up.but no way.....we won't open the door for you.fooled around with them for half and hour.and we finally let Andy Lau entered the room after a tremendous shout of 'I LOVE YOU'.haha.....after the ceremony....we headed back to Johore,Masai.....where Andy Lau's live.and where my mum and Aunt AJ were waiting for us..



as the time is still early..we headed to Muzium Layang-layang.took lots of pictures..fooling and joking around.then..it was really time for us to go back to Masai. haha...it was really a great day.but we were like damn tired.the ceremony ended like that.but i could see that Peng Yee and Andy Lau were real happy.we left Masai sharp at 3pm.then all my relatives including Aunt AJ,Aunt Nicole they all....came to my house.yeah..once again..my house is as lively as ever.we chatted for a while.then went out for tea.ate a lot.then they went back home.some went back to singapore while most of them went back to Kulai.

Aunt Baby came to my house after sending them to CS.Peng Yee and Andy Lau came to my house too. mum took them for dinner.they left my place at 10.30pm.it was really a nice day....i wish them great happiness.

Aunt Anne and Me

me, Aunt Baby and Aunt Anne

haha....SPM results is coming out on 12th March 2008.very nervous and relief.Relief because time passes so quickly as i hoped.but nervous because i ve got no confident at all. 2As??i kept on using this excuses to console myself.but who wanna get only 2As for SPM?i will cry my heart out.really scare...........pray hard pray hard.....



haix.....after so much Prince Prince Prince....now i really liked that Lollipop Prince liao la..haha..watch too much of "Brown Suar Macchiato".........Prince is really cute.awwhhh...........now i feel like flying off to Taiwan.How can i don't treasure Taiwan when i went there 2 years ago?



ps : Baobei ar.....you know me best ya.i don't like that prince la.you are right....i only admire him.how can i fall for someone that i don't even know his name?aiks......but you were wrong too. cause i really don't understand my heart now.it is not telling me anything.i can't even feel if i still like "HIM" or not.i hope i can forget.wish me lucks.....

last day of work + happy marriage + venting anger day........

Me and dearest Peng yee

Me and Peng Yee...congratulation

Dearest Aunt AJ, Peng Yee and Me

Me and my besty,Jennifer..

As usual....lazy again......so my blog delayed.T.T....now gotta write a real long one...so sad..hmm...but i am sure my loyal readers knew my character.tee hee hee....!hmm..well....my last day of work was on February 29th.then,officially...i am no longer a worker at "Grace Yeo & Associates".haha...don't know how to describe my day or my feeling that day.i am half happy and half reluctant.happy because i don't have to get up early for work anymore.but reluctant because......i will misses all those clients....!they were all real,funny chaps...!haha...although one of them has directly say me short.but.....nevermind...i ve long admitted that i am short.YES...and round too.

well.....my last day of work was a real hectic day.because there were so many clients coming up that day.i tried to feel happy.Miss Yeo take us out for lunch.and i met one of my primary school friend there.oh...i forgot to mention that...a lot of people came for interview too.all girls.and young one too.i mean not that younger than us.but still young right?haha.......a lot of clients asked why should i resign so early as results was not out yet?miss me huh?haha...no la.....!i wanna have a break la.....before my new life starts!!honestly....i do love my working place...eventhough it was bored.after all....Miss Yeo knew that we will leave her one day...so she can't possibly train us for everything.no time for that.let her find a permanent clerk.so that she can train them.i think that new clerk,Hui Ling was okay.i believe she can catch up very fast.just the type that Miss Yeo wanted.Thank God.as for another girl...hmm....she needs a thorough training.and so my last day ended...........after all those clients bidding me farewell and after Miss Yeo handed me my last cheque whilst certifying all my certificates......Sayonara...

sharp at 6pm,mum and dad came...bringing along my besty,Jennifer with them.yeah......she is coming to stay for the weekends.i was like damn happy.we went for dinner bringing along Hebe Ting with us.we had a sumptuous dinner.i wasn't full though.nevermind....i will find something else to eat.blerk.................

ps: Don't know why....i was rather afraid of myself nowadays...for my appetite has grown.you guys should have seen the amount of food that i consumed.scary man......i wonder if i gain weight?

had a great pillow talk with Jennifer.although she talks cheerfully...but i knew she was sad inside.poor girl........!

1st of March 2008
early morning...my house is in a merry condition...for Aunt AJ has brought her maid and my dearest cousin(Barry Ong) to my house. even dearest Ah Mei came along.haha.......we went for breakfst early in the morning.but still......we weren't full.so come back home and cooked 3 packets of instant noodles.scary man...i knew it.both Jennifer and Ah Mei can't finish it.so what did they do?they stuffed everything to me.other than noodles,i don't know what else did i stuffed into my poor tummy....but i do remembered i eaten a great deal.

ps: oh ya...i forgot to mention that 1st of March is a great day..because dearest Peng Yee is holding a wedding dinner that night at Pekin(Bei Jing Lou)near my house.congratulation.....dearest Peng Yee.i really wish you a great happiness..............

around afternoon,Jennifer has asked her god-brother out.she told me that she has never meet him before.so she begged me and Ah Mei to accompany her.

ps: We don't really feel like going.but Jennifer has agreed to treat us.so...for the sake of FOOD....WE GO!!

went to "Ran Queen Ran King".ordered a great deal such as....chicken chop rice,sandwiches,french fries,ice chocolate and 2 fried ice(vanilla and mango flavour).scary right?we just had instant noodles.Jennifer was shock.nevermind...after a few moments,her god bro has arrived.Jennifer and Ah Mei went to fetch them in.Ah Mei then came rushing in and told me that...those 2 guys smoked.i was like "bloody hell!"i hate people smoking.the minute i saw them...i was like "oh my god" i don't like the sight of them.i gave Jennifer a serious look meaning that i will deal with her when we goes back.and they didn't leave me a good impression.anyway...i treat them like invisible.just ate my food.Jennifer didn't talk much.mostly me and Ah Mei helped them to start their conversation. It was until i swallowed my last drop of fried ice,that 2 guys got up and say they have to go and fetch their friend for a while.and that they will be back again.walao.....how i hope they can scram off.they were back after a few minutes bringing along a friend of theirs.now...i can have a real look at them.my gosh..all of them looks like pervert.i hate them.anyway....me and Ah Mei really can't stand them.so we tried to find excuses to scram off.we made it.before we left...one of the guy caught hold of me..and asked for my number.bloody shit....why should i give you??IDIOT....i quickly ran away.but i forgot that Jennifer has given my number to his god-brother before.so they got my number somehow.and what nerves.they kept on calling and calling me.walao...................................i truly,HATE THEM.
i warned Jennifer not to keep in touch with this kind of people again.and i swear that i won't help her for the 2nd time.

ps:i meant if she wants me to go with her to meet up with this kind of people,then i won't help her.of cause i will help her if she is in trouble.don't misunderstood.

bloody...i finally got rid of those sickening guys.then it was time for make-up.for we have to prepared to attend Peng Yee's wedding dinner.yoohooo................so happy.many of my relatives has arrived.once again...my house was packed.but who cares?i rather my house was packed and squeezy as long as it is in a happy condition.yes...and full of laughters and voices.i love it.we took such a long time to make up as well as queing up for a shower.but everyone was real happy.especially my mum and aunts.it was as if their daughter was the one getting married.haha...no choice.we all loved Peng Yee soo much.

ps : but hey.....the main leader tonight was Peng Yee....if you guys make up so nicely...then wouldn't you surpass her?haha......anyway....gambateh...

we have got to reach Pekin(Bei Jing Lou)early.to accompany Peng Yee as she has to wait in a room.as we entered.....oh my god....i saw PRINCE.he was not the LOLLIPOP Prince of cause.this Prince is much much better than Lollipop Prince.i called him Prince because he really looks like a prince.he was sooo soo soo handsome.arhhhhh......Heart thumping fast.hehe....

ps:The first time i met this boy(Prince) was last year(11st January 2007)....that is when we celebrated Wawa's birthday.i ve already known him as the most handsome guy at there.haha...but Ah Shuan they all don't think so.haha..we do have different taste...!anyway..he is still very handsome eversince the day i saw him, no matter where i saw him,whether at outside or PEKIN itself.

well...we accompany Peng Yee in that little and squeezy room.she asked me to pass her camera to Aunt Nicole.so i walked in and out.haha...i don't mind.cause i can see PRINCE.we took tonnes of pictures.then Peng Yee was thirsty.ask me to get some water for her.so i merely went outside and asked a tall person for water.guess who i asked?PRINCE of cause............i was shocked myself!for i don't even know it is him that i asked. i must have asked him in an angry manner for my mum looked at me and say "Hey...be gentle la..ask properly okay.you asked like as if you are asking for a fight!" i was like..oh my god....for Prince really does looked shock.

so i hurriedly say "sorry sorry..." to Prince.he just smiled and asked one of the waitress there to pass me a glass of water.then he turned to me and asked " one glass right?" i said "yea..and eh...with straw also ya!"..he nodded...HUH?what the hell am i doing?actually i was going to request for 3 glasses of water.but i was so smitten by him...and i request only one just to save him from trouble.Isshhhhhhhhh................i pinch myself for that...haha...

nevermind.....time passes so quickly.sharp at 8pm....the ceremony starts.Peng Yee looks so stunning.Andy Lau too.i am feeling real happy for them.hope their happiness may last forever.i didn't drink much wine this time.i had had too much experience last time.haha...so my,Jennifer,Ah Shuan and Ah Mei just sat and stuff those food into our tummy. haha....although they kept on teasing me...but they always keep a look out for Prince.then they will nudged me "Hey Hey...faster see...your Prince is there!"......Awhhhhhhhh.he is so damn handsome..i love you guys.really great sisters and buddies.i don't have to keep a look out myself...for somebody will remind me.haha...

the ceremony goes smoothly.it was nearly ending when something happened.oh my gosh....nobody hopes for that kind of thing to happen.Andy Lau's younger brother was drunk.he was exactly like going mad.crashes all those flower pots outside.shouting out loud.and even wanna beat Peng Yee also.Peng Yee was so depressed that she cried.BASTARD...how dare you make her cry that day?she is in her most prettiest look.and yet you make her cry?nevermind....LEE's family will always be LEE's family.we stood up for each other.how dare he?everything goes well..except this........!but nobody blame Peng Yee for this...for everyone know it is not her fault.that drunken fellow really created a scene. wanna beat people.then shouting vulgar words all over the street.Prince went outside somemore to help.oh my god..suppose that drunken fellow bash him up.but luckily.....mum ordered everyone to stay inside.the atmosphere was so hectic and messy.everyone tries to help while most people consoled Peng Yee for she was in tear.my mum was cool......for she knew that Andy Lau will bring his brother back to his(Andy Lau) home.so mum just shouted "Ah Peng will stay at my house tonight.i WON'T let her go back to Masai if that crazy fellow is there.NO WAY.she will stay at my house tonight." mum was so damn cool.everyone CHEERED.....hurray...

i never even realised Prince was standing behind me.it was then i turned back and saw him looking at us.what can i do?turn back of cause with red face.arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......really got smitten.he is really good-looking.pretty face....hmm...just like what Jennifer said.i should have got hold of his number ya...during that hectic time.aiks...missed that chance already.Jennifer was like so pissed off.but nevermind la......i just admire his look.sooo soo soo handsome.

all the LEE's members all squeezed at my house.we were chatting while commenting.haha....had a real great time.slept at 3am in the morning.not too bad......but we were all tired out.

2nd March 2008
got up at 10plus.remembered yesterday.what a great day.....!a lot of people has got up.so i woke Jennifer and reminded her that we are going out that day.to meet Baobei aka Kelly.we went downstair.stuff some food into our tummy.then....join my family for chatting at the living room.we chatted till 12 noon.then decided to go Pekin(Bei Jing Lou) to settle the dinner's bill and also to see if that crazy fellow has spoilt anything that needed us to pay up.Jennifer reminded me of Prince.haha.....i assured her that we won't be able to see Prince.cause i don't usually see him working on Sundays....

went to Pekin...everyone remembered us.haha...because of the great scene during the previous night.what lucks...!the manager took us to the VIP room.we ordered food while settled all the bills.to our surprise...they didn't demand us to pay up for the broken flower pots.everyone knew it was not our fault.haix...thank god.food was served.!yummy yummy!eating halfway...i thought i saw someone familiar....!oh...my...really thank god.it must be my lucky day.i quickly nudged Jennifer and said "Prince Prince...look at him....he is Prince right?" Jennifer nodded.and kept on nudging me whenever Prince passed by.i am going mad....haha.i have to admit lo...actually i don't feel like eating as i was rather full.but the minute i saw Prince,my appetite grows.haha...ate damn lot.poor Prince..he looks so damn tired!yet...he have to served other customers.Jennifer said of cause he have to served..because he was so damn handsome.must stand by the door...to let people see.i give her a knock on the head.
we left Pekin after eating.ishh...i don't dare to face Prince directly.he knew we were talking about him la for he looks at me quizically.i am afraid that i might blush.....!aiks....why the hell does he looks so damn handsome?i will blushed if i kept on seeing boys like him.i am going crazy soon.always Prince Prince Prince.other than Prince is Prince again.

went to Tebrau City around 2pm.wanna go REDBOX...to vent out all our anger.actually i do feel sad inside.because of "HIM".i realised it was really time for me to LET GO.so i meant to vent out all my anger that day.Jennifer agreed too.so we sang various songs.all SAD songs of cause.

i cried while listening to 'I Don't Want To Miss A Thing" by Aerosmith.Jennifer felt like crying too.Baobei came around 4.30pm.was shocked to see us so sad.but i can feel that Baobei is sad inside too.although she is trying hard to cheer us up....but i still can sense that she is feeling empty.

ps: Baobei.....be strong.....i knew of your troubles.let nature take place.life is always like that.Life is created by our own hand.so paint you life with colours of rainbow.make is shine.....i will always be by your side.cheer up..

Baobei did gave me a real brain-wash.and has presented me with the word "WAIT".......!although i nearly got carried away by her word.what i wanna say is that..."I AM SORRY..." but i don't wanna WAIT.i ve make up my mind to let go...so it wouldn't be any use for me to wait any longer.as i say..what is mine would be mine and what isn't mine will forever not belong to me.do you understand?the same old phrase....."let bygones be bygones....and let nature takes place"

i appreciate the supports and advice you guys gave me.he is once the KING of my heart.i am not saying that i can forget him at once.a wound needed some times to heal........!and so do i.and so.............give me some times please.i believe i can do it.....!i am getting on alright.at least..i don't feel so much pain now.perhaps someone is right.i was the one that give him the authority to assess to my heart.it was no one's fault but mine.once again...guys.....i just wanna say "THANK YOU"..i am awake now.

Thank you my dears.........for everything....

i will always love that song......"I Don't Want To Miss A Thing"...by Aerosmith.perhaps..one day..i meant one day....you can see me listening to it with a broad smile.....