omg.......i really hate you...

hmm.....according to my title above....for sure...this is another piece of my so-called "VENTING ANGER" blog.
so...if anyone can't stand it or hate to see any violent/vulgar words.............then i warned you to get away as far as possible......!!for i am in a real foul mood right now.....!!i really must vent out this anger from the bottom of my heart......
actually i was in a very very good mood today....but WHY do you have to let me see that SUCK up face of yours?
i ve been tolerating you for so long.for your ridiculous + emotional mood and characters.as i mention in those previous blog..when you are happy...you expect people to be happy too no matter how sad or angry people are...!but when YOU,yourself is in bad mood..........then you expect people to be as moody as you.what the hell is this????bloody shit la!!you,yourself hate those guys then you hate la..!why do you have to ask people to hate them along with you?you always put me in a very bad spot.
FUCKER..........who do you think you are??i gave in to you just because we ve been friends for so long.when you flares up ridiculously and ignored me for nothing,.....i apologised not because i admit i was wrong.that is because i know you are not rational enough to think positively.
but lately....you ve been treating me like your dog.as though i am a real,live dog and you are the master.always ordering me to tag behind you.only you are the one that can be angry while others can't.and only you are the one that can be angry with others.you can offend others but other people can't offend you.what kind of idiotic law is this??and who are you to expect me to obey this kind of fucking law?i don't remember i have got any relationship with you.
and then you will always tell others that i am ignoring you la...always look angry...!MAHAI la......yes.it is true..!i always look angry.and i don't wanna talk to you.but so what??please find out clearly about the cause first then only you make those LAMEK conclusion.
you are always treating people like invisible...!!when your friends are gone only you will come..rushing...smiling...and being friendly with me..!I HATE YOU....I HATE YOU...!!why do i have to know you?you were not like that during primary school times...
i know you are under a great pressure.maybe study stress or what.....
but can you please be considerate a bit???
stop treating people like invisible.....!if it is so hard...then just say so....i can disappear in front of you!!stop making people feel bad....and then acted innocent somemore..!what the hell??mother fucker....
i really can't stand it anymore....to think i thought you are very considerate and caring...and thoughtful.bullshit........................you are not the same person anymore.....not now..and not ever....
don't try to spoilt my last few weeks in school........!!and i won't have you spoiling my greatest moments of all..
so just bear in mind that....i won't be the one to say SORRY or start the conversation first whenever you start that ridiculous mood of yours.........but allow me to mention one more time.....I HATE YOU..........!!!....

okla...i ve finished venting my anger...feeling much much better now.......SORRY....although i ve been writing about things that are definitely not nice to read or to hear.....but seriously...i don't mean it..!i don't mean anything at all...just wanna let out that miserable feeling of mine....since i can't tell it straight to that person.........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
trust me....that person above is still my friend and buddy...........and always will be....friends forver.......

friends..........if you guys ever read this piece.........just read it silently will you??
never speak about it to anyone eventhough you guys might guess who is it....thanks a lot...

may lord jesus bless you guys a great day.............AMEN.....