Short getaway

Even thought it was a short trip, but I enjoyed traveling. Hope to be able to fly to more places in the coming future :)

车祸

好久没来更新了。 上个礼拜， 我出了车祸并且失去了我的宝贝车。 感谢上帝，我只是受了轻伤， 人却还好好的。除了家人以外，我目睹了谁才是真正关心我的朋友 :) 很庆幸有他们的陪伴，让我在修养的一个星期内不感到寂寞。

和死神较量后，才知道生命真的很宝贵。 如果我就这样离开了， 我想我会很遗憾，因为还有太多太多的事情没做。

Not going well at all

I can only say, after so long, you don't really know me at all. What do you mean by lack of ethics and lack of humanity? Just because your circle is like that, it doesn't mean every single person have to react the same way.

Sometimes, when I comment about other people, it is purely just venting out frustrations and sharing thoughts. Nothing about me being better than them or so. If you think this is bad enough, then don't bother asking me to share how I feel. I never thought I am better than anyone. '

Besides that, I have the right to choose to not be expressive. If nobody can accept me for who I am, then why should I accept people for who they are? What do you mean by "Don't be the girl that people hate" ? No matter how likable I am, there are still people who don't like me for a reason. So there you go...I can't please everyone and don't wish to leave under people's shoe.

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My MacBook finally died.

Sigh, having to spend unnecessary money. Money in my account is decreasing each day. Mission Faith Pledge and sponsored child fare are my commitments.

Hopefully things will be fine :( Aiks. Having lots of mixed feelings. Can't seems to be happy.

Lunch time come, and it is odd to not have someone to eat with me. Should start getting used to this kinda life for the time being. Way to go... 

Time Machine

Looking at my evil self through the mirror, I just can't bear the sight of it.

What has gone wrong with me? I done all the things which I am so afraid that the other person will do.

Feelings are hard to express. To say I don't feel anything, that's a lie. To say I don't miss those times, that's a lie too. To say I am not grateful, that's a lie too.

Recalling back to the past, I was the one who fought so hard for this. If I could turn the time back, perhaps things would be better.

The same scenario has taken place again. Just that this time, I don't have to right to beg for a second chance. I am sorry..

Dreams

Roundabout dreams :) 

Reunited again

It took us 2 years to reunited as a team again. JB SHE rawkz!!Always missing these girls :)