it is haunting me again...................

Hey guys..i am back....getting lazier and lazier to update. afterall...who will care about whether i did update or not? once upon a time, only Baobei, my so-called good friend, star aka yong sin, my invisible reader, Vonny, and my buddy, Sufee will. But now.....Sufee has withdraw himself from the world of internet. And the other 3 loyal readers have to compete against their SPM. So who will care about it? haha...so once again...my bloggie will be left alone for quite sometimes. but i will wait for you guys to be back again once more...

After staying here for quite a period, i found out that, i still hasn't adapt much to the life here. Oh fiddlestick! i admit i have already adapt to the life here...whether i am busy with schoolwork, assignments or even those lousy, unnecessary problems as well as friendship and personal problems. despite all of these, i have actually getting used to the life here. still....in conclusion...it can't be deny that this place DOESN'T suits me at all. i really don't like this place for it is like sucking all my happiness away. i misses JB like shit......!Li Xuan has written at her personal message that "JB people misses their home easily". I totally agree with this sentence.

But have you ever wonder why do we misses our home? the answer is easy...that's because we don't like this place...and that we can hardly find happiness here. In this monstrous place, all we can do is just to study, browse through the net reading blogs to blogs, wasting time and as well as sleeping. If we seriously enjoyed ourselves in the first place, we wouldn't have misses our home damn much!!friends?i have plenty. it is just a real, heart-bonded friend is extremely hard to find. I can never get someone whom i can pour out my real feeling to.aiks....forget about those reasons and explanations...overall..i still wanna say...i have no fate with this place and therefore i can never be happy here.

Words can bring millions of meanings. And your words meant a lot to me!Everything you say, i assumed it is all true. And every promises you made, i assumed you will fulfill it. But now...you are twisting your words. And i am not afraid to say...it hurts!!i feel as if i can never smile again...........!but again...sorry...it is not your fault!perhaps it is mine....!You turned me into who i am today. You turned me into someone who always want to rely on others.You turned me into such a crazy person who gets worry unnecessary. You turned me into a person who can hardly rest my brain. You turned me into a person who is willing to give all my laughters and happiness away. You turned me into such a weakling.Have you ever wonder where does all these great imagination comes from? and why do i have such ridiculous thinking? it all comes from YOU.........but i doubt you will understand all these...for you can't even answer such a simple question from me...!tell me...in this monstrous place, who i can rely on?Do you really know what i want? Have you actually care about what i want from the bottom of my heart?

This lyrics kept on ringing on my mind....and i can't help humming the tunes and starts singing along with it. the song sang by Westlife..."If your heart's not in it for real, please don't try to fake what you don't feel. If love's already gone...its not fair to lead me on. Cause i would give the whole world for you.......Everything you ask of me, i do. But i won't ask you to stay, i rather walk away....If your heart's not in it................." Deeper and deeper i sank....all those strugglings and yearnings are making me to lose my control....!when can i ever find the way out? To the "You" out there, i doubt you will read this blog.......although i have promises to respect your decision, to return you all your freedom, would not suspect you, but still...i wanna say "I miss you"...............

I have been wearing a mask eversince the first day i come here. all i want is just to be myself. but why does it seem so hard? I can't seem to please anyone here.....everyone was like having their own styles and personalities. You can never satisfy any of them. I just wanna be myself.......

Baobei and Vonny....i misses you guys!i can only be my real, true self whenever i am with you guys. For in this world, excluding my closest kins, you guys are the only one who can accept the real me. And i am afraid of losing the spirit of "The Pistachio's"!and also my SHE's members....girls...i missed you....!whenever i am hopeless, you are the one that always pop out of my mind..........

Do not fret.....above are just something which popped out of my mind...which i feel i should jot it down since i was in a writing mood and that i have no one whom i could share my story to. Phone bill is much too expensive...so i can't call Baobei they all.........!but anyway....bloggie is ending soon..so everything will be alright. There will always be a better tomorrow for me..........wish me lucks!ciaozzz...

vexed?boring?wasting time?...old memories?

ishhh.....i always wanted weekends to come soon...but when it comes,i hate it.for it was like a waste of time. i was doing nothing for one whole day due to this hateful and sickening headache of mine. i don't know why. i did slept early last night. and woke up around 8.30am. yet...i can feel my head spinning. i thought i could recover in a short while..but who knows, it lasted for one whole day. and so...i have got no mood to study at all. and the most hateful thing is that i can't even fall alseep. This stupid headache won't leave me alone.Dar dar is sick too. I hope he rest well and gets enough sleep. But i am sure he won't for he will gets himself all stressed up for the coming presentations.

My baobei and vonny were sick too. Baobei was kept under observant for there is possibility for her to get dengue. i hope she will recover soon.and vonny too. for their SPM is coming real soon. what a funny thing!!both three of us gets sick at the same time. Who are we? "THE PISTACHIO'S" of course.

aiks.....so what can i do? my roommate, Huay Kee's went out early in the morning.i thought my housemates they all will boom the house early in the morning but surprisingly, they were not at home. this is the quietest weekend i ever had since i come here.to have the whole house to my own is such a rare opportunity. you might have think that i can do lots of things....but sadly...i can't even study. all i can do is just listen to songs, surfing the net and sleep.T.T...it is really a waste of time. but i can sort out my thinkings. recalling back my long long ago memories. flipping through those stories that i have written, it really brings back lots of feelings. no matter it is bitter or sweet, it is all past tense.

my most treasured memories is of course the memories of LEO. the phrase "i am who i am" is true. but what makes me become who i am today is all due to leo. a few years back, before i enter the world of leo, i was so NOT outstanding. always hide myself in the house, don't even want to follow my parents, don't even want to step out anywhere. my life is as boring as anything years before. my daily routines were school, back home, then stay in the house. everyday is the same for me. until the day when i entered the world of LEO(year 2005). and eversince i stepped into it, my life began to change.what is the meaning of LEO? Leadership, Experience and Opportunity. I simply loved leo. it blossomed my life tremendously. i am a most active members among my batch.I joined in all sorts of activities. from the orphanage, to old folks home, from dedication to leo installations, and even multiple district leo forum. i attended YES camps and always request permissions to go out. there was once, when i arrived home 2am in the morning. my mummy was damn worried and even threatened me to quit leo. but i object. sadly, leo affected my PMR results. which i feel i could easily score well if i weren't too active. But the post makes me lose my desire to study. and i want is just to carry out my duty well just like the phrase stated " With Love, We Serve". i can never ever forget this phrase. and also "Leading to Serve, Serving to Lead". As my post gets higher each time, it makes me learned more and more new things and to gain many priceless memories which you guys can never ever taste it unless you are a leo. Leo makes me gained friendship too. if it isn't for leo, i wouldn't have the chance to know Baobei and Vonny well. we created many silly jokes and encountered many shameful events. but who cares? we are who we are.If it weren't because of Leo, i wouldn't even have the courage to approach any strangers. If it weren't because of Leo, i wouldn't know the real meaning of love. If it weren't because of Leo, i wouln't realized how fortunate i was compare to the others. If it weren't because of Leo, i wouldn't have the chance to create happiness and to see the smile of others. I realized how stupid i was to work so hard last time just to gain those Alpha Top Awards. I realized that Award is not important as long as we served with sincere heart. It is the process and results that is meaningful and priceless to me.So long, i still wanna say "Thank you Leo club..!i am glad to be able to serve for leo. you makes me into what i am today. i am FOREVER IN YOUR DEBT!!" Once a leo, forever a leo...........together we achieve more...

memories ended. NOW, back to real life....it is more or less the same...except that my headache is slightly better. sweet memories really can heal something.i might even have the mood to revise later. fiddlestick!i know i won't study until the last minute. haha.....the due dates for presentations and assignments is coming soon. although hateful, but i am not panic and tense up. for i believe.....this is LIFE. every events is an add on to our life. if not..how can our life be colourful? thanks to all those memories..i start to know....nothing remains perfect. so long as we are able to think positively, i believe it is the best solution for us to face each days with a broad smile. with the spirit of leo in me, i believe i will face each days with courages and full determination. afterall, it only lefts a month before i can go back home again. all the best to me.....gambateh...........

I need strength....

Me with Uncle MCD

SHE REUNION....all thanks to xiao hong...

You guys are my soul......thanks a lot.....

Holiday is always the best!But it ended so soon....aiks...actually this piece of blog should be posted long ago..but due to my laziness...i kept on delaying it.Seriously..my hostel has no water supply for one week. And so..i have been suffering for one week. T.T..recalling back...luckily i survived. Although home is still the best...but i missed dar dar. I feel something is missing without dar dar. Maybe i rely too much on him....!aiks..must learn to be independent...

Anyway..my holiday is awesome. I get to meet my SHE members, my baobei, my dearest gua gua, my relatives, my cousins, and most of all...my daddy and mummy. i missed them sooooooo much. What did i during that whole week? Well...i stick to my parents for most of the time. Followed them to factory...played with Barry(my cousin), and sat infront of my computer chatting with dar dar. I can even play with my neighbours, Ah Mei, Ah Shuan, Wawa and Ying Ying. They were such cuties and also my sisters. We grew up together and we shared so much memories together. I love them.Besides that, i also did hang out with Selina Bear and Hebe Ting. We did had an enjoyable time. Baobei too, came to my house. I missed you baobei....i only didn't see you for such a short while..and you grew so many white hairs. hahax...anyway...don't be so stress up baobei.....SPM will be fine for you. I have faith in you and Vonny. And i am sure you guys will get through it....gambateh.....

Now...back to this monstrous place, i don't feel happy at all. There were so much problems waiting for me. Schoolwork? Assignments? Exams? Personal problems? PLEASE do leave me!! I had enough of you. I seem to lose my fighting spirit! Recalling back, i used to be so strong. And i won't be pulled down. But why do i feel like giving up now? I need strength. Where is my courages and strength? I need them back...

Honestly....i am lacked of happiness in this monstrous place. Maybe i am not a 100% saddist. I don't even want to be a saddist. Again...although i have gotten something really precious and priceless here, but this surrounding really doesn't suits me. If possible...i hope to be a child forever. But i know i can't go back to the memories that has passed long long ago.......!I missed the laughters i once heard, that sounds so gay. I missed the happiness and memories i once had.I missed JB. I missed the place where i grew up from. I missed the smell of it. I missed everything i had there.......

Once again.....i missed all of you in JB........"I Have You To Be With...Everything Will Be Easy"......

I am who i am......

hey people...surprise to see me back so soon?hmm........well..so much about being emo and tolerating has turned me into a weakling. I am no longer the usual me that i always be. I no longer laughed heartily like i used to do.....or rather...i laughed with a mask on me now. whats wrong with me?

Sorry Mummy...you have given me everything and pins really high hopes and expectation from me. But i let you down almost everytime. you once said to me that the only thing you can give me is "Education". whether to make full use of it or not, it all depends on me. Sorry to say that i didn't make full use of it. I even thought of quiting everything. But never fret..this is my last chance now.....and it is the only part that can lead me to my future. I'll make sure...i finish my part.

Sorry Baobei and Vonny....i am not as strong as you think. And i can't be strong without you guys around...maybe i ve given all my powers and strength to you both. I am left with nothing now. Forgive me for letting you guys down......but no matter what happens, i'll still hang on. You guys once said to me "You are my hope, You are my pride". I am sorry for not doing a good job here. The spirit of "The Pistachio's" shall never fade. Like Vonny said...as long as we are bonded together...it will become our strongest will power. Please provide me the strength to carry on....

Seriously, this piece of blog is not about friends. It is all about me!!......Who am i? A failure? A half-successful girl? A wild girl? Uncivilised? Hateful? .......etc. WHO AM I ?....I just can't understand myself. I don't know the real side of myself. It does gets on my nerves....i hate myself for this.......or maybe....i hate to be myself actually...

In one situation, i can be friendly, happy go lucky, talkative, quick-witted, excited......and etc.but in another situation, i can be silent, angry, emo-ing, serious, very low mood,....etc..

Overall, what i really know about myself is that i am short,round, ugly,rough, fierce, not gentle,wild, tomboy, half-called "Lala",both noisy and silent, can goes into very deep and far thinking, day and night dreamer, an expert in jealousy, very hot-tempered, and extremely sensitive. People might run away if they know all these except for those who really and truly understand me. Thanks ya...baobei and vonny...now only i realized how terrible i am.but you guys never leave me for even a step. Thanks soooooooo much. And my besty Jennifer too....for being there for me whenever i need you. We are heart-bonded friends and buddies....and always will be.And so do my SHE's members, Hebe Ting and Selina Bear.

If you asked me who am i,i really don't know who am i. I hate the real side of myself. I hate the weak side of myself. The real side of me...i think should be in the category of the silent part. Or i should say i actually have dozens of side?Where i don't know which is the real side of me.Now only i realized how weak i am. I may be tough by appearance, but deep inside, i am not. I still need the supports of others. I may be relaxed and steady..but you'll never know my desire to win is as high as anybody. I may be friendly..but only to those who deserves it. I am fierce...but only to those who gets on my nerves. I can be wild especially to people who knows me well. I hate those who is uncivilized. I hate those who steps on my tail for no reason. I set high goals but I am half a failure in my 2nd stage of life. Sometimes,i wondered how i passed through my whole journey of Secondary school life. The answer is simple. I have met good friends who are willing to give me full support and lend me their shoulders when i am down. I'll remembered all the tears and pain that we went through all along our journey.

So long...i am always myself. From my sense of dressing, my characters, my ways of speaking, my hot-tempered, my jealousy, my heart, my bad side, my weak side, and my everything.....i am always being myself. Nobody can change the way i am. Nobody can change what i am. Why did i say so? For even me, myself couldn't change all the negative parts of me...so how could you?Eventhough people might not like me for who i am, or can't accept the real side of me(i can't accept it myself), but what is so wrong for being myself? Can i tell my parents that it is their fault for giving birth to me? Can i blame god for creating who i am? Can i request God to create me as the most perfect person in this World? NO..totally impossible.There are no perfect person in this world. I am just being myself..so long i wanna say "I AM WHO I AM"....nothing ever change...

Tagged?

haiz....i ve been tagged......here is my answers..

How is your Mooncake Festival celebration?
I am having a quiet day.Went to mamak stall with Huay Kee in the morning.ate lots of food(roti canai,mee goreng,rojak + 1 glass of ice milo). spent my whole day infront of the computer. went out with dar dar in the evening.had dinner...then chatted nicely inside the car.wanna find a quiet place but took the wrong route and we ended up going KL.hahaha...chatted for an hour with Baobei through the phone.sweetest time..

Got tagged by Tan Wei Ting

1. What is the relationship of you and her/him?
- Buddy in NS

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
-smart,cute,funky,serious,and cool

3. The most memorable things she/he had done for you.
- enjoying the snacks with me

4. The most memorable things she/he have said to you.
- open that packet of snacks please...

5. If she/he become your lover, you will..
- i am not a lesbian

6. If she/he become your enemy, you will..
- don't ask silly question...totally IMPOSSIBLE..

7. If she/he become your lover, she has to improve on..
- eating(ps:she is a small eater compare to me)

8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is..
- she don't allow me to eat.

9. The most desirable thing to do on her/him is?
- feed her with more junk food

10. The overall impression of her/him is..
- fantastic

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
- don't know.....noisy?laughing non-stop?

12. The character of you for yourself is?
- friendly but can be very bad-tempered

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
- the true-self of me

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
- myself

15. For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them.
- thanks for supporting me...haha

Ten people to tag :
1. Selina Bear
2. Hebe Ting
3. Baobei Kelly
4. Vonny
5. Sook Koon
6. Samuel
7. Yong Sin
8. Kent(Zi Qin)
9.Soo Hui
10. Li Xuan

Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
- with me?

No.3 a male or a female?
- sweat!!can't you tell it by her name?

If no.7 and no.10 were together, would it be a good thing?
- of coz...both are goody-goody type..

How about no.5 and 8?
- very good!both are from penang..

What is no.1 studying about?
- music...

Is no.4 single?
- of coz not.she has got me and baobei kelly

Say something about no.6.
- he is awesome...

the end.........finally...

I am back..to my most familiar place..........

Hey people....i am backkkkkkkkkkk................HOME SWEET HOME!!JB smell as nice as ever....


sorry guys for not posting up my 5th week in Taylor's.and i know 6th week is coming up.


aiyo...sorry lor...to my loyal readers.at the most i update 2 at once.

i PROMISED!!I really will update this time.i won't delay it again.i learnt my lesson.it is going to be a tough job for me to update everything at one time.T.T....................


ps: To Star aka Yong sin...sorry ya......for this late update!!to think we are friends....but that time you didn't even bother to drop by here also...then kept on complaining that my blog is very long.haha...sorry lor...i was wrong.thanks for dropping by.you are a great friend.at least you are better than my baobei.she is worst than you.leave me alone somemore.hahahaa.....she better watch out.i am coming to haunt her every now and seconds.....hahaha...a real gangster..

and to Doraemon, Khen Pey, Tee Tee ,Li Xuan,and the rest.........SORRY lorr.....to keep you guys waiting for soooooo long.but really lazy sial....!!so long...so many details.T.T!!!!!!!!!!!!anyway...i promised you guys...i sure will update my 5th week and 6th week!!don't worry.

meanwhile..i am having a most enjoyable time in JB.although the time is short...but at least i am back to my HOME SWEET HOME!!.yeah........oh my god...my bed smell so familiar.

erhem...for your information guys,my dearest mummy hides all my dolls away.maybe not hide but kept them away.i was shock when i entered my room and couldn't find any bear bear,dolphins and piggies that i used to hug.so sad........for a while..i felt like turning my house upside down.my room has changed a lot.mummy has done something to it.i gonna take some pictures of it soon.hahahaha...

anyway....my Aunt Baby is getting married today.i am at her house now.hope to have fun.and may happiness fell upon her.....!!CONGRATULATION!!!!!!hahahaha...........ciaozz..

ps:i will update my blog real soon. BE PATIENT......

4th week in Taylor's

"In The Hood".........

Raymond and Tee Tee...friends for life??

Khen Pey and Me...in our childhood memories..

hihi.......times really flies!!i can't believe i have already stayed here(Subang) for 4 weeks.oh my god!!or i should say...i can't believe i can actually survive for so long.hahax.although i have already got used to the life here....still..i wanna say....JB is still the best!!maybe because of the fact that i still misses my mummy and daddy,my home,my baobei's,my SHE's members,my friends and buddies,and my EVERYTHING.haix...things can change in a short while and so do people's mind.recalling back...how i used to hate JB.and how i always say Penang and KL smells better.now.....i actually misses the smell of JB.just like what Hebe Ting's said..."eh..i thought you always like Penang's smell!" hahaha...okay okay...i admit defeat.i LOVE JB.JB is so wonderful and JB RAWKZZ..(too exaggerting i guess!for your information,i only missed what i have in JB.)

ps:Baobei aka Kelly and Vonny aka Yvonne...first of all...CONGRATULATION....for both of you got National Service ya.i felt so proud of you guys.hahaha.aduh........please lar...you guys won't meet any WUWU(ghost).i know Vonny is very very scare of it.and maybe Baobei also.trust me okay??you guys will enjoy it damn lot.later don't show off to me that you meet a lot of handsomes inside.maybe you can find a NS PRINCE there.but be sure to show it to me ya.for HE still have to pass my test.who asked you guys are my Baobei's?haha..so of cause..i will have to control everything.hehehehehe...don't worry baobei and Vonny..i still have can midnigh talk with you guys while you are inside...just like how you guys used to accompany me when i was in JAIL.gambateh.......missing you guys lots!!love you guys always ...muackzz..^.^

anyway......my 4th week!!!!!!!!hohohoho....once again...i have to type out in DETAILS about my fabulous week in Taylor's again.hope i remembers everything.aiks....for the sake of Baobei,i got to type out this REPORT every week.and on time too.i don't care Baobei...you owe me chocolates and lollipops.please make sure you prepare all these for me when i go back next time..if not..you are DOOM and i meant it.haha....sorry sorry...i am a bit brutal!!if not how did i get the name "VIOLENT"!!anyway...i won't type out so so so detail this time.sorry ya...Baobei..for i know your eyes will becomes "Flower" after reading it.haha...

hohohohohoho....well well...back to my 4th week...we,"In The Hood" had had a most satisfactory week.this is what i think only..........don't know if they really enjoy it or not.but for me....i did have a most craziest time.dying of laughter....!!but you'll never know when problems will occurs?aiks...i hope it won't comes to me.don't know why....i simply love this name..."IN THE HOOD"...

on monday(11th August 2008),meet up Chloe at computer lab.tired man....for i slept late the previous night before.as usual....print out my notes and enter class.boring as usual,for i was rather worried about my assignment for economics.don't know if my so-called nice members will help me out or not?i don't wanna do things all by my own.T.T!!anyway...after economics,all the members of"In The Hood" (all except Yee Sin) gathered at Mezzanine floor.we chatted for some times.then decided where to go for lunch.our usual question is none other than "what's for lunch?" or "what's for dinner?" after so much bickerings,we decided to go "Station 1" for lunch.although rather far...but what we have is "time".hahax....so we walked there.oh my god....all the prices for each meal is so damn beautiful.and yet..i say i wanna save money.sorry..mummy!!hahax....anyway...while having our lunch...we won't forget to campwhoring again.Chloe wanna go shopping.so we follow her to the boutique that she wants to go...but unfortunately..it was closed.we walked back to school then.on our way..we passed by many yummy food stalls and restaurants.haix....nevermind...we SURE got chance to go to each and every one of it.the weather is too hot.so Doraemon aka Raymond suggested that we should go get some drinks at H2O(Ice blended chocolates).it has become our favourite drinks.especially when you mixed "strawberry" with "chocolates".the feeling and taste is like WHOAA...!love it sooooo damn much!!Tee Tee paid for us.How dare you Tee Tee??...as i say..if you dare to treat us again,then why don't you just give me all your money?hahax..it is not that we don't like to be treat....but the fact is that Tee Tee and Raymond are both too nice already.and we will feel bad if you guys kept on treating us.so don't do this so often.once a while is alright....but too many times might scare us off.haha........

on tuesday(12th August 2008),surprisingly i walked to school with Hui Qi.she is having her lecture at 8.00am.as usual...our tutorials ended at 12.00pm(3 subjects).felt so damn hungry..so we called up Khen Pey they all.aiks........but once again...Raymond is absent.every tuesdays is his blue day.haha...i don't really understand the reason.but all i can say is that we are "In The Hood"..so i really don't wish any of us having cold wars or hard feelings towards each other.T.T!!!anyway...Raymond is BACK in a short while.he is having a headache.we are relieve then........!!we had lunch at Asia Cafe.oh my god...we had a hard time waiting for our food to be serve.Tee Tee is also absent that day...for he don't wanna eat.ishh....!!went for our BMA lecture.had a hard and interesting time.we nearly gets Ms Harpaljit going crazy due to our maths level.haha....but i like her.after BMA....once again we had our pass session for accounts!!interesting and fun...but i felt sorry for that senior.for we are far too noisy.who cares??we are "In The Hood".and we are who we are.after pass,we went up to Mezzanine floor.and that is when Khen Pey,Tee Tee and Raymond are having meetings.they were as busy as anything.Tee Tee is not feeling very well..but still he wants to rush out all his work.we stayed there until 6.00pm...then decided to go to the library as Mezzanine close at 6.00pm.so we hang out in the library until 7.00pm.then decided to go for our dinner as all of us felt so hungry.so all six of us packed into Tee Tee's and Raymond's car.me and Khen Pey got up onto Tee Tee's car.whoaa...you should have seen his car.it is full of soft toys.actually not a lot.only a tortoise and an octopus.hehe...so cute!and so nice to hug.reminds me of my bear bear at home...T.T!!anyway...don't mind me.i always goes crazy and extremely excited whenever i see soft toys.we reach Submit or is it Summit??whatever is it....don't know how to spell.we decided to have Steamboat for dinner.cheers for everyone.i really salute every single one of us.for all of us haven't even finish our accounting tutorials.and we got to hand in due the next day.but no choice.....having fun is always better than studying.so all of us really enjoyed ourselves that night.Long live "In The Hood"................may our spirits never grow less.

on wednesday(13th August),had accounting lecture.everyone looks tired.maybe it is due to the fact that we slept late the previous night before.okay okay...i am not going to critisize our lovely Ms Tham again.but seriously....i don't feel really sleepy during her lectures and her 2 hours tutorial that day.how i hope i won't feel sleepy for her coming lessons.anyway...lunch time again.i don't know who suggested "Secret Recipe"........but we all agreed anyway.hehe...cakes!!!oh my god!i love it.but surprisingly i only had one piece of cakes.normally i can tuck in 3 to 4 pieces.how i wish my mummy is here!!then i wouldn't have to worry about my financial.haiz..........but we did have a great time laughing and cracking jokes.we are the most noisiest and craziest gang.and it reminds me of "The Pistachios" which consist of me,Baobei and Vonny.too bad Yee Sin can't join us.T.T!! the worst member of "In the Hood"...

on thursday(14th August 2008),decided to skip our Study Skills again.early in the morning,once again..got up early to meet Chloe.then we hang out at Mezzanine Floor.Yeng comes later on...together with Raymond and Tee Tee.Tee Tee looks unwell...but due to his so-called "Determination",he still comes to school.felt like stranggling him.isshhhhhhh.......began to do our accounts.but as usual....our discussion will lead to juicy craps.once again...we put down our pen and campwhoring begans.Doraemon aka Raymond kept on recording our video.and took many "NICE" pictures of us.fine....you,Doraemon...i'll settle with you some day.we forbid Tee Tee to do his homework.you know why?cause...a sick person cannot use his brain too much..or else it is hard to get well.so you better be good...Tee Tee!!and listen to our advise.hehe.....but we decided to go KFC for lunch.long time didn't go there already.kinda missed it....and again..it reminded me of my days with Baobei and Vonny.anyway..."In The Hood" rawkz too.except that Yee Sin always can't join us.haha..but she is also known as the worst member of "In The Hood"...!!but still i like them.........may our shadow never grow less.erm........i have a talk with someone.....and gets to know all forbidden secrets.for those who knows and understand me....i said before..."i'll never rest until i find a way to solve all those problems"....this is me...

on friday(15th August 2008),meet up Chloe at Mezzanine Floor.had a short meeting with Teguh.really short.just less than 5 minutes.isshhh.....i woke up early just for this 5 minutes meeting.ishhh....then again...me,Chloe and Yeng chatted while waiting for Li Xuan.she comes late again.haha......!we attended our Moral Educational lessons.our teacher rawkzz.she is cute...yes..honestly..she is really CUTE!!we felt bad of cause..for she treat us all for breakfast.we walked over to main campus to attend our lectures.erhem...something happened there...but i won't type it out.sorry ya..Baobei...for i promised to type out everything.anyway....because of that particular happening,i lost all my mood in learning.i wasn't in the mood to attend lectures....and yet..i regretted it.for i felt it was unnecessary for me to do so.aiks...anyway......what's done is done.but still...me,khen ppey,Li Xuan and Tee Tee did not attend pass session.sorry again..Yeng and Raymond...for leaving you guys alone.sorry sorry!anyway...all four of us(me,Li Xuan,Khen Pey and Tee Tee)hang out at Mezzanine floor for such long hours.we did have a nice time chatting.we are just like heart-bonded friend.sharing our stories...!!again..we visited H2O....!then Tee Tee took us to Sunway Pyramid.we had sushi for dinner.then surprisingly....wanna go for a movie.but..........................we bought the wrong tickets...and ended up watching cartoons.STARWARS indeed.nevermind...it was our first experience though.and we will never ever forget it....!!.............

saturday comes....and 5 all of us(me,Li Xuan,Khen Pey,Raymond and Tee Tee) decided to form a study group.our poor driver,Tee Tee have to come over to fetch us.and brought us to PJ.we had lunch first cause Doraemon they all were hungry.i am not sure which shop they enter...all i know is that Tee Tee and me is not eating.but Doraemon say he feel so weird if we did not eat.so he ordered mee,rice and so on.we(me, Tee Tee and Raymond) ordered ice blended though..of different flavours.yam,strawberry and honey lime.for your information..i thought honey lime will taste nice..but i was wrong.for it sucks.ewwwwwwwwwwwwww....but luckily Li Xuan likes it.so i exchange with her.she ordered soya bean.yam and strawberry taste nice though.Tee Tee and Raymond have good sense in ordering.haha.then we decided to go Starbuck.but it is packed with people!so we walked back to that don't know what place.we managed to find a cafe that has WiFi.Raymond odered ICE CHOCOLATE drinks.it was priceless.so damn yummy.....you can really fly after you take the first sip of it.everyone have different expression after taking the first sip.haha..with just one glass of ice chocolate(shared by 5 people)and we sat there for hours.but due to the soothing environment,we are in no mood for study.and i must add to it that...MUSIC IS MY LIFE..... !then.....we ordered one more glass of ice chocolate.but Doraemon ordered BROWNIE which can set us flying off to the next Earth.so you can really guess how delicious it was?i was thinking of licking the plate.but Tee Tee threatened to take video of me.haha.....of cause..i would't do it.we were satisfied then.campwhoring again.had a short walk around the place.then we went for dinner.that restaurant is somewhere around PJ too.we had a most simple and satisfactory dinner.then we headed home.Raymond's house is damn huge and enormous.later on,Tee Tee send us back to hostel."In The Hood" rawkzz...

ps:baobei...i am not your little english teacher aka english genius okay?i just help you in whatever you don't know.the word that you are looking for is "VEXED".anyway...i read both yours and Vonny's blog.about those "genius and idiot" thingy.....,i just wanna say...both are very touching.and is it related to you both??i really missed you both like hell.....life is weird without both of you......... whenever i am down...i will always think of you both...

anyway...life is great too...with "In The Hood" members around!!my life is never dull with them around.love them lots too..and they rawkzz....!!i believe we can turn the world upside down.once again...i hope troubles will leave us...and may our brother-hood spirit never grow less.one for all and all for one...

have a great day people..and ciaozz..