National Service.

wulala....i am back once more...but going off real soon..can't believe that i can actually come back home.honestly..i entered Kem Padang Hijau,Kluang on the 19th but was back on the 21st due to Ester Day and Good Friday.haha....but i did not tell anyone that i was back.mystery......a lot of people were shocked to me hanging around at Tebrau City,Jusco as they thought i was suppose to be at camp.what fun.....

now...due to ching ming,i am back again.yeah...yippee.....great to come home again.seriously...i missed my bed damn lot when i was away at camp.i missed my computer.i missed my handphone.i missed everything in my home.especially mum and dad,my dearest gua gua,my neighbours,my buddies,my friends,baobei aka kelly,vonny aka yvonne,and PRINCE of cause.sob sob.....2 weeks didn't see PRINCE.missed him like hell.although 2 weeks is not really a long period,but to me..it was like a 2 months.aiks..too exaggerting already i guess...

well well..i stop my craps and go back to my main topic...NATIONAL SERVICE.hmm.....don't know why..i was damn lucky to be enrolled in this programme.it was like a taboo to me at first.but....honestly...excluding the food,the bathroom,and the weather,this camp was okay.i am getting used to the life here.thanks to YES CAMP.yeah...YES CAMP rawkz.because of the scary experience i had in year 2006,i have got myself prepared for this NS thingy.i believe i can do it.yeah.....SETA LEO RAWKZZ.

National Service was not that bad.it consist of WIRA and WIRAWATI.at first i felt weird at being called WIRAWATI for we are not that great.but slowly...whatever la..wirawati wirawati lo.hehe.i get to meet lots of new friends.not ALL of them of cause.but part of them.especially those from my dorm.we get along well.gossiping are part of our main activity.and a great way to pass time too.no choice.can't blame us.for some of them really need to be GOSSIP.so we really enjoyed it.gossiping starts when we were left to our own.especially during night time or whenever it is our free time.

forgot to say that....all Wira and Wirawati is being divided into 4 different companies.the companies are Alpha,Bravo,Charlie and Delta.i was in CHARLIE.eww...the lousiest company.i meant girls are not that bad.but fault lies in boys.they are not cooperative at all.playing a fool.here we are trying hard to save our team but there they are...playing a fool.it really gets on my nerves.it is real right to called them JANTAN.Delta is the best company i think.for their members really support each other.cool job....keep it up.

other than that,we are packed with unnecessary activities.we were afraid of speeches and CLASSES.honestly..classes are not bad...IF ONLY..the teacher can be more exciting and the students can be more sporting.too bad....our class,CB-8 is a most boring class.i can fall asleep real soon inside there.and what's more...my group members are those most incooperative members.aiks...but now..they are not bad...good..keep on improving.ARE YOU READY DYNAMITE? YES! ON MY COUNT 1,2,3 WE ARE DYNAMITE WE ARE DYNAMITE...SAY WE ARE DYNAMITE GO!GO! hahaha...i am a bit crazy...but you can't blame me.i missed LEO damn much.so every team cheer or group cheer of mine is a copy-write from LEO.

eat?my gosh...although the camp served 6 meals per day but i believe my appetite has become smaller.cause the food really sucks there.i meant not TOO bad but still i can't bring myself to stuff more of their food.so mostly...after lunch or dinner,i will stuffed myself with biscuits or snacks.i thought i would have gained weight.for last saturday..when i stepped onto the weighing machine at the medical ward...it shown 48.6kg.my gosh.much too heavier...and yet..i don't feel myself gaining weight.now...back home..when i stepped onto my weighing machine...it shows 47kg.good good...what a nightmare...scaring me only...

overall...the camp was not bad..except that we have got to change clothes every now and seconds.from baju BT to Baju Class than to Baju Celoreng and back to Baju BT again until night time when we can put on our own clean clothes from HOME.no other work.the clothes are so smelly and dirty and sweaty.yet they expect us to put on those stinky clothes every now and seconds.ewwww....!i prefer baju class more...because it is the smartest among all...and it is not as dirty and sweaty as those other 2.

i felt happy in this camp eventhough i still felt that i wasn FORCED to enter.this is because..i have friends.i planned to introduce every single one of them to you guys.but sadly...i haven't got hold of their pictures.so be patient and wait till i come back next time.hehe.....

ps : to Hebe Ting and Selina Bear....sorry to tell you guys that there are no NS PRINCE in my camp lor.so don't think too much.not a single one is handsome.even find one that CAN SEE also hard.so i won't find a NS PRINCE there.all of them are JANTAN.lalala......my PRINCE is more handsome.lulala........lala family rawkzz..

ps : to baobei....thanks for keeping your promise.i ve read every single pieces of your blog.thanks for updating during the time when i was away.keep on updating.i promised to drop you a comment in every piece.i heard about the problems you guys are facing.nevermind.award is nothing.don't think too much about the awards.to me...you guys will always be the TOP plus OUTSTANDING.

SETA LEO RAWKZ.......S.E.T.A SETA LEO'S A PERFECT CLUB...WE'RE PERFECT!YEAH!YEAH! WE'RE PERFECT.

LISTEN UP YO...CAUSE WE ARE SETALEO....2007 YES!WE ARE THE CHAMPION.

WHAT TEAM? SETA
WHAT TEAM? SETA
WHAT TEAM? SETA
WHO IS THE BEST?
SETA IS THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHO ARE WE? SETA LEO
WHO ARE WE? SETA LEO
WHO ARE WE? SETA LEO

GO SETA GO SETA GO!GO!GO!
WIN SETA WIN SETA WIN!WIN!WIN!

SETA ROAR!SETA ROAR! SETA SETA SETA ROAR ROAR ROAR!!!!

to all the SETA LEOs...raise up your voice and together with the usual leo spirit...ROAR ROAR ROAR...

with love,we serve....
once a leo,forever a leo...
together we achieve more...
leading to serve,serving to lead....

hope that i ve got good and exciting news to share with you guys during the next time i am back.meanwhile..once again..do take care everyone.have a most happiest moments.i pray that you guys will always be in the pink of health.....and may god bless every single one of you with joys and happiness till the end.by the name of LORD JESUS...AMEN...

light-hearted..................

narhh..lazy to update.just let you guys know that i enjoyed myself damn much....on the 15th because it is my dearest cousin,barry ong's 2 years old birthday.yeah...happy birthday to you.and happy birthday to Aunty Yeow too.haha........Barry's birthday party was great.me,ah shuan,ah mei,Aunt Nicole and her boyfriend,Yu Tang had a most romantic time.having our dinner in the darkness,in an isolated house.no choice.....it was drizzling.and we can't bear the others to sit in that isolated house.so being great,we sacrifiesd ourselves.but it was real romantic.haha...we can't see our food.

next...after Barry's party.we headed straight to Redbox.we gonna sang till 3am.whooosh...what lucks.we had a great time.and for the first time....i sang so heartily.....!my voice is a bit sore.but i admit......my singing is getting better than ever.haha.....paiseh paiseh....!cause my dream is to be a singer ....ONCE UPON A TIME.but now..nope....i kicked that thought out of my mind.

well.....came back around 3am plus.slept at 4am.cause i gotta get up early...the next day for i had promised fang,vonny and baobei that i will join them for their activity at Senai Airport.i don't really know what kind of event is that.but i promised them all the same.
get up at 7am...but slept late.i had a quick shower.get ready.surprisingly....Peng Yee and Andy Lau came back from Alor Setar.and came round my house to fetch their car.hehe...what lucks.thank god.....i don't have to walk up to the bus-stop.i can get a free ride.yippee...
hohohohohohohohoho.....

meet up baobei...and her sister,karen.took a bus to Pelangi Plaza.had time to Yum-cha.then...Lion Beryl came together with fang..and all five of us packed into the car.we chit-chat all along the way.had lots of fun.

reached Senai Airport.meet up all those childrens again.honestly...i was so touched.for i really felt sorry for those orphans.they were good kids actually.and....i love them.so cute.so sweet.some of them were rather smart.they were eager and excited to watch aeroplans landing.....and taking off.we had a hard time chasing them.haha...but overall....i had fun.and for the first time..i realised...i do love being a leo.and for the first time....i realised that...i am sorry to leave Leo.and for the first time....i had a thought that "i wanna be a leo forever.................."and serve till the end.
although joinng leo makes me lose a great deal of stuffs...but still if we could spill a little happiness into those orphan's life....so why not we serve all we could?

ps :to baobei and vonny......what did i always tell you guys?serve with passion and kind-heart.serve sincerely.i noticed there are certain things which you guys still can't carried out properly.i deduct a few points from what i see inside you guys.......when you are carrying out this duty.but overall....i know you guys has done a great job.i am proud to see that.keep up that good work.i don't care a damn of what outsiders say about you guys...but what i believed is what i see with my own bare eyes.you guys are great.TRUST ME!!.once again...gaining award is an honour.but that does not prove that you are perfect.serve sincerely is what i mind dreadfully.good or bad...i want to be the first person to know your result.......!always remember what i say.don't judge one look by appearance.with love,we serve............

went to cs.had a great chat with fang and baobei.karen is a bit too quiet.so she just sat there and listen to all over conversation.i really misses those time.when can i ever get hold of time machine.time flies.i am getting near to future.

future?what the hell is that?i don't know.i really don't know.i am not giving up just like that.but i really cannot imagine what is my future...and how does it looks like?

i'll be going away for some period.i won't tell where am i going...and won't say anything about it.all i hint is that...i won't be at HOME...for all these periods.

ps:for anyone who knows where am i going,just don't BREATH a word about it.let it be a mystery till i am back.thanks for cooperation.

if you guys miss me,just drop by my blog.read every single pieces of mine and you'll know how i felt.so long...do take care everyone.i will miss you guys lot.i hope to hear good news from you guys when i am back.must keep me update....good news or bad news...i hope to hear it straight from you.till here...love you guys...muackzz.........

greatest day for Peng Yee...

we are "sister's"..let us have some of your happiness

sweet couple

Ah mei and me

Ah Mei and Me..



haha....Peng Yee and Andy Lau has just held their wedding dinner on 1st March 2008(great day for them). But....Peng Yee's real wedding day was on 9th March 2oo8.i don't really know how to put my words together.but it was just a day she officially married off her house.who cares...i do understand.and that is enough...haha.Peng Yee stayed at my house last friday.so that she can save time not to travel through and fro singapore.

And so...on 8th of March 2008(day for election)....mum took me,Peng Yee,Aunt AJ,Ah Shuan and Ah Mei out for breakfast.after breakfast....i packed my bag. we are going to stay overnight at Peng Yee's place for tommorow's event cause we ve promised to become her "Sister's).Mummy they all will have to go back to Kulai for election(voting). So all 3 of us..decided to went CS for shopping while waiting for Aunt Baby,Aunt Anne and Peng Yee. we reached CS around 12pm sharp. shopped very quickly indeed. we got rather bored. CS is still as boring as ever. soon...we were mourning around...hoping and hoping that time will pass quickly. My dearest aunts reaches CS around 5pm. wow....what a long wait.we went over to singapore. take a cab...and headed to Jurong West(Peng yee's home) to put our belongings while meeting up Aunt Nicole.

Later on...all 9 of us..including Gu Po and Gu Ye...took the bus and headed to Jurong Point.we had KFC for dinner.yummy yummy...but damn full.after dinner..it was shopping time.wow..you guys should have seen us shopping.we are craving and picking out some nice and cheap clothes and dresses. what lucks.....all were sold at very cheap price.i managed to get hold of 3 dresses.Ah Shuan and Ah Mei bought some too.it was really a nice day...!we shopped until the whole building closed.haha....poor Gu Po and Gu Ye to have awaited us for such a long time.we went back to Peng Yee's home. bathed....and then...MODEL SHOW starts.all of us tried on our clothes.took tonnes of pics. get our nail painted......and we slept around 2am plus.haha.......all of us slept in the living room.really like army's training.

the next day..we were awaken by the make-up lady.haix......so reluctantly..we gotta get up.bathed and dressed up.aiks...before7.30am,all our relatives has arrived.my gosh...do you guys need to come in so early.the event haven't even start.then it was time for make-up.everything was done hurriedly.sharp at 8.30am.....we could hear the hooting of the bride's car.luckily we stayed at the 4th floor.so they needed some times to climb up.we quickly locked the door.all the "brother's" and Andy Lau came shouting all the way up.but no way.....we won't open the door for you.fooled around with them for half and hour.and we finally let Andy Lau entered the room after a tremendous shout of 'I LOVE YOU'.haha.....after the ceremony....we headed back to Johore,Masai.....where Andy Lau's live.and where my mum and Aunt AJ were waiting for us..



as the time is still early..we headed to Muzium Layang-layang.took lots of pictures..fooling and joking around.then..it was really time for us to go back to Masai. haha...it was really a great day.but we were like damn tired.the ceremony ended like that.but i could see that Peng Yee and Andy Lau were real happy.we left Masai sharp at 3pm.then all my relatives including Aunt AJ,Aunt Nicole they all....came to my house.yeah..once again..my house is as lively as ever.we chatted for a while.then went out for tea.ate a lot.then they went back home.some went back to singapore while most of them went back to Kulai.

Aunt Baby came to my house after sending them to CS.Peng Yee and Andy Lau came to my house too. mum took them for dinner.they left my place at 10.30pm.it was really a nice day....i wish them great happiness.

Aunt Anne and Me

me, Aunt Baby and Aunt Anne

haha....SPM results is coming out on 12th March 2008.very nervous and relief.Relief because time passes so quickly as i hoped.but nervous because i ve got no confident at all. 2As??i kept on using this excuses to console myself.but who wanna get only 2As for SPM?i will cry my heart out.really scare...........pray hard pray hard.....



haix.....after so much Prince Prince Prince....now i really liked that Lollipop Prince liao la..haha..watch too much of "Brown Suar Macchiato".........Prince is really cute.awwhhh...........now i feel like flying off to Taiwan.How can i don't treasure Taiwan when i went there 2 years ago?



ps : Baobei ar.....you know me best ya.i don't like that prince la.you are right....i only admire him.how can i fall for someone that i don't even know his name?aiks......but you were wrong too. cause i really don't understand my heart now.it is not telling me anything.i can't even feel if i still like "HIM" or not.i hope i can forget.wish me lucks.....

last day of work + happy marriage + venting anger day........

Me and dearest Peng yee

Me and Peng Yee...congratulation

Dearest Aunt AJ, Peng Yee and Me

Me and my besty,Jennifer..

As usual....lazy again......so my blog delayed.T.T....now gotta write a real long one...so sad..hmm...but i am sure my loyal readers knew my character.tee hee hee....!hmm..well....my last day of work was on February 29th.then,officially...i am no longer a worker at "Grace Yeo & Associates".haha...don't know how to describe my day or my feeling that day.i am half happy and half reluctant.happy because i don't have to get up early for work anymore.but reluctant because......i will misses all those clients....!they were all real,funny chaps...!haha...although one of them has directly say me short.but.....nevermind...i ve long admitted that i am short.YES...and round too.

well.....my last day of work was a real hectic day.because there were so many clients coming up that day.i tried to feel happy.Miss Yeo take us out for lunch.and i met one of my primary school friend there.oh...i forgot to mention that...a lot of people came for interview too.all girls.and young one too.i mean not that younger than us.but still young right?haha.......a lot of clients asked why should i resign so early as results was not out yet?miss me huh?haha...no la.....!i wanna have a break la.....before my new life starts!!honestly....i do love my working place...eventhough it was bored.after all....Miss Yeo knew that we will leave her one day...so she can't possibly train us for everything.no time for that.let her find a permanent clerk.so that she can train them.i think that new clerk,Hui Ling was okay.i believe she can catch up very fast.just the type that Miss Yeo wanted.Thank God.as for another girl...hmm....she needs a thorough training.and so my last day ended...........after all those clients bidding me farewell and after Miss Yeo handed me my last cheque whilst certifying all my certificates......Sayonara...

sharp at 6pm,mum and dad came...bringing along my besty,Jennifer with them.yeah......she is coming to stay for the weekends.i was like damn happy.we went for dinner bringing along Hebe Ting with us.we had a sumptuous dinner.i wasn't full though.nevermind....i will find something else to eat.blerk.................

ps: Don't know why....i was rather afraid of myself nowadays...for my appetite has grown.you guys should have seen the amount of food that i consumed.scary man......i wonder if i gain weight?

had a great pillow talk with Jennifer.although she talks cheerfully...but i knew she was sad inside.poor girl........!

1st of March 2008
early morning...my house is in a merry condition...for Aunt AJ has brought her maid and my dearest cousin(Barry Ong) to my house. even dearest Ah Mei came along.haha.......we went for breakfst early in the morning.but still......we weren't full.so come back home and cooked 3 packets of instant noodles.scary man...i knew it.both Jennifer and Ah Mei can't finish it.so what did they do?they stuffed everything to me.other than noodles,i don't know what else did i stuffed into my poor tummy....but i do remembered i eaten a great deal.

ps: oh ya...i forgot to mention that 1st of March is a great day..because dearest Peng Yee is holding a wedding dinner that night at Pekin(Bei Jing Lou)near my house.congratulation.....dearest Peng Yee.i really wish you a great happiness..............

around afternoon,Jennifer has asked her god-brother out.she told me that she has never meet him before.so she begged me and Ah Mei to accompany her.

ps: We don't really feel like going.but Jennifer has agreed to treat us.so...for the sake of FOOD....WE GO!!

went to "Ran Queen Ran King".ordered a great deal such as....chicken chop rice,sandwiches,french fries,ice chocolate and 2 fried ice(vanilla and mango flavour).scary right?we just had instant noodles.Jennifer was shock.nevermind...after a few moments,her god bro has arrived.Jennifer and Ah Mei went to fetch them in.Ah Mei then came rushing in and told me that...those 2 guys smoked.i was like "bloody hell!"i hate people smoking.the minute i saw them...i was like "oh my god" i don't like the sight of them.i gave Jennifer a serious look meaning that i will deal with her when we goes back.and they didn't leave me a good impression.anyway...i treat them like invisible.just ate my food.Jennifer didn't talk much.mostly me and Ah Mei helped them to start their conversation. It was until i swallowed my last drop of fried ice,that 2 guys got up and say they have to go and fetch their friend for a while.and that they will be back again.walao.....how i hope they can scram off.they were back after a few minutes bringing along a friend of theirs.now...i can have a real look at them.my gosh..all of them looks like pervert.i hate them.anyway....me and Ah Mei really can't stand them.so we tried to find excuses to scram off.we made it.before we left...one of the guy caught hold of me..and asked for my number.bloody shit....why should i give you??IDIOT....i quickly ran away.but i forgot that Jennifer has given my number to his god-brother before.so they got my number somehow.and what nerves.they kept on calling and calling me.walao...................................i truly,HATE THEM.
i warned Jennifer not to keep in touch with this kind of people again.and i swear that i won't help her for the 2nd time.

ps:i meant if she wants me to go with her to meet up with this kind of people,then i won't help her.of cause i will help her if she is in trouble.don't misunderstood.

bloody...i finally got rid of those sickening guys.then it was time for make-up.for we have to prepared to attend Peng Yee's wedding dinner.yoohooo................so happy.many of my relatives has arrived.once again...my house was packed.but who cares?i rather my house was packed and squeezy as long as it is in a happy condition.yes...and full of laughters and voices.i love it.we took such a long time to make up as well as queing up for a shower.but everyone was real happy.especially my mum and aunts.it was as if their daughter was the one getting married.haha...no choice.we all loved Peng Yee soo much.

ps : but hey.....the main leader tonight was Peng Yee....if you guys make up so nicely...then wouldn't you surpass her?haha......anyway....gambateh...

we have got to reach Pekin(Bei Jing Lou)early.to accompany Peng Yee as she has to wait in a room.as we entered.....oh my god....i saw PRINCE.he was not the LOLLIPOP Prince of cause.this Prince is much much better than Lollipop Prince.i called him Prince because he really looks like a prince.he was sooo soo soo handsome.arhhhhh......Heart thumping fast.hehe....

ps:The first time i met this boy(Prince) was last year(11st January 2007)....that is when we celebrated Wawa's birthday.i ve already known him as the most handsome guy at there.haha...but Ah Shuan they all don't think so.haha..we do have different taste...!anyway..he is still very handsome eversince the day i saw him, no matter where i saw him,whether at outside or PEKIN itself.

well...we accompany Peng Yee in that little and squeezy room.she asked me to pass her camera to Aunt Nicole.so i walked in and out.haha...i don't mind.cause i can see PRINCE.we took tonnes of pictures.then Peng Yee was thirsty.ask me to get some water for her.so i merely went outside and asked a tall person for water.guess who i asked?PRINCE of cause............i was shocked myself!for i don't even know it is him that i asked. i must have asked him in an angry manner for my mum looked at me and say "Hey...be gentle la..ask properly okay.you asked like as if you are asking for a fight!" i was like..oh my god....for Prince really does looked shock.

so i hurriedly say "sorry sorry..." to Prince.he just smiled and asked one of the waitress there to pass me a glass of water.then he turned to me and asked " one glass right?" i said "yea..and eh...with straw also ya!"..he nodded...HUH?what the hell am i doing?actually i was going to request for 3 glasses of water.but i was so smitten by him...and i request only one just to save him from trouble.Isshhhhhhhhh................i pinch myself for that...haha...

nevermind.....time passes so quickly.sharp at 8pm....the ceremony starts.Peng Yee looks so stunning.Andy Lau too.i am feeling real happy for them.hope their happiness may last forever.i didn't drink much wine this time.i had had too much experience last time.haha...so my,Jennifer,Ah Shuan and Ah Mei just sat and stuff those food into our tummy. haha....although they kept on teasing me...but they always keep a look out for Prince.then they will nudged me "Hey Hey...faster see...your Prince is there!"......Awhhhhhhhh.he is so damn handsome..i love you guys.really great sisters and buddies.i don't have to keep a look out myself...for somebody will remind me.haha...

the ceremony goes smoothly.it was nearly ending when something happened.oh my gosh....nobody hopes for that kind of thing to happen.Andy Lau's younger brother was drunk.he was exactly like going mad.crashes all those flower pots outside.shouting out loud.and even wanna beat Peng Yee also.Peng Yee was so depressed that she cried.BASTARD...how dare you make her cry that day?she is in her most prettiest look.and yet you make her cry?nevermind....LEE's family will always be LEE's family.we stood up for each other.how dare he?everything goes well..except this........!but nobody blame Peng Yee for this...for everyone know it is not her fault.that drunken fellow really created a scene. wanna beat people.then shouting vulgar words all over the street.Prince went outside somemore to help.oh my god..suppose that drunken fellow bash him up.but luckily.....mum ordered everyone to stay inside.the atmosphere was so hectic and messy.everyone tries to help while most people consoled Peng Yee for she was in tear.my mum was cool......for she knew that Andy Lau will bring his brother back to his(Andy Lau) home.so mum just shouted "Ah Peng will stay at my house tonight.i WON'T let her go back to Masai if that crazy fellow is there.NO WAY.she will stay at my house tonight." mum was so damn cool.everyone CHEERED.....hurray...

i never even realised Prince was standing behind me.it was then i turned back and saw him looking at us.what can i do?turn back of cause with red face.arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......really got smitten.he is really good-looking.pretty face....hmm...just like what Jennifer said.i should have got hold of his number ya...during that hectic time.aiks...missed that chance already.Jennifer was like so pissed off.but nevermind la......i just admire his look.sooo soo soo handsome.

all the LEE's members all squeezed at my house.we were chatting while commenting.haha....had a real great time.slept at 3am in the morning.not too bad......but we were all tired out.

2nd March 2008
got up at 10plus.remembered yesterday.what a great day.....!a lot of people has got up.so i woke Jennifer and reminded her that we are going out that day.to meet Baobei aka Kelly.we went downstair.stuff some food into our tummy.then....join my family for chatting at the living room.we chatted till 12 noon.then decided to go Pekin(Bei Jing Lou) to settle the dinner's bill and also to see if that crazy fellow has spoilt anything that needed us to pay up.Jennifer reminded me of Prince.haha.....i assured her that we won't be able to see Prince.cause i don't usually see him working on Sundays....

went to Pekin...everyone remembered us.haha...because of the great scene during the previous night.what lucks...!the manager took us to the VIP room.we ordered food while settled all the bills.to our surprise...they didn't demand us to pay up for the broken flower pots.everyone knew it was not our fault.haix...thank god.food was served.!yummy yummy!eating halfway...i thought i saw someone familiar....!oh...my...really thank god.it must be my lucky day.i quickly nudged Jennifer and said "Prince Prince...look at him....he is Prince right?" Jennifer nodded.and kept on nudging me whenever Prince passed by.i am going mad....haha.i have to admit lo...actually i don't feel like eating as i was rather full.but the minute i saw Prince,my appetite grows.haha...ate damn lot.poor Prince..he looks so damn tired!yet...he have to served other customers.Jennifer said of cause he have to served..because he was so damn handsome.must stand by the door...to let people see.i give her a knock on the head.
we left Pekin after eating.ishh...i don't dare to face Prince directly.he knew we were talking about him la for he looks at me quizically.i am afraid that i might blush.....!aiks....why the hell does he looks so damn handsome?i will blushed if i kept on seeing boys like him.i am going crazy soon.always Prince Prince Prince.other than Prince is Prince again.

went to Tebrau City around 2pm.wanna go REDBOX...to vent out all our anger.actually i do feel sad inside.because of "HIM".i realised it was really time for me to LET GO.so i meant to vent out all my anger that day.Jennifer agreed too.so we sang various songs.all SAD songs of cause.

i cried while listening to 'I Don't Want To Miss A Thing" by Aerosmith.Jennifer felt like crying too.Baobei came around 4.30pm.was shocked to see us so sad.but i can feel that Baobei is sad inside too.although she is trying hard to cheer us up....but i still can sense that she is feeling empty.

ps: Baobei.....be strong.....i knew of your troubles.let nature take place.life is always like that.Life is created by our own hand.so paint you life with colours of rainbow.make is shine.....i will always be by your side.cheer up..

Baobei did gave me a real brain-wash.and has presented me with the word "WAIT".......!although i nearly got carried away by her word.what i wanna say is that..."I AM SORRY..." but i don't wanna WAIT.i ve make up my mind to let go...so it wouldn't be any use for me to wait any longer.as i say..what is mine would be mine and what isn't mine will forever not belong to me.do you understand?the same old phrase....."let bygones be bygones....and let nature takes place"

i appreciate the supports and advice you guys gave me.he is once the KING of my heart.i am not saying that i can forget him at once.a wound needed some times to heal........!and so do i.and so.............give me some times please.i believe i can do it.....!i am getting on alright.at least..i don't feel so much pain now.perhaps someone is right.i was the one that give him the authority to assess to my heart.it was no one's fault but mine.once again...guys.....i just wanna say "THANK YOU"..i am awake now.

Thank you my dears.........for everything....

i will always love that song......"I Don't Want To Miss A Thing"...by Aerosmith.perhaps..one day..i meant one day....you can see me listening to it with a broad smile.....

Time to let go???walk towards HOPE

Me and Dearest Peng Yee during her ROM dearest sisters, peng yee and Andy Lau

Hope to gained some of their happiness

Peng Yee and Andy Lau...so nice..

Hope they will be blessed with Joys & Happiness

weekends?not bad....i did have a wonderful day last saturday.i woke up early just to wait for my Aunt,Peng Yee's call.she was my date that day.or i should have say that she has booked me earlier before.so i have to say 'I am so sorry ...Peter Pan!i can't attend church again.and i don't know about next week too.something always come out!" so i have to meet Peng Yee at CS.i was late that day due to my dearest parents.they were like slowcoach.normally,i am the slowest one.but don't know why,they seem to be extremely slow that day.so Peng Yee waited for me.finally reaches CS.met a lot of my juniors.to think they still recognised me.haha....i don't even remember seeing quite a number of them before.yet,they came up and greet me bravely.cool girls...!anyway..went to shopped around with Peng Yee.next week was her wedding.wow..congratulation.to think i have attended her ROM last october at sg.during SPM time.haha....congratulation.it was just like yesterday.time really flies.i felt so happy for them eventhough i felt empty inside.

went to my favourite spot during my school time,"TANG CHAO".i treat Peng Yee.after all...she looked after me since young.it is damn right for me to treat her.and there...it reminded me of Baobei aka Kelly and Vonny aka Yvonne.our favourite spot.we always go YUM CHA at there.had meetings there.always hang around CS.i do missed them.and yet...i do miss my tuition life.

ps : baobei and vonny...never forget our happy times at TANG CHAO ya...i do miss you all..

after lunch,i accompanied Peng Yee to SG Bridal House.she showed me her wedding photos whilst she tried on her wedding gown.wow...she looks so stunning in her wedding gown.really suits her.i was like..damn touched.finally i could see my dearest aunt trying on wedding gown and she has found her happiness.as people say "No matter how ugly a person looks,there is always time for her to be the prettiest when it was time for her to become a bride" i totally agreed with it.

ps : Peng Yee was not ugly.she is just plump.she still looks pretty.but her wedding gown make her looks even stunning and prettier.i felt so happy for you...dearest aunt.

as it was rather a long time for her to try on her wedding gown,i began to felt bored.i ve finished reading my magazine and has stuffed lots of cakes and cookies into my tummy.makes me felt like vomitting.haha....so i make a visit to the washroom.as i come out...i thought i saw someone familiar.that person was shock too.haha...guess who is it??can't guess right?haha..actually it was CHAO JI'S (Permas Jaya Branch) boss, Ms Wong and her boyfriend,Mr Ding.Mr Ding asked me lots of questions.like what am i doing there,where am i going to study,and something like if i am still working at Grace Yeo & Associates.haha....funny...!i also wanna ask them what are they doing there when i suddenly felt that it was a stupid question.

Ps: what can a couple do at a Bridal House?of cause they were going to take Wedding photos....sutpid me...haha...

they waved goodbye to me.and out of curiousity...i asked the girl,Nicole if they are taking wedding picture the next day.because i heard Ms Wong say something about "Tommorow".Nicole answered "yes...they are taking pictures tommorow.they are not taking wedding picture but graduation picture." OH MY GOD.....to think i was so damn excited to know that they are taking wedding pictures.haiz.........and yet..they are taking graduation pictures.SWEAT!!!!

Aunt AJ came sharp at 4pm.we left the bridal house around 5pm plus.went straight to the shop that sold lots of wedding stuffs(beside my working place).when we reached there...wow...there were lots of Chao Ji's students.hardly any parking for us.so we hurried into the shop.bought the things we wanted.chit-chat with the boss.then Aunt AJ asked me to take her up to Chao ji as she wants to find tuition teacher for my cousin,Ah Ying.so we went up.many Superlady looks at me while smiling.some even pat me on my shoulder while talking to me.i was puzzled and asked "u guys see me before is it?" they nodded.and say that i was the girl working at "Grace yeo & Associates" ...oh my god...to think i don't recognised them.that proves that i do have a bad sense of remembering people's face.haha...anyway.....i hurried my aunt.for i was so damn hungry.so we went to have hmmm..tea??or rather dinner at GU WEN CHA.Sherly aka Mei Nv was so happy to see me.we chit chat for a while.then we went to Aunt AJ house.yeah..can see my dearest cousin, Barry Ong again.he was so damn cute..!Aunt AJ took us back to my house where we sat outside talking again....!a day ended so fast.

on sunday,early morning,we went back to kulai.to the memorial park.for it was exactly one year since grandpa's died.we went to SHAO MU.all my relatives went there too.everyone joke around.creating jokes.and everyone was in jovial mood.i am sure if grandpa was listening,he would feel happy too.for he loves noise and laughter.i love my family....my sweetest family.

back home,i don't feel happy at all.....!jennifer has some problem with her boy boy.that boy says that maybe he don't really love her.but why held her up for so long?2 years isn't a short time.he took her heart away but give it back so easily.my gosh...i really felt like bashing up that guy.don't ever let me see him or he'll be sorry.i hate to see jennifer looking so sad and unhappy.she don't deserve all these.boys are always like that.why do boys are always the one hurting girls?i mean there are girls hurting guys too.but the percentage are low.i am not a boy...and i don't know what are boys thinking and how do they feel...

just because i am a girl...it doensn't mean i have to go through all these.i am a human too.boys always like to judge people by appearance.does a pretty face worths anything?shit...bastard....idiot...bloody fool...........................................................................................!i am like a idiot too.i guess it is really time for me to let go.don't wanna linger onto this hopeless feeling any longer.i might die one day.can i still see hope?can i walk towards hope?will there still be HOPEs for me??gambateh....kombedewas..!i believe i can do it.Lord...i know you are listening.this is all your arrangement.and i believe every arrangement of yours contains an answer and a solution.so Please guide me to that solution as soon as possible.by the name of Lord..AMEN!!!

ps : Dearest Jennifer...please be strong.i don't wanna see you feeling sad all over again.you were always there for me whenever i need you.i will do the same for you.i will lend you my shoulder too if you need me just like how you once lend me yours.i will support you always.gambateh my friend.we are friends for life.anata daiskides......tomodachi...

i really hope to get away from this idiotic,freaking,damn and vulnerable country as soon as possible.leaving this country is just the only solution from me...........................wish me lucks..

once again...listening to " I Don't Want To Miss A Thing" by Aerosmith.....song of the day...

friends rawkzz....nice and memorable moment...

me,vonny and baobei....miss you all like hell..

REUNION AGAIN...we are like the 3 musketeers...

ONE FOR ALL AND ALL FOR ONE.

Me and Vonne..still buddies...

thank god........really thank god for granting me with such a nice and enjoyable weekend.
once again....a new year begin(according to chinese law)...!our street Jalan Molek 1/6 always held a party where all the neighbours living on that street can gather together.something like fellowship.this is the 2nd time we held this party.thank god.it is really a nice one this year.normally,it will be boring.no matter what kind of party they held..whether a lantern festival party or count-down party....

this year...i asked my besty,Jennifer to come over.yeah..she is going to stay for 2night.happy happy...and also i longed and longed to meet my Baobei aka Kelly and Vonny aka Yvonne.and what's more,i can also see dearest fishy.and also my other sisters plus buddies..such as Vonne,Sultan(Shu yi),Khai ping and also Hebe Ting.yeah...and also my gua gua(Ah shuan,Ah mei,Ying Ying plus their friends)....yippee....such enjoyable moments.we ate a lot....

many of my relatives came.we all enjoyed ourselves.watching fireworks,lion dance and also clown's performance(mainly for kids)...!the nicest party in Jalan Molek 1/6.i ve been waiting for this moment for sooo long.and i can finally meet them.really much much to my expectation.soo touched.

ps: (1) to Baobei aka Kelly : i really love that belated valentine present.thanks a lot ya....
(2) to my loyal readers : i am not a lesbian ok?


anyway.....vonne wanted to stay overnight.but she didn't bring her clothes.and she regretted.haha...nevermind vonne,there is still next time.don't make it sound as we will never meet each other again.and so...Baobei aka Kelly,Vonny aka Yvonne,Jennifer,Wen Leng,Ah Shuan,Ah Mei and of cause ME....were chatting all the way.both baobei and vonny decided to stay overnight.yippee........we chatted till 5am dawn.sleepy man......but still this was a most treasured memories for me.shhhhh....everything was a secret."TAK BOLEH CAKAP PUNYA RAHSIA"
many things happened.much to my shock....dearest one...


ps : to Baobei,Vonny and Jennifer......i wanna be true to my own feelings too..but i just can't.maybe because i was lack of confident and maybe i am afraid of the outcomes.you should have know about my previous experience.i appreciate what you guys did for me.but......let nature take place.what is mine would be mine.and what isn't mine will forever not belong to me.....


on the 17th......woke up at 7am.cause dearest Baobei say she wanna go yum cha.but..what happened??she couldn't get up of cause.haix...what lucks.but nevermind.get up before 10am.manage to get them ready before 10.30am.sorry Ah Mei and Wen Leng to have made you guys waited for several hours.went with Baobei and Vonny to pandan old folks home.just like last year...!!can get to see "god mum"....and also Lion Beryl.to think she stills remember me after retiring from my post for so long.saw Mrs Yong(my primary tuition teacher)....!she said a lot of things to me.so touched.hmmmm.....

went to jusco.bought movie tickets....for "Kungfu Dunk"...!while waiting for the time to arrive,we went and shopped around.saw many 'LALA"!what nerves.....ewww...!did many things like what we used to do back during my schooling life.just that i wasn't in either my leo uniform or school uniform.misses those days....


watched movie.the movie was touched but not as touch as 'ARMAGEDDON".nearly cried.or...officially...i was already in tears.but not that serious.haha...!shopped again after movie.spent a long time at "Harris"......!went for dinner with Baobei,Vonny,Jennifer and Ah Mei...at the "EGG HOUSE"...my gosh...the food sucks.......but who cares?i still enjoyed my time with them..!gotta say goodbye to Baobei and Vonny....for it was time to go home.T.T....we will meet again...


back home...Jennifer was like...trying to brainwash me about that "person" again...haix....what can i do?tell me what can i say?the more you try to force me...the more i suffered.....!please please.....!but anyway...i know Jennifer was trying to help me also.friends right?we are friends for life....thanks dear.really don't know what should i do without you guys......!i miss you guys a lot.


after having fun for the whole weekends,i don't feel like going back to work again.until today(19th February 2008)....i still haven't come back to life.haven't have the mood to start work.Hebe Ting also felt the same way as me.she was just as confused as me.but for different matter.she was vexing how can she survived after i resign?haha....


ps : to Hebe Ting : better think carefully.you will have to face Miss Yeo every now and then. like home alone.eating alone is scary.but play alone and talk alone are even more scarier.haha

i wasn't trying to scare her.but if you ask me,i would rather resign than to work alone.it will always be great to have someone to accompany you.and safer too.......


ANGRY!!!!!BOOM............no matter how i dressed(casual or formal)...still everyone can see through my age.do i looked so young?got one client asked me "hey little girl.....you are only 15 years old...how can you work here instead of studying?".....sweat!!
another one say "you know how to do lawyer's job??you are too young!!".........ARGHHHH!!
WHACK WHACK....haha...i got baby face...cannot is it??blerk...i am not saying i wanna looked old.but i don't want people to think we are acting cute or being childish!!

ps: DON'T say i am thinking too much.for i received comments like that.but who cares?
I AM WHO I AM...

and today.....one of the "CHAO JI's" teacher...mistook me and Hebe Ting as one of their students.thinking we are playing truant.she just asked "hey..you two...are you "CHAO JI's" student?don't stand here....enter the class now..." whack her........we are not that young ok??

and i felt like bashing up SUPERBOY too.say he will come for signing.yes...he did came.but sharp at 6pm.and that is when we are getting ready to go home.my gosh....luckily Hebe Ting and me...were smart enough.grabbed hold of our bags and headed straight to the door when he came marching in.haha.......we were rather smart ya......!he still dare to say "are you guys going home already?oh nevermind nevermind..i wait for your lawyer!"....act what gentleman...ishhh....open the door for him also he rather wait outside............!!luckily Miss Yeo say we could go home whilst she entertain him...!!i wish him "HAPPY SIGNING" before we left.he was like zhadao..haha..serve him right.he is very busy right?lets see how long he takes finish signing all those 12 books plus 3 more of what deed thingy.apply more loan la..cheh....nevermind ...relax relax...tommorow will be better...

went to Hebe Ting house,ate lots of cookies.lala....she asked me to eat it.her dad sent me home.then bath and had dinner........
until now....................listening to "I Don't Want to Miss A Thing" by Aerosmith again.haha..i simply love this song. "I don't wanna close my eyes....I don't wanna fall asleep cause..i miss you baby....and i don't wanna miss a thing..."


till here...really hope tommorow will be better......!so...must sleep early.............tata..goodnight...stay tune for more....

i am who i am....valentine??

i ve read my baobei aka kelly's blog.haha...i did see my name mentioned in her blog.

p/s to Baobei:you really miss me so much??and what kind of nickname is that?i don't want that nickname.hahaha

anyway...quite touched...cause they remembered what i taught and say to them.and thanks for your comment baobei.treasure it.i knew you won't be an invisible reader in my bloggie....stay tune for more.i promised to write our stories right?but you got to give me some time to draft it out.a piece of blog can take away several hours of mine.haha....misses you guys a lot.....

back to today...hmm...14th February 2008..sound familiar.of cause..for it is Valentine's Day.never felt anything special.for every year is the same except that this year,i don't have to go to school but headed straight to office.i missed last year.still can remember vividly during last year 2007,our leo club were carrying out valentine's project.doing dedication and all stuffs.i hanged out with Baobei aka kelly and vonny aka Yvonne at city square.eating chocolates and Mcdonald ice-cream on the floor beside Jack and Looking's stall.time really flies....!still remembered the paper flower that baobei aka Kelly made for me.

ps:Baobei...i still kept that paper flower that you gave me.it is so meaningful and attractive.

i spent my 2007 Valentine's Day with Selina Bear.that is when i fell in love with Wu Zhun.we bought stickers,talk about them,worshipped them, and even dreamt of them coming to johore.wishful thinking of us.but both of us are Valentine's partners.too bad Hebe Ting can't join us.if not...S.H.E will be reunion again.haha....what a sweet time i have last year?receiving all those dedications from juniors.i received dozens of them.from my primary school mates,from my juniors,from my besties and even from my dearest sisters.

but this year...sucks.the only happy moment is because i am spenting my Valentine Day with Hebe Ting.last year with Selina Bear.lack of one this year again.nevermind..S.H.E will be reunion one day.S.H.E rawkzz....!haha...Hebe Ting and i enjoyed ourselves today.singing "I don't Love you"....awful song by MCR.i meant i like MCR...but i don't like this song.

ps:i am not a lesbian of cause.it is just working that we enjoyed.

working?of cause i don't like working.early in the morning,Miss Yeo called and say she will be late.ask us to do the loan by ourselves.SUPERBOY'S LOAN.oh my god...although i want to finish his case faster but still his case are rather complicated.as i say in my previous pieces,wasting our time to do his case.luckily Hebe Ting was with me.so we joint forces and do it.gambateh..together we achieve more.i had a feeling we will make a great mistake.i was right.the printer gone crazy.we can't print anything at all.T.T!!!!!!!!nevermind...we'll think of a way.so we used the old printer and we succeed.yeah......!the major step is to photostat those documents.SCARY.there are 3 sets of loan(Facilities Agreement,Deed of Assignment, and Power of Attorney).all together 12 books.and each set causes RM 200.if anything goes wrong means how are we going to pay up all these.so it was really a pressure.Superboy was our genuine pig.for this was the first loan that we did....all by ourselves.

just as we were in the middle of doing it,Ms Wong and Mr Ding came up.hmm...i forgot to say that...Ms Wong was another "CHAO JI's" boss.but she was from Permas Jaya's branch.a young lady too and attractive.they came up to sign the Letter of Offer.Mr Ding wishes us Happy Valentine.hahaha..actually we should be the one to wish them.continue our loan....!the loan tough.don't know why Superboy's loan seem extremely hard to complete.maybe because Miss Yeo helped us in those previous loans.and we only got to photostat it.but this time.....T.T!!!Miss Yeo came in.there were lots of people coming in and out today.don't know why.1pm comes.we missed our lunch time.cause we are too busy doing loan.just one case can take us nearly one whole day.wow...we had our late lunch exactly 4pm.what lucks.to think i did not faint....

loan sucks.finally,at last....we finished you off.no more Superboy's case.all his job now.SIGNING of cause.let's see how he can he finish signing all those 12books.did i mention that he has to sign all those 12books??every pages??to and fro.hahahahaaha....good luck.. but oh my god....he was so so so so so so......!don't know the right word to describe him.how dare he?we are having a hard time doing his loan and yet....when it is done,he don't wanna come for signing.say what he will come next week.my gosh...felt like whacking him....SUPERBOY indeed.but still....i envied of his saving account.too much $$$$$$$$$$$$$$....wow.....when can i ever earn that much??

ps: cheh....he has been helped by his rich daddy "Mr Eng kion sai" i think.soo...it was not his hard- earned money.why should i be envious of him?

although work sucks,but still............i did had fun with Hebe Ting.pity her..when i have to resign next month and she will be all alone.yeah...today we went home at 6pm sharp.mummy darling did not nag me.yeah...

back home....watched tv..went to ah shuan's house for dinner.Sultan(Shu yi)called me and say she wants to stay at my place this saturday.Ling rang my doorbell and asked me to go outside to sang birthday song to Aunt Angie.then....had MSN fight with Hebe Ting.lalalala.....and Sultan also.

now sitting here..in front of the screen...listening to my most most favourite song "I don't want to miss a thing" by Aerosmith.really loved it.very meaningful.reminds me of "that person" and of cause "Armageddon".so touching........but heartache too..

i really must wake up soon.don't wanna linger on to those painful memories anymore...........GOD...please save me.i know you are listening too.listening to the same song like i do.you know why it is soo special??shhhh..................secret..stay tune for my next piece of blog..
till here...
to all the loving pair all over the world...i wish you all a very Happy Valentine...





listening and singing "I Don't Want To Miss A Thing" by Aerosmith.
song of the day.....