Time to let go???walk towards HOPE

Me and Dearest Peng Yee during her ROM dearest sisters, peng yee and Andy Lau

Hope to gained some of their happiness

Peng Yee and Andy Lau...so nice..

Hope they will be blessed with Joys & Happiness

weekends?not bad....i did have a wonderful day last saturday.i woke up early just to wait for my Aunt,Peng Yee's call.she was my date that day.or i should have say that she has booked me earlier before.so i have to say 'I am so sorry ...Peter Pan!i can't attend church again.and i don't know about next week too.something always come out!" so i have to meet Peng Yee at CS.i was late that day due to my dearest parents.they were like slowcoach.normally,i am the slowest one.but don't know why,they seem to be extremely slow that day.so Peng Yee waited for me.finally reaches CS.met a lot of my juniors.to think they still recognised me.haha....i don't even remember seeing quite a number of them before.yet,they came up and greet me bravely.cool girls...!anyway..went to shopped around with Peng Yee.next week was her wedding.wow..congratulation.to think i have attended her ROM last october at sg.during SPM time.haha....congratulation.it was just like yesterday.time really flies.i felt so happy for them eventhough i felt empty inside.

went to my favourite spot during my school time,"TANG CHAO".i treat Peng Yee.after all...she looked after me since young.it is damn right for me to treat her.and there...it reminded me of Baobei aka Kelly and Vonny aka Yvonne.our favourite spot.we always go YUM CHA at there.had meetings there.always hang around CS.i do missed them.and yet...i do miss my tuition life.

ps : baobei and vonny...never forget our happy times at TANG CHAO ya...i do miss you all..

after lunch,i accompanied Peng Yee to SG Bridal House.she showed me her wedding photos whilst she tried on her wedding gown.wow...she looks so stunning in her wedding gown.really suits her.i was like..damn touched.finally i could see my dearest aunt trying on wedding gown and she has found her happiness.as people say "No matter how ugly a person looks,there is always time for her to be the prettiest when it was time for her to become a bride" i totally agreed with it.

ps : Peng Yee was not ugly.she is just plump.she still looks pretty.but her wedding gown make her looks even stunning and prettier.i felt so happy for you...dearest aunt.

as it was rather a long time for her to try on her wedding gown,i began to felt bored.i ve finished reading my magazine and has stuffed lots of cakes and cookies into my tummy.makes me felt like vomitting.haha....so i make a visit to the washroom.as i come out...i thought i saw someone familiar.that person was shock too.haha...guess who is it??can't guess right?haha..actually it was CHAO JI'S (Permas Jaya Branch) boss, Ms Wong and her boyfriend,Mr Ding.Mr Ding asked me lots of questions.like what am i doing there,where am i going to study,and something like if i am still working at Grace Yeo & Associates.haha....funny...!i also wanna ask them what are they doing there when i suddenly felt that it was a stupid question.

Ps: what can a couple do at a Bridal House?of cause they were going to take Wedding photos....sutpid me...haha...

they waved goodbye to me.and out of curiousity...i asked the girl,Nicole if they are taking wedding picture the next day.because i heard Ms Wong say something about "Tommorow".Nicole answered "yes...they are taking pictures tommorow.they are not taking wedding picture but graduation picture." OH MY GOD.....to think i was so damn excited to know that they are taking wedding pictures.haiz.........and yet..they are taking graduation pictures.SWEAT!!!!

Aunt AJ came sharp at 4pm.we left the bridal house around 5pm plus.went straight to the shop that sold lots of wedding stuffs(beside my working place).when we reached there...wow...there were lots of Chao Ji's students.hardly any parking for us.so we hurried into the shop.bought the things we wanted.chit-chat with the boss.then Aunt AJ asked me to take her up to Chao ji as she wants to find tuition teacher for my cousin,Ah Ying.so we went up.many Superlady looks at me while smiling.some even pat me on my shoulder while talking to me.i was puzzled and asked "u guys see me before is it?" they nodded.and say that i was the girl working at "Grace yeo & Associates" ...oh my god...to think i don't recognised them.that proves that i do have a bad sense of remembering people's face.haha...anyway.....i hurried my aunt.for i was so damn hungry.so we went to have hmmm..tea??or rather dinner at GU WEN CHA.Sherly aka Mei Nv was so happy to see me.we chit chat for a while.then we went to Aunt AJ house.yeah..can see my dearest cousin, Barry Ong again.he was so damn cute..!Aunt AJ took us back to my house where we sat outside talking again....!a day ended so fast.

on sunday,early morning,we went back to kulai.to the memorial park.for it was exactly one year since grandpa's died.we went to SHAO MU.all my relatives went there too.everyone joke around.creating jokes.and everyone was in jovial mood.i am sure if grandpa was listening,he would feel happy too.for he loves noise and laughter.i love my family....my sweetest family.

back home,i don't feel happy at all.....!jennifer has some problem with her boy boy.that boy says that maybe he don't really love her.but why held her up for so long?2 years isn't a short time.he took her heart away but give it back so easily.my gosh...i really felt like bashing up that guy.don't ever let me see him or he'll be sorry.i hate to see jennifer looking so sad and unhappy.she don't deserve all these.boys are always like that.why do boys are always the one hurting girls?i mean there are girls hurting guys too.but the percentage are low.i am not a boy...and i don't know what are boys thinking and how do they feel...

just because i am a girl...it doensn't mean i have to go through all these.i am a human too.boys always like to judge people by appearance.does a pretty face worths anything?shit...bastard....idiot...bloody fool...........................................................................................!i am like a idiot too.i guess it is really time for me to let go.don't wanna linger onto this hopeless feeling any longer.i might die one day.can i still see hope?can i walk towards hope?will there still be HOPEs for me??gambateh....kombedewas..!i believe i can do it.Lord...i know you are listening.this is all your arrangement.and i believe every arrangement of yours contains an answer and a solution.so Please guide me to that solution as soon as possible.by the name of Lord..AMEN!!!

ps : Dearest Jennifer...please be strong.i don't wanna see you feeling sad all over again.you were always there for me whenever i need you.i will do the same for you.i will lend you my shoulder too if you need me just like how you once lend me yours.i will support you always.gambateh my friend.we are friends for life.anata daiskides......tomodachi...

i really hope to get away from this idiotic,freaking,damn and vulnerable country as soon as possible.leaving this country is just the only solution from me...........................wish me lucks..

once again...listening to " I Don't Want To Miss A Thing" by Aerosmith.....song of the day...

friends rawkzz....nice and memorable moment...

me,vonny and baobei....miss you all like hell..

REUNION AGAIN...we are like the 3 musketeers...

ONE FOR ALL AND ALL FOR ONE.

Me and Vonne..still buddies...

thank god........really thank god for granting me with such a nice and enjoyable weekend.
once again....a new year begin(according to chinese law)...!our street Jalan Molek 1/6 always held a party where all the neighbours living on that street can gather together.something like fellowship.this is the 2nd time we held this party.thank god.it is really a nice one this year.normally,it will be boring.no matter what kind of party they held..whether a lantern festival party or count-down party....

this year...i asked my besty,Jennifer to come over.yeah..she is going to stay for 2night.happy happy...and also i longed and longed to meet my Baobei aka Kelly and Vonny aka Yvonne.and what's more,i can also see dearest fishy.and also my other sisters plus buddies..such as Vonne,Sultan(Shu yi),Khai ping and also Hebe Ting.yeah...and also my gua gua(Ah shuan,Ah mei,Ying Ying plus their friends)....yippee....such enjoyable moments.we ate a lot....

many of my relatives came.we all enjoyed ourselves.watching fireworks,lion dance and also clown's performance(mainly for kids)...!the nicest party in Jalan Molek 1/6.i ve been waiting for this moment for sooo long.and i can finally meet them.really much much to my expectation.soo touched.

ps: (1) to Baobei aka Kelly : i really love that belated valentine present.thanks a lot ya....
(2) to my loyal readers : i am not a lesbian ok?


anyway.....vonne wanted to stay overnight.but she didn't bring her clothes.and she regretted.haha...nevermind vonne,there is still next time.don't make it sound as we will never meet each other again.and so...Baobei aka Kelly,Vonny aka Yvonne,Jennifer,Wen Leng,Ah Shuan,Ah Mei and of cause ME....were chatting all the way.both baobei and vonny decided to stay overnight.yippee........we chatted till 5am dawn.sleepy man......but still this was a most treasured memories for me.shhhhh....everything was a secret."TAK BOLEH CAKAP PUNYA RAHSIA"
many things happened.much to my shock....dearest one...


ps : to Baobei,Vonny and Jennifer......i wanna be true to my own feelings too..but i just can't.maybe because i was lack of confident and maybe i am afraid of the outcomes.you should have know about my previous experience.i appreciate what you guys did for me.but......let nature take place.what is mine would be mine.and what isn't mine will forever not belong to me.....


on the 17th......woke up at 7am.cause dearest Baobei say she wanna go yum cha.but..what happened??she couldn't get up of cause.haix...what lucks.but nevermind.get up before 10am.manage to get them ready before 10.30am.sorry Ah Mei and Wen Leng to have made you guys waited for several hours.went with Baobei and Vonny to pandan old folks home.just like last year...!!can get to see "god mum"....and also Lion Beryl.to think she stills remember me after retiring from my post for so long.saw Mrs Yong(my primary tuition teacher)....!she said a lot of things to me.so touched.hmmmm.....

went to jusco.bought movie tickets....for "Kungfu Dunk"...!while waiting for the time to arrive,we went and shopped around.saw many 'LALA"!what nerves.....ewww...!did many things like what we used to do back during my schooling life.just that i wasn't in either my leo uniform or school uniform.misses those days....


watched movie.the movie was touched but not as touch as 'ARMAGEDDON".nearly cried.or...officially...i was already in tears.but not that serious.haha...!shopped again after movie.spent a long time at "Harris"......!went for dinner with Baobei,Vonny,Jennifer and Ah Mei...at the "EGG HOUSE"...my gosh...the food sucks.......but who cares?i still enjoyed my time with them..!gotta say goodbye to Baobei and Vonny....for it was time to go home.T.T....we will meet again...


back home...Jennifer was like...trying to brainwash me about that "person" again...haix....what can i do?tell me what can i say?the more you try to force me...the more i suffered.....!please please.....!but anyway...i know Jennifer was trying to help me also.friends right?we are friends for life....thanks dear.really don't know what should i do without you guys......!i miss you guys a lot.


after having fun for the whole weekends,i don't feel like going back to work again.until today(19th February 2008)....i still haven't come back to life.haven't have the mood to start work.Hebe Ting also felt the same way as me.she was just as confused as me.but for different matter.she was vexing how can she survived after i resign?haha....


ps : to Hebe Ting : better think carefully.you will have to face Miss Yeo every now and then. like home alone.eating alone is scary.but play alone and talk alone are even more scarier.haha

i wasn't trying to scare her.but if you ask me,i would rather resign than to work alone.it will always be great to have someone to accompany you.and safer too.......


ANGRY!!!!!BOOM............no matter how i dressed(casual or formal)...still everyone can see through my age.do i looked so young?got one client asked me "hey little girl.....you are only 15 years old...how can you work here instead of studying?".....sweat!!
another one say "you know how to do lawyer's job??you are too young!!".........ARGHHHH!!
WHACK WHACK....haha...i got baby face...cannot is it??blerk...i am not saying i wanna looked old.but i don't want people to think we are acting cute or being childish!!

ps: DON'T say i am thinking too much.for i received comments like that.but who cares?
I AM WHO I AM...

and today.....one of the "CHAO JI's" teacher...mistook me and Hebe Ting as one of their students.thinking we are playing truant.she just asked "hey..you two...are you "CHAO JI's" student?don't stand here....enter the class now..." whack her........we are not that young ok??

and i felt like bashing up SUPERBOY too.say he will come for signing.yes...he did came.but sharp at 6pm.and that is when we are getting ready to go home.my gosh....luckily Hebe Ting and me...were smart enough.grabbed hold of our bags and headed straight to the door when he came marching in.haha.......we were rather smart ya......!he still dare to say "are you guys going home already?oh nevermind nevermind..i wait for your lawyer!"....act what gentleman...ishhh....open the door for him also he rather wait outside............!!luckily Miss Yeo say we could go home whilst she entertain him...!!i wish him "HAPPY SIGNING" before we left.he was like zhadao..haha..serve him right.he is very busy right?lets see how long he takes finish signing all those 12 books plus 3 more of what deed thingy.apply more loan la..cheh....nevermind ...relax relax...tommorow will be better...

went to Hebe Ting house,ate lots of cookies.lala....she asked me to eat it.her dad sent me home.then bath and had dinner........
until now....................listening to "I Don't Want to Miss A Thing" by Aerosmith again.haha..i simply love this song. "I don't wanna close my eyes....I don't wanna fall asleep cause..i miss you baby....and i don't wanna miss a thing..."


till here...really hope tommorow will be better......!so...must sleep early.............tata..goodnight...stay tune for more....

i am who i am....valentine??

i ve read my baobei aka kelly's blog.haha...i did see my name mentioned in her blog.

p/s to Baobei:you really miss me so much??and what kind of nickname is that?i don't want that nickname.hahaha

anyway...quite touched...cause they remembered what i taught and say to them.and thanks for your comment baobei.treasure it.i knew you won't be an invisible reader in my bloggie....stay tune for more.i promised to write our stories right?but you got to give me some time to draft it out.a piece of blog can take away several hours of mine.haha....misses you guys a lot.....

back to today...hmm...14th February 2008..sound familiar.of cause..for it is Valentine's Day.never felt anything special.for every year is the same except that this year,i don't have to go to school but headed straight to office.i missed last year.still can remember vividly during last year 2007,our leo club were carrying out valentine's project.doing dedication and all stuffs.i hanged out with Baobei aka kelly and vonny aka Yvonne at city square.eating chocolates and Mcdonald ice-cream on the floor beside Jack and Looking's stall.time really flies....!still remembered the paper flower that baobei aka Kelly made for me.

ps:Baobei...i still kept that paper flower that you gave me.it is so meaningful and attractive.

i spent my 2007 Valentine's Day with Selina Bear.that is when i fell in love with Wu Zhun.we bought stickers,talk about them,worshipped them, and even dreamt of them coming to johore.wishful thinking of us.but both of us are Valentine's partners.too bad Hebe Ting can't join us.if not...S.H.E will be reunion again.haha....what a sweet time i have last year?receiving all those dedications from juniors.i received dozens of them.from my primary school mates,from my juniors,from my besties and even from my dearest sisters.

but this year...sucks.the only happy moment is because i am spenting my Valentine Day with Hebe Ting.last year with Selina Bear.lack of one this year again.nevermind..S.H.E will be reunion one day.S.H.E rawkzz....!haha...Hebe Ting and i enjoyed ourselves today.singing "I don't Love you"....awful song by MCR.i meant i like MCR...but i don't like this song.

ps:i am not a lesbian of cause.it is just working that we enjoyed.

working?of cause i don't like working.early in the morning,Miss Yeo called and say she will be late.ask us to do the loan by ourselves.SUPERBOY'S LOAN.oh my god...although i want to finish his case faster but still his case are rather complicated.as i say in my previous pieces,wasting our time to do his case.luckily Hebe Ting was with me.so we joint forces and do it.gambateh..together we achieve more.i had a feeling we will make a great mistake.i was right.the printer gone crazy.we can't print anything at all.T.T!!!!!!!!nevermind...we'll think of a way.so we used the old printer and we succeed.yeah......!the major step is to photostat those documents.SCARY.there are 3 sets of loan(Facilities Agreement,Deed of Assignment, and Power of Attorney).all together 12 books.and each set causes RM 200.if anything goes wrong means how are we going to pay up all these.so it was really a pressure.Superboy was our genuine pig.for this was the first loan that we did....all by ourselves.

just as we were in the middle of doing it,Ms Wong and Mr Ding came up.hmm...i forgot to say that...Ms Wong was another "CHAO JI's" boss.but she was from Permas Jaya's branch.a young lady too and attractive.they came up to sign the Letter of Offer.Mr Ding wishes us Happy Valentine.hahaha..actually we should be the one to wish them.continue our loan....!the loan tough.don't know why Superboy's loan seem extremely hard to complete.maybe because Miss Yeo helped us in those previous loans.and we only got to photostat it.but this time.....T.T!!!Miss Yeo came in.there were lots of people coming in and out today.don't know why.1pm comes.we missed our lunch time.cause we are too busy doing loan.just one case can take us nearly one whole day.wow...we had our late lunch exactly 4pm.what lucks.to think i did not faint....

loan sucks.finally,at last....we finished you off.no more Superboy's case.all his job now.SIGNING of cause.let's see how he can he finish signing all those 12books.did i mention that he has to sign all those 12books??every pages??to and fro.hahahahaaha....good luck.. but oh my god....he was so so so so so so......!don't know the right word to describe him.how dare he?we are having a hard time doing his loan and yet....when it is done,he don't wanna come for signing.say what he will come next week.my gosh...felt like whacking him....SUPERBOY indeed.but still....i envied of his saving account.too much $$$$$$$$$$$$$$....wow.....when can i ever earn that much??

ps: cheh....he has been helped by his rich daddy "Mr Eng kion sai" i think.soo...it was not his hard- earned money.why should i be envious of him?

although work sucks,but still............i did had fun with Hebe Ting.pity her..when i have to resign next month and she will be all alone.yeah...today we went home at 6pm sharp.mummy darling did not nag me.yeah...

back home....watched tv..went to ah shuan's house for dinner.Sultan(Shu yi)called me and say she wants to stay at my place this saturday.Ling rang my doorbell and asked me to go outside to sang birthday song to Aunt Angie.then....had MSN fight with Hebe Ting.lalalala.....and Sultan also.

now sitting here..in front of the screen...listening to my most most favourite song "I don't want to miss a thing" by Aerosmith.really loved it.very meaningful.reminds me of "that person" and of cause "Armageddon".so touching........but heartache too..

i really must wake up soon.don't wanna linger on to those painful memories anymore...........GOD...please save me.i know you are listening too.listening to the same song like i do.you know why it is soo special??shhhh..................secret..stay tune for my next piece of blog..
till here...
to all the loving pair all over the world...i wish you all a very Happy Valentine...





listening and singing "I Don't Want To Miss A Thing" by Aerosmith.
song of the day.....

duh...my new year holidays...

New Year Day 2(8th February 2008)
hmm..as usual...i thought it would be boring like those previous year.yet not so,because my dearest aunts will be back from singapore.but nope...i was wrong.early in the morning,jennifer smsed me.yeah...she asked me to visit her and then she will follow me back to my grandma house,"Old House".yeah...damn happy.
around 11am,yeah...yahoo...my aunts arrived.Old House was as lively as ever.very noisy and merry..i love it.
haha....meet up jennifer at IOI mall around 2.15pm.she was so pretty.for she has permed her hair.looks so cute.we chatted non-stop.then her parents sent us to old house.haha.....we sat there for a while.ate lots of stuffs.then i decided to take her to the park.just like i took ah shuan they all that day.but jennifer don't dare to take thos exciting and narrow path.too bad!!!!so we took the long path to reach the park.we sat on the swing and have a real nice chat.girls talk.really thank god that we are still good and best friend.i thought that we will grow further apart after she changed school.but thank god....we still keep in touch.i am glad.really glad...
we chatted and chatted until aunt Baby called me.haha....she was worried that we might get lost or what for we went out for a long time.to stop her from worrying,we decided to go back to old house.
but still....you all can't stop us from chatting.i took Barry out to the garden.....then we two chatted there while playing with those kids.damn happy man..
jennifer is coming to my house on the 16th...yeah!!miss her....
i must make her go shopping with me.
a day passes like this.had a most sumptuous dinner.watch tv....and the night comes........

New Year Day 3(9th February 2008)
woke up around 9am.something happened.but don't wanna write it out.spoiling my mood only.bath and....hang around then Aunt AJ took me,Aunt Peng and Aunt Nicole out for breakfast.my gosh....................those restaurants are packed with people.have to que up for long.
so we decided to eat mee for breakfast.
Aunt Nicole treat us.yeah....went back to Old house.nothing special.we watched tv while the others,as usual,play MAH JONG.boring sial..for the whole afternoon too.
Big aunt took us to visit her house.haha....happy happy....ate lots of stuffs.stay there for quite a long time.then really have to go back to old house again.ate dinner then watched tv.
i planned to stay up late just to watch "Armageddon".Aunt AJ told me that she used to watch it.and she cried 5 times after watching it.so i was curious about this movie.and another facts is because the theme song is sang by Aerosmith,"i don't want to miss a thing"
i simply loved this song for the lyrics are just so touching and beautiful.and it reminded me of SOMEONE.okay okay...stop stop...enough!!painful memories flood back.

back to "Armageddon".because of this movie,me and Aunt Nicole have to sleep in the living room.we are just like being shoed out of our room.but it was fun.Aunt Nicole's dad,my GU YE, and YI ZHANG,"uncle hai" slept in the living room with us.it was real fun.never had this kind of experience.gu ye fell asleep first.Aunt Nicole also.then Yi zhang also fell asleep.left me alone.kind of buddies they are??haha..promise me that they will watch with me.but ended up me watching alone.nevermind.......maybe it was a good thing to.i love you....Bruce Willis and Ben Affleck for i cried.it was soo touching.oh...AJ...oh 'Harry.hahaha....i dont want them to see me crying.so i stayed up till 3am plus that night.or rather...good morning.can't believe how i slept that night.but i thought of someone.that song....oh my god.....

New year Day 4(10th February 2008)
being woke up by voices and footsteps.i looked at my watch.it shows 7am.my gosh.who dare to wake us up so early?i turned around and saw Aunt Nicole still sleeping soundly.she makes no sign to wake up.so i lie down again.
my gosh...i hardly slept.still i was glad that i did stayed up the previous night just to watch that show.Big Uncle was nice.he asked us to move to his room and sleep.cause he knew a lot of people will be waking up and make lots of noise.we gladly crawl to his room.but i did not slept for long.soon i was awake.everyone thought i couldn't stay up for the show.but i did.hahaha..
the days went by as usual.had lunch.everyone play mah jong again whilst i dated with my precious tv.
something exciting happened.again..i don't wanna write it out.NEXT!!!!!
went back HOME at 5.30pm.Aunt Nicole and her boyfriend came along behind us.actually we wanted to catch a movie.but...sadly...too many people.and the line was engaged.so we decided to go get a nice dinner.Aunt Baby called me up.she was too bored staying at kulai.so.....she wants to come down to our place.yeah...she say a lot of people(my relatives)wanna come down too.yeah...reunion again.we decided to eat steamboat.i mean not exactly the steamboat that we used to eat.but a more special one.don't know how to describe.but it was nice.
soon....a whole gang arrived.we went to XIAN DAI QI SHI LU.we were such huge gang that we needed four to five table to join us all up.we ordered a great deal and ate a great deal.all of us were stuffed full by the time we finished.
went back to my home,we were all busy chatting that i nearly forgotten that i ve got to start work the next day.can't bear to see them go.but i think i will see them soon.on the 16th...haha..
they went back to kulai exactly 12am.goodnight my dear relatives and aunts and.......!!

ps:Aunt Nicole...you promised to have lunch with me tommorow together with your boyfriend.

New Year day 5(11th February 2008)
start work already.damn boring......1st day of work are always so boring.haven't even warm up yet.
anyway...Miss Yeo decided to take us out for lunch.surprisingly,Sham..our boy will join us for lunch today.so we had lunch early.Aunt Nicole called me half an hour before 1pm.so touched.she remembered me.i mean she remembered that she had promised to have lunch with me.but sadly...Miss Yeo has already planned to take us out.so i merely asked Aunt Nicole to shop around first then find me in the evening.for Miss Yeo said we could go home early today.but i think that was impossible for......she can't possibly shop for so long.
after lunch,went back to office.had a chat with Ooi Leng,the previous clerk whom has already resigned.she comes back to visit Miss Yeo.
she was nice.she taught us things.haha...we gossipped about Superboy.i thought Superboy with his current age 21(going to 22 soon) is far too young to become a boss.but...i got a shock when Ooi Leng and Miss Yeo said that he has already become a boss when he was age 17 plus.goodness gracious me.his family are far far too rich.really envy...

worked and worked.......!!Aunt Nicole called me up again and say she will come and fetch me.oh lord...you are too kind to me.so touched.so i hurried.haha..and we managed to step out of the office by 5.15pm.sorry..Aunt Nicole to have make u waited.but i was damn happy.
we sent Hebe Ting home.then we went to have erhem...LUNCH??at gu wen cha.hehehe...
i thought Aunt Nicole's boyfriend was so quiet.but i changed my mind.he was not quiet at all.saw Sherly(our so called leng lui).surprisingly...she knows Aunt Nicole.what a small world.
haha..we ate a lot.as usual la.
then they took me home.we joked all the way.such fun.really hope she can come and find me tommorow again.haha....
i missed them.but i missed someone else more.........................." i don't want to miss a thing"...
Anyway..........this is how my story goes.......................!!!good night.work again tommorow.what lucks.......!!

1st day of new year...........

aiks....why are new year so so so boring??1st day passes like that......!!i miss ah shuan they all.T.T!!faster come back.!
don't want to gain weight la....
but no choice....
all i can do is just to eat....!!
i really must call jennifer today.

anyway...my 1st day of new year.well....had a sumptuous vegetarian breakfast with my family and as well as the Khong's family.
then went back to kulai..around noon already.
haha....eat a lot of cookies as i was sooo hungry...

ps:didn't i mention that i just had a sumptuous breakfast??lolz

can't blame me.after cookies section and that is when most of my relatives arrived...yeah...ang pau ang pau...
get lots of ang pau..

after that i played with my cousins plus watching tv.it was rather boring.but a day passes like that.
later on,late in the evening,we went to the park.had a great time.
i don't wanna eat dinner..although the food was so damn delicious(my mum's cooking).
really don't wish to gain weight.so i skipped dinner.yeah!

watch tv again.smsed Selina Bear.we chatted for quite a while.then it was time for bed.1st day passes like that.boring huh??

nevermind...let's see what will happen on the 2nd day.stay tuned...

ps:misses ah shuan they all like hell.and jennifer too.

ages since i last blogged

a month passes so swiftly and fast................
haha...lots of things happened....but narhh...lazy to update..!!
i ve started my working life.......of cause it was not fun at all...compared to having fun.
but it is better than staying at home + doing nothing....!!and so.....i ve been a member of " Grace Yeo & Associates" for a month.although boring but at least i will gained some experience by the time my new semester starts.or rather when my results is out.scare scare.......
hmm....didn't take picture for over a month already...haha...congratulation to me.....

well...as you know....working life is bored!and working from 9am to 6pm are such long hours for me.can hardly bear it.i don't have time for entertainment like before for i will usually gets damn tired and sleepy by the time night has come.it would be lucky if i could have a chat with my dearest ones even for a while.i do miss them.we were all busy eversince school starts.luckily i have Hebe Ting accompany me.or else i wouldn't know how am i going to last out for one month.and it is always nice to have someone to accompany you for lunch.someone to chit-chat with you just to pass time.we are not really familiar with those paper work.so most of the time,miss yeo(our boss) will have to tell us what to do.honestly i don't like this kind of arrangement,for i felt like i was being spoon-fed.exactly the first two weeks after we started work,i remember that me and Hebe Ting will have to snatch each other's jobs to do.for it was really boring and we will no actual duty of our own.but luckily things are getting well now.we have our own duties.my job are much more like entertaining the guests,picking up calls,calling,receiving courier and rather another add-on job(memorising the names and files no).goodness.....there are more than 400 files.wish me lucks....
Hebe Ting on the otherside are more of typing and writing.envy her sometimes,for her hand are always full.there were lots of typing work to do.most offices needed someone like this.but we both have our own good side.i believe i have tried hard.......

Hebe Ting and i are more or less no different.we are just like before.we get to see each other everyday.working in the same place.having lunch together while chit-chatting,gossip about.haha...mostly about those clients.haha.hmm.....but we still argue and bickering about like before.friends right??haha....friends need to argue sometimes.we treasure the time while we can.for when school starts,i don't even know when can i meet her again.

as for Selina Bear,she is away for national service.miss her lots.but i believe she has learn a lot during her 3 months time there.haha....i am glad that she is having a great time now.she is back now.to celebrate chinese new year.hope to meet her.

i don't feel sad or sorrow but neither do i feel extremely happy..i do miss my friends.hope they are leading a great life.as our office are very small,so we gotta shared with "Chao Ji" tuition centre.everyday i can see children running up and down the stairs.it was a well-organised centre actually alhtough i hate to admit it.maybe it is due to the facts that the boss is very young.SUPERBOY i called him.so rich already still wanna apply loan.wasting our time carrying out his case.haha..no lar....actually i am envious of his endless ending of his money supply.seeing "SUPER" will makes me feel sad.for it reminded me of OMEGA.i miss my days when i rushed in and out of omega tuition centre.late for tuition.,being laughed or bullied by my friends,being called by teachers.,gosipping about perverts and stalkers......i really misses those days.T.T!!i missed Mr lim(chemistry),Encik Roslan(bm),Mr Charm(physics)and last but not least,Mr Kung(biology).and also Puan Chua and Puan Yau(add maths) from bijaksana.of cause lar...they were such good and professional teacher unlike Super!!ungraduated teacher also they want.say what if you get a credit which means "C" for english then you can become a teacher.what the.........!!!i mean walao eh.......such low standard.....

i am sitting at kulai now...,......hope to have a great and enjoyable moment.
although all my gua gua are not around during these few days,but i ve already planned my activities for this week.i would look for Jennifer.hehehehe.......

i hope 16th comes soon....for it is the day when we hold our " street party".longed for this party to arrive fast.... !i wanna make-match Ah Mei and Kendrick.haha....we have already planned that i will deal with Kendrick's god-brother whilst the others will push Kendrick to Ah Mei.....hahahahhaha... never know the real name of his god-brother eventhough he has already stayed together at our street for more than half a year.so we make up our mind to know him.at least know his name la.after all he is one of our neighbour.we should be kind.
Ah Mei was like damn angry...can't wait to see them together..really hope that day will arrive fast....

till here...happy chinese new year.... !!!i must enjoy my "TUAN YUAN FAN" already.....!all my lovely cousins has arrived.time to play....!i am no longer bored already...
have a great year!!

lucky + cool + memorable + unforgettable days befor year 2008...

FRIENDS FOREVER

welcome to year 2008.hahax..as i was damn lazy to update my blog..so again i gotta write a superb long one.but don't fret.i will cut it short whenever i need to.hahax..i did have a most memorable and unforgettable days before the coming of year 2008.that was crap...actually it was much longer than that.but due to this stupid blog...i will have to write from the top..


on 29th december 2007,yeah...i hanged out with my SSU mates at cs.went to shi hui's house in the morning as usual.have lots of fun.i didn't want to go at first due to the enjoyable time i had the day before that makes me tire out.but still i longed and longed to meet my friends + buddies + girls + besties.i loved them.irene has came back from aussie.soon she will be flying back to aussie taking christy with her.and my dearest one,kai lyn will be flying to perth soon.and there left hui and me.i don't even know where hui will be going.SOB SOB.T.T....
anyway..enough of that.i really did have fun with them.after 5 years didn't meet christy and irene...both of them still looks the same.yeah,.........!how we enjoyed ourselve.we had lunch at secret recipe where i shared a plate of marcoroni with christy and ordered a tonnes of cakes.lolz..actually it was just 3 pieces.(marble cheese,chocolate indulgence and white chocolate macadamia)...all my favourites...yummy yummy..after that...we went to take neoprints....this is what most girls do.

there we are....pretty right?say cheese

kai lyn taught us to take neoprint without paying

i really misses you guys like hell.

kai lyn took this picture.funny but adorable....love ya..

besides taking neoprints,we went to watch "Alvin and the chipmunks"!!that was totally exciting.to think i can still enter the cinema with all my besties + girls after so long.lucky lucky.anyway..irene was exactly like me.we were both childish.ehhh no...actually..all of us were childish.we laughed like hell.and as loud as anything too.that was so sweet and memorable.we went shopping after movie.was sad that a day passes as quickly as this.but.....no matter what..i definitely would not cut off with them for they were my besties.hope to meet them again.T.T!!i miss you guys....

as i told you...i had had an exciting day before 29th dec 2007.that was a day before.28th december 2007 was Selina bear's birthday.happy 17th birthday my dearest.we went to red box at tebrau city.such great one.i would not write so much.just go and have a peep at selina bear's blog and you'll understand how much we enjoyed ourselves.lalalalaalalalalalalalala..S.H.E rawkzz.

both hebe ting and me..decided to give selina bear a surprise.we secretly ordered a cake for her.and told and reminded that person to bring it in whenever he likes.just to give her a shock.hahax...i was shocked to for i was singing half way and then the light suddenly went out.selina bear was so touched...hahax...we had fun..putting cream on selina's face.took pictures..!we sang " MO LI"....our famous song.hehe...felt like crying.for..i don't know when can i meet my girls(hebe ting and selina bear) again.i know i know.i sure can meet them.but don't know when.....

ella hong and hebe ting..love
look how i fed selina bear.i am so kind huh?

the whole lots........before we went home..

hehehehe...just a week or a few days before 28th and 29th december 2007,i ve been up to genting with both my family and neighbours.has lots of fun.of cause the usual gang consist of me,ah shuan,ah mei,wawa,and yuan ling.oh ya....not to be forgotten....plus jian v too.hehe..jian v was so pity for he was the only boy in our group.the adults as usual went to casino.my peng yee and Andy lau came with us this time.we were having a hard time squeezing in the car.too bad...all of us were separated and stayed in different hotels.nevermind,......still we can enjoy.

adults only activity were the CASINO.ours were of cause TEAMPARK.hahax....went to the indoor teampark for the first night.had a great time.jian v was so pity.for he did not play all those exciting games before.yet..he dare not go against us.so he was forced to play it all the same.haahx...a shy boy he is.but wait till...............................he join us the next day..hahax

there you are..girls will forever be girls....taking neoprints every seconds

don't you know how cheap it is to take neoprints at genting??cuties..

we went to the teampark.has tonnes of fun.....!but spent a lot too.i finally found the earrings that i wanted...!a bit expensive.......rm9.90.my gosh...!nevermind...it has the label..GENTING.haha.
anyway...we were to count down on christmas eve night.that is a night before christmas.after our most wonderful plus sumptuous dinner,we went to sing k at " BE A STAR"...HAHA..had a most wonderful time.of course la....everyone don't sing.only me..!no la..actually is only the 3 of us.hehe..but nevermind.......there were lots of handsome guys there.so hot and cool.oh no..all my A++ type of guys.i love it.my gosh.talk about handsome's..i have got into a most embarassing moments.hehe...i was like...running to the toilet with ah shuan.then you know de lar...when i saw handsome guys,i sure very paiseh...then will look away or running very fast de mar..morever my dressings that day was like...hmm "ah lian" with so many bangles and necklaces.so they all were like looking at me like aliens.so i run in to the toilet la.hmm..when i enter the toilet...,i was surprise to see somebody standing up while doing their little business.my gosh....if i am not mistaken,i think i saw a man.i was about to shout at HIM....saying that he has enter the wrong toilet..when i suddenly realized that i was the one entering the wrong one.my gosh.so embarassing.and yet..those handsome ones outside did not even warn me about it.when i came out...i could see them trying hard not to laugh.all i can do is just....RUN back to my room.everyone laughed like hell.hmm...but not bad lar...cause i was being served by a handsome one too.hahaha..lalalalalalalala...that was the end...of my genting story.


haiya..whats wrong with this blog.this picture should be infront.but nevermind..i must add to it that these are the pictures that i like the most.
having creams on our face.S.H.E rawkzzz....

S.H.E at merry-go-round....i love you...

this is the end of my story................welcome year 2008...may i had a great life from now and ever................