lucky + cool + memorable + unforgettable days befor year 2008...

FRIENDS FOREVER

welcome to year 2008.hahax..as i was damn lazy to update my blog..so again i gotta write a superb long one.but don't fret.i will cut it short whenever i need to.hahax..i did have a most memorable and unforgettable days before the coming of year 2008.that was crap...actually it was much longer than that.but due to this stupid blog...i will have to write from the top..


on 29th december 2007,yeah...i hanged out with my SSU mates at cs.went to shi hui's house in the morning as usual.have lots of fun.i didn't want to go at first due to the enjoyable time i had the day before that makes me tire out.but still i longed and longed to meet my friends + buddies + girls + besties.i loved them.irene has came back from aussie.soon she will be flying back to aussie taking christy with her.and my dearest one,kai lyn will be flying to perth soon.and there left hui and me.i don't even know where hui will be going.SOB SOB.T.T....
anyway..enough of that.i really did have fun with them.after 5 years didn't meet christy and irene...both of them still looks the same.yeah,.........!how we enjoyed ourselve.we had lunch at secret recipe where i shared a plate of marcoroni with christy and ordered a tonnes of cakes.lolz..actually it was just 3 pieces.(marble cheese,chocolate indulgence and white chocolate macadamia)...all my favourites...yummy yummy..after that...we went to take neoprints....this is what most girls do.

there we are....pretty right?say cheese

kai lyn taught us to take neoprint without paying

i really misses you guys like hell.

kai lyn took this picture.funny but adorable....love ya..

besides taking neoprints,we went to watch "Alvin and the chipmunks"!!that was totally exciting.to think i can still enter the cinema with all my besties + girls after so long.lucky lucky.anyway..irene was exactly like me.we were both childish.ehhh no...actually..all of us were childish.we laughed like hell.and as loud as anything too.that was so sweet and memorable.we went shopping after movie.was sad that a day passes as quickly as this.but.....no matter what..i definitely would not cut off with them for they were my besties.hope to meet them again.T.T!!i miss you guys....

as i told you...i had had an exciting day before 29th dec 2007.that was a day before.28th december 2007 was Selina bear's birthday.happy 17th birthday my dearest.we went to red box at tebrau city.such great one.i would not write so much.just go and have a peep at selina bear's blog and you'll understand how much we enjoyed ourselves.lalalalaalalalalalalalala..S.H.E rawkzz.

both hebe ting and me..decided to give selina bear a surprise.we secretly ordered a cake for her.and told and reminded that person to bring it in whenever he likes.just to give her a shock.hahax...i was shocked to for i was singing half way and then the light suddenly went out.selina bear was so touched...hahax...we had fun..putting cream on selina's face.took pictures..!we sang " MO LI"....our famous song.hehe...felt like crying.for..i don't know when can i meet my girls(hebe ting and selina bear) again.i know i know.i sure can meet them.but don't know when.....

ella hong and hebe ting..love
look how i fed selina bear.i am so kind huh?

the whole lots........before we went home..

hehehehe...just a week or a few days before 28th and 29th december 2007,i ve been up to genting with both my family and neighbours.has lots of fun.of cause the usual gang consist of me,ah shuan,ah mei,wawa,and yuan ling.oh ya....not to be forgotten....plus jian v too.hehe..jian v was so pity for he was the only boy in our group.the adults as usual went to casino.my peng yee and Andy lau came with us this time.we were having a hard time squeezing in the car.too bad...all of us were separated and stayed in different hotels.nevermind,......still we can enjoy.

adults only activity were the CASINO.ours were of cause TEAMPARK.hahax....went to the indoor teampark for the first night.had a great time.jian v was so pity.for he did not play all those exciting games before.yet..he dare not go against us.so he was forced to play it all the same.haahx...a shy boy he is.but wait till...............................he join us the next day..hahax

there you are..girls will forever be girls....taking neoprints every seconds

don't you know how cheap it is to take neoprints at genting??cuties..

we went to the teampark.has tonnes of fun.....!but spent a lot too.i finally found the earrings that i wanted...!a bit expensive.......rm9.90.my gosh...!nevermind...it has the label..GENTING.haha.
anyway...we were to count down on christmas eve night.that is a night before christmas.after our most wonderful plus sumptuous dinner,we went to sing k at " BE A STAR"...HAHA..had a most wonderful time.of course la....everyone don't sing.only me..!no la..actually is only the 3 of us.hehe..but nevermind.......there were lots of handsome guys there.so hot and cool.oh no..all my A++ type of guys.i love it.my gosh.talk about handsome's..i have got into a most embarassing moments.hehe...i was like...running to the toilet with ah shuan.then you know de lar...when i saw handsome guys,i sure very paiseh...then will look away or running very fast de mar..morever my dressings that day was like...hmm "ah lian" with so many bangles and necklaces.so they all were like looking at me like aliens.so i run in to the toilet la.hmm..when i enter the toilet...,i was surprise to see somebody standing up while doing their little business.my gosh....if i am not mistaken,i think i saw a man.i was about to shout at HIM....saying that he has enter the wrong toilet..when i suddenly realized that i was the one entering the wrong one.my gosh.so embarassing.and yet..those handsome ones outside did not even warn me about it.when i came out...i could see them trying hard not to laugh.all i can do is just....RUN back to my room.everyone laughed like hell.hmm...but not bad lar...cause i was being served by a handsome one too.hahaha..lalalalalalalala...that was the end...of my genting story.


haiya..whats wrong with this blog.this picture should be infront.but nevermind..i must add to it that these are the pictures that i like the most.
having creams on our face.S.H.E rawkzzz....

S.H.E at merry-go-round....i love you...

this is the end of my story................welcome year 2008...may i had a great life from now and ever................

country or city??

hmm...don't know why??i felt that i suddenly have a change of my mind and thinking.last time...erm..like back in a few years back,i used to hate going back to kulai.thats where i grew up until i move up here in johore.kulai is also a place where both my grandma and grandpa and nearly all my close relatives stays.it was a kinda boring place.for it was like a country side where not much entertainment they had there.
but eversince 15dec2007,i suddenly felt like i am missing that place like hell.i hesitated at first when i heard that we are going back.i brought ah shuan,ah mei and miraculously,ying ying along with us as we are celebrating my cousin's 1 year old birthday.congratulation.we went to factory first.after lunch,dad suggested that he took us back to kulai as mum has got work to do.
so we went.we were quite sad when we arrived at OLD HOUSE which we called in chinese LAO JIA..!!we were far too early as the party starts only at 7pm.nobody except my grandma was at home.the house has been so much quieter eversince grandpa died this year.T.T!!my uncle has not arrive.
anyway...as this was the first time ah shuan ,ah mei and ying ying step onto kulai,so i decided to take them out for a short walk.in kulai,people were assured to leave their gates open big and grew beautiful hibiscus along the fence.we plucked those flowers as we walked along.grandma told us a short route to get to the nearest playground.i decided to take them to it.grandma told us to becareful of the bridge.bridge??i was surprised at first for i never never heard of a bridge being built there.
we walked accross some muddy roads.oh my god?my clothes were new then.and i wasn't wearing sport shoe but slippers.who cares?i wanna play all the same.when we arrived at the so-called "bridge",we were shocked!!!!!!!!!for it was only a piece of wood.rather soft too.and i was certain i will fall over as i could hear the sound of crack.it was climbing down the hill or much clearer...sliding down.true enough we slide over and got ourselve really muddy.it was a nice experience though...!at last...we managed to cross the "bridge".to our great surprise,our destination is still a step away.we need to climb something like a hill.my gosh.the hill was so slippery.and so.......i gotta pull them up..!!someone slide down though..haha...!!we arrived at last.what a touching side.everything is so clean and pretty.there is a big pond there.everything is so green and beautiful.the air is so fresh.never did i breathe in such fresh and clean air in johore.in johore,everything is so dusty and polluted.aiks...forget it...

coming back to the playground....!i was delight to see it.for i loved playground.it consist of 6 swings and other stuffs that are so so so so nice to play with.we don't have to fight for swings like we do here.and i felt so great swinging on it.everything is so nice and new.nothing is spoil.brand new...............!we were swinging and running so freely while breathing in fresh air.the garden was so beautiful........and we could actually see couple of people fishing by the pond.i am not exaggerting,but it is really a wonderful place for me...and i felt like a QUEEN while swinging on that swing.we shouted all along as we swing high up in the air.ah shuan they all too....enjoying themselve.and i was proud when they told me that...they loved this place as much as i do.we walked around searching for....hmm..a type of plant.haha....you know...the one that will closed up their petals as soon as our finger touches it.i don't know what is it call.but we did find it.then we headed back.and once again we gotta pass through a great obstacles.just now we were climbing up the hill...now we gotta climb down.and this time.......all of us slide down.all of us has got one of our best clothes on.but we don't care.the matter is we enjoyed ourselve...so we don't care a slightest bit if our clothes are dirty.but it was a bit over.. for i get my clothe torn.goodness know what my mum will say if she saw my clothe.
hahahahhahaha.....
but we were shocked after we climbed down from that hill...for someone has pushes our "bridge" down...and we can't climb up.we really don't know what to do for we don't know the other route back to my grandma place.anyway.....i have an idea.i suggested to them that we will use the same route...but this time..we really gotta CLIMB up the wall.hehe...they were real shocked.for this is the first time they ever had this kind of experience.and this kind of action reminded me of YES camp.the only different is that this place is much better.anyway...i climbed up first.then helped the rest.i can see they really enjoyed themselve.i smiled silently to myself.

the sky looks dark and i feel that its gonna rain soon.still we were damn hot.so i decided to take them to the nearest shop to buy an ice-cream.in this country sort of place,we don't need a transport at all.the only transport we had are both our legs.haha....we almost arrive at our destination when......it started to rain.my goodness....we rushed back to my grandma place only to find that my uncle has long arrived at my grandma place together with his wife,his 1 yr old son(birthday boy of the day) and both his mother and father in-law.we were happy...as the house was lively now.honestly all of us admire my uncle.for he was really a man who is worthy of it.he showed us a DVD that he made for his son.what a nice piece of work!!!!!!!
uncle decided to take us out to grab a bite.although it is raining,but all of us were hot.so i suggested that we go to "HAPPY LAND" which is the most famous restaurant that served AIS KACANG and ROJAK.all 5 of us enjoyed our meal damn much.and i told ah shuan that they were damn lucky for they managed to gain so much experience on their first trip.

recalling back,i once took my friend ,kai lyn to kulai too.to stay overnight Loong's place.that is also another sweet experience that i ever had.for Loong's house has got a big balcony.and through that balcony,we can climb up to the roof and lie up there.i remembered that the 3 of us(Loong,kai lyn and me) were lying on the roof looking at the bright sky(for kulai's sky were full of bright and shining stars) while chatting.we chatted till late at night but still were able to wake up early in the morning for breakfast.roti canai.....!!yummy yummy!kai lyn was like one of our family.she too....enjoyed herself very much.it was really a nice and sweet memories.kai lyn also spoken to me about this memory when we meet up last time.our mind do change as we grow older.

after eating,uncle brought us to TITAH(a kind of supermarket) to get some stuffs.we joked along the way.ah mei told me that she had never enjoy herself so much in one day.they were so so excited.haha...me too darlings.not you only.we went back to grandma place.uncle taught me how to grab a nice picture.he even lend me his precious camera.so i took many pictures of his precious son.i knew he will love that.not long after...mum and aunt has arrived.mum bought so many packets of balloons.and we have to blow.although nuisacance..but enjoyable.we blew nearly 100 balloons.it was raining.and my 3 aunt pray out loud to my grandpa to stop the rain.miraculously,the rain stops.haha..i knew grandpa will help us.afterall.....grandpa likes everything to be lively and noisy when he was alive.
all my cute and young cousins arrive.and my relatives too.i misses them.ying ying has found her friends at last.hahahahaha..normally we won't play with her...for she was far too young.so she was happy that she found her friends.ah shuan and ah mei simply loved my old house.we bathe and the party starts.old house is really lively and noisy that day.some of us were playing mah jong while some are eating and chatting while all the young ones were running around.hahaha..i love all these.ah shuan and ah mei were curious to know more about my family.so i told them everything while pointing out and introducing each of my relatives + aunties and uncles to her.i even told them stories and good stuffs about my wonderful old house and family.they were envy of it....!we chatted all night while watching the kids running about.
the last event was singing birthday song to my dearest cousin.the enormous cake cost RM98.but it is worth as it brought smile to everyone's face.i really love all these moments.never did i enjoy myself so much in a day.

we were all sorry to leave.but i had make up my mind.I WILL BE BACK.....together with ah shuan and ah mei....yes..back to my lovely country side...!this time we will stay overnight just to gaze at the lovely and bright sky which is full of shining stars.and whats more...my best best friend,Jennifer is staying in kulai.we can meet up together.maybe all of us will stay at Loong's house again,haha,climbing up the roof.or we can go to the playground again...climbing up hill and sliding down.

it will be great....really...it will!!missing it so much.conclusion...i must added that COUNTRY is indeed better than CITY.country rawkzz..

i miss you...............

baobei,me and vonny during our last day in sch

hehe...i just say mentioned on the previous blog that i ought to be hardworking and update my blog everyday.but...i was simply far too lazy.no choice....this is ME!!

based on the title above,of cause this will be a piece of blog about missing somebody.yeah...that's true....i can't believe that i had actually graduated for nearly one month.time really flies...and without realizing,i had wasted one whole month.really don't know what can i do?alright..back to the topic above,"i miss you....." hmm....i really misses my all friends.it is like...we lost touch of each other ever since we leave school.i hate this kind of feeling.eventhough some live very near,but still...it was like far away.anyway..this wasn't what i meant to write about.i want to write about me two goody-goody and most treasured juniors......Kelly Ong aka Baobei and Vonny Tan aka Yvonne Tan as i have promised to write in the previous blog.

the word "junior" definitely means that they are younger than me without judging on their looks and all.yup...true enough..both of them were a form lower than me.they were climbing up to form 5 next year while i have already graduated.loads of lucks for you...my dears..!anyway...why are they so special?haha...that is because they were soooooooooooo cute.true enough they were plump and rather big size.but so what??people might laugh and make fun of their appearance..but i do not.in fact what so big deal about having a slim and perfect figure when deep down inside you weren't a perfect person.anyway...i wasn't trying to spite other people.it is juzt that i can't stand it when people were making fun of their appearance.it simply get on my nerves.i am sure you guys out there knows how hurt it is to make fun and look down on other people.appearance were cause by nature...whether you are pretty or ugly.so...don't judge people by appearance.

yup..indeed they were cute.they have the best personalities that i can ever imagine.i say like this maybe because their personalities were same like me.i enjoyed being noisy don't even care what kind of event or condition it is.we can even shout out loud and laugh like mad in cinema whenever we like.and most importantly....we acted natural......!we don't like to fake round while trying to please others.NO WAY!!that is not our character.

of cause...they were LEOs.thank god for sending them to me.they were the best leos.now..i knew kelly aka baobei while i was in form 2.that is when she first entered SMK SETA.she was in the same bus as i am.again...i knew she will be in trouble.for people like to make fun of her....mocking her...laughing at her for her big size and appearance.i don't really remember if i did help her out or not?but i really hope that she can stand on her own feet and stand up for herself.in secondary life...unless you really have a sincere and loyal friend,if not....you gotta stand up to defend yourself in every aspect.i wasn't really close to kelly aka baobei eversince i transfer to morning session.i know i will join leo.i had always wanted to join in that club eversince i was in form 1.but they only accept morning girls.so.................i was a leo then.doing great there.so active that it affected my studies.i have to admit that because of LEO...that i couldn't score well for PMR.who cares?that is already the past.

kelly went to YES camp too.during year 2005.that is the first time she joined leo activities.of cause i knew it was like a new surrounding.for everything is new to her.netherless....it was a whole new experience for her.i,myself was like a helpless white mouse....when i first joined in leo forum in penang...together with seniors...and no one else.everything is like a dream.

i get to know baobei more during my undertaking as the president of fiscal year 2006/2007.

it was then..our journey starts....!

about vonny aka yvonne,i always known her as one of the prefects.although she is as plump as baobei...but she was pretty.she has a sweet look with two rosy cheeks.don't really know her well at first until she entered leo too.she too..went to YES camp.i remembered vividly that she once said to me "goodness..i don't even know you are from our school until i saw you personally in school."hahaha...what a joke.to think i have been in the same school with her for nearly two years.and she had never seen me before.

both vonny and baobei were firm friends.they stood up for each other....cried together.,consoling each other.sometimes it really touches me.i envied them of their everlasting friendship.anyway...both of them were of different characters too.baobei is strong and has hard temper.it will be hard to push her down unless you say words that really hurts her.but i knew she has weak side too.she is rather soft actually.you have to be soft with her...for she,like me,will never never take the hard side.if you are hard to us, we will definitely fight back.and i don't think i will lose.haha..

for vonny...she is a real,soft hearted person......!!she might say "NO NO NO!" to you at first.but after a while of persuading,she will gradually say " okay la..."...hahaha.but soft hearted is also one of the weakest side of her.i am not saying that this is a negative character.but sometimes,in certain circumstance,you gotta back up yourself.you can't always rely on others.so...be strong,vonny.no more shedding tears easily.i believe you can do it well.that is why i choose you...the president of fiscal year 2007/2008.and with the guiding of boabei...i am sure TOP will be yours.i have great confidence in you all....gambateh.

juniors as they were...but to me..they were great friends.friends for life i think.sometimes i really wish to go down to a form lower to join them.for they really stood by me whenever i am down or whenever i faces troubles.i am not saying my friends and buddies are bad.it is just that sometimes they were inconsiderate and they do not understand me.whenever i wanna find them and talk...they will just say "Aiya...you Leo is none of my concern.i am not a leo also"...!so i rather just kept quiet and keep everything to myself.it has become a habit of mine.and i must add to it...."NO ONE UNDERSTAND ME!" nobody will know the real me.

as you know...being a president is a real nuisance.i nearly crash my brain because of it.full of troubles and troubles.and one thing lead to another too.when this trouble is gone,the next one will arrive.but they stood by me when everyone is against me.sometimes i really feel that all form 5 students are childish.jealousy is always about.when you achieve higher post,then rumours will goes round talking bad about you.really ridiculous and childish i called.what is it so great about having higher post????so now...you can guess what great pressure you have while holding on to the post.but thank god...both of them stood by me.i trust them.they did not back stab me like other people do.even my best best friend ever does that.but they did not.i am sorry that i wasn't always nice to you both.for sometimes i can't control my bad tempered..so i flared up easily.but still you guys tolerate me.thanks and sorry for everything.memories shall last ever........as long as we remember it.

we enjoyed our time together.went shopping,went YUM CHA,having meetings.have been sharing all ups and downs.it was really great.the last trip we shared was the trip to penang.we attended leo forum.and that is when we achieve TOP.such great fun....all these unforgettable memories will last forever..!25 August 2007 is not a day to be forget of cause.it was the day that i officially retired from my post.and the new BOD were installed.baobei and vonny cried.don't cry.i have yet to say "congratulation" to both of you!!!promise me that you will do our club proud.SETA LEO SPIRIT shall last until the end.

time flies.it was until the last day that we spent in school.i was touched.vonny starts to cry.baobei was having a sad look.i wanna cry too.but i held back.no..it wasn't right to cry like this.there will always be a time that we gotta say "good bye!".but sadly my time comes first.

thanks for the great outing that day.really appreciate it.

i will miss you guys lots.no matter where you are.....my greetings and blessings for you guys will always be there.don't worry.....true enough i have leave you guys.but the joyful feelings and happiness will always be there for you all.it will not leave you like i do.so cheer up and enjoy what there is for you.YES camp rawkzz this year.i am sure you guys will have an everlasting memories.cheer up and don't feel sad anymore.i pray that you guys will always be blessed with joys and happiness....

to baobei....do not be lazy next year.gaining award is an honour.but studies determine your life time.so study hard even if you don't like it.don't give yourself too much pressure.serve your president well...just like you guys serve me.thanks a lot.i wanna hear good news from you all.gambateh..

to vonny...do not give yourself too much pressure.study hard too.do not be too soft.gotta stood up for yourself.no one can lead you in the near future life.i wanna hear good news from you too.gambateh...

once again....SETA LEO spirit shall last forever..

SETA ROAR!

SETA ROAR!

SETA SETA SETA

ROAR ROAR ROAR!!!!

S.E.T.A...SETA LEOs A PERFECT CLUB!WE'RE PERFECT~YEAH YEAH!!WE'RE PREFECT!

with love,we serve....

singing When you're gone...by Avril Lavinge..

song of the day.

great outing

lalalalalalala...i had a great time at jusco today.first of all...Happy 13th birthday to my dearest dearest sister,kelsey aka ah shuan.time really flies.i still remembered that we celebrated her birthday last year at jusco.the same place too.hahax.

well....congratulation to all the form 5 students.we are all officially graduated today.the last paper is ended.congratulation.....

hehe...today....we celebrated ah shuan's birthday at jusco,Vivo.i loved that place.because i like volcanic chocolate and blueberry pizza they serve......yummy yummy.and so....i brought along ah mei,both my cousin Qian yi and Qian ying,as well as Wen leng.i asked vonny,fishy,cai ying and baobei(kelly) to come along too.but they came late.Hebe Ting and her sis also came late.actually...we agree to meet at 1pm to watch "The Golden Compass".but i was too excited...so i hurried my dearest kiddies.....and we reached there at 11 plus...damn early.nevermind...we shopped around to find my bracelet.too bad...only found one..i can't find the black one..T.T!!!

then ah mei is complaning that she is hungry.so went down to vivo...and ordered a great deal.ah shuan paid the bill.....thanks ya...my dear.we ordered a great deal and ate a great deal.we joked,chat and fool around as we ate.enjoyable..by the time we finished,we were stuff full.but still we wanna eat popcorns.lalalala...then fishy came over to meet me.hahax..misses her damn lot.i miss vonny and kelly too.so i was eager to meet them.but still...they came late.hahax...it can't be helped.then Hebe Ting and her sis came......maybe because her sis don't know us well..so they walked mostly on their own.

we shopped round after eating.all 6 of us took neoprint together.but sadly...didn't have a chance to take with vonny,fishy and baobei.nevermind...still got chance.we bought tickets.yeah...still available.haha..very excited.then baobei arrived just before the movie start.misses her damn lot......was so happy to see her.haha..can't blame me..they really helped me a lot during my time in school.so of cause i will misses them.they stood by me,being my official partners,care for me..,accept the true me,and most importantly,they were as "CRAZY"as me.but that is another story.i will write a special piece about them next time.

yea...anyway...they hardly believe that i ve already graduate.hahax..i was as childish as ever.

they can't stand it.i love to annoy them.again...ah shuan paid for the bill.she bought a whole lots of popcorns and drinks for us.pity her.....hmmm...

in the cinema...we were damn noisy.laughing when everyone was busy watching the show.throwing popcorns at each other.talking loudly.hahax..i am sure most people will chase us out.still..we enjoyed ourselve during the whole show.

after the show.....we were determined to get ah shuan a birthday cake and to sing song for her.and we chooses a most wonderful place,Lavender.oh my god.damn regret now.

well..it started like this.we headed to Lavender after shooting pictures at the christmas decoration.then we asked ah shuan to choose the flavour for herself but she can't make up her mind.so we choose for her.a RM55 cake with the yam flavour.quite beautiful looking.we decided to celebrate at lavender itself since they provided a cafeteria.since we are a big group of 12 people,we get to sit at the largest table.as the cake is served with candles lighted up,we sang as loudly as we could.we sang a happy birthday song with 2 version.english and chinese.then we asked shuan to make a wish.haha.....it goes well at first.we joke around as we cut the cake.nobody have any idea how to cut that cake as the shape looks weird.so i cut it.everyone was laughing and complaining at my terrible ways of cutting that cake.hehehehe...but too bad..they gotta eat it up all the same.i put some cream on ah shuan's face.just as we were enjoying ourselve,.....i think the supervisor of Lavender came and say to us "Can you all keep quiet?"................oh my god....what the hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i felt myself beginning to boil.everyone felt like that.we were truly mad at him.can't he just say the word "Excuse me and Please"???if he talk to us politely,we won't be that mad at him.doesn't he had any idea that CUSTOMER IS ALWAYS RIGHT?it doesn't mean that we are children and we deserve treatment like this.so what if we are young?we don't deserve this kind of service.

in anger....vonny handed a marker pen and a piece of paper to me.they asked me to write a note of ocmplaint to the manager.with that i written "MANAGER,NEXT TIME...PLEASE ADD THE WORD "EXCUSE ME" BEFORE YOU APPROACH US.YOUR ATTITUDE IS DAMN POOR"..................how they cheered when i finished my sentence.we left the paper on the table.then vonny shouted"BILL PLEASE!".....

the supervisor came with a black face as he handed us the bill.as the money were incorrect,baobei said to that guy"please go away first.i call you here when i ve finish counting"....hahahahahahahahha...cool job.that supervisor looks even blacker.......!!actually the worker there knows that we were real angry and unhappy with their service.so a lady came personally without me calling.and i just say in a cold voice"PLEASE PACK THIS CAKE".she did it out of sincerity.so i respect her.............................!still...we were really unhappy with their service.i hope that this will be my last time visiting Lavender.....what the hell.........

then we hang around at food court waiting for Selina Bear.she was at red box.i wanna go..but no money.so gotta wait till next time...........then it was rather late.so at 5.30pm...we left jusco and went back home.had a great time....!!i misses baobei,vonny and siyu they all lots..!!

but sadly...something terrible happened just now....!aiks.....will write it in the next piece of blog.anyway...thank god for granting me with a nice and enjoyable day.

a new life???

it seems like ages since i last updated my so-called covered full with spider webs blog.recently i have been reading a particular person's blog.and i find it really useful to record everything like my days,my experience and everything.it was such good idea.
hahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahaha...my spm finally ended on the 26th november 2007.yahhhoooooooooooooooo...damn happy...but still i can't help worrying about my results.what if i can't enter singapore??T.T.........honestly..i am not confident in it...but i leave it all to fate then...afterall..i have got such long holidays waiting ahead for me...

now...about that particular person......actually she was my friend.one of my primary school mate.
we weren't really close.but all i know is that..she comes from a rich family.very very rich indeed.due to this..she always got what she wanted.she is pretty.plus with the fact that she is good at dressing up herself,doing make-up.and altogether she makes herself looks realy gorgeous and pretty.amazingly pretty.honestly...i envy her life.still...i prefer my life best.

well..looking at her pictures makes me feel....WOWW...!amazing.plus the facts that she is studying abroad.in my dream country too.that's why i envied her.....................aiks.....it is not that my family can't afford to sent me abroad.i knew it quite well that my family are well-afford to sent me even to the best country.it is just the fact that my mum don't want me to go too far.she just doesn't speak out her mind.i knew it.aiks.....afterall..i am the only girl she has.but someday i wish that i,including my family can migrate off to other country.i will bring them along with me.this country,Malaysia is
really not a place for me.i don't like it here.lol....maybe because i study in english school since young.....that's why all my thinkings and thoughts were all set by english cultures.it is not that english country sounds high-class to me..although it is the fact,but i really like it there....

imagine myself..staying at Melbourne..my gosh....IRENE,CHRISTINE..i really envy you guys.
hahax..i am going crazy just like what Christine said.Anyway...i am glad that Irene will be back from Melbourne soon.i gonna drag her out.....yes...both her and Christine.Michelle is coming back soon.actually she is already back in Malaysia...i guess.sob sob....
Kai Lyn will be flying off to Perth next February.it seems like everyone is leaving soon.but again...this is life...........

as for me........mum wanted me to stay here for another 2 years......then decide again whether to fly off to oversea or what.seriously i really hope i can fly off to oversea.migrate there too if i can.but mum has got business going on here.and my dearest Ah ma ting aka Hebe Ting has predicted that i gonna take over their business one day.no la...please lar...ask my mum to start off another business at oversea...hahahahaha...this is only my own wishful thinking.

hehe....now i began to care more about my looks..maybe because exam is already over.don't know why...but i feel like wanting to break the rules...just to annoy my teachers.afterall...i ve been sticking to those stupid school rules for so long.only this year(2007)...i kept on breaking rules...wear multiple earrings,wearing bracelets that aren't allowed to,keeping spiky hair,bringing forbidden stuffs...lalala...and so on.but it wasn't my fault lar..those prefects didn't catch me also...so of cause i will continued bringing it.i have the thoughts of dyeing my hair into green or white colour....then walk a few round infront of my teachers...let them get a shock...hahaha....i know..i know..it was bad of me.but this is me...nobody can change me..

haix...now i am under a training session at my mum's factory.she wanted me to learn paper work and help her out at her office.A.J(my aunt)is training me.but her ways of teaching are too fast.often i feel it was hard for me to catch up.still i can managed.too bad..my aunt was on leave today.and she expect me to do all her jobs..what da......!busy and hectic day for me.and i was so afraid that my mum will yell at me or anyting......for she is always serious in her work.and serious person will always lead to having a foul temper.

by the way...finally,at last.....i can change my hp.....yeah..love ya lots..dearest mum..goodbye Samsung..i can finally throw you away....after being complained so many times by Hebe Ting.
i wanna watch lots of movies.then go shopping with my friends.....i misses my girls,Hebe Ting and Selina Bear lots.they are having exams tommorow.wish them lucks.and good luck to my other friends too...

all the same.....what i wanna do is just to enjoy myself for this long holidays.....travelling abroad,go shopping,buy lots of things esp clothes,shoes,bags,make-up set and...bla bla bla.
but my money running out...aiks.. but most probably i will be going for a holiday with family,and dearest neighbours for christmas.christmas is coming soon.yeah....can't wait for it to come.
i really thank god for blessing me with such great lifes.thanks for answering my prayers.

anyway..gotta go now....i won't have mum yelling at me for typing this at her office..tata...misses my friends lots....

The sour feeling of my heart...right after Graduation day...T.T!!

Hmm...how should i start??...or i should say that this piece of blog should be written long long ago.but then..i was damn lazy to do so......and so..i ended up typing it yesterday.again(BUT).....something happened to my dear computer.........and everything was deleted.and so...i have to sit still infront of my computer today and typing it out once again........................
aiks...right!!back to the main topic...."Sour feeling of my heart"....
well..it all started because of "Graduation Day" or our school called it "Sejambak Kasih" which was held on 27th October 2007.!it was a tradition of our school.SMK SETA.to have it every year as a celebration for the form 5 girls.and to take this opportunity to express our gratitude to all the teachers.!i was the school photographer last year.so i was asked to witness this event.at first i don't see advantages and meaning of having this event.all i knew is that this is a silly event.wasting money and time.creating chances for those students to dress up nicely........having make-up all over,stepping into the hall.......receiving their certificates and souveniours...eating...!!of cause we think like that.cause the lower form will have to serve those graduating seniors.what bored.....

and so........this year........i change my perspective for this meaningful event.it is true that we gotta pay for it.but...............from the bottom of my heart..it really worth it.several days before this event,each form 5 classes were asked to make a video of our own classes.and so..we were all busy shooting pictures of each other.for the first time..i finally realised that i gonna say "good-bye" to this school soon....so i treasure every moment.go window shopping with my friends....deciding what to wear for sejambak kasih.it was really so great.
finally...it was the DAY!!the moment i stepped near my school...what a sight!!!everyone looked so gorgeous..........my goodness.i really must take their picture as remembrance...
our monitor took our attendance.although our class theme is known as "BLINK"..but i don't think any of us has actually follow close to the theme.there goes the same as 5A....with the theme"Glamourous".....
we were asked to line up in 2 rows....!why should 5B line up first whilst 5A were happily standing behind?we were shocked when those prefects asked us to take the lead first.we just followed blindly.as we stepped into the hall...gracious..i nearly cried.i can see all the teachers lining up...in rows..clapping their hands vigorously....just to welcome us.gosh...............we don't deserve these...!last year was not like that..!they treat us just like....hmm..just like TREASURE.!!
we sat infront right near to teachers.....then everything is just the same.speeches...,receiving cert..having great feast.just that..this year is totally different from the previous years....!!never did i appreciate our school hall as much as that day....and never did i felt so sad about gonna leave school soon.....!!we took as mny pictures as we can.....and the day ended like this...

now.......right after graduation day...i knew my days in school...are getting lesser and lesser....
so all of us stick together as much as we can.we treasure every moment together.taking pictures.telling jokes.planning about our future.it sounds so great.we ignored the facts that we might not have the chances to meet each other again....!!2 weeks in school right after graduation day...sounded so long and boring.but the facts is that i really enjoyed every single moment of all.

it lasted until monday,5th November 2007,which was our last SCHOOL DAY in SMK SETA.the whole day sounds the same.taking pictures.talking......and etc.until we were asked to go to the hall...for our last taklimat before SPM starts next week.when i found my place in the hall...whoaa...i was surprised to see my grandma(Hebe Ting)..sitting so near to me..yeah!!at least i won't feel so tension...!she was glad too.....wualalala....
Puan yeong gave us taklimat...!!and i was beginning to felt uneasy when i saw all the teachers who had taught us for 2 years sitting nicely in a row on the stage.........
it was 12++pm...when our penolong kanan,Puan Raziah gave us a short speech..then she asked us to go up on stage to apologise and to thank the teacher.i was beginning to feel sad.........

jing shan and vonne accompany me to look for our BM teacher,Puan Chan.she was the first person whom i wanna apologise to....for we really did her wrong.for eg...not paying attention in her class....,ignoring her....,upsetting her. by not doing homework...and a lot more.eventhough we creates troubles...but she is really the teacher that we loved the most...!!we saw her at a distance......then we crowded round her...!she shaked hand with us plus the word "All the best!".
i was holding back my tears...when puan chan suddenly say "Lee hong sudah nak nangis.jangan nangis"........just as that...my tears flow out automatically.Puan chan just hugged me close to her while consoling me.i knew she was holding back her tears.i am sorry teacher...but i just can't control my tears.........

then we went up the stage and saw Puan Lee(bio),Puan Tan(add maths) and Puan Yeong(physics).again..we shaked hands...the teachers were telling us all those words again "All the best.....i will miss you all".and just as i was calming down..when Puan Lee pat me and say "Lee hong...don't worry la...you can do it...study hard ya"....!again i felt near to tears again.
then i saw our club advisor..Puan Thamil Selvi....!she exclaimed loudly " Lee hong...i really will miss you la..the best president...!oh no...and our leo club will really miss you too....all the best!!".
i don't know if i felt touched or what.....but this is the first time i ever heard such words from her...
finally i found my form teacher,Puan Siti Mahani.she hugged me close and whispered "Lee hong..Lee Hong...don't repeat the same mistakes again.good luck and all the best.."i really couldn't stop crying now.they were all good teachers actually.just that we didn't know how to appreciate them.
i can see most students crying now..!!we hugged each other while apologising........!i really hate all these kind of farewell scene.we cried while hugging each other......really can't bear to leave them.............................
our eyes were swollen by the time the bell rings for dismissed......!!i was like pretending not to answer kelly and vonny when they called after me.sorry.........i just hate this kind of scene.....
but they manage to catch after my bus.and i gave them each a HIGH 5.then i can't stop crying again..throughout the whole journey home...!!it was really a crying day for all of us.

there is one thing i never say..not because i don't care.although i might hurt anyone of you unexpectedly..but i really appreciate the times when we had been together...sharing all our joys and happiness as well as all our ups and downs....!we are friends forever...i really love you guys.....thanks for being my friends........

to my S.H.E(selina bear,hebe ting and ella hong)members....we are sisters forever...!sorry if i ever hurt anyone of you...!!you guys know me.....!!we will always be S.H.E forever.eventhough gonna leave this freaking school soon.but still...we are the best.....!too many thing to say...but don't know how to put it in words...i only can say..........All the best...and may our friendship last forever...

to my P.L.K.N(pan,loh,kwan and ng)members....we will always be the fantastic four that sticks together.without you guys...my time at 5B will never be as fun as this...!!never forget all our happy moments in class and as well as all our jokes....!!may our friendship last forever too.

to all my buddies and friends...fang,yng,soo hui,sultan,cousin brota,jasmine,all 5B girls and as well as all my friends/tuiton friends or anyone...............you know who you are...(unless you don't treat me as your friend).
thanks for being my friends.and thanks for being a friend too.some has become my advisor.some has become my listener.some has seen the weakest side of me.some has been standing up for me.i really appreciate all these.thanks for spilling all beautiful colours of rainbow into my life....!!without you guys...my life would never be as colourful as this...

to my dearest dearest LEO's....vonny,kelly(baobei) ,fishy and as well as all my members....!thanks so much for being a leo.you guys has really earned my respect and my urgeness for pinning high hopes towards you.eventhough i never praise you guys openly and never seem to care much for you guys,but all i wanna say is that "I REALLY,TRULY DO FEEL PROUD OF YOU ALL"..................you guys did marvellous jobs.EXCELLENT!!thanks for being so patient and tolerating during my undertaking for year 06/07.i can't thank you guys enough.without you guys....Leo will never be the same.carry our leo flag high and do it proud.serve the community with true and sincere heart.gaining award is an honour for our club.but that should come in second.eventhough it is important...but we must at least serve with sincere heart before we think about awards stuff...!!this is the only advise that i can give you all.shine out your eyes and be alert towards the surrounding.what other says is none of our concern.the matter is..we knew who we are....and we knew our strength and capability.nevermind about how others look upon us.the facts is that...we must all bond together and trusted in ourselve.you know why i chose you..that is because i knew you guys can do it a million times better than i do.the conclusion is...you guys are the best and you did better than i do.so keep it up....ROAR!ROAR!ROAR!

to all my primary school mates./sisters./buddies........shi hui,sophia,kai lyn,irene,christine,siew wen,soobrinah,raechel,swee yee,paul,jiken,yue jing,bernard,victor,andrew,jaya,asrul and..................!!you guys are my best best tomodachi ever.......the best gang....the best class(6 ORKID),.greatest memories...!i really love you guys....remember how we once stick together when troubles occurs??......we never leave anyone of us...!i can never forget all our jokes and sweetest memories that we all created and shared.all this will goes on forever.i misses you guys lots....!we can never predict what will happen in the near future,but what i can predict is that our miraculously friendship will last forever and ever......................love you guys..muack... LONG LIVE SSU....and LONG LIVE 6 ORKID....

lastly...to my dearest dearest gua gua club.....i really love you guys....!!every single one of you..
you guys are the best.....ah shuan,ah wa,ah mei,tee hong,tee hui,tee en&....!thanks for creating happiness in my life.life has never been dull without you guys.i believe we will stick together for life...............!!jia you...you are all my dearest brothers and sisters.......!!i will miss you guys lots...!!

to all my tomodachi....all the best in the near future...may god bless you guys with joys and happiness as well as leading you to his path of glory....!!take care everyone...!!to all the SPM candidates...best of lucks...gambateh...we strive till the end.........................

omg.......i really hate you...

hmm.....according to my title above....for sure...this is another piece of my so-called "VENTING ANGER" blog.
so...if anyone can't stand it or hate to see any violent/vulgar words.............then i warned you to get away as far as possible......!!for i am in a real foul mood right now.....!!i really must vent out this anger from the bottom of my heart......
actually i was in a very very good mood today....but WHY do you have to let me see that SUCK up face of yours?
i ve been tolerating you for so long.for your ridiculous + emotional mood and characters.as i mention in those previous blog..when you are happy...you expect people to be happy too no matter how sad or angry people are...!but when YOU,yourself is in bad mood..........then you expect people to be as moody as you.what the hell is this????bloody shit la!!you,yourself hate those guys then you hate la..!why do you have to ask people to hate them along with you?you always put me in a very bad spot.
FUCKER..........who do you think you are??i gave in to you just because we ve been friends for so long.when you flares up ridiculously and ignored me for nothing,.....i apologised not because i admit i was wrong.that is because i know you are not rational enough to think positively.
but lately....you ve been treating me like your dog.as though i am a real,live dog and you are the master.always ordering me to tag behind you.only you are the one that can be angry while others can't.and only you are the one that can be angry with others.you can offend others but other people can't offend you.what kind of idiotic law is this??and who are you to expect me to obey this kind of fucking law?i don't remember i have got any relationship with you.
and then you will always tell others that i am ignoring you la...always look angry...!MAHAI la......yes.it is true..!i always look angry.and i don't wanna talk to you.but so what??please find out clearly about the cause first then only you make those LAMEK conclusion.
you are always treating people like invisible...!!when your friends are gone only you will come..rushing...smiling...and being friendly with me..!I HATE YOU....I HATE YOU...!!why do i have to know you?you were not like that during primary school times...
i know you are under a great pressure.maybe study stress or what.....
but can you please be considerate a bit???
stop treating people like invisible.....!if it is so hard...then just say so....i can disappear in front of you!!stop making people feel bad....and then acted innocent somemore..!what the hell??mother fucker....
i really can't stand it anymore....to think i thought you are very considerate and caring...and thoughtful.bullshit........................you are not the same person anymore.....not now..and not ever....
don't try to spoilt my last few weeks in school........!!and i won't have you spoiling my greatest moments of all..
so just bear in mind that....i won't be the one to say SORRY or start the conversation first whenever you start that ridiculous mood of yours.........but allow me to mention one more time.....I HATE YOU..........!!!....

okla...i ve finished venting my anger...feeling much much better now.......SORRY....although i ve been writing about things that are definitely not nice to read or to hear.....but seriously...i don't mean it..!i don't mean anything at all...just wanna let out that miserable feeling of mine....since i can't tell it straight to that person.........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
trust me....that person above is still my friend and buddy...........and always will be....friends forver.......

friends..........if you guys ever read this piece.........just read it silently will you??
never speak about it to anyone eventhough you guys might guess who is it....thanks a lot...

may lord jesus bless you guys a great day.............AMEN.....