Afternoon with the churchies :)

Sunday is always awesome. It is always good to be in the house of Lord. To be honest, I wasn't feeling as well as I thought. Having nose blocked certainly kills my mood when I had to worship lead. I can't even bear my voice so how can I convince myself to lead people to worship. Anyway, thank God for coming to my rescue. At least we didn't ended up wrecking it!! Phewww...

Lots of things happened. I don't know why but I felt my holy spirit being moved today. I was in tears when I saw people surrendering their lives and hearts back to God. I just felt the piercing pain as I laid hand on the broken souls. As I prayed for Priscilla and her Mom, I felt myself choked and words just came out. I don't even know what I am saying but the spirit just take control of my tongue. 

All things went well :) Enjoyed spending time with the churchies. Sometimes we don't need to be all perfect to lead people. After all, we are made out of dust. We can't be as perfect as Jesus. All we can do is to try our best to be like Christ. As long as you need me, I will always be there :)

Ah wei!!!

Lim Chee Wei!! Met this girl during the church 1st Anniversary when she comes back from KL for water baptism. She's like a drama queen and we are kinda click even though we didn't communicate much. Life gets a little tad more interesting when she decided to go for a mission trip.

Get to know her more and she's awesome. We are pretty similar in terms of our quick temper, straightforward personality and craziness. People said we shouldn't hang around too much for fear that we would shake the World. Nonetheless, she's like a little sister that I never had and she's cool. All the best for your coming mission trip. I know God is going to bless you abundantly for your obedience. We  will wait for your good news :) Love ya..

My kids :)

I don't know how many times have I said this. I love every single kids of mine. They are my babies!!!

No matter how much I scolded them, no matter how much I beat them (not abusive), no matter how frustrated I am, at the end of the day, I still love them. As much as they can make me goes mad, crazy, and all, but they make me smile too. We shared lots of joy and fun. I enjoyed being a Mommy to them. It is good to know that people can rely on me instead of me relying on people. It does make a difference.

Well, what's done has been done. I felt guilty each time I scolded them or being frustrated. I am still learning how to control myself. Perhaps it is not as serious as I sounded but I do feel guilty. I can't help it. They are after all not my own kids and I do not have the right to scold them or so. I just want them to be on the right track... and that's it! Even as I said that, I know I still care for them and I want them to be good.

I love them.....

ABC triplets

I am really obsessed with kids. Not a pedophile though but I just find them very adorable and innocent :) 

I am very tired at times. Too many things to handle and I don't want it to be a momentary thing. If I want to do something, I want to let God take charge to guide me till I accomplish it. Life is like a journey..

I was captivated by Calvin when he first followed his parents to come check out the school. I was dumbfounded when the Mommy told me they were triplets and Cal is the youngest one. Glad that they came to spice up my life. One is active, two is gentle and three is sociable. They make good triplets!!!

Suddenly, I have having mixed feelings. I know I will be sad. I know I will be soft-hearted, but this is just the door that God wanted to close so that He could open up another... I trust in You as long as You lead the way..

The Firefly Cruise

I always know this year is going to be exciting and interesting. It marks a new phase and a new beginning for me as well. 

I love hanging around people and I like to be with lots of people (provided that I must know them). To say I love meeting NEW people, that's not really true. I may be loud and crazy, but only among people I feel comfortable with. I can be shy at times too. I am not anti-social as well...

Well, all in all, Firefly went well. There wasn't anything much to do on that ferry ride except to "woo" and "ahhh" and "wow" at the sight of fireflies. It was touching. It is good to go for a ride whenever you feel like being alone and whenever you want your thoughts to yourself. It is actually not very far and by the way, I MADE IT!!! We had lots of fun!!! Especially with the girls :)

Hear me!

Father Lord,

We need you to perform a miracle in our country right now! Let justice be done. Cast away all the evildoers and give us peace. We yearn for nothing but a better country. You already have the results in Your hand. Show us the way to Your glory. Let Your people have peace at hearts. No matter how the outcome is like, we will still trust in Your name. Do it for us Lord..

1st of May

Woohoo.. I am thankful for today because I get to sleep in late, spend time with my family and do NOTHING! Literally, if it wasn't for this stupid headache of mine, I would seriously love today to the core. It is all about eating and sleeping. By the way, I just woke up.. so Good morning till I sleep!! Wait, it is not about me having a bad or good day. 1st of May every year will always be a historical day to me despite me having a good day or a bad day :P 

PS: Look at my cheeky face :) I love spending time with my beloved and most favorite couple. I paired them up personally and hence, they are my favorite.

It wasn't an easy journey but I am always touched at the fact that they are still standing firm and growing strong. No matter how big the giants are and how tough life is for them, they still have one another to lean on. This is call true love. Though they fought bitterly, many attempts to break up, different opinions, and heading towards different directions, but I have faith in this relationship. God won't simply allows me to pair up people and ended up causing great disappointment. This is a phase where everyone has to go through.

Stay strong and keep walking my lovey dovey couple :) Just so you know (I said this every year), I will be watching you. Yes, I am checking up on you both all the time. Make sure you are good :) Love you both. You make me glad...