Little Sunnies

When life gets a little tad disappointing and discouraged, His love never fails. I am thankful that He will  know my mood of that day and provide me with the best medication.

 I am thankful for these little sunnies which never cease to brighten up my day. My head was superb pain that day. I almost broke down.

Now I am glad I have eleven little sunnies. I know I am not always patient. Sorry my little friends... sometimes Teacher V really has a lot to think about and hence my mood gets affected really fast. I am trying my best.. really..

我手心的太阳。。。黑暗里特别明亮。。。

Historical moment

You know it is so absolutely amazing when my mom approached me personally and said I should consider going into full time ministry? I can't describe how I felt at that moment but I went blank. I always thought my Mommy would be the first person to persecute me and object to any ideas of me going to church and being involve in it. Now I can finally sense the power of Your love. 

I love hanging out with my girls. Young as they were but the minute we gather, the World will shake. Great thanks to Mommy for buying us dinner. I am sorry for the things I made it and you know I still love you even though I couldn't be there for you all the time. I promised to be a better girl and you can be assure that I definitely won't forsake you. Sometimes it is not that I don't care. There are words which I never say but it doesn't mean I am not aware of it. I may be crazy and extrovert but I am shy at times. There are things which I find it hard to express too. There are times when I needed your understanding as well....

PINK

I think Pink will be my favorite color for now till the end of the year. Why? Because I am the leader for Team Pink!! Woohooo.. Birds can fly, so can we. 

 It was cool to see them setting those pink airplanes flying. Poor children! They were so stressed having to be under my command. I never once give them any peace and rest because I want them to be discipline. At the end of the day, I just want them to enjoy themselves. Winning or losing doesn't matter.

Kids are excited with all the presents and prizes, but we, teachers are even more excited than them. We decided to have our own gifts exchange. I am happy with my present :)

All in all, we ended our Sports Day successfully. If you care to know, those parents who looked down on us and persecuted us are now praising us all the time for the effort we put in. No joke!Try training the kids everyday for one month and you'll surrender. I am glad we had enough strength to last us throughout the whole training process. GREAT JOB TEACHERS!!

Be a better person

I have to admit, sometimes, I am really not a good friend, not a good daughter and not a good employer. I can't balance between family, friends and work, which is why people around me always feel that they are being neglected or left out by me. It is not that I didn't try but I am just a failure in balancing out everything. 

To be honest, I am really trying my best to be a better person. It is not like anyone else can't live without me. I dislike being neglected and I dislike the feeling of being left out as well. So when I put myself in somebody's shoes, I can sort of understand why he or she feels that way. I am a poor planner...so please please please forgive me if you feel that I am being cold or what. I never change and it wasn't my intention to act that way.

I will try my best to be a better person. Again, I thought of how I once felt left out and uncared by my leader. I just felt so lost that I allowed myself to drift away from anything and everything else. Now I understand how he feels when I acted that way. I am sorry..

Family :)

I love how God always placed the right people into my life. Even if it didn't last long, but I know there is a reason why He does that. Good byes are hard to say. 

I am happy with the way things work out. I enjoyed spending time with these ladies and kids. It is not about the fun and laughters (though this is one of the reason) but it is all about the touching moment when you know somebody is there for you when you are on the verge of breaking down. I know my God comforts the broken-hearted. And I know no matter how many times I cry or shed tears, He will always be the first to wipe my tears away. Thank you Father Lord..

Heartwarming

I don't know about you but I always feel warmth and touched when my kids are close to me. Even if it is just a simple hug, but I am always thankful that God placed me in a position where they can rely on me :) You wouldn't understand that if you are not thinking from my perspective. 

Look at that! Triplets fighting over my little pink whistle. How exciting and cute can that be? To me, it is really exciting. I just can't help smiling at the sight. It is heartwarming :) Sometimes I envy these kids for being so carefree. Kids have their own problems too but surely, it is always better than the real World of today.

If I were to leave today, will I be happy? Will I be satisfy? Will it be enough? Have I done enough to invest in the next generation? I don't know. I really don't know. I will miss them a lot. Like seriously, a lot! I never thought it could be so short. No matter how long or short the duration is, I just hope that I did at least make a difference into the lives of some people. I want to be like "Mary Poppins" who won't stay at a particular place forever. I want to be at wherever and whenever I am needed. If you need me but you don't want me, I will stay, BUT if you want me but you don't need me, I will have to go.

As I said, adults' will always have their own problems and difficulties too, which is why I refuse to grow up at times. Words are easier said than done. At the end of the day, I still got to come back to reality. So what should I do? Let me face the musics!

Le Favorite :)

Tale as old as time

Song as old as rhyme

Beauty and the Beast

I love Disney! From Snow White to Cinderella, from Sleeping Beauty to Little Mermaid, from Aladdin to Beauty and the beast and the list goes on. I just love the songs and the ending of all fairytales. It can never be a sad ending. I know reality and fairytale are two different thing but hey.. sometimes it is okay to day dream for a bit. No harm doing that. Jesus is creative too *winks*

If you ask me to choose my favorite fairytale, I have to say I really can't. To say which is the most touching one, I would have to say it is "Beauty and the beast". It sort of relates to reality. I know beast doesn't exist in real life. You won't know what I mean...

Anyway, I don't know what I am writing about but that shall just be it!