Blessed 22nd Alain

A big belated shout out to my dearest buddy for life, Alain Leong!!! I am so glad that you are climbing higher for God. You are turning for the better and I am so superb proud of you. We have interesting stories and we are SO ALIKE in our characters that we could almost be twins. 

 Recalling back...do you know how much I dislike you when I first met you? You were so arrogant and unfriendly. I didn't know you thought exactly the same of me :P Then I realized we both actually dislike each other! All thanks to Matthew, we turn from enemy to best friends for life. I really appreciate it. Without you, there will be no one to joke, to lame and to pour out my heart to. Without you, there will be no one who would go for random long walks and random trips to the city with me.  We are crazy! Yes we are really crazy. Without you, there would be no one to nag me when I was gonna spend my money on expensive books (it is expensive because it is in aud dollars). I've been telling you all the time that I don't mind spending money on books, but because of your long-winded nag, you could really turn off my reading mode. I remember myself always chucking the book back on the shelf, walked out of the shop grumbling, hitting you and shouting at you for being so "potong steam". We would spend hours dreaming about dreams that we desire it to come true.  We hated each other because we are so alike that sometimes, I don't even have to tell you what I think and you knew it. There goes the same for you.

The whole World thought there is something going on between us. Some even tried to pair us up. Some even assumed that we would gradually gets together. But only both of us know the true meaning of real friend. We are open-minded enough to ask each other if we have ever imagine us being together. To be honest, I don't know. We know each other too well. I hate you at times for being able to read my thoughts and you hated me for exactly the same reason. I know God allows us to meet for a reason :) I appreciate a friend like you. Like seriously... :) Thanks for being a part of my life, witnessing my growing up with God, being there for me, and being my companion for most stuffs. All those hugs and consolations really encourage me during my gloomiest moments. Thanks for making me feel appreciated as well :)

I know God is doing something great in your life and I can see it. Till we cross paths, let's stick still with our promises, goals and dreams!!! I am excited for it... :) God bless ya, my buddy, my brother and my friend...

Love my favorite pair of siblings

I want to remember March 19th and 20th forever, so I shall write a post solely on my favorite pair of siblings and of course their cousins. 

To sum up, they were my students! Used to teach them but I decided it is time for me to move away into a new chapter of life :) 

 Blessed 16th and 15th to both Sherry and Desmond. Well, I knew Desmond first but surprisingly I clicked well with Sherry. They brought me joy and I love them.

I taught Alex for quite a while and still didn't know that all of them were related. It was only when I got tasked to take up secondary classes, only I knew Sherry, Desmond, Ivy, Jacksonn and Alex are related...pheww!! Teaching life gets a little bit more exciting when they are around. I really feel happy and joyful whenever I am with them. Even though they can be a little rascal and sort of big bullies at times, but I enjoyed being bullied by them. They can never harm me.

Sad that I gotta give up on them and couldn't witness them growing up in life. Again, I know, every good things will come to an end. I will have to move on into a new phase of life. God, You will lead me, won't you? Please tell me that You will be there for me. I love you Lord....

I pray for a prayer of blessings over these precious people. May they succeed in life and grow in a righteous way. Use me to guide and lead them into salvation Lord... I desires to see them in Heaven one day...

Unspeakable joy

So.. what should I blog about today? I know if I surrender everyday to God, He will definitely make it better and fruitful. 

Sometimes, I may feel physically tired of repeating my daily routines. But the minute I see all the smiley faces of my precious ones, I feel really happy and joyful. This is the reason why I love hanging out with kids. Just because they are so innocent and harmless. Words that they said can never harm me because I know they didn't say it intentionally. Perhaps I should learn to practice the same attitude towards every situations in my life. I need to rededicate myself back to my first love again since I want to go into a higher level. Who doesn't know God is good?

Went Street E with the church yesterday and it is sad to see many people rejecting the gospel even before we could share it. JB certainly need Jesus!! Oh well, there is always something to learn from each experiences. We shall not give up. Perhaps I just need to be a little tad bit bolder than before..... hmm...maybe..

My little Darling

My days has been awesome ever since Le Le came back. He was absent for one month and I missed him so much. First thing I did is to give him a hug. I missed his smiles too.. such a sweet boy.. 

 I always long to see him smiling and making chuckling sound. He likes to giggle. I was surprised when he suddenly stretches his hand out to me and indicate that I should eat the biscuit. So adorable and I really got carried away..

 I really love his smiling face. He loves to giggle and is very cheeky and mischievous at times. I always tell my assistant that I must look at Alphie often so that in future, my kids will look like him.

See?? This is the reason why I love kids? They are just so sweet and awesome. I love every kids. But this is one of those that I would pay more attention to because he is just so small and adorable :)

Happy when they are around...

Chinese New Year has been great and simple. I like it when it is meaningful. I do really appreciate and treasure the time spent with my beloved ones. 

 This baby is so cute. Can't take my eyes off him when I first saw him :) He is just sooooooooooooooo cute..

My crazy aunts! Life is really great with them. Always appreciate our family gathering....

Pain and relief

So many things going on my mind today. Wanted to join in for the Evangelism activity but this weak body won't allow me to. Instead, I prayed for two hours. Crying out and pouring out to Him. I ask Him why? I know I shouldn't be asking Him because all His plans are perfect for me. But hey, this is my personal spot, so let me just pour out.

I don't understand why I should feel so empty and lost. I mean just three days off work and I felt as if my World has ended. I didn't want to sleep the day away and realize I should have done something better. It is no fun. I want to work and I miss the kids :( Please tell me Lord that I am healed!

Father, I really appreciate you sending all those sweet people in my life. I need to step out from my comfort zone I know. I know I can't always stay at the same place. But sometimes, I really wish to go back to those times again. To me, I am like someone who is on a mission trip. I am just so lucky that all my beloved ones are here. I have a memory lane which I wanted to go back to take a stroll. Yes, I want to forget everything that I am going through right now and to just take a stroll quietly even if it is just by myself. I told you already Lord, that I am not strong at all before You. You need to lead me and guide me. There goes a saying "How can you love someone when you don't even love yourself?" No.. that's not true. Alph and Jovan used to say, it is all about "JOY" - "Jesus, Others and You" I really like that!

And I learnt something. What's mine will be mine and what's not mine will forever not be mine. So there is no need for me to feel sad or sore about it. After all that You have showed me Lord, I know I shall not even hope or long for it. I shall not even try to seek for it. I know words are easier said than done. No doubt I am still trying :) You wipe away my tears when I broke down. You were there by my side when I need You. Please tell me that You would be there for me despite all storms. You are sufficient for me.

Heal me and You will see that I am ALL READY for the next level..

Under your wings

Sorry World for not updating much. I am lucky enough to get this virus called Acute Tonsillitis which makes me can't swallow, can't eat, can't sing, can't talk and many "Cant's". Worse come to worse, my infected throat makes my fever cling so close to me and I almost thought I might as well die. Oh well, thanks to those injections, I am feeling as if I could wallop up a tiger :) Mind you, the injections were superb painful. Trust the doctor has the cheek to say he has superb skill. I didn't cry but my eyes are teary. Being sick makes me can't do anything but sleep all day long. Can't eat either.. sighhh

Found this song while watching "Endless Love" and I was so blessed by it. His voice is awesome and he is really talented. I really love the lyrics.

Under your wings by Lin Yu Chun
when i was younger feeling small
when i layed my hands in yours
i felt the sadness fade ans disappear
when my heart would fall and break
i just looked up at your face
the smile you gave me
brought me back to you
the only place i knew where i was safe

under your wings i am forever
under your open skies i soar
because your love for me was everything
i needed to be strong
i'm always home
under your wings

in another place and time
how the memories rewind
back to my father
who held me in his arms
woah and i knew that i was loved
for who i was no matter what
the smile he gave me
we would never be apart

under your wings i am forever
under your open skies i soar
because your love for me was everything
i needed to be strong
i'm always home
under your wings

do you know from where you are
how grateful that i am
that your dreams will carry on
with me

under your wings i am forever
under your open skies i soar
because your love for me is everything
i needed to be strong
i'm always home( ＊3)
under your wings

Be blessed people :)