The best church ever..

All these whiles, I know God has a plan for me. I know sometimes I haven't been obedient and lots of times, I sort of dies down and back slided. Again, He never fails to bring me back to Him.

I have a vision
I have a calling
I have dreams
I have desires
I have things I wanna do
I have needs
I have lots of impossible cravings
All these are possible if only....I have GOD!!

I am so so so alive now just because I know God is able...

Meet up :)

Meet up with See Ting, one of my favorite friend :) 

Why did God put me in all kind of situations? I won't ask Him why now because I know He has a perfect plan for me.

Hello :)

Connect Group was awesome last Friday and I know it would still be great :) 

Hi Tyng Liang :) Long time no see. We miss you and I think you grow slightly fatter. No offence but you still look good... Welcome back after one year??!!

Baby sitting

I love children!!! I don't mind taking care of them even when I am not working...but if it brings trouble to my family, I would rather not do it...

To me, I think it is absolutely alright to look after them...but on the other hand, I think I am real selfish because it is Mommy's money that I am spending so I feel it is alright. Dumb of me to not think twice before I promised others.... Sigh..

I am sorry Lord...

Little Princess Sherry

Enjoyed Public Holiday because I get to spend quality time with my family. On the note, the bad side of it is that I will spend their money every time we goes out. 

Always can't help going to the toys' department. I was browsing through and I saw this little dress which I thought it would look nice on my little princess. I calls her princess because I have given seven of my princesses away and she is all that I have.

Sherry asked me not to call this doll Princess Viola so I named it after her.

Say Hello to Princess Sherry :)

Blessed

Life is getting more challenging :) I have lots of new things to challenge and each is getting tougher.

2 more weeks to go and exactly one more month to end all my exams and stuffs. Then, I AM FREE :) I can really focus on working and serving God. 

I don't like scolding my students though sometimes they can really make me goes mad.  I just cannot accept them doing something extreme like stealing, playing truants, insulting people and using vulgarities. I don't understand why is it "Overboard" to talk or chat with my students after work? To me, they are NOT only my students but friends too. I don't give a "rat" of what the boss thinks as long as I am not doing anything illegal. They are too precious and I love them all :) I want to know more about them and to give them whatever that is within my capabilities. Sometimes, things may not be as perfect as what we think. To the World, they may seem fine and good, but who knows behind the scenes, they are broken-hearted, lonely and needed someone to be there for them? That's why sometimes, please look beyond the situations first before one starts making judgement.

On the other hand, teaching life is getting more and more interesting and yet a bit annoying at the same time. All of a sudden, I have a lot of sons and daughters clinging on to me. Holiday starts, and a lot of kids are staying back for the child care service and hence, my one and only hour of free time is gone. I can never be lonely because they are always there to make me laugh, make me mad, make me goes crazy and make me goes insane. Should I call myself lucky? I used to target my students and calls them my "Precious", my "Darlings", my "Lover", my "Boyfie" and etc. Now, it seems to be the other way round. I would receive texts from students saying how much I am loved and all. Perhaps, I were never a "Teacher" to them but a friend? A sister? Somebody precious? Well, I don't know. If I really want to be somebody, I hope to be somebody inspiring just like how Christ inspires me.

Father Lord, I have my life to thank You for but if there is something that I could ask of You, I want to know what is Your calling for me? What exactly do You want me to be? I want my life to be praising You and my actions to be pleasing in Your eyes. Give me specific answers please Lord :)

In situations like this...

Hi Father Lord,

In times like this, I really wish I could jump straight into Your loving arms and hold You real tight. I love my busy schedule. I really do. Yet, I really don't understand why Mommy is always so emotional. I know she is not feeling well but what can I do? When I laze around with nothing to do, she will nag and nag and nag. Right now, I don't spend as much time with church stuffs like I normally do, and yet, she is unhappy about it. What does she want? I really don't know. 

Lord, nothing beats the fact that I could feel Your presence. Today, I just merely pray and ask that You will lengthen the time for Darryl so that Lee Cheng could spend more time with him. You just intervene in his time without even waiting for me to ask you. Aren't You awesome? Even though many problem occurs, but nothing compare to this joy when my friend told me personally that she wants to get near to JESUS. Listen here!!! An unbeliever like her who confessed to me that she will never ever accept Christ the Lord. Now, she texted me saying that she wanted to know Jesus!! How awesome can it be?? Father Lord, You let me experience a whole YOU today and now I am praying that You will intervene in my schedule and in my mom's schedule so that it won't occur to her that I am not in all the time. Father, help me to do what You want me to and let me know that it is Your plan that everything falls like this. You promised me that as long as I am saved, my whole family will be save too. I'll hang on to it no matter what happen! 

I'll do you proud Father Lord :) Here I am, at Your feet. In my brokenness complete....

Love from your daughter,

Viola