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Dearest Lord,

In times like this, I really don't know what else I can do. You know I still need You like I always do. So don't ever leave me Lord.

I am confused. I am lost!!! I don't regret for being so honest. Instead, I think it is a good thing to always make things clear and not hide anything. I do feel insecure and I don't trust people easily. Okay, maybe not everyone but I don't trust guys.

I am unhappy...because I feel it is pointless if the other party don't even know me. I know he is already trying his best but by running away from problems, it is not gonna help. The problem is still there. You and I knew it perfectly well. I am waiting for Your instructions Lord. If only You could show me signs and stop letting me to seek the answer myself..

I am lost!!!

"And I will rise when He calls my name
No more sorrow, no more pain
I will rise on eagles' wings
Before my God fall on my knees
And rise
I will rise" ---------------- Chris Tomlin 



Yes...I do believe that there will no longer be sorrow and pain the minute You call my name. Call me now Lord... and I will rise.. 




With love,
Viola

The lovely students :)

I always wanted to deal with children....even though I know it is not suitable for me. I never thought of becoming a teacher while I was serving in kids ministry in Perth. It was until the last few days before I came back officially to the land of JB, my favorite family in Perth told me "I can imagine you as an early childhood teacher. Do consider to come back and further on with a master in early childhood or whatsoever :) " That's how it became a passion and I decided to give it a go. If you never try, you'll never know... 

To be honest, it is not easy to deal with them. They might be above age 7 but they are after all still kids. Come on, I am like 15 years older than them and yet, I still behave like one kid. So how can I expect them to be mature when they should be childish and naughty at this age. It is fun dealing with them.. and I do love the fact that I am now a teacher. It feels even greater when they are my "friends" and not "students".

It is tiring but I do love my job :)

Dessert-ing

Eric, one of my best cell group member has bombed my phone by saying that I have totally forgot his presence :( Of course I did not... 

Anyway, he wanted to pass me my long belated birthday present...and so we decided to meet up after work :) Wanted to go Black Ball but Eric said I've already been there so many times and it is time for me to have a change. So we went "Sweet Hut". It was good. I still want Taro Balls..

His gifts for me :) He already told me on my birthday that he has a present all ready for me. When I asked him what is it, he refused to tell me. I secretly thought that there MUST be angry birds since he said the present resembles me. And it does. Thanks for taking the trouble to decorate the box and attempt to make a bookmark for me. I appreciate it. ... :)

Blessings

It was nothing much but I reckoned it is a day worthy to be remembered.

Being blessed with a piece of birthday cake from one of my primary 3 student whilst some Primary 2 students gave me handmade iPhones. It was a special day because I punished a student and made him cry. I was feeling guilty at first but I still think he deserves to be punish. I am not going to put up with their airs and attitudes like princes and princesses. That boy forgets everything in just a spilt second and blessed  me with a bubble gum :) 

I had a love bento from Mommy :) Awesome lunch. I love my students and I love God. 

Cute Koalas

I always love handmade stuffs doesn't matter if it is just a simple drawing or cards. I have this student who is really good in drawing quick and fast. I caught him drawing during lessons and I was captured by it.

He decided to draw me a Viola Baby Koala and Ichigo Koala. So cuteeeee :) Kids are always innocent and fun to be with.

Continuation...

A big knock on my head to remind me that I haven't been updating for so long :( 

Anyway, on one of the Saturdays, I went for a chillax session with Aunt AJ at My Liberica :) As usual, orange tea and donut ring for me :)

It was good but I dislike the fact that I am having exam the next day. It totally doesn't rhyme. "Chillax + exam = not compatible"

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Hi Lord,

I am feeling so insure. And I think I should end all these... :(((

With Love,
Viola