i am back people

my 'Spaghetti Club special" which cost only Rm11.50.

this is Bibi's set.

look at him...

this is my soup.i must say it is quite yummy.

hey people..i am back!grandma has passed away for a week.time flies.seriously...time flies.here am i back again in subang. so sad!it means i have to study study and study again.but Bibi really helps me a lot.he drove me back to kulai and back to subang again. oh ya...once again..i wanna lead my life as a hostel girl again.and i sorta enjoyed it. living in hostel is somehow stress-free as compared to living in Bibi's house. i feel as if i was given times of my own where i can join my friends in everything.

above are the pictures of me and bibi at "Pancake International". because i said i wanna eat spaghetti,so bibi took me there.although the food is not really nice but at least it worth it.i regret for not tasting their pancake.nevermind...there are more chances....ciaozz people...

seeing the blue skies turns dark.........

after praying and worrying for so long, at last God still takes my grandma away. mum called me just now around 8.44pm and told me that grandma has passed away. GOD....why do you have to do this?i know i can't do anything now that god wants her more. and perhaps it is a good thing too for she don't have to suffer so much.Dear mighty lord, please bless her soul and that may god bring her a brand new life.into a world where she don't have to suffer so....may she rest in peace..Amen..

my grandma has suffered from various types of cancer.she had this disease going on for more than 3 years and she only found out recently.doctor say it is too late and that she only has about 4 months time.but why makes me confuse is that why she wants to give up on herself?i know it is hard and enduring but the doctor said that there are higher chances for her to live more than 4 months. i know it is useless for me to say anything. i just hope to get back home as soon as possible to stay with my people.i hate all this kind of thingy.and perhaps when i am back, i will really have to buck up in my studies...

i know i can be as strong as last time when i lost my grandpa. but i just hate this type of thing..having to lose someone in your life. i just hope my family and relatives can stay strong.everything will be fine once more.

to all my friends, please help me in my studies during the few days while i was away. i hate to be left out in anything but please keep me update for all the studies info and homeworks as well as assignments. thanks a lot. i will appreciate all your kindness.

i hate ACCOUNTING!!!!!

ARGHHHHHHHHHH..........it simply gets on my nerve when i can't even solve a single question of this stupid Accounting subject. i don't know why...i just can't force myself to love this subject.i nearly fail during semester 1 but luckily i didn't. but this time,i am not sure if i can even pass this freaky paper or not.ishh...i don't want this freaking paper to ruin everything.

shhhhhhhhhhiiiiiiiiitttttttttt....and i forgotten everything that i learnt in Semester 1.Economic is tough but it is a lot better than this stupid Accounting.i really hope i can handle it well.i need to beg people to teach me already T.T!!!!!!!!sob sob...anyone??please help me. or rather please SAVE me.....

i really truly hate this subject to the core.why is it included in this business foundation?i wanna work more on the communication part. narhh...its okay...i will have chances to do it deeper during degree.can't wait to end my foundation soon....!although this is a tough semester for me, for everything is coming in at once, but i'll try my very very best to keep myself going on. i seriously felt so damn sleepy during lectures. maybe because of the lecturers. narhh...nevermind.....nothing can ever bring me down. To my hateful accounting subject, you are DOOMED...i'll make sure i pass you :P

not only accounting, but i meant to pass all my subjects too. it seems impossible though for i was slacking. too much assignments is not going to keep me awake. if you are trying to pile me up with loads and laods of assignments, i can assure you that i will become more and more lazy.haha....

although boring, but at least i have friends to keep me alive.i enjoyed chatting with them. and my usual gang consist of Chloe, Li Xuan, and Yeng. Esther is our new member. member of the Toilet Gang. we are more or less the same.always stick together.had lunch together. and did everything together. haha...one more thing, i stick to my gang as well for most of the assignment groups. although not all, but at least same group with Chloe just currently.too bad Li Xuan can't be with us for economics. she is elected as the leader though.but for english, we three will definitely be in the same group and have lots of fun again.wish us luck..

miserable

oh gosh gosh gosh...semester 3 has started officially.and honestly, i find my lessons getting tougher.i don't understand any of my lectures at all.sob sob...damn you Economics II,Accounting II, ECS, and Business Statistic.i tried my very best to concentrate but i just can't get it.sob sob...i admit i was a bit playful and kinda like to do last minute job.so i have to buck up really really hard in order to pass.err...not pass...at least i can score.once again my aim--->DISTINCTION

i know my limit.i can't get HD of course.and i never never gotten one before.so i can only aim for that.that is my best aim.anyway,i don't know why.i just feel like everything is changing.this is the FIRST time i ever missed my home so.i know i am independent.and often i only missed my home and family for just a short while and life goes on for me.but this time,i missed my home terribly.life is so much tougher here.....i hate it more and more...

i wish to go back to a place where i am familiar....and i wish to go back to a time when i was still a child.young,unknown and innocent.i wish to be in a friendly environment.but all these seems impossible.all i can do is just to stuck here all these 3 months and to complete my whole course before i can really go back to my HOME SWEET HOME to spend time with my family for 8 months.

hey people, i ve gotten the Letter of Offer from Murdoch University.if nothing goes wrong,i believe that will be my future school. highly possible i will be going there next year.wish me lucks for my studies.will update again soon.currently nothing much to update.....baobei kelly is coming again tomorrow.she finally headed my advice and decided to take up design for her future.yeah...congratulation for my succeed in persuading people.i somehow feel that i should become a counsellor.haha....wishful thinkings...don't mind me people...i was just talking rots....ciaozz

Baobei Kelly and her 2 night stay in Subang Jaya

wahaha...the picture above shows the main role for this blog title.she is my BAOBEI KELLY ONG.she travelled all the way to Subang to find me and Fishy just because i asked her to.haha...and so we spend a happy two days together.thanks to our driver, BiBi, who drove us around. aiyo...he drove us reluctantly cause he said he was tired and he dislike shopping. i spend a lot these few days.goodness know what idiot stuff i spend on. i buy nothing also...the only thing i bought is Vonny's present. i think i spend the rest of my money on food. i simply love TAKOYAKI. had been eating a lot of it these few days but i am not tired of it. i simply loved it.

mummy came to kl today with dad,aunt AJ,grandma and her maid. they need to bring grandma up here for a check up.so we(me, BiBi and baobei) drove to sungai besi at around 11am plus.we are just in time for they arrived at the same time. so we waited for them while they consult the doctor.then we went for lunch. of course at the same place again->vegetarian shop. after that we bid good bye to them and we set off to ONE U.shopped around and ate a lot.around 6pm, we fetched Fishy from her hostel and then we headed for steamboat. i am damn full now.......i ate so much....

ps:i didn't take any pictures with baobei cause i don't think it is necessary to do so for every gathering.i was just looking through at all our pictures and i found some really oh my god pictures.haha....but i missed those time back.......


see....they were at my house for CHINESE NEW YEAR PARTY(2008)

Baobei attended a BBQ party at my house last september i think.....

that's all i think....i did have a marvellous weekends.and i think it is really time for me to buck up in my studies.oh ya...fogotten to tell you guys that there will be lots of new students in my class.most people think it is nice but i don't think so.a bit disruptive i think....but who cares?i got my partners with me.....ciaozz..wish me lucks....

World of SUSHI....

as i mentioned in the previous blog that i was making sushi for BIBI, and here is it.the process was both hilarious and painstaking. if i have two choices, i would chose to eat outside. at least i don't have to go through all troubles. making something is not an easy task. so...now...first of all, we cooked the rice. then we add some japanese vinegar.

here are the ingredients.as the picture states, there were ham, cucumber,crabs stick, tuna, fish egg and etc..!it cost a lot too

this is Aunt Cherry.she is my teacher for she once stayed for a long time in Japan. she taught me Japanese. and look...she is an expert in making sushi.

and so...after all those rolling and wrapping and adding ingredients, here are our work.haha...we had a good time rolling up all these.it was not an easy job after all. mum help us too..and we cried with laughter at her work.it was terrible.but then, she is smart and i am pretty sure she can do much better than us next time.

here am i with two tupperwares filled with sushi waiting to take back to KL to feed my BIBI. BIBI....HERE I COME WITH YOUR FAVOURITE SUSHI.

Outing with dearest ah mei..

as i am going back real soon, i manage to go out with ah mei.she has finished her exam.so i think it is time for us to hang out. will miss her a lot!she is my buddy for everything(silliness, gossiping, shopping and the list goes on:)) i waited for her to come back from school and then we went to Tebrau City Jusco. guess who we saw there? Pekin Prince and his girlfriend. he don't look that handsome as i first saw him anymore.....hehehe...maybe because i am no longer interested in him.anyway...he walked past us and looked at us in a very queer. so me and ah mei went shopping. spend quite a lot. but i think it worth. for i was just buying for othere and not myself. i am still thinking what to buy for mummy for her coming birthday(ps:mummy's birthday is on 4th of july.too early for me to think about it). yeah...we bought keychain and i bought...hehehe...don't tell you...secret!we had our dessert at VIVO.but i didn't take any picture of my favourite Chocolate Devil and Blueberry pizza. i simply love those.and we were about to leave when my dearest baobei kelly called me and say she will come and meet me.so again...we went to have our favourite snow ice with chocolate....

above is our half-eaten snow ice.it looks awful of course...but it taste yummy...

and because i owe my baobei kelly her belated birthday present(23rd of september 2008....gosh..so far away), i went and bought her a small elephant together with a card. and according to ah mei, for HER(baobei) sake, i have to buy a pen to write on that card. funny...!met them at last...baobei was being mystery.she don't want to tell me where she is as she want to surprise me i think.but that silly fishy gave everything away when she called me and ask me where i was.silly girl....and yeh...we chatted a lot about their future studies.missed Vonny a lot..but she is drifting so far away from me.

to baobei aka Kelly....remember how to ask me to be strong and cheer up when i got my spm results last year?and NOW..i am saying the same thing to you. this result doesn't belong to you.so don't moan so much over it. it is just a piece of stupid paper and it doesn't determine your future. to me...your future is definitely bright and successful. gambateh baobei...love ya...

to all my junior who scored well...congratulation!!!

well.....Aunt Chery was like hurrying me for we agreed to make sushi.

ps: because me BIBI loves to eat sushi..so i was eager to make it for him. and thanks to aunt Cherry for her willingness to teach me.

to be continue.....