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It's been awhile...
I lost the password to my blog and I was so afraid that I might not be able to blog here again. Come to think of it.
Things are rough but I hope it is for the better.
Memories sometimes still haunt and of course I am not feeling good about it.
Yet I know things are never the same anymore.
Out flew many secrets out of nowhere and one thing I know is that, there were never honesty between us. Well, so long he is happy...

On the side note, Christ died and rose again. I been trying to find that connection back again with Him. I know He will never forsake me in my weaknesses.

Thank you Jesus.

心里很不好受。。。
可是，应该是时候说再见了
再也不能捆绑着你了
也不能依赖你了
你也想飞很久了
这一次。。我放手吧。。
我们会变成最收悉的陌生人

我们的不欢而散。。。。这样也许是最好的。。。
祝福你过得比我好一点。。。
还有。。。对不起。。

NO one understands me!!
Everybody going against me.
Even you..

No title. Just my thoughts..

Wow... I have actually given up blogging when I see that I will definitely not achieve my goal of 200 posts for 2014. Wanted to delete this blog as well but seeing that it has accompanied me for 8 years, and for memories' sake, I shall keep this blog for the old days to come.

2014 has been a challenging year for me (for career, relationships, family, faith and life). There are many life lessons to learn in every aspects of doubts, insecurities, perspectives, attitudes and etc. To say I totally move on, that's a lie. And to say I don't give a shit, that's a lie too. I guess Facebook is something that I really have to stay away from. Seeing the number of new girls added by him is not something that I can fully accept. I think I shall either slowly exclude myself from the gang or remove him off my list. In both ways, we could move on better.

Anyway, joining ECOWORLD is one of the biggest decision I have made in year 2014. From so many outstanding offer which slowed down my decision making, out of nowhere, Eco World appears. God must have been thinking about me. Although I don't really have a life currently but I am satisfied with the potential of career advancement for me. May God grant me wisdom on how to juggle between ministries and work. For the highlight since I joined Eco World, I get to see Lee Hom in real life. Thank you Eco World for the brand new experience and surprises. Whether or not I will be working here for long, I really don't have a clue. I am not even halfway through my probation period. Yet, whether or not I will be confirmed, it is not up to Eco World but GOD!

PS: You know what, I think I'll start blogging again :)

2015

Hello 2015!
Breakthroughs??
Be a better me...

Short getaway

Even thought it was a short trip, but I enjoyed traveling. Hope to be able to fly to more places in the coming future :)

车祸

好久没来更新了。 上个礼拜， 我出了车祸并且失去了我的宝贝车。 感谢上帝，我只是受了轻伤， 人却还好好的。除了家人以外，我目睹了谁才是真正关心我的朋友 :) 很庆幸有他们的陪伴，让我在修养的一个星期内不感到寂寞。

和死神较量后，才知道生命真的很宝贵。 如果我就这样离开了， 我想我会很遗憾，因为还有太多太多的事情没做。